The Best Days Are Sunny [ 3/8 ]
the best days are sunny [ 3/8 ]
pairing—steve rogers x barista!reader
summary—steve hasn't made a move yet and neither have you, both of you enjoy the growing friendship first
warnings—pure fluff, the platonic side of sunny and steve, the friends in friends to lovers
a/n—Captain America would definitely be part of your history curriculum classes if you were in the mcu
also I guess their in D.C.???
❥ owner of a lonely heart masterlist

Eating cake for breakfast, a delicacy Steve could never imagine he would be able to experience due to growing up in poverty. The experience felt extra special knowing the cake was given by you.
Steve's in a good mood, he hummed the tune of the song that was playing by the radio he bought as he attacked his second slice of cake. He didn't worry about the sugar since the serum improved his metabolism. He could actually eat the whole cake if he could and he could still have the energy to go to the gym afterwards.
He stopped on his third slice, saving the rest for all throughout the week as five more were left in the box.
It's now been a month and a half since Steve met you, more than a month since you became the first genuine friend he had in a long time.
He felt a little bit of guilt as the fact that he's Captain America was still hidden from you but he couldn't help but want to cherish the time that you still know him just as Steve Rogers, a guy from Brooklyn who's a little old fashioned.
Steve doesn't doubt your kindness, No, that's not it. Anxiety, fear and disappointment were just clouding his judgment, god knows you wouldn't put it against him to hide that he was a war hero in the forties, or that he's technically more than 9 decades old or that he was frozen in the ice for 70 years, he's just too afraid that your thoughts about him would change. He wasn't too sure that you wouldn't find someone like him a freak. He's too afraid to lose you too soon.
You were his first genuine friend and he sees that as a rare luxury, a genuine friend that didn't want him for the shield or that didn't want him for the serum. To you he wasn’t a super soldier or an asset for missions, to you his a friend.
He starts to reminisce about the friendship that grew between the two of you in the course of six weeks.
You're the only source of peace he has right now, his sanctuary, his solace and he hoped to keep it that way.
He knew you'd learn about the truth sooner or later but he wanted to keep you for himself first, to keep you from knowing who Captain America is, to know the life he had that was filled with dread and hopelessness amidst the war even if they did win. He didn't want you to see the loneliness that filled his being, the emptiness he felt, the way he felt like a shell of the real Steve Rogers. Steve didn't want you to know how truly lonely he is
… well he isn't too lonely, now that he has you.
The six weeks of spending time with you have been the happiest days Steve experienced in a very long, long time.
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companion in morning shifts
Steve became a regular after the night he caught you in his arms, maybe also because he now craved the cake you gave every now and then. He developed a sweet tooth for 21st century desserts.
Just like an early bird, Steve is now always the first customer at The Coffee Express. He enjoyed the coffee and he also enjoyed your company. He finds the excuse of not finding a more delicious coffee served at your shop, compared to anywhere else but of course it's always because of you. The morning felt much merrier if he started it with you, having breakfast and coffee with you as you start to fix the shop for the morning shift made him feel warm inside. Half of his day was mostly spent with you, the other half mostly being at the gym or visiting the Smithsonian museum, though it's not like he goes there everyday … only on Sundays because that's your day off.
" So what's your job? you're here Monday to Saturday, every morning and sometimes even at night, can't help but think you're giving me too much of your time Stevie " you chuckle as you refill his coffee, leaning against the marble table top beside the register.
Stevie, the nickname never missed to give him butterflies that he passed off as him just not being used to be called sweetly by a beautiful girl as yourself.
Steve sat awkwardly, sitting on a chair near your cashier as the morning went slow. The shop only had 8 customers by 7 am. He didn't know how to answer your question, technically he's a retired veteran, in short he's unemployed.
" I was a soldier " was all Steve could answer, a pang of sadness hitting him as he remembered his comrades, as he remembered Bucky.
" Oh? military guy, nice "
"—you seem young but I'm guessing you're done with your tour? or you're on a little break? " you asked knowing a little bit of knowledge about military as your father and grandfather used to be both in the army
" honorable discharge " replied Steve not wanting to dwell into the subject matter more
" good, I didn't want to have to worry about you if you were out there, I don't want you losing a limb "
" I'm a tough guy, don't ever have to worry about me doll " Steve smugly says, playfully flexing his muscles and the nickname just naturally rolling off his tongue
" God, you really are old fashioned, you even talk like my grandfather, doll? really? but i kinda like it "
you laughed, snorting at the end while covering half your face hoping to not look undesirable Infront of the blonde soldier.
Opposite to what you have thought, your laugh was now Steve's favorite sound, even his old favorite forties song couldn't compare. Everything you did seemed magical and exceptional to Steve's eyes, even simple as a laugh.
Steve felt relieved that you didn't find the nickname offensive, he knew the time was different and that the things he knew changed.
He also felt awkward knowing he was as old as your grandfather, granted that he was frozen and that he still felt twenty seven mentally, he couldn't help but seem old because he really is from the forties.
" … you know my grandfather was a soldier too "
" really? so he fought in world war 2? "
" yeah was part of … what was it? 109? 107th! yeah that's it he was in the 107th! " you answered as you remembered your father telling you stories of how his father fought in the war.
Steve's smile immediately dropped upon recognizing the unit of the men he saved, he was still grieving Bucky, it may have been seven decades to everyone since Sergeant James Barnes lost his life but for Steve it was still fresh. The large gaping wound left by the death of his best friend, best pal, his buddy is still bleeding. He's still grieving the loss of his fellow soldier.
" hey you okay? Did I say something?? " you asked, your voice laced with worry as you see Steve's frozen form, eyes on the table top with evident sadness.
" yeah … my grandfather was there too " Steve lied, not even remembering the face of his grandfather, god he could hardly even remember his own dad's face.
" Oh, I heard all of them got captured once by the Nazis and this guy with a shield saved them, Captain America was it? cool outfit but like has this ridiculous helmet on " you snort only remembering the image of a guy in stripes and stars wielding a shield half his size.
Steve didn't know whether or not this was you hinting that you knew him, because if you knew Captain America, surely you would've known the name Steve Rogers.
" it wasn't that ridiculous … " Steve muttered, feeling a bit offended as you insulted his helmet, he subtly pouted.
" oh come on, have you seen it? the shield is cool and all but the helmet just looks … disastrous " you said with a shudder as you remember the little white wings on the side of the blue helmet and the capital A on the front, you briefly remember Captain America, the hero who won the war and died.
You mostly remember him for saving your grandfather, technically being the reason you exist at all, you don't remember studying him in highschool having been a bit of a rebellious teen who didn't like history.
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you're his food trip buddy
Boiled potatoes are not a favorite of Steve, at all and he's very much glad that the modern times have better food to offer.
" you haven't had a taco? like your whole life " you asked in disbelief as the two of you walked the streets. As you spot a Mexican food stand, you immediately grab Steve's hands, feeling the large warm hand wrap with yours making you slightly blush. The redness of your face is masked by the darkness of the night.
" mormon … "
" right … "
You happily watch Steve take his first bite, smiling proudly seeing his wide eyes as he takes three more bites immediately finishing the taco. Steve's eyes lit up with sparks as he bit into the delicious delicacy. The flavors burst in his mouth, the craving for more food consumed his thoughts.
" Sunny, another! " said Steve enthusiastically, slightly jumping like a child at a fair.
" You're lucky I like you Stevie " that was the first time you called him Stevie, it's only been a week since you've befriended the cute guy and even if you had found some things about him odd, you never pointed them out.
You were the one who introduced one of the number one fast food chains to Steve, that which would be McDonalds. Finding it weird that Steve never had McDonalds, you didn't say a thing thinking it was just how mormons were raised.
You didn't have a clue about mormons other than they technically still exist and they don't drink coffee.
" Okay so I ordered a classic double cheeseburger, fries and a coke float " you informed as you chomp hungrily on the burger making your cheeks stuffed, your puffed cheeks looked so adorable in Steve's eyes.
He stares at you lovingly as he wipes the crumbs off the side of your mouth. You choke on the burger as you were caught off guard by Steve's gesture. Steve panicked and immediately gave you his drink as yours were empty, sitting beside you as he rubs your back. The two laughed as you regained composure after almost dying because of a burger.
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his personal tech whiz
Steve didn't know much about the modern technology the 21st century provided. He still preferred the vehicles from the forties specially his sweet bike unfortunately is now owned by the government and is kept in the Smithsonian. It was stupid that they couldn't give it to him, it's technically his.
" so you just click it? "
" as far as I know that's how cameras work Stevie "
You blink as Steve clicks his phone with a flash that captures you in surprise. The look on your face in the picture made Steve giggle.
" Steve you kinda have to warn people when you take a picture of them or else you get a lawsuit "
" Fine, you take a picture of us " He says handing you the small white rectangular phone.
Steve's heart leaped from his chest as you pulled him closer with your arm on his shoulder. The soft strands of your hair tickles the exposed skin of his neck as you put your head close to his. He swore he could smell the vanilla shampoo you were using as your head was so close to his.
" so I can basically watch anything here? "
" cute animal videos to how to fix your car is all uploaded on that app "
You grinned wide while wiping one of the coffee mugs as you see Steve hold the small phone with both his large hands, a big smile etched on his face as he watches a compilation of animal videos.
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you give him comfort
You being Steve's genuine friend meant a lot to him, even if he knew in the back if his head that he should tell you who he really is. The guilt became harder to bear as the days went by and as a month passed, Steve felt the ghost of his mother nagging him for lying to a sweet girl such as yourself.
Steve knew he had issues, even before going down with the Valkyrie and being frozen for seventy years. He still hasn't processed everything, it felt as if time kept moving and he was unable to ever catch up. From technology that he couldn't grasp how it works to pop culture references he couldn't understand, but at least you were there.
He knew you saw the oddness of his personality, he's thankful you never said a word about it even if it was obvious that you just wanted to ask why the hell he didn't know all these things. He appreciates the way you explain the jokes he couldn't phantom.
" Do you ever feel like you don't belong? " Steve said with a serious tone as you both sat at the park bench while sipping coffee
" lot's of times but you know what's good with us not belonging anywhere " You said as you put an arm around Steve's broad shoulders
" what? "
" we can be lost together, that's the point of having a friend Steve, you're not alone, you should remember that " you said with a smile as you flick his forehead
He didn't react for a second but as you saw his devilish smile you stood up quickly as you ran. He puts down his empty coffee cup as he starts to chase you around the park.
The two laughed as they ran around the park with the sun shining brightly against the clear blue sky. Bubbles floated around with different dogs running wild, Steve's scenery with you and the park felt so peaceful, he swore he could stay there forever.
It's already noon when Steve saw you got tired already, still laughing as you suggested that you and him should just lay down and stare at the sky as clouds formed against the pinkish yellow sky.
" that one look likes a baby "
" looks more like a jelly bean "
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every movie is funnier with you
Not that you were annoyed but you couldn't take it that Steve didn't know all the good films you've been referencing.
" Here " You said as you slid a small burgundy notebook towards Steve across the marble top of the coffee shop.
" It's a notebook??? "
" write all the stuff I recommend there and watch some of them without me "
" look, you gotta catch up with the greatest films and songs of all time! " You exclaimed, putting your hands in the hair dramatically.
Steve smiles as he takes the small notebook and opens it while writing his name on the first page.
You dictated a couple things that Steve immediately wrote so that he'd be more informed of the modern world. He asked about the most famous things you knew, well more like what every person should know if they were living in the year 2011. You didn't think much of it and just said random things that came into mind.
Inside Steve's notebook—
Moon Landing
Steve Jobs ( Apple )
Thai Food
Star Wars / Trek
My Chemical Romance ( band )
Grey's Anatomy ( TV Show )
Rocky ( Rocky II?? )
Mean Girls ( movie )
Legally Blonde ( Legally blonde 2 )
The two fell into a routine of every Friday night they'd watch one movie, one movie that either you loved or would love to watch. Even if sometimes Steve found the movie you picked odd, he wouldn't complain because you made every bad movie enjoyable by simply watching it with him.
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radio free america! [ 1/8 ]
pairing—steve rogers x barista!reader
summary—a cute guy forget's his sketchbook and it's up to the equally cute barista to make sure it's returned safely into his arms
warnings—lots of angst from Steve's pov, crushes at first sight, idiots who like each other, this doesn't really need a warning, meet-cute?? , set months before the events of the battle in New York
a/n—they definitely didn't show enough of what Steve might have felt waking up 70 years into the present
The man woke up from a war and almost immediately was thrown into another
THE MAN NEEDS THERAPY
the endgame ending only happened cuz my man still had unpacked trauma from everything
❥ owner of a lonely heart

he felt many emotions as he woke up 70 years into the present
he felt so afraid not knowing a single thing as he opened his eyes
Is he dead?
If he's alive, where's Peggy?
Why did the radio say the game of '41? it's supposed to be 1945
he felt more scared as he was welcomed by a stranger
After running away from the fake room made to look like a hospital room he was in, he finds himself in a stranger – more modern version of New York that he could hardly recognise
Everyday since waking up, he'd just feel lost most of the time — a man lost in time.
There were more buildings and billboards that were lit up.
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He thought he died, everybody did.
Maybe he should have died , because he never asked to be alive after 70 years as he knew sacrificing his life was worth it.
it’s still weird for him to see everything has passed,his friends were gone and Peggy already lived her life without him.
it felt strange exploring New York, there were more buildings, more variety of foods.
It's new territory and he felt isolated, like a newborn exploring a new world without training wheels.
He wasn't lost too much, he's a 27 year old and some things came easy to understand.
He didn’t know what purpose he had left.They won the war and he had saved the city from being hit by the Valkyrie.
Everything was high tech compared to his time, electronics were a bit confusing to understand but he did find it fascinating that everything could be easily stored and done using a small square of a phone that you could bring easily anywhere .
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… but what’s left for him when he has lost everything?
Bucky fell of the train,the Howling commandos were gone and it’s too late for him and Peggy.
He basically had nothing left to live for yet he's given a second chance that he didn't know what to do with.
He felt distraught that day when he was given their files, every single one of the Howling Commandos were marked deceased except Peggy’s.
He didn’t have the courage to call Peggy, he didn’t even know what he’d say in the first place.
' Hi, I'm not dead and I'm stuck in my 27 year old body????? I was stuck in the ice like a freaking popsicle Peggy! I'm sorry we never got our dance ... '
He’s all alone and absolutely out of place in the world he’s now forced to live in.
He felt like God was playing a cruel joke on him.
He would go out strolling and see everything has changed.
He just wanted to go back as that skinny guy from Brooklyn with his best pal.
Everyday he'd be at the gym assaulting gym bags as a way to let out his frustrations. He would work out until he feels breathless. On sunny days he'd go out walking, he'd eye the buildings in awe as they were more developed.
Today he sat outside a coffee shop where he only bought a single cup of coffee while he started drawing the building up front.
He would ride his motorcycle and feel the cold air, he'd close his eyes for a few seconds still imagining that he's back in the forties.
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" good coffee? " you asked as you saw the cute guy that ordered a while ago that your co-worker assisted
" yeah, nice coffee " said Steve with a small smile
" good cause I made it " you humored
' seriously Rogers? niCe cOfFeE , he still didn't know how to talk to pretty girls '
If Bucky were here right now, he either would've stolen the girl or nagged him about how he should ask for her number, Steve thought not noticing you placing the cake on his table.
“ i didn't order any sweets, maam “ said Steve eyeing the small cake you gave him
It was a simple oreo cake with white frosting everywhere.
He saw how beautiful you were and is awestruck.
He couldn't help but feel he saw you before, maybe as he passed this very same shop.
“ i know you didnt but you seemed sad, no offense “ you said smiling as the man Infront of you smiled back
“ thanks, I guess i am kinda famished “ Steve said picking up the small fork to take a bite
He wouldn't say no to a cake given by a pretty dame
He wasn't that stupid
“ So waiting on the big guy? “
“ maam? “ he questions
“ iron man, lot of people eat here just to see him fly by “ you said pointing at the building he was drawing before you talked to him
“ maybe another time " said steve as he took the cake quickly in one bite that made you giggle seeing the frosting that was left in his lips
He felt hypnotized by your small laugh and the way you crunched your nose as you laughed.
He turned red thinking he made a fool of himself and quickly wiped of the extra frosting around his mouth.
“ table’s yours as long as you like,nobody’s waiting on it and plus we got free wireless “ you said as you started walking away wiping your hands on your apron
“ radio? “ the cute guy asked that just made you smile more thinking he was joking
“ ask for her number, you moron “ an old guy next to Steve asked as he shook his head
He walked away forgetting the sketchpad he brought, occupied with the thoughts of you and your laugh.
You returned outside to clean some tables and give out other people's orders.
He watched the trains go by, like the way years had gone in the blink of an eye.
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You went to the cute guy's table and saw his forgotten notebook.
You tucked it under your arm as your hands held the tray filled with empty plates and cups with the clattering of some utensils as you moved.
You set down the sketchbook just to peek in case the guy that left wrote his name.
You opened it cautiously to the first page knowing artists like to be careful with their sketchbooks.
You were an art major yourself but in digital arts, you wanted to pursue a career in animation.
You liked drawing a lot too as a teenager, and painting but animation fascinated you.
The moving pictures that could tell any story you want it to, the magic of voice acting and sound effects making a movie without actually showing real people amazed you.
You loved disney films and ghibli animation, you loved the way even drawings can showcase complicated emotions.
S. Rogers
His first initial and surname were written on the small corner of the first page. A thing most people do even if they didn't draw, they'd put their initials or signature.
You did it too,with all your notebooks, your umbrella and even your books.
You couldn't help but flip the next pages getting mesmerized by the drawings the cute guy had.
You giggled seeing the monkey in an army like attire holding a shield, their were drawings of people – most of them looked as if they were from the military. They had helmets on or had the more professional uniforms with buttons and medals.
The more drawings you saw the more it felt wrong peeking at his masterpieces, you'd hate it too but you made the excuse in your head that you were just trying to find more information on the cute guy that left rather quickly that afternoon.
You sensed the sadness, emptiness of the drawings he had, maybe he missed these people, you thought while closing the notebook not wanting to pry into his privacy any longer.
You smiled as you walked home remembering the details of the cute guy's looks. He seemed nice and dorky, not like the guys that would just hit on you and expect you to say yes after some sweet talking.
You kept it safe in one of the drawers under the cashier hoping the cute blonde will show up again.
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His ocean blue eyes made you blush, they felt so intimidating in a way that made you feel like your old 16 year old self.
It was infatuation at first sight, his outfit making him look old fashioned but still dashing.
You wanted to be the one to always put a smile on his face if it looked as pretty as the one he gave you just hours ago.
You wanted to pass your finger through his blonde locks that you'd bet were as soft as clouds.
You couldn't miss his broad shoulders and thick figure.
You found yourself crushing on the mysterious cute guy that left his sketchbook.
You felt giddy as you slept thinking of the same pair of ocean blue eyes.
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50 FOLLOWERS YEET (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*.✧

STEVE ROGERS MASTERLIST

open for requests!
• most of my works will be x fem!reader or x original female character unless specified
* —smut + sexual themes
❀—favorite

SERIES
[ more than 10 parts ]

MINI SERIES
[ less than 10 parts ]
owner of a lonely heart | fluff — ongoing!

ONSHOTS
the beard needs to go* | fluff
right where you left me | angst

DRABBLES & HEADCANONS
headcanons of movie nights with Steve


OPEN FOR REQUESTS
open for oneshots, imagine, drabbles & headcanon ideas!
rules for writing

who I write for —
• MARVEL CHARACTERS
[ only mcu characters atm ]
• reader can be any gender
• character x oc are accepted
what I'll write —
• any genre or theme
[ fluff, angst, songfics etc. ]
• wlw & staight fics
• aus , love triangles etc.
• any type of relationship
[ parental, platonic, romantic etc. ]
• non descriptive smut because I'm not really skilled in writing super spicy smut so ...
what I don't write —
• dark fics / dark themes
• real people fics
—I'm game to write anything , except for the stuff I said that I wont write for, but basically just ask for anything and I'll try to write it (人*´∀`)。*゚+


romantic lover
PAIRING—natasha romanoff x gf!fem!reader
SUMMARY—Natasha's many ways to say I love you, without actually having to say it to you
WARNINGS—pure fluff, established relationship, Natasha's a romantic, GAYYYY, Natasha's a lesbian, allusions to sex?
A/N—The writing probably sucks but I loved the concept so much I just had to write it, ALSO MY FIRST NAT FIC 😍

Natasha could say I love you in many different ways, in many different languages even but she says I love you the most when she doesn't actually say it.
She says I love you through her actions, through the little things and you don't care because for you—it's the little things that matter the most.
Natasha doesn't have a problem saying she loves you, the relationship has gone on long enough that she's comfortable in saying what she truly feels but you can't help but be touched because you can clearly feel her genuine love for you even without having to say it.
You couldn't help but love Natasha Romanoff more with her four special ways of secretly saying " I love you ".
KISSES
Natasha kissed you in a lot of ways, from small pecks or needy kisses that lead to a very hot make out session.
She had a way of kissing you that clearly meant I love you, she'd start with a one minute kiss with her soft lips to yours, then a brief kiss to your nose accompanied by an eskimo kiss, and lastly a gentle peck to your forehead while her gentle hand cupped the side of your face. She'd do this the most often, especially when leaving for yet another mission.
You love Natasha endlessly and even more because she never gets tired of showing immense affection for every part of you. She'd kiss your hands in the gentlest manner, from a peck to your palms to a peck on your knuckles as she keeps her eyes on your reddening cheeks.
She'd also never get tired of making you as red as her enemy's blood.
The most favored kiss by you, is the long lasting type, the one's she'd give that are so needy and full of passion. The kiss that makes you out of breath as you pull away because it feels overwhelming, that's the kiss that makes you feel all the feelings Natasha buries, the kiss that shows her vulnerability. She'd never be afraid to show you her vulnerability, her utmost sincere love for you because she'd never want to make you think that she doesn't love you enough.
ACTS OF SERVICE
She'd never get sick of doing things for you, for the sole reason that everything she does is for you because all Natasha would want is for you to be happy.
Natasha tries to make it subtle and not noticeable but having a spy as a girlfriend makes you learn a thing or two. You'd never point it out, slightly afraid she'd stop doing these little things for you if you said anything about it. Not just because your girlfriend's a trained spy but it's because you notice everything about Natasha, you watch her like she hung the moon and all of the stars. In your point of view, Natasha's the world and that just means you watch her and everything she does because for you—everything she does is simply extraordinary.
When she eats, she always gives you the first piece because you deserve to have everything, even the first chip from the bag. She also does the opposite and save you the last piece of everything, like the last slice of pizza or the last slice of cake.
She also doesn't hesitate to let you take her heart piece by piece. As the time goes, you've taken almost every part of Natasha. You've also taken full ownership of her heart as you chipped piece by piece through the years as well as taking down the walls that she built.
Natasha will always be yours as you are hers, you'd always own her while heart because she knows you'll never break it, not intentionally anyways.
MORNING COFFEE
Simple things like coffee made you have another special thing with your girlfriend.
Every morning would never be boring as you wake up to the most breathtaking view. The view of Natasha's face laid against a soft pillow as her wavy red hair contrasts against the sun looking like it's in flames. Your morning view couldn't get any better as you admire Natasha's sleeping form, her naked back peppered with kisses that lead her to wake up with a small nose crunch and a wide smile.
Every morning the two of you would have the routine of making coffee together and drinking the hot beverage while conversing about anything possible. You enjoyed sitting down as the sun shined peeking against the blinds and as you drank your coffee while talking to your lover.
You'd never get sick of Natasha's coffee, she made coffee as you simply get the matching dark red mugs and wait for the coffee in her embrace. She likes making coffee, only if its for herself or for you because it didn't feel like a chore or a duty but a habit she liked.
You can see the spark in her eyes as you both take the first sips of coffee with eyes locked.
HUGS
Every touch Natasha gives, gives you life. She's not much for hugs but she'd never ever pass the opportunity to give you one or to pass a hug given by you.
The first few hugs you've shared were brief and short but you knew she loved them anyways as you feel here tightening her embrace every time you give her a hug.
Your hugs were a source of energy for Natasha, a day without your hug felt like hell. The hugs you gave were a necessity for her, a hug that she needs to feel, a hug that feels like home.
All the hugs she shares with you are the longest, and if she could she'd make the hugs last a lifetime, because that's what she'd want a lifetime of hugs—with you.