I Love You. You Know That, Right? I Love You So Much.

I love you. You know that, right? I love you so much.

And yet, I still feel those... Feelings. Those nagging feelings of doubt. Of fear. Do you hate me? Do you hate what I am? You surely must.

But as I rest a hand on my distended middle and rub it, I feel something that makes me freeze. Your hand... Pressed against mine, lovingly. Then, you start to gently rub along my stomach walls, which makes me start to purr.

I love you. And I'm glad that you love me, too.

This is a friendly reminder to never, ever publish your book with a publishing company that charges you to publish with them. That is a vanity press, which makes money by preying on authors. They charge you for editing, formatting, cover art, and more. With most of these companies, you will never seen a cent of any royalties made from sale of your book. A legitimate publishing company only makes money when you make money, they will never charge you to publish with them. If a company approaches you and says "Hey, we'll publish your book, just pay us X amount of money," tell them to go fuck themself and block them.

A phantom thief pred who lets prey know in advance that they are going to be “stolen away” and enjoys the thrill of subverting whatever protections the prey or the authorities try to put in place and stealing the prey out from under everyone’s noses.

preds w emotional issues

Is anyone else excessively weirdly picky about betrayal in vore? Like it’s not that I’m against Preds devouring people they are close to in fact it’s my one of my favourite things. But I don’t really like Preds that are just doing it cause they’re hungry I prefer some kind of horror hunger blending into possessiveness or fear of losing the prey. To the point where any betrayal vore that explicitly refers to the ending of a relationship I.e. references to “dumping” the prey or making distinctions between food and friends really ruin the whole scenario for me. I like Preds that either cannot distinguish between eating the prey and caring for them or can only intellectually distinguish that. Like “okay yes, I understand that being eaten isn’t something that’s good for you theoretically but my every instinct insists otherwise.” Is anyone else this picky? I don’t know Preds that knowingly and deliberately use vore to terminate a relationship just isn’t my thing. I prefer it when they genuinely think they’re getting to keep the prey to themselves rather than cutting ties.

Last night I dreamt that I knew someone who kept really tiny colourful spiders as pets, for some reason I decided to open their enclosure and all the tiny spiders escaped I tried to round them up and I got almost all of them except three. Two of them disappeared near a larger wild spiders web and the third one which was lime green got squished by a little girl just as I was trying to explain that it was someone’s pet. I remember being so angry that I tried to convince the little girls father to pay me back not just for the green spider but the other two that went missing. But they just stared at me like “why are you trying to charge money over spiders?” and I lost my nerve.

It’s the weirdest dream I’ve had in awhile.