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Name this band, wrong answers only

Our contribution: 30 Seconds to Lars
Richard *enters the room* The WHO site says, complementary foods should be introduced at the age of 6 months, starting with purĂŠed vegetablesâŚ
*sees Paul feeding the baby a bread roll*
Gosh, whatever!
Thank you @hanhan156 for tagging me! Itâs so exciting to learn more about people đ and sure I just need an excuse to talk about myselfđ so letâs go:
1. Do you ever make your bed?
As I leave in a studio I kinda have too. And I really like how it looks like with a cozy cover and many pillows.
2. Whatâs your favorite number?
I donât have one and donât actually understand how someone can have it. You like the way it looks? Or itâs your lucky number? Or it has some memory behind it? No idea
3. Whatâs your job?
Well, I can talk about my work for hours, cause I love it) I work as a recruiter in a big international company. I look for both professionals and early in careers in several countries in very different directions from tech to sales to finance and so on. I can complain sometimes how stressed I am and how I feel bad about my job, but at the end of the day I am really happy with it and the company is wonderful and so on and so forth))) check me out on LinkedIn đ
4. If you could go back to school, would you?
No, I wouldnât. School was miserable and I was glad to finish it. University was more fun for sure and I am grateful for memories and experience, but I am so much more happy now.
5. Can you parallel park?
I have a license, but I can barely drive đŹ I cannot parallel park or park in any other way, I can drive straight forward and panic at every crossroad or if another car is passing by or for any other reason. Honestly, a couple of times I stopped the car, turned hazards on and cried)))
6. A job you had that would surprise people?
None, I guess. I had a number of shitty jobs while studying with McDonalds being the best among them, but nothing peculiar.
7. Do you believe aliens are real?
I guess, statistically, there should be some other life in this endless universe.
8. Can you drive a manual car?
No, obviously))))
9. Whatâs your guilty pleasure?
Reading gay fics counts? And well, I do indulge myself in many things, but Iâd rather keep it privateđ
10. Tattoos?
No, and I donât plan any
11. Favorite colour?
Deep blueđ
12. Things people do that piss you off?
I get irritated so much when people are too slow with actions, decisions or understanding, but I am working on it)))
13. Any phobias?
I donât have any phobias, just rational fears like pain or standing on the edge of the roof. But I am most scared of depths, as I am a bad swimmer.
14. Favorite childhood sport?
I didnât do any sports as a child and I donât do it now, just some gym occasionally. But I LOVED running as a child, especially in nature, pretending to be a horse.đ I still remember this powerful feeling đ
15. Do you ever talk to yourself?
Yes, all the time) who else would listen to all my constant ramble?!
16. What movie do you adore?
I donât know đ¤ I am not very much into movies, they seldom move me deeply, itâs more like an entertainment
17. Do you like doing puzzles?
Not really. Working with small pieces irritates me and I hate to concentrate too much on little details and the result is so slow. Actually, now as I think about puzzles I get irritated already đ
18. Whatâs your favorite kind of music?
I listen to lots of different music all the time: from classics (Tchaikovsky is my favorite) to heavy things (Rammstein, SOAD, etc) to soft indie ( Brazzaville, AnnenMayKantereit) to pop (Lady Gaga, Lana del Rey) and back. Probably, rap and hip hop are not so close to my heart, but this week I discovered Lizzo and sheâs so empowering, I can stop listening to her)
19. Tea or coffee?
Black tea with milk no sugar, thank you
20. First thing you remember wanting to be when you grow up?
A politician because I wanted power and moneyđ or a horse (see q. 14))))
Wow, thatâs a long post! Thanks again for asking, it was so great to answer all these questions. I donât feel like tagging anyone, so let it stay like this )
Looks like a great reading list! Thank you for making it đ
babypaulchenâs fanfic recs
Most of these fanfics are shippy, some are gen (no ships). Please feel free to recommend me some fics as well!
Firstly, The Other Side of Midnight is my favorite Rammstein fic! âTill and Paul tell each tales to pass a sleepless night.â Paul and Till share stories about how they fucked Schneider, basically. I really like this one because one of Paulâs stories takes place in Feeling B era and I soak that shit up like a sponge. Plus itâs written beautifully. Like, this is one of those fics that makes me envious itâs so damn good. Read it or else!!!!
Fried Eggs and Honey - âFeeling B are just becoming established, but Paul wants more. He doesnât know exactly what it is that he wants, though - not until he meets the shy, mysterious Till.â A super cute fic that I read all in one night. Itâs written so realistically and casually that you canât help but feel like youâve lived the moment. I love fics that actually feel genuine. And Till is adorable. And Paul is so Paul. This fic literally had me punching the bed because they wrote Paul so spot-on. His faults and flaws, when he was young. Read this one. Itâs so cute and perfect and the romance is written so realistically and ahhhh
Heroic & Durable by @zigratbites - âPaul has an accident on stage, but decides the show must go on anyway. This leads to some yelling, h/c and kissing.â Another great, wonderful, perfect fic where they capture Paulâs personality well. Heâs a dedicated dumbass who will do whatever it takes to get something done well, and this shows in this fic. The side of Chrispaul does not hurt one bit, either. Love this one so much!!!
My Girl. by @till-hammer - âFrau Schneider comes out of her shell, but only for him.â this is Till/Schneider! this fic is SO GOOD I want more like this. exploration of character and gender is a favorite of mine. def recommend this one. love love love it
fĂźhre mich, halte mich by @slashs-head-is-fuzzyâ -Â âPaul and Christoph impulse fuck after leading each other on with regular cuddling sessions.â LEGIT ONE OF MY FAV FICS AHHHH this fic is for me and naturally I requested Paul topping. I adore how Paul is written, and the smut is sehr gut ahhhÂ
sehnsucht ist so grausam by @lunarcorvidâ - âAs they wrap up the shoot for Du Hast, Till finds himself staring at the pistol that Schneider still has tucked into the back of his pants.â A++++ this is so hot lmao gun play can be so good if written well
Lied der unruhevollen Jugend by @wiener-blut - âAfter spending some time at a party, Christoph and Paul meander back to Paulâs flat, wasted, to have some more fun.â I LOVE THIS FIC another Feeling B era fic, done by the lovely Lily, for my birthday ;w; Itâs so cute and fun and she is always so spot-on when it comes to portraying their personalities. Def read!!
Scent - âPaul is careless; Christoph gets mad.â I love this one. Itâs short, but so so sweet. Iâm a sucker for fluff. And they wrote them both well, too. Itâs so cute ahhhh
You Make Me Perfect by @krispy-postsâ - No summary, but basically domestic Schneider and Paul being cute before delving into smut. I am sooo weak for the beginning domesticity, and also the mention of chubby WHDT era Paul. Iâve reread this fic so often. I adore it ;o;
Jetzt habâ ich dich by @wiener-blut - âAttending a sophisticated ball, a particular man catches her eye.â A DRSG â98 AU where the reader is attending the ball and Paul approaches and dances with you ahhHHHHH I LOVE THIS ONE IT MAKES ME MELT
ich will eure blicke spuehren by @lunarcorvidâ - âTill and Richard need to work off some post-show adrenaline when they get back to the hotel room. Richard has an idea involving cigarettes.â I have a thing for smoking and Richard casually lighting up while sitting on Tillâs dick is super hot lol
Rock Star - âTill overhears things on the tour bus.â Paul and Schneider flirt, with Till sitting in another room, hearing it. Itâs from Tillâs perspective. Itâs really cute and funny!! Inspired by this pic:

rein, raus - â Paul could never shut up, especially at the most important of times. Like when fucking with Christoph on a tour bus while their band mates are sleeping.â summary says it all LMAO I think this was the first smutty Rammfic I read and actually enjoyed.
All My Marks On Your Skin - âPaul canât remember when seeing Schneiderâs claim on his skin became such an essential part of his life.â Post-concert fic where they stand in front of a mirror and Schneider touches his bruises! Itâs Goodâ˘.
the strings that change the faces of men by @slashs-head-is-fuzzy - âRichard initiates something with Ollie. Schneider joins in on the fun. It all remains among friends, of course.â a very nicely written threesome fic!! I adore how Richard is written in this and the smut is EXCELLENT
Fluffy Slippers by @writing-rammstein (go and read all of her fics honestly, theyâre all cute and perfect) - Â âFor the prompt: âcan u hook a gal up with some good ol reader/paul hugging?ââ A request made by me LMAO This is super cute and sweet, I love it so much T__T
Herr Lorenz - â After an inconsiderate joke, Flake feels insecure. Paul might just have the solution to it.â Feeling B era!! This was one of the first Rammstein fics I ever readâŚItâs so sweet. I love their friendship so much ahhhhh
Broken Machine by @iinchicore - âThis story is set in 1994, during the time Rammstein stayed in Eichwalde to work on the songs for their first record, Herzeleid. The plot mainly focuses on Flakeâs struggle dealing with his speech disorder.â This one is so relatable and touching. I love this dynamic between Till and Flake and the writing is BEAUTIFUL ackkk please read!!
So seid recht gut auf allen Wegen (So be good in all your journeys) by @prismabirdâ - âFar from home for the first time, Till finds solace from the unfamiliar in the arms of the familiar (based on Till, Richard, and Oliâs first trip to America in 1993).â So far, this fic is REALLY enjoyable to read. I love the element of friendship and reliance on each other. Itâs a fun read, albeit sprinkled with some angst. I have laughed a couple times, and I related to Richardâs struggle with language.
Scar Tissue - Â âWhile Till and Paul attempt to get on with their lives and repair an alreay damaged relationship, the band are also dealing with their bandmate who is suffering from a serious addiction.â This one is really, very good. I love the TillPaul aspect, but itâs very bittersweet. This fic is so sad, it nearly brought me to tears hhhh
Du riechst so gut - âPaul finds Schneiderâs scarf while he is cleaning up the hotel-room heâs in for the moment. He really had just intended to use it to block out the light but- well, heâs not going to complain about what happens instead.â this writing is excellent, and the smut is very enjoyable. I adore any author that includes realism: Schneiderâs inexperience and sloppiness in attempting to blow Paul is really appreciated.
Heart of the Matter by @weitweg-vonmirâ - âPaul received a heart transplant from a stranger that saved his life. Now, a year later, that strangerâs lover comes to meet the recipient of the transplant.â man this fic is like a punch to the gut. honestly, Iâm seldom ever moved by angst fic, but this one legit made me cry, thinking about how fucked up and sad this whole situation is. you can only feel true sympathy for both sides of this. excellently written A+
Nähe des Geliebten by @naraismâ - âItâs New Yearâs Day and the boys (Paul and Richard) finally have some free time just for themselves.â so soft and warm throughout itâŚ.such nice writing, too. and ugghh TOP PAUL IS MY WEAKNESS overall a really enjoyable fic!!
Together - It has no summary but basically Ollie and Paul go to the stage of where theyâre going to perform to get a feel for it, and cute stuff happens. I wish there was more Ollie/Paul out there ),:
Let Me See You Stripped by @wiener-blut - âPost concert, Paul submerges himself in an indulgent fantasy with Schneider.â this one is a bday gift for me and it is SOOOO good lmaooo lily knows what i likes B) good shit
Wir halten uns den Arm (We hold each other by the arm) - âPaul and Richard spend some quality time together.â I found this more cute than sexy. I like how they wrote Paul in this!!
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For the sake of full coverage, I wanted to include my personal favorites of my own works. This is more or less in order from #1 favorite.
Ich Will Eure Hände Sehen - âA six-man group of criminals, lead by Till, operate in early 2000âs Berlin. A series of occurrences, both good and bad.â This is my baby lmao itâs been with me since I first joined the fandom, and I really need to finish it. I love the characters sm⌠prob the most effort Iâve put into any of my fanfics in a long time âĄ
Mein Tier - âFrau Schneider keeps to herself, unusually so. Her weekly life consists only of work, and staying at home. Unbeknownst to the people around her, Schneider goes home every day to five loyal dogs. Dogs who are unaware of their state of captivity. Dogs who are not truly dogs, but men with their humanity deteriorated to that of beasts. But they are more than happy to be cared for by their neurotic, loving master.â Iâm so fond of this fic; I love all of the characters, and the dynamics. it is so fun to write for!! âĄ
Reconnecting - âPaul and Schneider used to have an on-and-off-again sexual relationship when they were younger. Now itâs 2017, and something has reignited.â I LOVE this one. Schneider/Paul is my OTP, and this was the one time I shoved all my Feelings for them into a fic. itâs so soft and intimate
Stripping Away the Layers - âItâs been a while since their last âsessionâ. It seems Schneider has to reteach Paul how to obey. Unlike Till, who has always striven to please him, Paul clings to his pride. Schneider manages to rip it from him. He always does.â THIS ONE IS SO HOT THATâS ALL HDSFFGL Iâm really pleased with how it came out. The spanking part is my FAVORITE love this oneâŚ
This Is How This Night Is Going to Go - âFollowing the hectic evening of being followed around by documenting cameras, Paul and Schneider find some privacy away from the others. Paul doesnât really appreciate what he pulled earlier at the party.â the first smut fic I wrote for Schneider/Paul! I adore how I managed to write Paul in this one. heâs so bold and itâs hot lmao âĄ
Red Ribbon - âTaking place in the 19th century, Schneider visits a whorehouse with intention of hiring the services of a male prostitute. It seems there are a few new additions. One in red catches his eye.â Iâm mostly really proud of the second chapter⌠I love the pace of it, and the developing relationship. writing in different time periods is also sooo fun (plus ngl I really love prostitute AUs)
Worth the Risk - âOllie visits Schneider in the secrecy of the night at a secluded villa where theyâre currently producing their newest album. He and Schneider make use of their bandmatesâ absence.â a super indulgent, super kinky Schneider/Ollie fic that Iâve reread multiple times just because I feel like I got it just right; itâs pretty damn hot lol
A Rocky Start - âPaul gets up earlier than Flake, and decides to make them breakfast. Soon enough, Flake joins him with a lovely surprise. Paul was never the best at resisting temptation.â I couldnât get this idea out of my head while at work, and Iâm really pleased that I managed to get it into words just how I envisioned it⌠so soft and warm and sexy ⥠I love this ship so much and I hope you give it a chance!!
And thatâs about it! My greatest recommendation is exploring Rammstein fanfic as a whole, itâs another world of fandom that I feel deserves more recognition. Donât be shy to test the waters!
Huge respect to Rammstein, to their staying true to themselves and remaining humble. I am so very happy that they exist on this planet
Do you think the members of Rammstein ever fathomed making it to where they have today? Like, seriously.
Do you think they ever consisting of rowdy punks who played nude and put chickens inside of drums and had silly band names like âOrgasm Death Gimmicksâ and âFirst Arschâ ever thought theyâd become an international name (fairly certain theyâve played at least once in every continent saave for Antartica⌠I mean, obviously) thatâs sold out multiple times, never lost a member over its course of near thirty years, and hit high ranking spots in music charts not even from their own country (the Untitled album from 2019 hit number one in fourteen countries), all while doing so mostly entirely in their native tongue (save for Pussy, Amerika, Moskau, Stripped, Te Quiero Puta, and the two English versions of Engel and Du Hast although I think those never made it big and the first three are also primarily in German)?
(ft. Richard singing in the beginning?)
(shares a rift with Sehnsucht!)
Do you think they ever thought theyâd sell out and perform across stadiums and in big venues (Schneider was very proud to become a stadium band in the 2019-2020 tour, Richard was very proud to perform in Madison Square Garden, cannot recall which interview as theyâve blurred together for me) when their first or so show in America had maybe thirty people?




(bottom photos by delfi.lv)
(ft. Bßck Dich⌠but how the tables have turned?)
Do you think they ever thought they could top a simple music video trying to emulate masculinity in East German eyes, releasing Deutschland twenty-four years later with their highest production yet (I assume) which is an incredibly, passionately constructed dedication to German as opposed to a tacky looking perfume commercial?
Do you think they ever foresaw a life outside of a restrictive GDR, a life thatâs brought them across the world, a life thatâs lead them to multiple decades of being the best of friends, a life thatâs been Rammstein?
I donât think they ever did, and itâs a bit awe-inspiring, isnât it?
Feel free to add in more comparisons from past to current, stories, whatever. Below are some more early shows compared to now and some more pre-Rammstein videos/songs. Audio means that there is no video, video means there is audio and video.
[video] Du Riechst So Gut, 1996 vs 2019
[audio and video] Heirate Mich, 1994 vs 2019
[audio] Big Dong by First Arsch, ft. Till and Paul singing- Till in English! (1. Oh, Paul⌠2. Compare this with Yukon, another English song where Till sings!)
[video] In the studio, 1994
[video] Silly little Feeling B compilation, centered around Paul
[audio] To Be by The Inchtabokatables; I belieeeeevvvvvee Oliver played the bass during this album (White Sheep), but I could be wrong, so take this entry with a grain of salt.
[audio] Crime by Orgasm Death Gimmicks, and I just want to say⌠literally the best band name possible.
[video] Spacerace by Feeling B, because who can say no to Schneiderâs hair here?
[video] Stitched together live compilations of songs to show them over time
[audio and video] Some rare performances (well⌠the playlist says so)