I Wish I Was Brave Enough To Finish The Job

i wish i was brave enough to finish the job

"Showing your emotions to people is like bleeding next to a shark."

And I felt that.

I was telling my therapist in our last about how no one would miss me or cared if I died, and they didn't assure that they would. Ouch... that hurt. Yep, definitely gonna kms soon.

I am now hearing voices inside my head

He isn't mean, he's actually really nice

But i dont think he can stay

When will the pain be over

The nightmares

I'm tired

I'm done

I can't go on, not like this.

i want to vanish, so completely, that even i would not remember me