Two Art Thingies. I Had A Third Thing But I Appear To Have Misplaced It. If I Find It I'll Post It. Maybe.

two art thingies. I had a third thing but I appear to have misplaced it. If I find it I'll post it. Maybe. Anywho, I think I'm gonna start posting all the art I make in a month at the end of the month.

Technically speaking I posted the Pixilart thing about a month ago but Imma post it here too!

Oh god. Oh fuck. I just learned my younger sibling is nonbinary. They’ve felt this way for awhile now and I didn’t know. I share a room with them and didn’t know. I feel so stupid cause they literally painted the nonbinary flag and I didn’t take the hint. I’m a fucking maroon. I thought they were just a normal girl and never thought of them as nonbinary. I’m going to be as supportive as I can like I do with my other nonbinary or trans friends but I know I’m going to get it wrong sometimes. I will be the most supportive sister to ever exist and will help them through whatever they may face. If they eventually feel like the nonbinary thing wasn’t truly their thing I will support that. If they continue to be nonbinary I will also support that. I’m so fucking stupid

Creepy things #4. The face.

Context, like with my living room you can take a left to get to the kitchen but instead of taking another left you take a right, although if you take a right at my bathroom you get to my brothers room which at that point was just an empty room.

When I was about 12 or so I had gotten hungry. Normally when that happens I just go to my pantry or refrigerator to forge for food like the rat I truly am but this night was different. At that time I was still irrationally afraid of the dark and didn’t like walking past my very dark bathroom. I would always peak my head out of the room to check if it was safe to leave and then sprint to the kitchen. 

That night I was feeling much more confident the usual so I just planned on striding out of my room and into the kitchen but when I was at my door I stopped. I suddenly had a dreadful feeling fill my body and decided to poke my head out. I opened the door to my room at poked my head out just enough to look around. First I looked at the kitchen, all clear, bathroom, nothing in site, and just as I was feeling safe I turned my head to the right and saw a face. I was a large human face but I was to big to be human. It’s eyes were unnaturally big and took up most of the face along with a sinister smile that reached from nonexistent ear to nonexistent ear. The thing had no nose and and pale white skin with clumps of gray hairs adorning its head.

When I was that inhuman creature I slammed the door to my bedroom shut so fast and so hard it should have woken everyone in the house. No one, not even my sister whom I share a room with, woke up. My sister is a relatively light sleeper and should have woken from the loud noise the door had made as it hit the wall or the loud scream that came from my mouth. 

It is very easy to say I quickly lost interest in going out of my room for any sort of sustenance that night and my hunger was replaced only by fear. Even just remembering this makes me oddly sick to my stomach or maybe it’s the fact I eat three hotdogs. Who knows?

Creepy thing #2. My snake mom dream.

A little context, I was about 4 and was forced to take a nap at my Pawpaw’s house. My mom and aunt were in the room over which is the kitchen while I was in the living room.

I’ve never had many dreams in my life. Most of the dreams I have had would and still do make no sense or even worse have ended right before I die. This particular dream was a very weird one that scared me when I was young but now it just makes me think, why?

In the dream I was in the car with my sister and mom. At first I was looking out of the window a saw what looked to be the side of a mountain. We were going up a mountain and for some reason I new we were going to a graveyard even without anyone saying anything. 

I stopped looking out the window and looked towards my mom to look out the front window and saw she had no skin on her body. Me being 4 imagined her just being weirdly pink. I was right behind the passenger side seat but already knew that her missing skin was in that seat. I wasn’t scare but instead felt as if this was just a chore that had to be done on a regular bases.

My mom had turned her head a bit to say something to me and my sister that I can’t remember at all, but what I do remember her getting cut off my a loud crashing noise from in front of the car. We looked at what had made the loud noise and found it to be what I can only describe at one of my moms previous skins. Oddly it was fully clothed and looked like just a clone of my mom just skinnier.

My mom stopped the car when she saw it and I looked to the other side window to see several other cars containing some of my other relatives. One of the vehicles had my Pawpaw, Mawmaw, and uncle in it. My uncle had his door open and his leg was hanging out as my Mawmaw yelled at him to get his leg back in the car and shut the door. It was honest to god the funniest part of that dream and I could totally see him doing that cause he was a teenager at that point in time and definitely had that type of personality.

Anyways, After I looked back at the living pile of skin I saw a light appear behind me and then woke up. I was scared shitless by that dream and immediately ran to the kitchen crying. I told my mom and aunt about the dream and they were so very confused. In the end I was to scared to go back to sleep and I just kind of sat in the kitchen with my mom and aunt and ate mac and cheese.

Toxic things in my life #1

For privacy purposes I will be calling the subject of this story K.

The most toxic person I’ve been in a friend group with has to be K. She was the kind of person how enjoyed causing drama where ever she went. One example being the time she got all of my female friends to go after our male friend because he was dating another friend of ours. I did try to be her friend but that failed spectacularly. It went basically like this, I was following her around ,because that’s what I do, and she just stopped and turned to face me and just said to stop trying to be her friend and that she didn’t like me. She has done other things that don’t really affect me so i won’t be talking about them but she wasn’t the best person. I haven’t talked to her in awhile so I don’t know what she’s been up to but from what I’ve heard she’s stopped being so dramatic.

Falla’s remake

More on her: https://www.deviantart.com/skelly0the0skleton/art/Homestuck-Falla-716291487

12/21/2020: The bottom image is the final remake I will make for Falla. It includes 4 of my own drawings of her, the homestuck style and grub version, and I finally have a drawing of her lusus that I like.