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pairing; choi san x reader

warning; one sided crush, friends, angst, fluff.

word count; 464

summary; a sudden feeling arises

The weather was bright today. Your friend San just texted you to meet up and get yourselves some food and cool drinks, perfect for the weather.

It was a new restaurant that opened in your area, surprisingly there was barely any people around. Probably because of the timing being so early. But you don't mind, you enjoy spending time with lesser people around and what's more important is you have your friend, San.

As you both indulged in your meals, you had a nice catch up of things going on in your lives. Once you're both done, you stay seated in the outside dining area whilst San sits opposite you.

"Y/N can you take a couple of pictures for me?"

"Ofcourse"

So there you was turning your phone on and clicking on to camera. San initially closed his eyes for this picture incoming. For the very first time, you felt something in your heart. The way his black silky hair was shining through. The sunlight was hitting directly on to his soft skin, making his face illuminate. Your eyes rendered towards his cold drink he was sipping on from earlier, lips forming a small pout. He looked so cute. Shit. How does he look so gentle and peaceful doing that pose. That's how he looks when he sleeps, so adorable.

Click.

Your watching closely at the camera, eyes unable to look elsewhere. You don't even realise that San opened his eyes which caused you to feel your heart drop. Shit. You hope he didn't notice you with your longing gaze.

But you felt relieved because San spoke out and said he's ready for his next pose. You quickly cleared your throat and waited for the next pose.

This time San looked directly at the camera. Almost like he's watching you. Fuck. His gaze was fixated, not even a blink from his eyes. This made your chest heave up slightly. Your suddenly breathless. You've never felt like this before. It used to be so easy for you to watch him, but here you are struggling to even take a picture. Haha.

Come on just take the picture damn

Fingers were shaking as you clicked, eyes blinking at a speed. Why do you suddenly feel shy infront of your friend. Oh wait, its because he just made your heart flutter. With his innocent look and cutely formed pout, who wouldn't fall for that? Who wouldn't want more?

But you know this can't happen. You're both only friends. That's it. You smile in hurt as the realisation sinks in, you can't really have these thoughts of him. Not when he'd never be with you.

More. I wish i could have more of you San.

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title track: cursed

i. minho x reader

ii. please read the tags, angst and no happy ending, this fic is loosely inspired by a video game called ‘The Quarry’ and if you plan on playing it this will probably spoil aspects of the game for you so be warned, also implied suic*de attempt so if you are uncomfortable with this please do not read!! (might do a part two but I’m really not sure I will)

iii. if you like this please comment and reblog with your feedback i would really appreciate it<3

“Minho…where are you,” he can hear the quiver in your voice through the radio.

He bites back the sob in his throat as he stares at the water below, tears slipping from his eyes.

“I-I can’t hurt anyone else Y/n,” he breathed.

“I can’t hurt you.”

“M-Min please don’t do anything just—stay there please.”

“I don’t have much time. I—,” he grunts as a searing pain rips through him.

“I-I can feel it coming.”

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MAYBE

pairing; lee know x reader

warnings; insecure, 1 sided, heartbreak

word count; 220

summary; no matter what, the reality sets in the end.

You tried. You really have. You can't help but think of all the pretty girls that hover around Minho. They were smart, tall and extremely pretty. Something that you can never be.

You tried, by speaking to Minho and seeing whether your personality might make a difference. But alas.

Pretty boys are only for pretty girls.

He'd only see you in the light of friendship. The outcast from class. The one who everyone pitied over. The one who barely had much friends. And that was the reality of it all.

You knew this since the moment you laid eyes on the gorgeous boy. For many, when they see the person they like, their heart begin to have flutters. However, all you feel is daggers.

For you, its a sign of never being able to have them. To reciprocate. You'd never have him close to you. To kiss. To cuddle. To go on dates with. To be in a relationship. Having this one sided crush only reminds you how painful it is. Those mere sweet moments of feelings suddenly change into a dark cloud, pouring beneath your eyes are the droplets.

A reminder.

"Maybe if I was pretty, would you like me too?"

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pairings; lee know x reader

warnings; mostly fluff, teasing, reader has bad periods, bf, food, cramps, caring bf, use of jagiya, cuddles, kissing.

word count; 1.2k

note; on my period and thought of this, want lee know rn ugh

summary; boyfriend lee know taking care of you through your painful periods, comforting you with his cuddles and sweet gestures.

You woke up today feeling slight light headedness, following up with immense pain all over your body. "Ah fuck!" Ofcourse, its finally the time of the month. Rushing to the bathroom, having a shower to clean yourself up after the mess created below. Your boyfriend Minho went through the wardrobe, picking up his comfy oversized hoodie just for you to wear. He knows how much pain you go through during your cycles. As you was about to change, you saw minho's hoodie and smiled. It smelled so fresh and just like him.

"Baby are you okay?" Minho asks with concern.

"At the moment I'm in pain babe, its the time of the month", you groaned as you are walking towards him slightly limping.

"I brought your favourite ice cream and some painkillers for relief." He smiled, because ice creams is always a must to have. You always crave this whenever it's the start of your period and Minho has always made note of that.

The happiness you feel right now makes you even forget you have pain. One thing about Minho was, he was extremely thoughtful with everything he does. He's pretty much memorised what your likes and dislikes are, without you even saying a word. Minho saw how your face lights up each time he brought something, making a mental note. This ice cream was actually from a recent place you both visited which you enjoyed very much.

"Minho, o-omg you brought my favourite?!"

Just as you was about to walk over and hug your boyfriend for being the cutest person ever, he stops you.

Before you could even say anything, Minho realises how painful it must be for you to walk. So he picks you up in bridal style, carrying you to the bed so you lay down.

"M-minho, ahh.." you wince out in pain. You forgot for a second you have horrible cramps.

He saw the way you winced out and released you on the bed very carefully, "Sorry jagiya, I didn't want you to be walking so much since it pains you."

"No, Minho actually thank you." pleased with how caring and attentive your boyfriend is.

"Take these", grabbing on to the water bottle on the stand and the pain killers he just got from the store.

You sit up and take the water with painkillers and swallowed it done as your watching him.

"Hm, am i looking that handsome today that you can't keep your eyes off me?" He giggles.

"Can I not admire my cute boyfriend now?" you huff, but you look towards him once again and see how flustered Minho looks. It's so endearing seeing him react this way. And he loves when you call him cute, his heart just flutters.

"Y-yes of course you can Jagiya, admire me all you like. I love it."  His finger making his way to your nose whilst he gently taps, making you chuckle. If it was to a full time job, you'd love to earn money just by watching Minho's gorgeous face for hours.

As he leans in closer, your wrap both arms around him. Trying to get him to sit and cuddle with you. But Minho breaks out of it which causes you to whine.

"Minhooo!."

"Wait jagi, need to fetch something real quick" he responds and leaves the room for a good few seconds. It left you feeling confused because what possibly does he need to get? So you wait until he arrives back.

"Sorry jagi, did I take too long and make my princess wait?" he says, holding on to something behind his back. Leaning in forward as he places a forehead kiss.

"It's okay, but what did you need to get?" Your happy that he came back but left curious. The forehead kiss made you feel at ease, as you smiled at him.

"So, I researched all over and found this period pain relief machine. It's some clip that has electrode which you stick on to your stomach or wherever, wait hold on", he gets his hand in his pocket as he brings his phone out, staring at the screen and flicking through pages. "Okay so it said it uses unique micro-pulses to stimulate nerves and block painful cramps to receive relief from your period pain. No side effects, chemicals, or tolerance build-up!", he screams in excitement

You just cannot believe how cute and adorable this man is. He really went out his way to find the best products for you. Ofcourse Minho would, he's always proven himself to be the best boyfriend for you and each day you fall in love with him more.

"Minho... you speak out as your gaze is fixed upon him, "Thank you so much. I really appreciate your gesture." A slight tear falls out of your eye. This man makes you feel so cared for and loved, what did you even do to deserve someone like him.

"Hey, don't cry jagi," his hand makes way to your face, thumb pushing your tear to the side. "I know how hard and painful your periods can be. You don't deserve that pain at all. If it was up to me, well, fuck, even I would take on your periods for you-

"Babee", you laughed out loud, hitting his arm. Just imagining Minho having them just sounds so amusing, you know how whiny he can also get too.

"Okay maybe not, or yes." He chuckled. He's glad his little joke made you laugh. Regardless, since you have them it's my job to make you feel much comfort as possible. Therefore I shall continue to always provide the best solutions and I hope it eases your pain you have to go through each month, Jagi."

He lays right next to you, as Minho cups your face in his hand, rubbing his thumb on your cheek. He's serious when he says how much he would do for you. You're his everything.

Minho held you close, wrapping the blanket as you lean against his chest, placing soft kisses on your head.

"Jagiya"

"Hm"

"How's my little ketchup packet feeling now?" He whispered slowly.

Hearing Minho call you that not only made you laugh but really fucking happy. You never thought something like that would even make you feel gushy, but it really did. It was so cute. Already feeling yourself smile under him as your face heats up.

"I'm feeling better, a lot more having you cuddle next to me," hugging him tighter, smelling his fresh scented cologne and the freshly washed shampoo scent that's lingering in his hair.

"I am glad you feel better jagi. Also, you definitely liked me calling you that didn't you?," he smirked. He saw how your face flustered earlier over being called it.

"W-what.. uh, n-no..." you begin stammering.

"Lies, look how heated your face has gone jagi," turning you to face back to him, his fixed gaze on you just makes it even worse. Moments like these when Minho teases you, always makes you feel shy.

Without warning, all you felt were soft lips latching on to yours. You love how soft and lucious his lips felt. You wrapped your fingers in his hair, pulling him closer as you continue kissing away.

"You're cute, I love you," Minho smiles, as he refrains from the kiss to speak out.

"And I love you too, Minho," words cannot describe how grateful and blessed you feel for having someone like him. He pulls you close and continued to cuddle with you for the rest of the night.

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