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โ€ฆrevenge

ella ashmore penned by ali

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๐€๐’๐’๐Ž๐‘๐“๐Œ๐„๐๐“ ๐Ž๐… ๐๐”๐„๐’๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’, ๐€๐…๐…๐ˆ๐‘๐Œ๐€๐“๐ˆ๐Ž๐๐’, ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐๐€๐’๐“ ๐€๐๐ƒ ๐“๐‡๐„ ๐…๐”๐“๐”๐‘๐„.

All sentences are taken from different sources and area blend of questions, angst, affirmations and reassurance, heartbreak, the past, the future and self assurance. Change names, pronouns, locations and more as you see fit.

If I keep loving you, maybe you'll eventually crack and love me too.

I'm pretty sure you're already half in love with me.

I don't think you're evil.

See? Things are already looking promising.

Are these things really better than the things I already have?

Was it all in my head?

Youโ€™re even more painful to look at than she is.

I'm hoping he can save me, even though I realize he can't.

You were the onยญly one I saw when I closed my eyes.

Then why wasn't I enough when they were open?

I wonder how you say goodbye to someone forever?

Are you seriously in this much self-denial, Sydney? Like do you actually believe yourself when you say you donโ€™t feel anything?

Physical attraction isnโ€™t the same as love. You of all people should know that.

Is that what bothers you? My past?

You destroy me and then you kiss me. You give me a reason to hate you and then you give me a reason to love you.

Two lifetimes, they belong to you. No regrets.

You're not nothing to me. That's precisely the problem.

Are you so stupid you don't know what I'm going to do to you?

Are you so stupid you haven't figured out yet that it doesn't matter?

When it comes to love, Princess, rules blur, and traditions fade.

I just wantedโ€ฆ

Tell me I'm wrong. Tell me I'm blind. Tell me you love me.

Yes. I remember.

They got him. The Hallows got him.

Youโ€™re kidding? No one expects decorum from me.

...But how is there glory in taking a life? We die so easily.

You'll really start to hate me.

Tell me who did this, and I will take care of it. Anyone who thought they could lay a hand on you should fear for their life.

I can't tell whose the bigger monster. Him. Or Me.

You do have a tender heart. It almost makes me want to spare you, just so I donโ€™t have to watch it break.

In the parallel lines to the roads of life, I'm glad ours intersected twice.

Sometimes I feel like you've given up. It's like you just accept this as your fate.

This, us, it canโ€™t happen. It can't happen, Avery. I've seen the way Jameson looks at you.

At least I do not deny my own heart.

Youโ€™re not living to liveโ€”youโ€™re living for death.

I will have you without armour, Kaz Brekker. Or I will not have you at all.

I want him to hurt. To bleed. I want him to snap, just like he snapped me.

If you really don't want me- no other excuses, just me- just tell me right now, and I'll leave and we'll be done.ย 

Otherwise, start getting used to the fucking fact that you can't protect me from everything. And I'm not made of glass.

This house bleeds memories.

I donโ€™t need your permission.

Your hands will touch me and no one else, Meadow. That is final.

My grief wasnโ€™t deep or poetic. It was sinister in its simplicity.

He is in love with you.

Why won't anyone take me...when someone decides to go I will always be left behind.

ย You don't believe me or my words, do you?

I never said you didn't have a heart. But it would be nice if it beat every now and then.

You loved me.

I think you know in your heart that youโ€™re meant for something extraordinary.

What does your heart tell you youโ€™re meant for?

Somebody's got to win this war, right?

ย I am faithless. I have done unforgivable things. And I am broken.

You are a soldier. A fighter. And now you must fight. Not for the emperor, not for France . . . but for yourself.

You are my first choice. You're my only choice.

ย I always say the wrong things.

Why I acted the way I didโ€ฆWhy I was so pissed off. It will never make any sense to you because I donโ€™t know how to explain.

You can't live your life based on 'what-ifs,' Liv.

You weren't listening to me.

That's an interesting way to get my attention.

Iโ€™m not the enemy. Iโ€™m not the kind of guy who would try to hurt you more when I know youโ€™re already hurting, but Iโ€™m someone willing to hear you and understand you.

We cannot win if we fight among ourselves.ย 

Iโ€™ve always wanted to be liked. It grieved me that I was treated with indifference.

A united front announcing a split.

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