Shattered Echoes.

𐙚 ‧₊˚ ⋅ Shattered Echoes.

pairings: park jongseong! x female!reader

warnings: angst, breakup,

wc: 1058

lowercase intended

the room was dimly lit, the only light coming from a small lamp in the corner. the same lamp that was given to them as a home warming gift. the shadows seemed to echo the tension that filled the space, making it feel rather suffocating. yn sat on the edge of the bed, her hands tightly gripping the sheets as if they were the only thing keeping her grounded. jay stood a few feet away, his back to her, staring at the closed door as if he could escape the inevitable by just avoiding her gaze.

the silence between them was deafening, a stark contrast to the heated arguments that had filled their days lately. it was a silence that spoke exhaustion, of two people who had given everything they had until there was nothing left but the hollow remnants of what once was.

“didn’t I give it all?” yn’s voice broke the stillness, trembling with the weight of her emotions. Her eyes were red, swollen from the tears she had cried for days, for weeks, leading up to this moment. “didn’t I give you everything I had?”

Jay’s shoulders tensed, but he didn’t turn around. He couldn’t. he knew that if he looked at her, if he saw the pain etched on her face, he might break, and he couldn’t afford that. not now. not when he had already made up his mind.

“you did,” he whispered, his voice barely audible, as if admitting it out loud would make it hurt even more. “you gave me everything, yn.”

“then why?” her voice cracked, the desperation seeping through. “why are you leaving me? why are you giving up on us so easily?”

jay finally turned to face her, his eyes filled with a sadness that mirrored her own. He took a step closer, but the distance between them felt insurmountable. “i’m not giving up, yn. i just… i just think we’ve reached the end.”

yn shook her head, refusing to accept his words. “no, that’s not true. we can still fix this, jay. i can change. i’ll slow down, i’ll do whatever it takes to make this work. just don’t walk away.”

jay closed his eyes, trying to block out the sight of her tears, the sound of her pleading voice. it broke him in ways he never thought possible. “it’s not about changing, yn. It’s about realizing that maybe… maybe we’re just not right for each other anymore.”

her heart shattered at his words, the finality in them. she had feared this moment, had dreaded the day when he would tell her that she wasn’t enough, that she couldn’t be what he needed. “how can you say that? after everything we’ve been through, after everything I’ve done for you… how can you just walk away?”

“it’s not easy for me either,” jay whispered, his voice covered with emotion. “but sometimes… love isn’t enough. sometimes, no matter how much we try, we just can’t make it work.”

YN stood up, her legs shaky, but she forced herself to face him. “i thought you loved me more than this, jay.i thought we were stronger than this.”

Jay’s eyes met hers, and she saw the pain in them, the regret. “i do love you, i love you more than anything in the whole world, yn. but I think we both know that love alone can’t fix what’s broken between us.”

she bit her lip, trying to hold back the sobs that threatened to escape. “so this is it, then? you’re just… leaving?”

he finally nodded slowly, the heaviness of the moment pressing down on him. “yeah. this is it.”

yn felt the last piece of her heart crumble at his words. she had given him everything, had poured all of herself into their relationship, only to be left with nothing. “take it all, then,” she whispered, her voice barely holding together. “take everything you want, jay. just… take it all with my love.”

Jay’s breath hitched, and for a moment, he wanted to reach out, to pull her into his arms and promise her that everything would be okay. but he knew it wouldn’t be. not this time. “i’m sorry,” was all he could manage to say before he turned away, heading for the door.

yn watched him go, each step he took feeling like a knife to her chest. “don’t look back,” she called after him, her voice breaking. “don’t look back at this crumbling fool.”

he hesitated at the door, his hand resting on the doorknob. he wanted to turn around, to give her one last look, one last memory to hold onto. but deep down he knew that if he did, he wouldn’t be able to leave. so he closed his eyes, swallowed the lump in his throat, and walked out, leaving yn alone in the dimly lit room, her heart in pieces on the floor.

yn stood there for what felt like hours, the reality of the situation slowly sinking in. he was gone. jay was really gone. the man she had loved with every fiber of her being, the man she had fought for, cried for, was gone. and he wasn’t coming back.

she sank to the floor, her knees giving out as the weight of her grief finally overcame her. she sobbed into her hands, the pain overwhelming her. “i gave you everything,” she whispered to the empty room, her voice choked with tears. “i gave you everything, and it still wasn’t enough.”

the emptiness of the room echoed her words back to her, a cruel reminder of the loneliness that now filled her heart. she had loved him with all she had, but in the end, it hadn’t been enough to keep him. and now, she was left with nothing but the memories of what could have been, the remnants of a love that had once been everything to her.

she didn’t know how she would move on, how she would pick up the pieces of her shattered heart and try to live without him. But as she lay there on the floor, her tears soaking the carpet, she knew one thing for certain: jay had taken everything with him. every last piece of her love, every last piece of her soul. and she wasn’t sure if she would ever get it back.

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where: yn and jay are in a long term relationship with each other.

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heeseung

heeseung probably would’ve ended up doing it anyway. ultimately, heeseung fucks for you both to cum and if he’s fucking you raw then he’s going to end up spilling into you whether he means to or not. he can’t help it, there’s something just completely erotic about fucking his cum into you whilst you lay beneath him, a complete wreck. but, if you were to ask him to cum inside of you then he wouldn’t even think twice, he’d be gripping your hips a little tighter and pressing himself impossibly deeper just to be sure when he does cum that it reaches depths inside of you. plus, when heeseung cums, he cums a lot so he’d be in heaven pulling out of you and watching it seep out of you.

jay

jay loses all sense of responsibility the moment your legs wrap around his waist and you beg for him to cum inside of you. he knows better than to let his guard down and fall into you, especially when he’s fucking you raw, but he always falls for it. he always ends up fucking you a little harder, a little sloppier and with a little more intensity. his head buried in your neck as your fingers push into his hair and your other hand digs into his back. the little whimpers of his name mixed with pleads of him to cum inside of you would send him right over the edge and right into your hands, his cock throbbing with each thrust into your sopping cunt before he lets himself go with a groan that was much louder than it should’ve been.

jake

jake loses pretty much his whole self control when he’s inside of you. he gets so caught up in the pleasure that barely a thought flies through his pretty head. he’s really into fucking you from behind and that position alone sends him dizzy. being able to look down and watch you take him, spreading apart your ass to see the scene clearer. if you moaned out for him to cum inside of you then he wouldn’t even think twice about him. his fingers digging into your skin before he groans out about how hot you are. his cum would be hot inside of you and he’d find himself continuing to fuck you despite the sensitivity of the overstimulation filling him. once he cums since of you once he’d be addicted to it.

sunghoon

sunghoon has a few moments of hesitation, unsure on if he should. but ultimately because you asked for it so sweetly, he does it. holds your jaw in his hand whilst asking if it’s what you really want, and once he has you whimpering out the most pathetic little pleases, he gives it to you. pressing himself deeper inside you, his thrusts deep and harsh as he sends you dizzy. he’d let out such a delicious moan when he cums, the pace of his cock slowing as he lets his cum sink into you. he’d laugh at you for being so weak that you begged him to cum inside of you and he wouldn’t be past pushing his fingers into you just to pull them out and bring them to your mouth instead.

Blurred Lines. ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

where : yizhuo yn and park sunghoon were not only a couple, but the bestest of friends, an inseparable pair; both deeply in love with each other. a love as intense as their personalities. despite their deep connection, they were young and ambitious, and the pressures of life pulled them apart. the couple mutually decided to break up, hoping to carve out their futures separately. ¿what happens when they inevitably end up in the same friend group again? ¿will they fight for the once strong bond or will they continue their lives separately?

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Profiles:

22, Yizhuo Yn, a Chinese exchange student. strong and challenging personality, what the young people consider as a black cat. Yizhuo is also known for her grumpy, no-nonsense attitude. She's often seen as aloof and reserved, preferring to keep her emotions to herself. despite her seemingly cold exterior, she has a fiercely loyal and protective nature when it comes to those she cares about. she has a sharp tongue and is quick to respond with a witty remark or a sarcastic comment. Her sense of humor is dry, and she often uses it as a defense mechanism to keep people at arm's lengths.

22, jimin, karina is deeply caring and protective of her loved ones. very overprotective when it comes to yn

21, minjeong aka winter is considered the bubbly person, not A bubbly person, but THE bubbly person.

22, giselle. yn’s bestfriend and the only person who knows the reasoning behind yn’s decision and most of sunghoon’s.

21, Sim Jake a Physics major who just happens to have a tiny crush on giselle.

21, Park Jonseong, yn’s favorite person aside from aeri.

23, Heeseung used to have a crush on yn, but now he just sees her as a little sister. yn’s no. 1 protector

21, Sunghoon and the leading role of the smau. used to be a figure skater along with jay. has been keeping a secret the reason why he decided on going along with the breakup.

Perdiste. ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

where: jake and yn broke up their long term relationship, and where they face aftermath of their decisions.

cw: angst, breakup. lowercase intended.

wc: 2578

pairing: ex! sim jaeyun x female!reader

061724

the late afternoon sun filtered through the curtains of yn’s apartment, casting long shadows across the room. she sat on her bed, her fingers gripping the edge of her phone as she stared blankly at the screen. The last few weeks had been a whirlwind of emotions—confusion, sadness, and an aching love that seemed to suffocate her.

jake had called earlier, his voice strained and heavy with the weight of their impending conversation. they had agreed to meet, to talk things through one final time, and now yn ound herself dreading the moment she would have to face him.

a soft knock on the door broke her from her thoughts. she took a deep breath, standing up and making her way to answer it. as she opened the door, jake stood there, looking as heartbroken as she felt. his eyes met hers, and for a moment, it was as if time stood still.

“hi,” he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper.

“hey,” she replied, stepping aside to let him in. they both knew that this was the end, but neither of them could bring themselves to say it just yet.

they settled on the couch, the space between them feeling comforting, suffocating and never ending. yn’s heart pounded in her chest as she tried to find the right words, but the heaviness of the situation made it difficult to speak.

“jake, i…” yn started, her voice faltering. “i don’t even know where to begin.”

“i know,” jake said, reaching out to take her hand. "i don’t know either. But we’ve been going in circles for weeks now. we both know that something needs to change.”

yn squeezed his hand, tears welling up in her eyes. “i love you so much, baby. I’ve never loved anyone the way i love you. but… i don’t think we can fix what’s broken.”

jake’s eyes were filled with a mixture of pain and sadness. “I love you too, yn. more than i ever thought possible. but we’ve tried, haven’t we? we’ve done everything we could, and it’s still not working. i think it’s better if we break up.”

a tear slipped down yn’s cheek as she nodded, her heart breaking at the reality of their situation. “i don’t want to let go. i don’t want to lose you. but… maybe we’re just not meant to be together right now.”

jake’s thumb gently wiped away her tear, his own eyes glistening. “i’ve been thinking the same thing. maybe we need to take a step back, to figure out who we are on our own before we can ever think about being together again.”

the room was silent except for the soft hum of the fireplace. yn and jake sat side by side, their hands still intertwined, yet the connection between them felt fragile, like it could break at any moment

“do you think… do you actually think this is the right thing to do?” yn asked, her voice trembling and barely above. whisper. “i mean, it feels like we’re giving up on something so special.”

jake sighed, his eyes searching hers for reassurance. “i think it is. as much as it hurts, I think it’s what’s best for us right now. we need to take this time to heal, to figure out who we are outside of this relationship.”

she nodded slowly trying to reconcile with the idea, "i understand, i really do. but still it doesn’t make it any easier"

“sometimes, even the strongest love isn’t enough to keep things together when everything else is falling apart. we need to be honest with ourselves, and with each other, baby.”

the weight of his words settled heavily on yn’s shoulders. she knew he was right, but that didn’t make the pain of letting go any less intense. she loved him deeply, and the thought of not having him in her life was almost unbearable.

As the evening wore on, the two of them continued to talk, sharing their feelings, their regrets, and their hopes for the future. they spoke about the memories they cherished and the ways they had grown from their time together. but no matter how much they tried to hold onto the past, the reality of their situation remained.

the night had fallen, and the room was dimly lit by the soft glow of a lamp. yn and jake were standing by the door, their hands still holding onto each other as if afraid to let go. the time had come for them to part ways, and the finality of the moment was almost too much to bear.

“I don’t know how to say goodbye,” yn said softly, her voice breaking. “i don’t want to lose you”

jake pulled her into a gentle hug, holding her close as if trying to absorb the pain. “i don’t know how either. but i do know that I want you to be happy, yn. I want you to find peace and fulfillment, even if it’s not with me.”

yn hugged him tightly, her tears soaking into his shirt. “i want that for you too, jake. i want us both to find happiness, even if it means being apart.”

they stood there for a long time, wrapped in each other’s arms, savoring the last moments of their time together. the love between them was still palpable, but it was no longer enough to sustain their relationship. they had reached the point where letting go was the only option left.

finally, they pulled apart, their eyes filled with unshed tears. jake cupped yn’s face in his hands, giving her one last, tender kiss on the forehead.

“goodbye, baby,” he said softly, his voice choked with emotion. “i love you.”

“goodbye, Jake,” yn replied, her heart breaking as she took a step back. “i love you .”

as Jake turned and walked away, yn watched him go, her heart aching with the weight of their final goodbye. she knew that their love had been real, that it had meant something special. But sometimes, even the deepest love couldn’t overcome the challenges they faced.

yn closed the door behind her, taking a deep breath as she allowed herself to grieve the end of their relationship. the future was uncertain, and the road ahead would be difficult. but they were determined to move forward, to honor the love they had shared by finding happiness on her own.

as the time went by, yn began to heal, finding strength in the memories of their time together and in the knowledge that they had made the right decision. she cherished the love they had, but she also embraced the opportunity to grow and discover who she was outside of their relationship.

and though it was painful to let go, she knew that sometimes, the most loving thing you can do is to set someone free.

082324

the morning light filtered through the thin curtains, casting a warm glow over the room. yn stirred, a soft smile playing on her lips as she blinked away the remnants of sleep. the bed was empty beside her, just as it had been for weeks now, but the emptiness no longer felt like a void. instead, it was a space for herself—something she hadn’t had in a long time.

she stretched languidly, feeling the tension melt away from her muscles. for the first time in what felt like forever, she was at peace. the suffocating weight that had once pressed down on her chest was gone, replaced by a lightness she was still getting used to. she didn’t need to check her phone for missed calls or texts, didn’t need to worry about what someone else was doing or thinking. this time was hers, and she intended to make the most of it.

across town, jake was having a very different morning.

he sat on the edge of his bed, his phone clutched tightly in his hand. the screen was dark, devoid of any messages or notifications, but he couldn’t tear his eyes away from it. he had sent a text to yn late last night—just a simple “hey, how are you?”—but the message remained unread, unacknowledged.

his chest tightened as he glanced around the room. the bed felt too big, too empty without her beside him. he had tried to fill the void she left behind, but no matter what he did, nothing seemed to work. no hookups, no friends, nothing. the few fleeting hookups he’d had since the breakup only left him feeling more hollow, their faces blurring into one indistinguishable mass in his mind.

jake ran a hand through his hair, frustration boiling in his veins. he had been the one to bring up ending things—had convinced himself that it was for the best—but now, all he felt was regret. regret for the way he had pushed her away, for the things he never said.

he had thought he could move on, thought he could find someone else to fill the space she once occupied in his life. but every time he looked at another girl, all he could see was yn. her laugh, her smile, the way her eyes lit up when she was excited about something. And the worst part was knowing that she wasn’t thinking about him at all.

“what did you expect?” he thought bitterly, gripping his phone so tightly his knuckles turned white. “you let her go, you pushed her away. why would she still be thinking about you?”

later that day, YN found herself at a bustling café downtown, surrounded by friends and the comforting hum of life going on around her. she sipped her iced latte, listening as her friend wooyoung animatedly recounted a story from the night before. yn laughed along, genuinely enjoying herself in a way she hadn’t in a long time.

“so, what about you, yn?” wooyoung asked, turning her attention to her. “anyone new on the horizon?”

yn shook her head with a smile. “not really. just… enjoying being on my own for now. it’s nice, not having to worry about someone else all the time.”

wooyoung nodded approvingly. “good for you. you deserve it"

yn appreciated the support, but she didn’t want to dwell on the past. she had spent too much time in that dark place, and now that she was out, she had no intention of going back.

over the next few weeks, yn threw herself into her newfound freedom with gusto. she spent more time with friends, picked up hobbies she had long neglected, and even started exploring new places around the city. each day was a new adventure, and she relished the feeling of being in control of her own life again.

however no matter how much she tried to move on, jake’s presence still lingered in the back of her mind. she hadn’t blocked his number, hadn’t deleted their old photos, but she kept her distance. she wasn’t ready to confront him, wasn’t ready to deal with the emotions that would inevitably resurface.

jake, on the other hand, couldn’t seem to stay away. he started showing up at places he knew she frequented—accidentally running into her at the grocery store, casually strolling by the park where she liked to read. it was all too obvious, but yn pretended not to notice.

yet, every time she saw him, her heart twisted painfully in her chest. the man she had once loved was still there, still the same in so many ways, but now he was a stranger to her.

one evening, as yn sat at her desk scrolling through her phone, a message from jake popped up on her screen. her thumb hovered over the notification for a moment before she swiped it away, ignoring it like she had the others. but this time, he was persistent.

another message followed. and then another.

“yn, ¿can we talk?”

“i miss you.”

“please, i just want to see you.”

but she knew better. she couldn’t let herself be pulled back into that cycle, of missing him, crying till she fell asleep, she couldn’t let him in again. so she did the only thing she could do—she blocked his number.

for jake, the silence was deafening. he stared at his phone in disbelief, his heart sinking as the realization dawned on him. she had blocked him. she was really done with him.

he had always thought that she would come back, but now, the reality of the situation was staring him in the face. yn was moving on, and he was the one who had to live with the consequences of his actions.

desperate and out of options, jake decided to take a more direct approach. he needed to see her, needed to make her understand how much he regretted everything. so, he did something he had never imagined he would do—he showed up at her apartment unannounced.

yn was startled by the knock on her door. she wasn’t expecting anyone, and for a moment, she considered ignoring it. but the knocking persisted, and she sighed, setting her phone aside as she stood up to answer the door.

her breath caught in her throat when she saw jake standing there, looking more disheveled than she had ever seen him. his hair was a mess, his eyes bloodshot, and there was a desperation in his expression that made her heart ache despite herself.

“jake, what are you doing here?” she asked, her voice firm despite the tremor in her chest.

“i needed to see you,” he said, his voice hoarse. “please, yn, just let me talk to you.”

she hesitated, every instinct telling her to send him home and shut the door. but there was something in his eyes that made her pause. reluctantly, she stepped aside, allowing him to enter.

the tension in the room was palpable as they stood facing each other, the weight of unspoken words hanging heavy in the air. jake took a deep breath, his hands trembling slightly as he finally spoke.

“I’m sorry,” he said, his voice barely above a whisper. “i know it was my initial mistake letting you go, even bringing up a breakup was a mistake"

yn felt a wave of emotions crash over her—anger, sadness, longing—but she forced herself to stay calm.

"it’s okay jake, we made a decision"

his face fell, his eyes pleading. “but… we were good together, yn. we had something special. I know we made that decision but we… we can fix it. we can be happy again.”

yn shook her head, "we can’t fix this, baby." "i’ve moved on and you should too."

jake’s expression crumbled, and for a moment, yn almost faltered. she had never seen him look so vulnerable, so utterly broken.

“yn, baby, please,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “i can’t keep losing you.”

“it’s okay jake, you’ll find yourself someone else"

jake’s shoulders slumped in defeat, deciding it was time to let go.

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