I Dont Usually Send Requests But Im In Love With Your Blog!! I Wanted To Ask For Shy M!reader With Logan.

I don’t usually send requests but I’m in love with your blog!! I wanted to ask for shy m!reader with Logan. Headcanons maybe?

Logan x shy male reader head cannons~! ⋆˚✿˖°

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Logan met you some time after Jean, he always said after her that he’d never go back to loving anyone again but then you came into his life, you ruined all hopes and plans of a loveless life. He met you when he decided to move back to his old cabin wanting to live In Solitude being a lumberjack again and then there you were, hand me down sweater and a pair of jeans working the register at the local supply store and it was like the gears in his head twisted.

Watching from afar how your hands trembled giving the customers their change, cracking a wobbly smile with your eyes focused downwards. He would purposely say the most absolutely lewd and flirtatious things about you, saying stuff like “are those jeans new? Your ass looks better today” he’d spew it so casually caring less when him and other workers came into the store. He’d flirt and ask you for your number just wanting to be around you, loving the shade of red you went. Blinking like a dumb frog when he pops the question for a date making your cheeks rosy.

The date ending up at some local diner, you stuttering over your words fumbling around with your sweater sleeves just making him show off his canines smiling over at you. “What’s a’ matter bub?” He’d ask you teasing you a little when you start slurping your words and rambling but he listens to each rant like it’s a god speaking to him, weeks later casual dates turn into dating and this man will treat you like heaven sent. He’d worship the ground you walked on if you asked him nicely.

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During sex Logan will either be one or two ways with you, he’ll either fuck you like you’re a glass doll afraid his cock will break you in two, or he’ll praise you like an utter princess and fuck you senseless bent over any and all counters in his cabin— if he’s pent up enough he won’t even need a counter, just groaning in your ears holding your thighs open and spread making you feel the veiny base spreading you open wide while he moans kissing at your neck murmuring out “such’a good boy for lettin me use this pretty hole”

Logan would be gentle for your first time with him, he’d take the time to read your body and learn what earns that to curling back arching off the bed making your ears ring kinda orgasm, he’s been around long enough to know how to make the human body fold and he works you from day to night, he’d blow you after work and he’d have you over at his cabin so much you have a go bag and your own hygiene products at his place, he’d at-least eat you out a minimum of once per visit if he could. Logan loves eating your ass out nearly as much as he loves fucking you.

No matter your body size, Logan is a tummy guy, he loves your thighs and your assets don’t get him wrong but something about gripping your tummy tight and holding you close when he fucks you, if you have stretch marks then he’ll make a note to rub at them with his claws, if your ribs peak or if your bones poke then he doesn’t give a damn either. No matter what Logan will grip your belly and hold you flesh to flesh and nail you from behind having your eyes staring into the back of your head, your face beat red from embarrassment and he will fuck you in front of a mirror at least once maybe more if you like it but he wants you as humiliated and fucked out as he can. Grunting out “Such’a beautiful fuckin sight ain’t it bub?” Into your ear holding your jaw watching himself fuck you.

Yandere Kinktober list 2024~! ໒꒰ྀི´• ˕ •` ꒱ྀིა

Switch male reader Yandere Kinktober~ ⭑.ᐟ

────𝜗𝜚────────𝜗𝜚────────𝜗𝜚───────𝜗𝜚

𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓸𝓷𝓮! 𝜗𝜚

Bottom yandere dbf x top male reader imagines~(cockwarming, age gap, young top, old bottom, sneaky sex)

𝓦𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓽𝔀𝓸! ᡣ𐭩

Top Yandere mafia boss x subordinate male darling (nipple play, anal creampies, daddy!kink, cock rings, edging)

𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓮𝓮! ᕱ⑅ᕱ

Bottom Yandere slasher x final boy male reader head cannons (blowjobs, knife play, degrading, large bottom, small top)

𝓦𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓯𝓸𝓾𝓻! ✿

Dom Yandere manager x model male reader (power abuse, ass eating, voyuer, humiliation, dacryphilia)

Top Yandere mafia boss x subordinate male darling~! ໒꒰ྀི ∩ ⸝⸝ ∩ ꒱ྀིა

WC:. 2.3k

Tags: nipple play, anal creampies, daddy!kink, hair pulling, lap dog male reader, dark themes, cock rings, edging, office sex, little feminization <33

A/N I’ve always wanted to participate in Kinktober! Unfortunately my writers block doesn’t wanna let me do a story every day so I’ve taken inspiration to write a story a week instead!

You were a young man when you joined his group. He offered you a place to stay and food, even offered you affection that no one had ever given you before. You did his bidding finding yourself being named as “the bosses marionette” because you’d put your morals aside all willing to do every little thing he asked of you, and in return he took care of you.

The don kept you as his lover even going as far as obsessing over you to the point he’d anything for you, if gifts and praises didn’t keep you to him then he’d simply manipulate and flashlight you into depending on him and him alone, you were his boy, his lover, His.

Currently you were laying across the couch in his office watching how his pen moved under his muscles, how the ink glided across a few documents he was finishing up, you sat painfully aware of the arousal between your thighs, unable to come due to the cock ring around your base having you in full misery “you promised you’d let me come five minutes ago sir~!” You’d croak out to him in pathetic agony.

“I thought I told you boy, you’ll come whenever I permit it, now hush. I’m trying to work” his tone was harsh and cruel to you leaving you know choice but to get up limping over to his desk and crawling in his lap like a baby, jumping your bulge on his cock making sure your lips were pressed against his ear “mhm fuck sir!” You’d squeak out extra high pitched just wanting him to fuck the orgasm out of you.

“You’ve got no damn clue what you’re doin, boy” his hand possessively reaches for your ass, sitting and clenching the pen in his other hand holding you close with his right, massaging your gloves through the fabric of your slacks, letting out a long sigh before he buries his face into your pecs making sure to kiss over your nipples feeling them waking up under your button up.

At least I know someone’s happy to see me. You can’t ever be a patient boy can you? Mh I think I spoiled you t’much” he murmurs against your shirt not caring if he left wet spots as he starts sucking at the material bitting and nibbling on your nipple “that hurts daddy!” You finally call him the word you know he loses it for “so I’m your daddy hm?”

He purrs out with a grin looking up at you from your chest feeling how your cock pulses through your jeans against his thigh making him sit his pen down , himself getting half hard in his own well tailored slacks. “You’ve got my full attention now baby boy so tell daddy what you want”

“Want you to get me off daddy, fuck me please, I need it so bad—“ you can’t help but plead and gasp in his ear feeling his hands on your ass rutting your bulge into his thigh feeling your veins pop more under the cock ring. “All in good time baby, you take it slow like a good boy or I’ll leave you hard and alone” he threatened with his teeth pressuring and teasing your nipples making wet spots on your white shirt.

“Fuck! Hah daddy-“ you straighten up in his lap gripping his hair tightly and hold his face in your pecs hissing feeling your cock throbbing nearly having you doubling over from the heat in your stomach. “Quiet down boy” he speaks slipping his hand off your ass reaching around to palm at the bulge inside of your slacks, just grinning up at you as he works your body torturing you with pleasure having a love sick look in his eyes.

“I’m not gonna let you touch me if you don’t fuck me!” You huff out acting out against him and pulling away from him crawling over and getting up on his best having wet spots in your boxers and another wet spot around your chest but not from pre cum, but his spit. He looks over at you livid and glaring at you watching how you’d unbutton your shirt slowly staring at him.

“Such a fucking ungrateful brat I’ve created, listen here boy, you’re mine baby, and you’ll listen too, won’t you?” He coos with his voice as smooth as velvet standing up and holding your chin making you look up at him before he start unbuttoning your shirt himself staring at how hard your nipples are, all perky and n/c.

“Y-es daddy, I’m sorry~” your cheeks and lips squish under his harsh grip pouting and pushing tears but not letting them escape as you sniffle having a bulge in your slacks twitching against the zipper making you go insane rubbing your thighs together. “Fine, since I’m feeling bad for keeping you edged and needy all day in my office, I’ll fuck you baby doll”

“Thank you” you feel his hand release your chin slipping down to your legs pushing you back onto the desk tracing his fingers up your bare chest tweaking your nipples and rubbing your sides kissing down your belly and your belly button before tugging at your belt, undoing it watching the bulge in your boxers with a large sticky wet spot staring back, pulling your boxers down watching how your cock springs forward all red and angry looking with precum oozing out like a leak whimpering on your back.

“There, there baby, you ok? Does it feel better now that you’ve got those tight little boxers off” his hands holds your thighs massaging them before giving your balls a tug “oh!” You tense up almost cumming in the spot it it wasn’t for the pretty pink cock ring he forced on you having you

“There’s those pretty noises, thought you were goin mute on me baby?” He mocks you before he reaches down to his drawer of his desk pulling out a little bottle of lube he keeps around his manor just incase you need a good fucking to put you back in line. “Spread those thighs nice and wide, doll” his hands guiding your though open and sitting the bottle of lube down long enough to get his slacks off, his cock only being an inch longer than yours.

“Take this ring off me daddy, pretty please” you lay begging him laying on his desk with your thighs wide and your shirt fully unbuttoned having your cock against your stomach arching when he squirts lube onto his fingers and spread your cheeks prodding around til he found your rim. One finger pressing and pushing inside you curling and searching around for your prostate just staring you straight focusing solely on pleasing you while he stares at your face.

“The ring has to stay on baby and you know this so don’t try N’ convince me doll” before you can beg him anymore a second finger gets inserted into you, spreading and scissoring your gummy walls trying to massage your rim, trying to keep you from puckering up when his fingers brush against your sweet spot having you shuddering with a thin layer of precum glossing over your slit leaving you fully edged.

“But daddy?~” you pout your bottom lip arching your back all desperate to have him get you off, clenching up around his second finger when it pushes knuckle deep finally massaging your prostate having you squirming making him smile in delight slipping his third finger inside you making your rim burn “no but’s baby, you take what I give you”

“I’m ready for your cock now” looking up at him with your lips quivering starting to feel the back of the button up loosely hanging on your shoulders sticking to the skin on your back from the sweat you were building up wanting to close your thighs but knowing if you did then he’d be mad. “You think you are baby?” He asks speaking to you like a child who doesn’t know what they want.

“I know sho daddy” his fingers slide in and out squelching a little from the lube with his cuffs rolled up looking down at his hairy forearms watching them work you between your thighs frowning at the ache between your legs. “I think daddy’s boy is ready too” he hums pulling his fingers back out leaving you empty and gaping with your greedy hole clenching the air.

He starts unzipping his fly, undoing the button and pulling his pants down letting them fall down around his ankles before his fingers find their way under his waistband pulling down his boxers leaving his cock half hard standing at a proud seven inches, his hand gripping the base of his own cock staring at you laying on your back all needy on his desk making him chuckle stroking his cock fully hard.

“Stay nice and still pretty boy” his cock gets aligned with your hole pressing his tip against your rose bud, nudging it and rubbing his cock reaching his hand over to grab the lube and squirt some on his cock making sure he’s lubing the two of you up, his hand gripping your hips and pulling you back and pushing inside you having your thighs wrapped around his hips. “Ow- that hurts”

You feel a burn piercing your body pushing the air from your lungs leaving your mouth agape feeling your rim getting torn to accommodate his size. “Fuck baby, I got you” he murmurs planting himself on top of you on his desk not caring about the ink being knocked over as he nuzzles his face into your skin kissing being gentle with your chest for now, trying to get you to calm down.

“Y-ou can move daddy” your voice cracks when you speak feeling your hand finding his hair gripping it tight making him moan against the nipple he was kissing thrusting into you lazily on top of you with his arms on either side of your head having you pinned down under him when he fucks you.

“Such a slick little cunt” he groans licking and sucking on the other nipple with your thighs trembling on either side of him while he fucks you, your gummy walls squishing around his base, spreading all warm with your rim twitching around him tugging his hair feeling your cock leaking precum between the two of you angrily with your cock head rubbing against the fabric of his button up having your arms still inside the sleeve of your shirt.

“S’ notta cunt daddy~!” You mewl gripping his hair tighter hissing and arching like a cat beneath him feeling your thighs shaking on his hips. “Yeah it is baby, all tight and wet clenching on this cock” his drool spreads around on your chest making it look like glass when he sucks on the skin around your nipples, bitting at the skin letting his tongue trace over the bud, teasing and building up to it before he nibbles down onto you.

The sound of the desk creaking back and forth in his office having your eyes all delirious with blown pupils half fucked out and cramping from needing to come, “daddy— seriously I’m- not gonna make it~” you gasp out tearing up with your cheeks going rosy feeling his cock head rubbing your deepest parts bucking into you before his cock head finally hits your prostate.

“Last a little longer baby, promise I’m gonna make you feel so good-so,so good, just hold on a little longer” soon his breathing picks up making his voice shake on top of you fucking you faster with his lips moving and murmuring against your nipples having them all sensitive like your cock while he fucks you making you see stars feeling one of his arms reaching down between the two of you reaching to tug at the cock ring around your base.

“O-h can I cum now daddy?” You moan out asking him trying your best not to come on the spot when he takes the ring off wanting to make him happy and be good for him, knowing that would be the only way he’d let you cum. “Being such a good boy for me, knew you were a good boy, cum for me baby” he coos to you smiling against your chest putting more of his weight on you and going rapid with his thrusts fucking into your sweet spot going deeper and deeper inside you having the sound of wet skin on skin filling up his study making him look up at you now on edge himself with his eyes practically h sing hearts in them.

Before anymore moans could strangle through your mouth a sharp heat shoots through your body all the way to your tip cumming all over yourself having ropes shoot onto his button up spilling messily between the two of you while he just grunts slipping both hands down for your thighs to grip them tight and hold you pulling you back into his cock feeling him swell up and pulse inside you signaling his own imposing orgasm.

“Gon—ah cum baby boy” his voice echos in your ears with your teary eyes having your vision blurred and half rolled back feeling a heat pushing itself back inside your body when he orgasms finding his own release inside your ass. His come flooding your insides leaving them all painted and stuffed from his semen. “Ah-da-ddy!”

You let out soft pouts and hums underneath him looking feeling his whole weight on top of you blinking as he looks up at you finally panting on top of you with you in the middle of your after glow with his hands just kneading your thighs from under holding you extra close before rasping out.

“You ruined my shirt baby? I really liked that shirt”

Bottom Yandere slasher x final boy male reader head cannons~! ૮ ོ≧ ⩊ ≦ ོ𑁬

blowjobs, knife play, degrading, large bottom, small top ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

You were out and about camping on a little trip with your friends when he first had seen you, staring and blinking over at you like a frog. Something inside his cold body came back to life like a zombie breathing air once again. He had to have you and he would have you no matter what he had to do or who he had to clear. Taking you in the middle of the night after dealing with your friends, he’d have you dragged back to his cabin and just stare at your sleeping form for hours.

He’d blink over at you blushing under his mask obsessing over your every muscle and your short frame, you woke up screaming shouting any sort of insult just trying to escape only to fail each time with him frowning and locking you back up in his bedroom. “I’m not your fucking pet you big idiot! You can’t keep me!” You’d shout at him angrily but he’d only tilt his head as though he didn’t understand what you were speaking to him but he did understand you were upset by the tone you were using.

The slasher would keep you for months, he’d feed you and cling to you leaving you never alone because he was by your side each and every hour of the day. His arms held you in a bone crushingly tight spooning position in bed leaving you conflicted on how you could fall for a man like him? Maybe you were in live or maybe it was all the stressful hormones combined with the built up Stockholm syndrome that had you all over him by the end of the second month.

The first time you had sex with him was during your most recent escape, you found his knife, you tried to attack him from behind but with his tall stature you failed only having him on top of you pinning you to the ground. not before you shoved the knife against him threatening him going feral in anger. The hard feeling beneath you is what brought your mind to a clearer thinking. He was hard, how could he possibly be hard in a situation like this? You just tried to kill him and make your escape “are you seriously fucking hard right now? You’re a horny gain arent’cha!” You’d mock him feeling a smile creeping on your face.

Not even thirty minutes later you’re completely stripped holding him up on top of you with your hand shakily holding the knife to his thigh only grunting when he lifts himself up and down on your cock “o-oh shit, wasn’t expecting this” the slasher is even more infatuated with you at this point, the size of your cock had him intimidated at first when he seen a proud seven and a half— eight inches when hard cock looking at him for the first time since this was his first sexual encounter, shockingly sex wasn’t common for a crazed serial killer.

After that moment on the kitchen floor of his cabin this man’s silent and cold demeanor shifts into more, you fucked him into being domestic, wanting to make you happy trying to get you to want to willingly stay with him even if it means he had to please you. His face in your balls with his knife thrown to the ground while he attempts to give you a blow job “c’mon you can take a little more right, you’re a big man so shove it a little down that throat” you couldn’t help but be cruel to him with your hand gripping the rubber backing of his mask and forcing his face down on your crotch reminding him that while he kidnapped you, he lacked all his control when you were in the mix.

When you finally come around to the slasher, you’re grueling with him in sex, your arms would wrap around his body jerking your hips harshly between his thighs fucking him like a manic and pulling his mask back making him groan feeling more exposed and vulnerable before you, “are all serial killers preening sluts?” You couldn’t help but just egg him, not when you felt his walls gripping you back every time you spoke them making you a mess burying your face into his chest heaving and moaning on top of him fucking him like you need it.

Just got’m last request in’m inbox! I just wanna say, I got s’many good requests and it’ll take me a minute to f’fill em! ૮ . . ྀིა⁩

feminine-like m!reader with his seatmate at school that does not STOP staring at him, sometimes even puts his hand on m!reader's thigh, during a partner project they both get paired up and he invites m!reader over to his house, his parents arent home and they fuck :3 (breeding kink, creampie n praising maybe)

Seat-mate x feminine male reader ~! ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

WC:. 1.4k

Tags: breeding kink, feminization, female lingerie on men, porn no plot, praising, readers ass being referred to as “pussy” and “cunt” (both are of age!) consensual feminization, slight teasing reader <33

A/N I referred to him as seat mate just for the sake of simplicity but imagine him as whoever you please!~ ᡣ𐭩ྀིྀི

Ever since you were sat next to him during your last semester of senior year all he ever did was look you over, you could practically feel the bulge in his pants just throbbing when you’d look at him, the way his hand slid up under your mini skirt just playing with the ruffles while he works away on his test.

Those nicknames he’d give you, calling you “peaches” or “baby” even after you’d just roll your eyes and look the other way pretending you didn’t care.

You knew this was going to be nothing but a dumb mistake and yet you still said yes when he approached you with a seemingly innocent smile just asking “wanna be my partner pretty boy? Nobody else wants to be my partner”

something inside you knew it was a filthy lie, he was one of the most popular slackers you knew and he had a higher grade in the class than you. Buttering up that little ego of yours always worked though.

That’s how he managed to get you in this situation, panties pulled to the side laying in his parents bed with your white stockings ripped open enough for his cock to stretch your pretty little hole open.

“O’my ah~ there” your voice lazily purred out face in the pillows wearing a pair of pretty white laced panties fitting your s/c skin perfectly with a little pink bow right above the bulge of your cock “mm, such soft walls like a pretty little peach, baby”

he’d massage the globes of your ass through the ripped stockings watching how your ass gaped stretching for him perfectly.

Your hands holding onto the bedsheets letting your head droop like a feverish bunny feeling his cock head bullying your insides while he grips your skin and tugs at your body punctuating each thrust “prettiest pussy I’ve ever had angel, it’s stretchin S’much she’s being so sweet t’me honey”

his voice would heave in your ear kissing the bag of your neck sloppily while his hand reaches down and starts palming your cock through the panties leaving a wet spot right above the pink bow.

“I’can’t t’much I can’t any’mre” your lips pressed to a pout rolling your eyes back into your skull clenching weakly around his cock laying on your knees and chest with your shirt pushed up in the back showing off your arch, showing off your flesh, how your cheeks smushed upwards when his hips pressed to your ass making friction every time he thrusted forwards only pushing up the ruffles on your skirt even more.

“Don’t lie t’me baby, I know you can take it, that’s why you came here all dolled up ain’t it? You just needed a little care ‘s all baby” his voice cracked roughly biting and sucking at the sides of your neck bending your body with his holding you under him removing his hand off your bulge leaving your cock weeping between your thighs while his hand slips its way on top of your holding yours while he fucks forward.

Plap-plap-plap. The sounds flood the bedroom making it real of sex and your scent making you go weak in the knees bucking your ass backwards into his groin for him. “That’s a good boy, peach”

his other hand tearing open your stockings more not taking his mouth off the side of your neck once just letting his drool make its way down into the bed while his cock head touches and bruises up your insides leaving them all flushed and tender.

“Ah— deeper~ mh there” you whimper weakly against a pillow leaving drool marks from your chin while his hands slither and snake off of yours and down to your thighs holding one thigh open and using the other to hold your belly.

“You want me t’put a baby in there? D’ya want me to knock this little pussy up fer ya honey?” Your heart drops trying to nod weakly unable to speak.

“Good boys use their words don’t they darlin” he stated simply in your ear snapping his hips a little harder leaving your rum wide open and burning from being stretched for too long having your back arching as deep as you could shrieking into the pillows like a mouse

You find yourself trying to reach one of your shaky hands down to your crotch just wanting to give your lonesome manhood the attention it needs before the hand on your stomach grips your wrist bigger and firm stopping it from breaching the waistband of your panties.

“Nuh uh doll, you are gonna cum off of my cock, so keep those hands of yours gripping the sheets and lemme work Your body” his grunts mingling and mixing with yours feeling the sweat off your back against his chest when he moves against you making you feel the prominent vein on his cock rubbing your walls.

“Please just touch me-“ you try and beg, you choke on your words just needing to get off, feeling like you’ve been edged on for hours with your cock trembling inside your panties “shh, just relax into it, you’ve done so good peaches”

Your gummy like walls clamp and try to suck his cock further inside, milking him feeling your body go limp under his when his fat tip nails your prostate again having your ears ringing loud with tears welling up in your eyes ready to spill when he holds you close talking to you like a glass doll, fucking you like a whore having you ruined in his parents bed praying internally they never come home.

“I’m getting close angel, gonna stuff you up so full, you want that pretty boy? T’me what this cunt wants” he coos to you letting your shaky wrist go to tug at your hair making you lift your ruined face from the pillows nearly melted under him with your mascara runny having those delicious lips all plump pressed to a pout while your glitter gloss stains your chin.

“I— I wan’it inside, mh inside~!” You croak weakly feeling your balls all red spilling out of your panties ready to explode from the hot heat of pressure in your poor tummy, your toes curled up inside your stockings laying with your head thrown back feeling his lips pressed firmly to your pulse point aiming his hips upwards at an angle getting his cock to spread Your deepest parts.

“That’s it baby, there’s my sweet boy, moaning all pretty f’me” his lips trace up your jaw and to your own lips fighting his tongue down your throat letting his own lips smear the glitter gloss around on your face not caring as his hips start snapping forwards harder making your little skirt ride up your back fucking you like he needed it as bad as you did.

“I’m close-I’m so dam close” you hiccup out to him sniffling with your nose starting to run with your cheeks turning cherry red but you keep kissing him gasping in deep breaths between kisses feeling your body clench up and your shoulder blades push back whining out starting to cum on yourself.

Your cock head nudging the fabric of your panties pushing against the bow letting hot ropes spurt through the fabric making you crumble and shake from the pressure releasing but he doesn’t stop, his hands reaching down from your head letting your face fall back into the pillow while he grunts and kisses his way between your shoulders pushing up your blouse and holding a handful of your flat chest making sure to get your buds perky slipping up your matching white bralette.

“Pretty boy, with such pretty breasts” he’s bordering hysterics from having his cock buried inside you for so long, his hands pull at your nipples squeezing and massaging them under your shirt holding you in a delirious state of pleasure starting to reach his climax inside of you.

“Peaches, feel how it’s filling up your womb, gonna have you sho stuffed” he crumbles on top of you pushing the last bit of your orgasm out of you while his cock throbs right against your bundle of nerves pulsing hot with his cum shooting out thin and hot in translucent ropes filling you up holding you close groaning into the back of your blouse making your knees give leaving the hand under your bralette holding you up while you go limp already going soft from your release.

“That’s it, your hole is being nice and greedy t’day [name]” he mutters staying still in that position as though he was trying to get his cock to knock you up not caring his parents would be home in less than an hour, you couldn’t properly make a sentence but oh well, atleast he finally had you ruined like he’d been imagining for the past month.