I Have The Aggressive Need To Share That I Have One Song On My Ella And The Prince Playlist And Its Please

i have the aggressive need to share that i have one song on my ella and the prince playlist and its please please please thank you

              I WAS  ALONE  SO LONG ,   I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I WAS  LONELY             OUT IN THE  COLD  SO LONG ,   I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW I WAS  COLD       TURNED MY COLLAR TO THE WIND  —  THIS IS HOW IT’S  ALWAYS  BEEN

after the speed of which all has happened in the span of the last few hours ella should be lost in some deep slumber, they all should, and she hopes that crumb, sir hop-a-lot and tadius were finding their own rest. despite the ache flowing through every muscle in her body, the near throbbing where her legs once were, ella ashmore can not even bring herself to be anywhere but on the balcony outside the ballroom, staring out at the kingdom beyond attempting to process both what had happened in the last few hours and all that was to come when the new day fully begins and the sun is properly in the sky. a new start. a new beginning. ella doesn't know if she's ready but it is coming all that same with the bright colors dancing across the sky, making the stars disappear.

“Here it comes; the light chasing away the darkness.” her knight and friend's voice startles and comforts, saddened and thankful for his presence, @forwardmoved 's words making a small smile stretch on her lips and her shoulder's relax.

her eyes do not lower to meet his just yet, instead watching the sky. " i hope it is... i think we are all well deserving of a little bit more light. " doubt strikes her though, nerves- this light will not chase away the darkness that still plagues the back of ella's mind, the grief and pain, how much light will be needed to do that?- but all the same, ella keeps that smile on her face as she looks down at her knight, not hiding all of the conflict in her eyes ( she would not have the energy to do so even if she wanted to hide ).

" if i am being honest, there is part of me who is frightened that once the sun is fully up in the sky, i shall wake in my makeshift bed and this will have been nothing but some sweet dream... " the smile fade a bit, hands clutching tightly to the stone railing in front of her as if to remind herself. " there is so much work to be done... it almost feels wrong for me to let myself enjoy the coming dawn. " and yet she watches as she thinks, almost hoping this light that the light will shine on where to start.

she changes the subject.

" ... how are you faring? "

Weiner dog wearing armor at the Michigan Renaissance Festival (2002)

also i’m being haunted