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So glad Oc is not allowing herself to act on her feelings with Jungkook because now itâs his turn to make things rightđ super excited to see what happens â¤ď¸ maybe iâm being salty but iâm still upset he went ahead and used a name he and Oc had chose togetherâŚ. Like itâs so messed up, he messed up so many times and now Oc and him wonât experience what it feels like to be a parent together for the first time or pick out a name together because he already did all of that⌠đ my pettiness says âOc find another man who will cherish youâ but my heart is like âJungkook, wake up!!! Make things right pleaseđâ lmao
hi angel, thanks for your ask â¤ď¸ well yeah, if jk wants to come back heâll have to do things right!! he messed up & not just a bit! for me, itâs normal you feel salty about that, i mean he chose that name with oc & went on to give it to his daughter even though he didnât want it at first⌠he could have pushed for another name⌠but iâll let you discover what will happen in perfect time đ¤ i think itâs quite unexpected what will happen đŤŁ
jk was more than immature this time around, he never managed to move on from oc but then, when he finally has the opportunity to have her, he just doesnât know how to handle it⌠indeed, he should have been straightforward & say it to oc. in the end, itâs good that he said what he said but he could have done things very much differently! our dear oc deserves so much better!!
thanks a lot for reading angel â¤ď¸ hopefully, youâll enjoy the next part â¤ď¸
Right time | jjk

⤡ part of the timing series
⤠pairing: jungkook x female readerÂ
⤠genre: parent au, exes to lovers, ceo au, angst, fluff, and smutÂ
⤠rating: 18+
⤠warnings: dilf!jungkook, tattooed!jungkook, nervousness, swearing, mention of sex, sexual tension, teasing, mention of jk being a fuckboy, mention of breakup, mention of heartbreak, mention of death, mention of grief, crying, mention of sadness, dry humping, masturbation, mention of heartbreak, oral sex, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, rough sex, mention of going through a though time, broken hearts, mention of suffering, mention of unhappiness, and heartbreak
⤠words: 10,724
⤠summary: following your reunion with jungkook, getting back together seems to be the right thing to do however everything is different. jungkook is a father, running the company youâre working for, and there are still things to be solved. nonetheless, it canât erase the tremendous physical attraction between you. is it now the right or wrong time? Â
⤠authorâs note: this part is finally out! it's been quite some work but it's finally out and all yours! since it's finally posted, I can already let you know that there will be a third part called perfect time. the teaser will be posted tomorrow đŹ i hope you like this part, let me know what you think! thanks a lot for your support & for waiting patiently for this part đ

To say that Jungkook was nervous was an understatement. Heâs going out on a date with you. Heâs literally screaming on the inside like a 5-year-old that finally got the candy they were asking for. Heâs been waiting for this for years and also, he hasnât been on a proper date in a while. But heâs very much excited.Â
âHi,â you say as you step outside of the apartment complex.Â
A bright smile appears on both of your faces when you see each other. Honestly, having had sex a couple of days ago brought some happiness to your lives. Youâve been feeling more alive than ever, and nothing can erase that feeling. Well, at least, thatâs what you thought.Â
There are still things left to discuss but right now, youâre both on cloud 9 so you donât feel the necessity to talk. You simply want to stay in your little cloud a little longer which means that youâll do everything to stay there.Â
âHi, yn,â Jungkook offers you the bouquet heâs holding in his hands.Â
âThanks for the flowers,â you reply as you take the bouquet.Â
Your eyes move from Jungkook to the flower arrangement, itâs a very pretty one. This kind of surprises you since Jungkook never bought you flowers when you dated before but you have to forget about the past. Things are different now as you both are very different people today.Â
âArya helped me choose them,â the smile on his face grows bigger while remembering being in the flower shop with her.Â
At first, he was planning to go alone to buy you flowers but then, he was spending the day with his daughter so he brought her up to have her little opinion. Now, sheâs staying at her mamaâs place for the 3 upcoming days. Jungkook hasnât mentioned anything about you to Eunji yet but for sure, Arya will mention the bouquet to her mother so heâs very much aware that heâll have to at least explain something to Eunji.Â
âWell, you both have good taste in flowers,â you quickly smell the beautiful bouquet.Â
âSheâs my daughter so she definitely has good tastes,â he instantaneously answers.Â
A little laugh leaves your lips at his words. Thatâs easy to say when itâs your own daughter, you think but his words also warm your heart. Itâs so sweet that he let his daughter assist him in choosing a bouquet of flowers for you. And itâs also extremely sweet how he speaks about her.Â
âYour tastes can be very much questionable,â you tease him.Â
With surprise, he raises an eyebrow. He definitely wasnât expecting to hear you say those words but heâs undeniably liking being teased by the woman he loves deeply.Â
âIf mines are questionable, then yours are dubious,â he doesnât hesitate to reply, âespecially your taste in men,â he adds.Â
âFor sure, it is because Iâm still wondering how on earth I could have fallen for you,â you end up laughing.Â
But the truth is how you could have not fallen for him. Itâs easy to love him, and it feels even easier to be loved by this man. There are for sure many things to say about your love for him but itâd take you probably days or weeks or even more to list all the reasons you fell hard for him.Â
âThatâs exactly what I was referring to,â he adds. âNot sure how you fell for me, especially back then.âÂ
Hearing him saying that inevitably breaks your heart, even if heâs joking. For sure, back then, he wasnât the best person on earth, he was a fuckboy after all. He was very much known on the campus for being the guy who fucks every girl he meets, and for being a heartbreaker. But he was perfect for you. Beyond that image of fuckboy, he was the sweetest guy you had ever met. Â
âDonât say that,â you gently slap him on the arm.Â
âIâm serious, I donât know what you saw in me when we started dating,â his stare becomes quite sincere. Â
Now, your heart is very much broken by his words. This man doesnât even see how pretty and amazing he is. But beyond that, heâs without any doubt the most brilliant person youâve ever met. Even back then, what charmed you was his mind and heart. It was never about his looks because if it was for that, you wouldnât have approached him at all. He was a fuckboy, the kind of guy that you hated.Â
âI saw your heart underneath all those walls,â you say before placing your hand on his chest, right above his heart.Â
Jungkook places his hand on top of yours. He canât even express what heâs feeling right now but heâs absolutely sure of one thing, he feels lucky to be with you here and now. His hand caresses yours, both of you with a little smile on your faces. This moment is undeniably heartwarming for the two of you.Â
âBut you were the only person that I let in,â he whispers. âYouâre the only one that got to see who I truly was.âÂ
At his words, you inevitably squeeze him in your arms for a tight hug, your head pressed against his chest. It surprises him but he holds you back. While hugging you, it reminds him just how much he missed it. When you were together, you used to hug each other a lot. It brought a lot of peace to the two of you, it was a moment where everything would disappear for an instant. It was a moment of pure happiness.Â
Just as it is right now.
None of you want this moment to end. This feels extremely good. You hold him even tighter in your arms, you donât desire to let go of him. You close your eyes to enjoy this moment even more. This is something you also missed deeply. Well, to be honest, you deeply missed Jungkook. Maybe more than youâll ever admit.Â
âI love this,â you whisper very low.Â
Jungkook hears it and canât help but smile even more. He doesnât say anything, heâs simply enjoying this moment with you. Hopefully, this wonât be a one-time thing. Heâs hopeful that youâll get to do this more often. Because a hug always heals a heart.Â
âWe should probably get going,â Jungkook says before pressing a gentle kiss on top of your head.Â
With a heavy heart, you pull away from the man you love. You walk to his car and he opens the door for you. Feeling like a princess, you enter his priceless car. Itâs undoubtedly a very expensive car but as a CEO, he can afford tons of luxurious stuff. Your eyes wander around, admiring this wonderful and expensive car.Â
Jungkook jumps in the car seconds after you. His eyes take in the pretty girl sitting on the passenger seat. Thatâs a sight he never thought heâd get to see and it absolutely warms his softened heart. Hopefully, from now on, this will be a view heâll see more often. His face turns to the windshield to start driving. Â
For the two of you, being here right now brings you back to ten years ago. Your ex-boyfriend would drive you everywhere, it would always be good. Most of the time, youâd sing along to songs heâd chosen but heâd always take the ones you two liked. Some other times, youâd have intense conversations about random topics or yourselves. Tons of talks took place in his previous car, even hard conversations.Â
Honestly, youâre feeling a bit nervous. Itâs exciting to be with him at the moment however, youâre a bit fearful that an unpleasant topic of conversation will be brought up. Even if youâre on cloud 9, youâre still very much aware that there are a lot of things to be talked about. You broke his heart, thatâs not something that can be erased with some conversations and sex. For sure, sex isnât the answer to his broken heart.Â
But right now, you donât want to think about it, so you brush away any sour thoughts. Youâre on a date with him and you should enjoy it as much as you possibly can. This will maybe help you to get to a better place.Â
âHow have your parents been doing?â he asks, his eyes quickly looking at you.Â
Following the kind of âclosureâ conversation you had at his place, he kept wondering how your parents were doing, especially after the death of one of their children. Even though itâs been 10 years since your sister passed away, it must still be very hard for them. He can only imagine how it feels. Heâd stop living if Arya passed away, his life wouldnât make any sense without her, and his heart would be beyond broken.Â
âNow, they are kind of doing better,â you reply. âBut losing a child is something that changed them completely, they arenât the same and I strongly believe theyâll never fully grieve.âÂ
Your heart breaks as you recall all the times you found your parents crying over your sister. Things havenât been easy since that tragic day but youâve always been there for them. They also have been very much present for you. It was hard for all of you because you all lost someone very dear to you. But today, days are better. Itâs easier to smile, to enjoy little things in life, and to simply live.     Â
âI lost a sister and itâs already very awful but losing a childâŚâ you start saying while shaking a bit your head. âI donât even want to imagine the tremendous void that it leaves in your heart.âÂ
You havenât had a child yet so this is a kind of pain that you cannot understand. But she was your sister. It was still a very painful loss and for sure, something you were never prepared to face. However, with time, you started getting used to the constant ache inside your heart. Itâs there, all the time, and some days, it destroys you. During those moments, missing her becomes too overwhelming.Â
âIâm still very sorry for your loss,â he tells you.Â
He quickly glances at you. As your eyes meet, you can tell that heâs extremely sincere. When he breaks contact, you stare at the wonderful night sky. Right now, youâre feeling extremely nostalgic. Being in a car with Jungkook brings you back to when your sister was still alive. After a little outing with your boyfriend, youâd come home and find her reading a book in her bed. That thought alone brings tears to your eyes.Â
Before you can even realize it, tears are rolling down your face. Now all you can see is her face with a bright smile while sheâs saying some nonsense that she used to say. She used to make you laugh with the silly things sheâd say. She was a sunshine. A shining one. But itâs gone now and it will never come back. Â
Jungkook immediately stops the car to the side. It breaks his heart to see you like this. Now heâs the one being brought back to ten years ago. Following the passing of your sister, he was the one holding at first. He was the one consoling you when your world fell apart.Â
âHey, yn,â he says before pulling you into his arms, your eyes instantly closing.Â
For sure, itâs not comfortable at all but you manage to put your head on his strong arms. At that moment, you let yourself cry. Jungkook presses gentle kisses on top of your head, his left hand caressing your shoulder while his right hand caresses your back. Heâs trying as much as he can to soothe you but he feels helpless. Seeing someone he deeply loves devastated always makes him feel powerless. Â
Jungkook never meant to cause any pain by asking how your parents were doing but he should have thought better.Â
âIâm so sorry,â he whispers in between kisses.Â
You hold him tightly while you cry your heart out. This really comes as a surprise for you but it might be due to the fact that seeing your ex-boyfriend has brought back memories from the past. You definitely didnât think that youâd start crying on your actual first date. Youâve been extremely happy following the very steamy session with your ex and this right now is the exact opposite.Â
âPlease forgive me for bringing this up,â he adds.Â
This is definitely not his fault. Itâs no oneâs fault, except for the driver that killed your sister. He was completely drunk, was driving on the wrong side of the road, and around a bend, he drove full force into the car your sister was in. Your sister and her boyfriend died instantly. So, to conclude, itâs the driverâs fault. Itâll forever be his fault.Â
Slowly, you start to calm down in Jungkookâs arms. They are extremely comforting, just as they were ten years ago.Â
âItâs not your fault, Kook,â you say.Â
His lips press another gentle kiss on top of your head.Â
âWe can cancel the date if you donât feel like it,â he tells you.Â
For sure, he wouldnât feel comfortable going on a date with you when youâre feeling like this. Even if he was excited to spend this time with you, your safety and happiness come first.Â
âNo,â you reply, âI really want to go to the restaurant.âÂ
You clean your eyes in an attempt to look presentable but there are no doubts that the makeup you spent hours working on is completely ruined. Probably you ruined everything now. What was supposed to be a cheerful moment has turned into a crying session.Â
âYouâre sure?â he asks with concern.
âYep,â you directly say.Â
You take a deep breath before sitting correctly on your seat and parting from Jungkookâs strong arms. His eyes scan your face carefully, trying to understand how broken you are. To his surprise, heâs just watching sadness in your eyes. Ten years ago, the only thing heâd see in your eyes was emptiness. To tell the truth, he was expecting to see that in your eyes but thereâs just sadness. In some way, it reassures him because emptiness makes him feel helpless.Â
Sadness is something he can help you with. He has seen that a lot in Aryaâs face and in yours as well. For that, he can do something, he will for sure find a way to cheer you up. Heâll do whatever it takes to remove the sadness he caused in your eyes.Â
âYouâre absolutely stunning, yn,â he mumbles.Â
Your cheeks blush at his words, your eyes are still teary but a small smile still manages to make its way onto your face.Â
âHow can you find me stunning in this state?â you ask.Â
Without any doubt, the mascara runs down your face, your eyes are puffy, your cheeks are red from your cries and also from his compliment, and your hair is a bit messy from your hug. However, you look absolutely wonderful in his eyes. This is the real you, and he wouldnât want to see anything else than the real you.Â
âYouâre stunning under any circumstances, yn,â he answers.Â
âDonât say that,â you shyly say.Â
âIâm just telling the truth,âÂ
A little smile appears on his face, he definitely loves to see you acting all shy around him. Thatâs a sign that he makes you feel something and he loves to see it in the girl that he always loved.Â
âStop saying nonsense and letâs go to the restaurant,â you reply.Â
Undoubtedly, if he keeps staring at you like youâre some kind of goddess, youâll kiss him and probably beg him to fuck you in this car. But that will be a way to forget this awful feeling and you canât use Jungkook to make you stop thinking about your sister for a brief moment. He doesnât deserve that, not after all that you made him go through for the past ten years.Â
âAs you wish, maâam,â he answers.Â
A little laugh escapes your lips while your ex starts the car again. All the way to the restaurant, Jungkook keeps making you laugh, slowly pushing away the sadness you felt earlier. During the entire time, you feel grateful this man even exists. Nobody has ever made you feel this way.Â
Once you arrive at the restaurant, Jungkook places his hand on your lower back while walking to your table. A table reserved by him the day before. The restaurant is extremely fancy and is without any doubt very expensive. This is your first time in this type of restaurant.Â
The dinner goes well, Jungkook tries to cheer you up all along, an attention that honestly warms your heart. He purposely tries to avoid mentioning the name of your sister, too scared to make you cry once more. He wouldnât forgive himself if he ruined the date again.Â
Spending this time with him was wonderful. He spoke a lot about his daughter Arya, heâs for sure extremely proud of her. From what you got to see and hear, heâs an excellent father to that little girl. They are both lucky to have each other.Â
Once youâre done eating and discussing, you leave the restaurant. Jungkook doesnât let you pay although you really insisted on paying at least a little something. However, he promised to let you pay next time. You know for sure that it will never happen, heâs never going to let you pay anything.Â
Right now, youâre both walking to his car. As you're walking, your bodies are very close, his hand brushing against yours, and youâre just dying to hold it and intertwine your fingers with his. During the entire dinner, you were just craving his touch, wanting his warmth to embrace your body.Â
âThanks for the dinner, Kook,â you tell him.Â
His face turns to glance at you. A gentle and sincere smile appears on his face but what really catches your attention is the way heâs looking at you. Thereâs so much affectation and tenderness. No man has ever looked at you the way heâs currently doing. Undoubtedly, heâs the one for you. He always has been. Â
âDo you want to do something? Or do you want to go home?â he asks you.Â
For a brief moment, you hesitate but youâd love to spend more time with him. You donât want this moment with him to be over. You simply want this to last forever but itâs not possible. Thereâs a point in time when youâll have to go home and sleep. In a couple of hours, this moment will turn into a memory that youâll cherish deeply but you definitely donât want it to be a souvenir just yet.Â
âMaybe we could do something,â you answer.Â
âWould you like to go to my place and have some cocktails?â he asks. âIâve become quite an expert at preparing them.âÂ
That definitely surprises you. You canât imagine him preparing a cocktail but thereâs absolutely no doubt that you desire nothing more than to taste one of his cocktail creations.Â
âLetâs do that,â you say with a bright smile on your face.Â
The drive to his place goes by pretty smoothly. The two of you are in your own world, itâs like nothing ever happened between you. Itâs just like youâre back to loving each other. The crushing reality is quite different but none of you wish to face it at this precise moment. Itâs quite obvious that one day it will happen and it wonât be a fun moment for both of you. Being purposely ignorant can cause great pain, more than you can dream of.Â
Once you arrive at his mansion, he invites you to enter first. Jungkook stays at the entrance, not moving at all. His eyes are devouring you. This is something he never thought heâd ever witness and he feels a mix of emotions. On one side, heâs actually very delighted that itâs happening but on the other side, heâs not very sure this is supposed to happen after all the pain you put him through.Â
To him, youâre beautiful in every way. The green dress youâre wearing embraces your body perfectly, letting him see how imperfectly perfect your body is. Itâs not the first time that heâs checking you out, he did it quite a lot when you were together. However, this time is different. This time comes after 10 years of no contact. It feels like he shouldnât be doing it.Â
You turn around to look at the man behind you. The way heâs staring at you catches you off guard and takes your breath instantly away. Thereâs affection and tenderness. With just one stare, a feeling of love grows inside you. This makes it more real that thereâs a possibility of trying again. A possibility that warms your heart and scares the hell out of you at the same time.Â
âYouâre not coming?â you finally ask.Â
âYes, yes,â he agrees while entering and closing the door behind him.Â
The precise moment he closes the door, he gets closer to you. A little too close. His eyes stare into yours, your heart starts beating faster as you realize how close you actually are. Thereâs barely any space between your faces. His eyes quickly look down at your lips, and unwittingly, yours do exactly the same. Suddenly, the tension between you becomes very tense and sexual.Â
âYn,â he whispers as he closes his eyes for a brief moment.Â
In a matter of seconds, you both end up in the living room. The same room where you met for the first time his adorable daughter. Honestly, you donât really know how you arrived there. Jungkook simply grabbed your hand before basically running through his house to the first room.Â
Once in the room, your ex doesnât hesitate, pressing his lips against yours for a fervent kiss. Even if this kiss is the mere result of the extremely high sexual tension between you, it still feels tender. It reminds you of the kisses exchanged while you were together. In the middle of this sensual moment, this kiss warms your heart.Â
Your hands find their way to his hair while he kisses you hungrily. His hands are placed on your lower back, slowly pushing you closer to him. This feels like he doesnât want you to run away from you, even for the slightest bit. For sure, youâre not going anywhere right now. You solely desire to lose yourself in all this lust. Until this flame isnât consumed, thereâs no way youâre leaving this house. Â
To be honest, a couple of weeks ago, you would have never imagined kissing your ex-boyfriend again. The breakup wasnât easy, plus, you were the type of person to be convinced that itâs never a good idea to get back with your ex. But oh lord, this is Jungkook. How can you ever resist this man?Â
Jungkook slowly walks backward before sitting on the couch, causing you to sit down on his lap. He desires nothing more than to sense more friction. This action lifts your dress, revealing more of the skin on your legs. Heâs yearning to touch you in every possible way but this closeness between your bodies is driving him crazy. The two of you are gasping hard but it clearly doesnât matter.Â
You desire more and more.
As you break the kiss, you quickly unbutton his shirt, revealing his bare skin to your eyes. You enjoy the view, his tattoos in full display just for you. His body is sculpted as a Greek god. His hard work at the gym has definitely paid off. What will forever surprise you is the fact that underneath his perfect suit, his arm is covered in tattoos. It seems so contradictory. But it only makes him even more desirable in your eyes.Â
Jungkook glances at you. All that he can see in your eyes is lust. Honestly, itâs all that matters to him right now and it swells his chest with pride. You canât help but touch his soft skin and he lets you do whatever you want. The CEO of Jeon Industries shivers from the feeling of your fingertips brushing against his skin. Your lips press against his, needing to be completely intoxicated by him. His tongue licks your bottom lip before his teeth grip it, making you moan. As he hears your sweet moan, his dick twitches inside his pants, heâs growing harder underneath you.Â
When you open your mouth, Jungkook seizes the opportunity to slip his tongue inside to finally meet yours. A moan leaves your lips at the feeling, and unintentionally, Jungkook flexes his toned thigh underneath you. You feel it in all the right places, making your pussy clench around nothing and it causes you to whine again.Â
This unintentional action ends up being a good thing and he canât help but smirk. His hands move down on your exposed thighs to caress them. Your skin is soft under his palms, his hands feeling so huge on your body. Before doing anything else, Jungkook pulls one of his legs out from under you, making you sit on top of only one leg. As he does so, you adjust yourself on his thigh. Your dress is pushed even higher, Jungkook having now a proper view of your beige panties, your clothed pussy brushing now against his dark pants.Â
Both of you know where this is going. Probably it isnât a good idea but none of you wants to stop it. Youâre getting addicted to the other more and more, and the thought of stopping doesnât even cross your mind.Â
âFuck, yn,â he groans when you start moving your hips against his thigh. Â
Jungkook presses his lips on yours for a filthy kiss, his tongue passing past your lips and licking against your own. This feels marvelous, everything about you is addictive, and Jungkook definitely desires to bring this to the next level. Honestly, it is a shared feeling. Â
As his tongue plays with yours on your mouth, his hands find their way to your waist and guide your hips as youâre straddling his thigh. A small moan leaves your lips but the man in front of you swallows it directly. He pushes his thigh firmly against your clothed pussy and flexes the muscle once more.Â
âI love the way youâre riding my thigh, princess,â he whispers against your lips. âBut I need to feel you properly against my thigh.â Â
One of his hands slides down on your body and tugs aside the fabric of your panties until your clit is directly pressed against his thigh. A breath falls from your lips as you drag your pussy against his thigh. Jungkook pulls you firmly against his flexed muscle, and once his hands are back on your waist, he quickens the pace of your hips. A trail of moans leaves your mouth, loving the friction of his pants against your pussy.Â
âI adore to hear you moan, baby girl,â he whispers in your ear, sending shivers down your spine.Â
His tongue licks your ear, a little trick that will bring you closer to the orgasm. A little trick that he learned when you were together. Itâs your weakness, and he knows it. Since youâve been very intimate together, he knows your body by heart and everything he needs to do to bring you down on your knees. However, by doing so, he also brings himself closer to the orgasm. Hearing you moaning and seeing you completely overwhelmed by what he does arouses him a lot. Thereâs proof of it right now as his length is getting harder and tighter on his pants. Heâs definitely about to explode.Â
Honestly, even if you would try to speak, you wouldnât be able to form a proper sentence. Your mind is way too consumed by this blissful moment. You canât even think properly but damn, youâre enjoying every second.  Â
âI will touch myself as you keep riding my thigh,â Jungkook says with quite some desperation in his voice.Â
Before you can even process what he said, he gently inserts two fingers in your mouth, and with his other hand, he lowers his underwear, allowing his cock to slap against his lower stomach. His cock takes your breath away, standing proud in between your bodies. Heâs thick and long, this sight alone gets you wetter.   Â
You suck on his finger, coating them with your saliva, and that alone snatches a groan out of his pretty swollen lips. A proud smile appears on your face. When he feels that they are soaked enough, he pulls them from your mouth. His fingers hold his cock, covering it with your saliva as they go up and down the length.Â
This man is as filthy as he was before. It clearly reminds you of the beginning of your relationship, when you had your first time together. It was explosive because man, he had a lot of experience due to his fuckboy past. For sure, over time, it got even better because you started to discover each other.  Â
âFuck,â he mumbles, his head slowly going back at the feeling of his fingers on his length and your clit rubbing against him. âYouâre doing this so well, baby girl.â
You bite your bottom lip as you stare deep into his eyes. The intimacy of the eye contact with the friction against your clit makes the wave of pleasure grow intensely inside you, and you know that you wonât last long before that wave hits you hard. Â
âPleasuring yourself on my thigh while I touch myself,â he growls as his hand keeps pumping his cock. âItâs too hot, baby.â Jungkook runs his thumb over the tip of his cock and grips his bottom lip between his teeth.Â
He strokes his cock at the same pace at which your hips are working on his thigh, and he also feels like heâs about to cum on his hand.Â
âFuck, baby girl,â he growls as he looks down to watch your throbbing pussy rubbing against his thigh, âyouâre doing this perfectly.âÂ
You put your hand on his shoulder and circle your pussy faster against his thigh. Youâre so close.Â
âJk,â you say and his gaze meets yours once again, âIâm so close!âÂ
The hand resting on your waist goes down and his thumb circles on your clit. It sends you over the edge, the orgasm hitting you hard and you feel it in every part of your body. A guttural moan leaves your mouth and you close your eyes to enjoy the feeling. The sight of you coming undone makes him come, a deep groan coming from his throat as cum flows on his hand.Â
You hide your face in the crook of his neck, completely surprised that you gave in to temptation. Nobody says anything, youâre just both trying to catch your breath and you close your eyes.Â
Slowly, you fall asleep in his arms, exhausted from this wonderful night with him. Jungkook feels it but doesnât say anything, enjoying having you in his arms. This hadnât happened in years so he enjoys every single second passed with you. As youâre falling deeper, he moves a bit and you groan.
âIâm just putting back my pants, baby,â he whispers in your ear. He does it quickly to not disturb you more. âIâll put you in my bed, youâll be better.â
âNo,â you mumble half-awake, âI want to stay in your arms.âÂ
Even though he craves nothing more than to have you in his arms, this position is very uncomfortable for the two of you. Itâs best to go to his bed, itâs way more comfortable than his couch. Jungkook stands up, holding you tight in his arms. You mumble some words that he doesnât understand, making him chuckle. Once in his bedroom, he carefully places you in his bed before lying beside you. He crawls to you, holding you again in his arms.Â

âHave you introduced a girlfriend to Arya?â Eunji asks Jungkook.Â
A little smile appears on his face. Undoubtedly, Arya has spoken about the flower situation to her mother or maybe she has mentioned the time when she met you at his place. Maybe she even mentioned both. Â
âWhat did she tell you?â Jungkook asks the mother of his daughter.Â
Honestly, Jungkook doesnât even know how to explain this situation to Eunji. Youâre not his girlfriend but youâre not a friend as well. Youâre in an in-between situation. Itâs a situationship like many people may say.Â
âApparently, she met a âfemaleâ friend of yours and she helped you choose a bouquet of flowers. A bouquet that I deduced you offered to that said friend,â she tells him.Â
âWell,â he starts saying, âIâve been seeing my ex.â
His mind is brought back to three nights ago when you went on a date. The next day, the two of you went completely wild. You stayed at his place and spent almost the entire day having sex. It was wild but definitely amazing. Thereâs no doubt that the physical attraction is still very much present.Â
âYn?â she asks.Â
Of course, she has heard about you. Theyâve been friends for quite some time and he has been very open about his past with you. She knows that youâre the only ex heâd ever see again, that youâre the only ex he ever loved. Â
Jungkook simply nods, not knowing what to say to her. Actually, he wants to first see her reaction before adding anything else. Honestly, heâs scared of her reaction, he deeply cares about her and her opinion. At the end of the day, sheâs the mother of his daughter, they are linked forever.Â
âJk, are you sure itâs a good idea?â she asks him.
Sheâs quite concerned about him. Even if she always knew that he still deeply loved you, she constantly prayed that you wouldnât meet again. She doesnât want him to be heartbroken once more. He doesnât deserve it, he has a golden heart sheâll protect at any cost.Â
âAt this stage, weâre simply talking and hanging out together. Nothing more,â he tells her.Â
In a way, sheâs happy that Arya told her about all this because now, sheâll keep an eye on her daughterâs father. Also, if he gets heartbroken once more, inevitably it will have an impact on their daughter as well. Sheâll see her father constantly sad even if Jungkook tries to hide it and sheâll try to cheer him up. Â
âBut would you want to try again?â she raises with concern.Â
âHonestly, I donât know,â he starts saying. âI love being with her, talking about the past, and discovering what we have become. For sure, everything is different but it scares and excites me at the same time.âÂ
Being around you is a blessing for him but when youâre not together in your little bubble, he thinks about the full situation. Itâs extremely frightening. Thereâs some trust that has been broken, and a heart that aches. Also, your lives are totally different. Jungkook is a father, running one of the biggest companies in the country. Youâre his employee, youâve been engaged and you lost your sister. Youâre both totally different people now.Â
However, this is a situation that he kept dreaming of for the past ten years. Every day, he wished youâd come back. So he believes he canât throw away this opportunity but if it doesnât work out, at least, he would have tried. He wouldnât regret and heâs convinced that he would more easily move on from you.  Â
âItâs normal, Jk,â she says, âso much time has passed.âÂ
He couldnât agree more with her. Ten years is quite a lot and itâs definitely what also scares him. What if in the end, itâs never the right time? What if you are never meant to get back together? All those questions keep haunting him when heâs by himself. Nevertheless, he tries to not overthink. Itâs unquestionably not a good idea, especially since he has so much to think about at work.      Â
âI know,â he answers while running his hand through his hair. âBut I donât want to overthink this situation, letâs take it day by day and weâll see the outcome.âÂ
Eunji simply nods. Obviously, heâs not comfortable talking about all this right now. Sheâs not going to force him, it has to come from him.Â
âJust try to be careful with Arya,â she reminds him. âSheâs very young and itâs best she isnât involved in our relationships before weâre secure itâs serious.âÂ
They established this rule years ago. It has always seemed so easy for Jungkook to respect it since he only had one-night stands but this time around, it appears quite difficult. Arya already met you by accident, she sometimes questions him about you.Â
âIâm aware of it, Eunji and Iâll make sure they never meet again,â he answers.Â
She smiles, happy that heâll ensure that her daughter isnât involved in a heartbreak. Knowing Arya, sheâll also be sad if suddenly she stops seeing you. She can easily get attached to people so itâs always best to provide her with some stability.Â
The little girl suddenly appears in the kitchen where both her parents are. She smiles when she sees them, a smile they both return back to her. Sheâs the person they both love the most, she lights their world in a way they canât express. This love is what will forever tie them together. They created this wonderful little girl. Jungkook always believed they did a good job when conceiving and educating her.Â
âIs mommy eating too tonight?â she asks, looking at them two.Â
Before Eunji has the time to answer, Jungkook proceeds to reply to his daughter.Â
âYes, she is,â he says with a bright smile, âWeâll have a little family dinner.âÂ
Happiness suddenly radiates from Aryaâs face. Her mother canât say no now that Jungkook said sheâll stay. Her daughterâs father trapped her but she wonât complain. She adores it when the three of them spend time together. Those moments are rare however they are always filled with joy. What always warms their heart is seeing how content Arya is. Nothing will ever beat that.  Â
The entire night, Jungkook completely forgets about you. Thereâs just him, Eunji, and Arya. This is a moment deeply cherished that will forever stay in his heart. This is a moment that can heal his broken heart. This is a moment where time completely stops. This is a moment where heâs simply proud of the family he built. Heâd do everything to protect them at all costs. For sure, this isnât the kind of family he expected to have but his family is perfect. At the end of the day, both he and Eunji try as hard as they can to make everything work, which is all that really matters.Â
At some point, he just looks at them with a big smile on his face.Â
Eunji and him never tried to be together. They had a one-night stand that resulted in creating Arya but never have they thought of getting involved romantically. They have always been good friends and amazing co-parents. Itâs sometimes not easy but whatâs important is that they always find a common ground.Â
There are some moments where he wonders how things would have looked like if you remained together. Would he have started his company? Would you have started a family? Would you be married? Would you be happy together? All those questions will forever remain unanswered but heâs very proud of everything he accomplished with this void inside his heart.Â
For sure, getting his heart broken made him work hard. So hard that he built the Jeon Empire from scratch. An empire that started with Jeon Industries. An empire that heâll bequeath to his daughter. This would have probably never existed with you by his side.Â
But now that he has it all, will he manage to have the one last thing that heâs always wanted? Or will it be too much for him to handle?Â

For the past month, you and Jungkook have been seeing each other quite often. Of course, itâs impossible when heâs with his daughter, which is totally understandable. She comes first and he needs to spend as much time as possible with her. You would never dare to even say anything about it, you actually even encourage him to spend more time with her. Those moments together are what she will forever remember and cherish.Â
As you enter the elevator, you notice at the end the man that haunts your dreams. A little smile appears on your face. Without any hesitation, you make your way to the end to be near him. Thereâs no doubt that youâre not going to be able to say or do anything as there are other employees. But you can be near each other, even for a brief moment. When you get closer to him, he also notices you. Jungkook tries to hide the little smile forming on his face.Â
âMiss y/l/n,â he speaks when youâre next to him.Â
âMr. Jeon,â you reply.Â
If anyone was truly looking at you, they would notice the way youâre staring at each other. Or should we say, the way youâre devouring each other with your gaze. Thereâs so much affection and tenderness in his eyes, it immediately warms your heart. Jungkook doesnât have to say anything, his eyes speak louder than any word he could ever say. Whenever he lands his eyes on you, he always feels loved. Every part of his being feels it. He doesnât doubt that his feelings are reciprocated.Â
Scared to be caught, you look away. Being this close while heâs your boss is kind of a tricky situation. Honestly, youâre truly considering quitting the company. This is becoming way too delicate, you canât stay in this company while youâre clearly in love with your boss. Itâs not about what people would say because honestly, you donât give a shit about it. Itâs just that it can create conflicts of interest. Heâs your superior, and your relationship might affect any decision he makes regarding you. And knowing yourself, youâll always believe that whatever decision he makes will always be considered to help your career.Â
Actually, youâve already prepared your resignation letter. Itâs sitting in a drawer of your desk, waiting for the perfect moment to be given to the director of your department, Kim Taehyung. The excuse youâll give is that working in a massive company such as Jeon Industries caused you more anxiety than expected. Taehyung will for sure be surprised and will probably convince you to stay. You havenât been here for a year but itâs most likely the best to do. Nobody needs to know the truth but you canât stay while this love is blossoming.Â
Quickly, your eyes gaze at Jungkook once more. It breaks your heart to think that youâll leave the company any time soon. However, it will be easier for you two. The CEO notices the quick glance you took but he doesnât do anything. Heâs too afraid of what he could do or say in the presence of his other employees. Once you reach the fifth level, you leave the elevator with a heavy heart. You love being near Jungkook, itâs rather hard to be far from him. Your ex watches you walk away from him. Just like you, itâs hard to see you exit the elevator, putting a physical distance between you.Â
Pretending that thereâs nothing going on between you is extremely hard. This is the other reason pushing you to leave the company. As time passes, you both grow confident that this is the right time for you but one day or another, the other people working here will notice it. It will be even harder to quit then. Itâs better to take measures before the inevitable happens.Â
The rest of the day goes by quite fast for you but the resignation letter has been a lot more present on your mind. So it has led you to this precise moment. Youâre in front of Jungkookâs secretaryâs desk, waiting for her to let you inside his office. Your heart is beating extremely fast in your chest, your hands are shaking, and youâre getting very nervous.Â
âMiss y/l/n, you can come in,â she says with a little smile while she holds the door.Â
You nod before walking in her direction. âThank you,â you tell her as you pass in front of her. She closes the door behind you, leaving you now alone with the big boss.Â
When you enter the massive room, you find Jungkook walking in your direction, clear concern painted on his face. Your eyes scan him, heâs wearing a white shirt with dark blue suit pants. His sleeves are slightly lifted, he was for sure very focused on his work. Now you feel guilty to be bothering him with your shitty thing. He was probably working on something way more important than you, you think.
What you totally ignore is that the company is facing quite a huge problem. An issue that Jungkook is trying to solve but itâs been hard. He was working on it before his secretary announced your presence.Â
âYn,â he speaks, âis everything okay?âÂ
Jungkook is concerned because never before you came to his office. As soon as his secretary said your name, his heart started racing in his chest, his mind imagining the worst happened to you.Â
He gets close to you, his hands grab your face and his eyes scan your face to make sure youâre doing well. He sees something in your eyes that he canât quite describe. Thereâs some sadness, thatâs undeniable but thereâs something else. A something that he canât quite put his finger on.Â
âEverything is fine, Jk,â you tell him with a little smile appearing on your face.Â
âNo, thereâs something otherwise you wouldnât be here,â he instantly replies back.Â
Indubitably, this man knows you, but it doesnât surprise you. Youâve been spending the last month talking a lot, and you also dated for 2 years in the past.Â
âI will give my resignation letter to Mr. Kim tomorrow morning,â you inform him.Â
Before quitting, you wanted to inform him personally. You didnât want him to find it out through Taehyung that youâll be leaving. Knowing him, heâll be very angry.Â
âWhy?â he frowns.Â
âBecause of all this between us,â you immediately reply.Â
Jungkook takes a step back to look at you properly. To be honest, this surprises him a lot. In his mind, you were never going to quit and you would figure out together how to navigate this situation. But he was obviously wrong.Â
âI canât stay here while we flirt together outside work,â you add. âYouâre my superior and inevitably, it will be a problem one day. It will be a lot harder to leave at that time so I prefer to do it now.âÂ
âNo,â he answers while turning his back on you.Â
âThis is my decision, Jungkook, not yours.âÂ
Thereâs no way youâre letting this man tell you what to do. Leaving is your decision and he canât object. Actually doing it will make you quite angry. It's a decision that will benefit you both. Plus, it seems obvious that he canât leave his company.Â
âItâs something we should discuss together before making this kind of decision,â he replies. He doesnât turn around to look at you. Heâs still in shock at what he just heard, it feels unreal to him.Â
âWe both know youâll never agree to it or youâll try to find a solution but the only reasonable solution is me finding a job in another company,â you explain while walking in his direction.Â
Jungkook shakes his head. Heâs convinced thereâs another way but he canât let you lose this opportunity of working in one of the best companies. He knows how happy you were to join his company, he knows it was your dream because this would be a massive opportunity for you to work with the best people in the industrie. Seeing each other canât be a barrier to that.Â
âLook at you,â you say, âyouâre completely refusing it but I have to go, I have to work somewhere else if we want to give a shot at whatever we are doing. I choose you over this job.âÂ
Maybe itâs not the best decision youâre making because you should never put a man before your dreams. But that man ainât any man. With Jungkook, you also speak a lot about work and together, you can help each other. Even if you start working for another company, he will give you his input in whatever youâre doing, if you ask it of course. For sure, you wouldnât be able to tell him what project youâre working on but if you ask him what he thinks of this or that, heâll gladly help. At the end of the day, you both did the same studies.Â
âYou canât do that, you canât choose me over your career,â he says while finally facing you.Â
âBut think about it,â you start saying. âIf I stay, it will generate a conflict of interest for you. We will both be in an uncomfortable position, I will doubt every decision you make that involves me and youâll also consider me when making a decision. Thatâs not right, neither for us nor for the other employees,â you argue.Â
Jungkook has already thought about this all but he knows there will be no impact. Heâs way too high in the hierarchy and youâre at the bottom. Taehyung is the one making decisions directly involving you, but still there, thereâs your manager, Jimin in between you and Taehyung. In any case, Taehyungâs decisions will be made following instructions that he received from Hoseok, the CFO, and that he directly received from Jungkook. There are some people involved in between. His instructions will only be considered for the sake of the company. Nothing more, nothing less.Â
âLook, there are Hoseok, Taehyung, and Jimin between us.â It seems so weird to you to hear the first names of your superiors. âMy decisions are made for the sake of the company so I donât see how it can directly affect you and only you. The three of them follow my instructions but they can adapt them. Most of the time my instructions are simply a result that I expect from a specific department but then how the result is obtained doesnât matter to me,â he explains.Â
Thereâs no need to be a genius to know how a decision can benefit you.Â
âYouâre quite close to Taehyung because heâs one of the best in his area. If he tells you that I did well, you can seize that opportunity to convince him to promote me as manager or whatever you think of. That can be an unfair treatment because you like me.âÂ
You wanted to say âbecause you love meâ but that seems a bit too much since youâre not exactly sure of his feelings for you. However, thatâs what Jungkook wanted to hear because he still loves you. But itâs better you didnât say it.Â
âYou can say whatever you want Jk but I wonât change my mind,â you say. âMy decision is made.âÂ
Well, Jungkook is perfectly aware of it. Thatâs something that didnât change about you. Once youâre convinced about something, wrong or right, nobody can change your mind. Youâre way too stubborn.
âWell, then I appreciate you informing me before going to Taehyung,â he simply replies.Â
Thereâs for sure some disappointment in his face but deep down, he knows youâre right. In the long run, the situation will be problematic one way or another. But he would have preferred that you gain some more experience in his company before leaving. It would only be beneficial for you.Â
âI better be going, Jimin will probably get worried,â you say.Â
Jungkook nods. Both of you proceed to get back to work without saying anything else. The rest of the day, you donât speak or text. Thereâs like a thin wall of ice that appeared between you, and itâs scaring you both. But since you want to try to get back together, youâll both pretend that it isnât there. Almost as if youâre voluntarily closing your eyes because you donât want to lose each other.Â

Since you didnât like the way yesterday went by, you decide to show up at his place. Before appearing unexpectedly, you made sure that Arya wasn't there. Jungkook has been making sure that you donât randomly end up meeting Arya. You couldnât agree more with this decision.Â
âYn?â he says with surprise when he opens the door.Â
The man standing in front of you is still wearing his suit. Immediately, you understand that heâs still working. Probably something has happened at work which needs to be solved.Â
âSorry to come up out of the blue, I didnât mean to bother you,â you start saying. âI just want to have a conversation with you, especially after what happened yesterday.âÂ
Jungkook nods before letting you inside. As soon as you step inside, he presses his lips against yours. This is very surprising but honestly, it feels absolutely wonderful. Feeling his lips against yours is extremely intoxicating. Youâre completely addicted to him.Â
âAre you okay?â you whisper against his lips.Â
âI just need you, yn,â he mumbles.Â
Things have been hard at work for Jungkook. Unfortunately, it has been affecting him in general. Whenever heâs alone, away from you, he wonders if indeed itâs a good idea to try again. He hates himself for thinking that way because he has always wanted to be with you. He never moved on from you. But now that he has you once more, he simply doesnât know. Heâs completely lost.Â
Before you can understand, youâre in his bedroom exchanging fervent kisses. Youâre both intoxicated by each other, lost in your little bubble. In a matter of seconds, youâre both naked, his head in between your legs, eating you out like a starving man. Your moans quickly echo in his bedroom, his name leaving your lips while Jungkook procures you a lot of pleasure. You have orgasms upon orgasms and it doesnât stop him at all. Itâs pleasantly overwhelming.Â
Throughout the time he eats you out, he strokes his cock. Hearing you moaning and feeling your fluids on his face and tongue excite him more than he can explain. It doesnât take him a long time before heâs hard as a rock. His mind is fully consumed by lust. All he can think of is to fuck you.Â
Once he senses that he has tortured you enough, he stands up, placing himself on top of you. Thereâs no need to talk to understand that heâs going to penetrate you in the next few seconds. On the moment, none of you think of using protection. Youâre just completely lost in your burning desire. With no surprise, he penetrates you. It causes an instantly deep moan to leave your throat. Jungkook adores seeing you underneath him in this state. Youâre intoxicated by each other.Â
Sloppy kisses are exchanged while he fills you up with his little monster. He takes you in every position possible, pushing both your limits. You stop counting the orgasms you have, itâs just too much but in a delicious way. You take all that he gives you until your body gives up. Your body actually starts trembling quite fast after he fills you up.Â
After what seemed like an eternity, Jungkook completely explodes inside you. Itâs at that precise moment that you realize that you didnât use any protection. But youâre too lost to say or do anything about it. Your lover stands up, grabbing a tissue to clean his cock. On your end, you stand up to use his bathroom. Itâs always recommended to pee right after sex. You never miss doing it even if all your fluids left your body while having intercourse.Â
When you come back into the room, you find him sitting on the end of his bed. He looks absolutely devastated. You havenât seen him that way in years. You run to his side, taking him in your arms. The second he feels your arms wrapped against him, he bursts into tears. You instantly close your eyes since it absolutely crushes you to hear him cry.Â
Whilst he cries in your arms, you donât say anything. Youâre simply there for him, trying to comfort him with your simple presence. Seeing such a strong man in this state indicates that he has really reached a low point. This time youâre going to be there for him and help him. This time youâre not going to give up on him. He doesnât deserve it. He never deserved it the way you treated him in the past.Â
âIâm here,â you finally mumble while pressing a kiss on top of his head.Â
His hands on top of your arms hold you tighter, almost as if heâs scared you let go of him. But youâre not going anywhere until he hasnât calmed down. Youâre probably even going to spend the night here with him. Thereâs no way youâre leaving him alone when heâs like this.Â
âIâm so lost, yn,â he whispers. âIâm way too lost.âÂ
It breaks your heart to listen to him saying that.Â
âThereâs too much going on at Jeon Industries,â he says. âHaving you quit the company is also hard because I feel like Iâve failed everywhere with it. I donât know what to do anymore, I just want to throw it all away and just stay with Arya.âÂ
You kneel down to see his face. It breaks your heart even more when you see his face ravaged by tears. His weeping eyes find yours.Â
âYou havenât failed anything, Jungkook,â you say in an attempt to comfort him, âyou actually exceed everywhere.âÂ
Your thumbs clean the tears running down his cheeks. You donât wish to see him like this, itâs way too heartbreaking.Â
âRemember when you were talking about building your own company?â you ask and he nods straight away. âIt was simply a dream back then but you made it happen. All by yourself. Itâs even one of the biggest companies in the country. You can be proud of yourself for all that.âÂ
Even if you werenât together, you felt so much pride seeing him building his empire. He accomplished more than he ever described to you. Times might sometimes be hard but thatâs part of life. It would be boring if we didn't face a little challenge. In the end, it is what makes the taste of victory feel even better.Â
âThis is a challenging time for Jeon Industries but itâs temporary, youâll totally overcome it because youâre Jeon Jungkook. The smartest person Iâve ever met.âÂ
Jungkook places his hand on top of yours. This warms his heart more than he can even express. Being around feels absolutely good.Â
âAnd Iâm simply leaving the company so I can be by your side, Iâm not going anywhere,â you finish.Â
He closes his eyes. His life is falling apart in front of his eyes, everything is out of control. Of his control. The only thing secure is his daughter. All the rest is simply overwhelming. Too overwhelming. He needs a break from the world. Even one from you.Â

A week has passed since the crying incident at his place. Youâve been quite concerned with him but he hasnât been talking much with you. However, for the past few days, you have given him the space that he needs. Heâs not going well so youâre not going to force him to open up with you.Â
Today, he has invited you to join him in a little park. Seeing that message brought a bright smile to your face because youâve been excited to be with him. You imagined that he probably prepared a little cute date to just get his mind off work. But strangely, when you reach the park, you find him sitting on a bench, his face looking down at the grass.Â
When he hears you getting close, he stands up. He doesnât smile at all. Actually, you canât read his face at all. It catches you off guard. This isnât something you expected to see at all and it doesnât sound good at all. Instantaneously, your heart starts pounding extremely fast at the same time that your hands start shaking. Youâre scared of whatever he might say today.Â
âThanks for coming, yn,â he starts saying. âI truly appreciate it.âÂ
Jungkook doesnât move closer, putting a clear distance between you. This man standing in front of you isnât the man you have been hanging out with lately. This man is barely recognizable.Â
âThereâs no problem,â you reply.
âAs I have told you, Iâve been feeling extremely lost lately,â you nod. âEverything is way too overwhelming for me and I simply donât know what to do. But I know that having you back in my life is one of the reasons Iâm feeling this way,â he explains. âIâve always wanted you back but I never considered the consequences it would have on me. To be honest, I donât know how to handle having you in my life again. Everything is different. Iâm not the Jungkook you used to know. I used the pain you caused to build this new life. Everything I have today is because of all the suffering you put me through so how can I have you in my life with all this?âÂ
Tears start running down his face. This is too hard. Itâs hard to realize that the person he has ever wanted in his life is the same one who is causing all this pain. The way heâs feeling right now is mainly because of you. Without you, this issue at Jeon Industries would have been solved quickly and wouldnât have made him cry like a baby.Â
âWhen weâre not together, when Iâm not in our bubble, my mind starts wondering a lot. I question all that I have right now and wonder how my life would have been if you had never left me. The only certainty that I have is that nothing would be like this,â he pauses for a couple of seconds. âI keep overthinking everything and itâs driving me completely crazy. Iâm currently not happy and this is not possible when I have a daughter to take care of. I have to take care of myself to provide her with the most wonderful life.âÂ
To hear all those words shatters your heart into a million pieces.Â
âI would like to say that I want to date you again, I truly want to. What we have been having, Iâve been dreaming of it for ten years but itâs too much for me right now,â he continues. âWe need to put an end to this right now before I simply explode and destroy everything. I donât want to hurt you or anybody around me, especially my daughter.âÂ
What you feared most is happening. Jungkook is pushing you away because heâs hurting just like you did ten years ago. However, youâre the person responsible for his suffering. Heâs pushing you away because youâre still causing him a lot of pain.Â
âI need space and time to heal,â he finalizes.Â
For a moment, you simply stare at each other. Jungkook is waiting for an answer from you but youâre not capable of saying anything. This is way too surprising for you but you need time to process every word that he just said. But this breaks you. More than words can say.Â
âIâm going, yn,â he says when he notices that youâre not reacting. âTake care,â he says before leaving you. Now, youâre brokenhearted alone in the middle of a park. It seems that in the end, it wasnât the right time for you and Jungkook.
this might be a long one but.... I used to like a guy, somebody I used to know for a lot of years, we used to talk until we grew apart... a few months back he started talking to me again and we used talk almost everyday and u know I had a feeling that he knew I liked him but all the time I used to spend talking to him it was like he was giving me some kind of hope that the feelings were mutual, and then a month ago he just stopped talking to me, wouldn't even acknowledge me and when I say I was heartbroken.... yeah so when it comes to giving someone false hope that there is going to be a future I HATE jk . I get it you're a dad. At this point he's making it his whole personality like using the I have a daughter card everytime there is an inconvenience. And I don't want oc to forgive him easily. I related when you said we forgive the ones we love easily but I want you to know that what jk did hits where it hurts. It hurts like an actual bitch. And I also hope that like oc is going to have some self respect and dignity when it comes to forgiving this guy. Please don't make it easy. I want jk to know that kinda pain.
Im so sorry :((( I know that was a lot but I was in my feelings when I read right time
hello angel ⨠sorry for the late reply, i was in the hospital for the past daysâŚ
first of all, iâm absolutely so sorry! you didnât deserve to be heartbroken, angel! surely youâll find someone that will never break your heart or iâll break that personâs legs đ¤
then, yeah, jk didnât do things right with oc, he gave her hope that there would be a possible future for them. but like i said previously, heâs immature & didnât know how to handle things. i can promise that oc wonât make things easy if jk ever comes back! but iâll let you discover what will happen in the next part when it will be out đ¤
right time jk is a bitch. Like fuck off dude. Oc deserves somebody who makes her feel loved and wanted at the same time. Like I hope jk watches her getting all the things he DIDNT give her from somebody else. Like drag yourself through mud if u wanna get back together with her
Im sooo sorryyyy , I am just so mad at jks character. đ
donât apologise love!! itâs understandable that youâre mad at him! he for sure didnât make her wanted, he did feel her loved but not wanted. but it isnât their right time just yet. they might probably find it but it can be in 50 years⌠jk is just still immature & he needs to grow up a bit. maybe that will happen when he sees her being happy with someone else đ¤ˇđťââď¸
If I could slap a fictional character I'd beat the shit out of this kook (just kidding I mean unless I get that chance)
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Well, at this stage, i want to say that everyone wants to do that đ heâs definitely not handling anything correctlyâŚ