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I miss my cat so much..

No matter where or how or how often I express these feelings, they just fill up again and overflow

Mao Ling

Don't know how I can go on without you, sunchild.

Your little pawbeans still leave indents in the fabric of my being

I hear you murr when there is no sound

I see your eyes, that have no equal, like an ephemeral image that can never return

The ghost of you haunts this house,

yet I know you're never coming home.

Little baby, I hope you found your place in the rays of the sun.

Please don't forget that my heart is also your home.

[Phronesis]

As I walk off the edge of the earth

In search of my parallel

A wisdom obscured by the shadows at my feet

Grew carcinogenic, as I fell

I whisper over the bridge of tomorrow

Into the sordid past

The name of ruin; the forgotten thorn

Sacred, hollowed, echoing at last

A thought crawls over the abyssal

Scared by the implication of its own freckled skin

As kin, as face, is mirrored in self

Enticed by stardust engaged in carnal sin

Therein lie the birth of cosmic plume

Titillated into fractal decay

Exhale to the sound of eternal demise:

a dance of damnation in delay

The sun once met a demon in the night

Fled from ruin to madness,

from hermit to king

To whisper the name of the light

A sapling, trampled, trapped in mechanics called home

Fell gentle into the living fire

It burned as it grew, fusing metal to bark

And awakened the darkness’ desire

The demon leaves hollow those whom it takes

And takes those who have lived beyond hollow

Reducing them back to contituent molecules

Where they once led, they now follow

Unable to grow

And they are woven into the tapestry of life

Feet stagnant

As the demon continues chasing the sun

When all the time that has ended,

had yet again begun

The sun dragged its rays across my skin

and called it love

Love bled from the open wound

The earth consumed my love

I screamed

But only to the moon

Filling its craters with anguish

It bled for me into the atmosphere

Turning the sunset the colour red

The world whispered and sighed in romance

And I sighed with the dead

The sun laughed in the colour yellow

Sparkling across the sky

It blinded the moon

Blinded itself

And laughing, told me it wanted to die

So I let it

Crying, I watched the moon consume the sun

And watched the world collapse

Its ghost whispered and sighed in romance

Timekeeper keeping the rhythm of death

As it sways with life in eternal dance

You crashed into me

Like a wave choking an ocean

And I never knew you

Although you claimed to be my one

My only one

Like a tranquil fire

Kelp consumes the lungs of you

And you, tiny thing, you let it

Stilling, as your slivering skin turns pallid blue

I watch you return to your origin

Deep, the night, as it smothers the light

Obsessively

And I plead, but my plea

Is not for your return

But for the ghost of you that persists pursuing me

Just burn

All the dead must burn

Strangerface

Why do you insist?

I cannot heal your astral self

Wandered too far into ancient mist

By permadeath, you've found yourself;

eternally kissed

Lay in your coffin of cosmic shells

After all

You won't be missed