Rini Said I Should Post It

rini said i should post it

it is a little messy

the reference (malice mizer, mana and kozi in gekka no yasoukyuku), and a version with a layer of warm light

this is getting pretty messy

more nso!dazai edit with the smoking sprite

it took way too long to edit the smoke

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lotus i miss when i enjoyed skk as a ship yap about them pretty pls i want to like them again 🙏🙏🙏

i haven’t thought about skk in weeks lmao i fear my brain has been slowly decaying bc of kunikida’s death

uh if it makes you feel better do you ever think about how in beast dazai had to stab himself in the leg to get chuuya to trust him during the dragonhead incident? this parallels how in the main timeline chuuya unwaveringly used corruption when dazai asked because he already trusted him. it makes you wonder what went wrong for that trust that their partnership is so concretely built on to suddenly no longer be present anymore.

think about how withdrawn dazai became in beast, how effectively he barricaded himself into his own mind while simultaneously shoving everyone else away, so fervently pursuing the sole motivation of trying to keep oda alive despite it all—rejecting everyone other than oda that he might have loved in another universe. he destroyed himself for love in more ways than one.

should i post the malice mizer fyolai drawing