My Grandma Tried To Justify Calling Me A Girl By 'its Just Easier And Just Never Used My Pronouns. She

my grandma tried to justify calling me a girl by 'its just easier and just never used my pronouns. she barely even remembered my name. the only one who didn't do that was my sister and it just pisses me off to no end because i didnt come out to my family and my school for almost everyone to continue calling me a girl and using she/her. i came out to my parents early last year and they still forget my pronouns so goddamn often and when i talk about my name i have to keep saying 'no its a nice name its just not me' to keep them happy for some stupid reason with them not even bothering to search anything about it up and i have to explain my pronouns to my father so many times and how i am just not a girl and just about everything and the only thing i get is 'oh im just old, this stuff wasnt around when i was growing up' and I have to retain my self from just bursting and yelling on about how shitty it is to be misgendered almost every day and how some try to reason with deadnaming me by 'its so difficult' or some stupid bullshit like that. i dont care if its hard for you to understand and how utterly terrible you must feel for offending me it feels so much worse than you could imagine and it just makes me so angry at everyone that thinks theyre some stupid exception

i have a job interview on monday! its my first anything relating to a job im really excited!!!

i just realised that i can post whatever i want because no one ever sees these

lmao youre famous now good luck

I just woke up and my notifications was exploding-

Hey, Hey, L I S T E N

here, on this blog, you do not need permission to slip into my asks. just do it. even if we haven’t interacted before. even if you’ve sent 10 already. send me more. i love getting asks (in character or out of character) and yeah, i’m slow as fuck, but i promise you i will get to them. have at it, fill my inbox with memes or impromptu starters or just tell me how your day is going. it really doesn’t matter. just go ahead and do it. i promise, i don’t get annoyed seeing the same people in my inbox, actually it makes me happy because yAY MORE INTERACTIONS. so just do it.

happy birthday l lawliet

also happy halloween to everyone