Literature - wattpad@meguelmichael • Dancer • Gamer - Simic Planeswalker • Visual - Sketch4Fun
283 posts
Dear Heart,
Dear heart,
What the fuck are you doing?! I am in pain, can't you feel that or are you that sick masochist you've always been? Why cant you see they've moved on? Why can't you see they dont care? Why dont you see they dont want us? Why can't you see that we're not important... not anymore...
Will you stop? Please? For us, for me...
I am actually begging you.
STOP LOVING SO WE CAN STOP HURTING.
I don't think you realize how much it hurts to see them together... they're out there making memories and we're in bed crying our eyes out.
They're out there singing sweet songs to whoever, we're ripping ourselves apart while SWS screams at us.
They're having the most fun loving and doing fuck knows what with that person... while we're here fucking ourselves over.
I love you, heart. But you're doing too much. We... I, used to... still ... love them.
...
JUST BE ON MY SIDE FOR A CHANGE!
STIP HURITNG!
STOP LOVING!
Love me, love us...
There's nothing there to go back to...
So please, stop.
Regards,
Me
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