Everybody Moved On. I Stayed There, Dust Collected On My Pinned Up Hair.

Everybody moved on. I stayed there, dust collected on my pinned up hair.

@lilyflxwers/hold this - fortesa latifi/@trxuma-system/the good witch - maisie peters/@heavensghost/@archivedsmile/unknown/@lilyflxwers/@therezeegoes/right where you left me - taylor swift

Bothersome beast, comforting friend

a questionnaire, noor unnahar // haunted womanhood, heather havrilesky // lamb's head on a plate, viggo johansen // citizen illegal, josé olivarez // grief lessons: four plays by euripides; tr., anne carson

i woke up shivering from my dream this morning (it had you in it)

@/heavensghost on tumblr / unknown / richard siken / susan orlean / cool about it by boygenius / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / for your own good by leah horlick / the night we met by lord huron / richard siken / trista mateer / text: I thought id know you forever.. by Olivia Ruby - art: Watchmen by Dave Gibbons et al

everyday i remember bokuto is like

a legitimate captain. he's the captain. his teammates mutually agreed he should be the captain and made him the captain

he gets everyone hyped up, he cares about his teammates, he's the guy responsible for the volleyball team and making sure everyone's working hard and feeling good and not dying

and i think the perception that he's just an emotional idiot is arguably the most tragic thing about bokuto. he's good at what he does, he's capable, he's aware of his faults, but he didn't ask for intense mood swings that actively hinder his quality of life. and he's like 17 or 18, which probably makes everything worse.

and then there's akaashi, who's out here memorizing everything that comes free with neurodivergence and Messes Him Up and looks for ways to help and in retrospect, is a blessing to teenage bokuto's life tbh

how terrible it is to love something that death can touch. BRENNA TWOHY A coworker asks me if i am sad, still / AARON SCHWARTZ On the other side of grief with Ocean Vuong / MY BRIGHTEST DIAMOND Gone away / ALBERT GYÖRGY Mélancolie / BARBARA CROOKER Grief / ANDREA COHEN Refusal to mourn / CELESTE ROBERGE Cairn / JAMES WRIGHT To the muse / RICHARD SIKEN Straw house, straw dog / EMILY DICKINSON I measure every Grief I meet / FRITZ VON UHDE Mourning / WILLIAM WETMORE STORY Angel of grief / FORTESA LATIFI / MY BRIGHTEST DIAMOND Gone away / MIKE MONTEIRO I thought we’d have more time. / JACK GILBERT Michiko dead / BOTTLEOFSUNSHINE13 Depression / W. S. MERWIN Separation / LEMONY SNICKET Horseradish: Bitter Truths You Can't Avoid / GLENNON DOYLE MELTON Love warrior / OCEAN VUONG interviewed by Tonya Mosley for NPR / LANG LEAV Three questions / VECKNESSS забыть, забыть. / Unknown.