Im Up Annoyingly Late Because Daylight Savings Threw Me Off, But Im Finally Settling Down.

im up annoyingly late because daylight savings threw me off, but im finally settling down.

i could really use you falling asleep on my chest right about now.

i hope you're resting well, Moonbeam. I love you.

i miss these lazy weekends, waiting by my phone, only half-engaged in whatever i happen to be doing.

checking my notifications every few minutes to make sure I didn't miss you waking up.

you always sleep so late, you goober.

Julie Powers Hot Summer

I really don't know how to feel anymore.

I hate to be so repetitive, I'd like this to not be a slog to read when you're finally able.

But, fuck, I just cant escape. I feel so adrift without you. If you'd broken up with me, this would be easy. I've done breakups, hell I've had to grieve a lover.

But this is different. I want for you. I know you want for me. There's just a mountain between us, and if I ever start digging, that mountain just gets bigger and bigger.

I hope you can find a secret tunnel.

Daily and nightly. Most times, damn near hourly.

That is when I think about you.

In a way, not much has changed from the day we met.