You Broke Me First.... (Part 1 Of Tate Mcrae Song Inspo Series) (A Bit Of Smut Warning)

You Broke Me First.... (Part 1 of Tate Mcrae Song Inspo Series) (A bit of Smut Warning)

Maybe you don't like talking too much about yourself

But you should've told me that you were thinkin' 'bout someone else

You're drunk at a party or maybe it's just that your car broke down

Your phone's been off for a couple months, so you're calling me now

You walked down the street late at night, tears streaming down your face. Your makeup was smeared on your face, your mascara cascading down like a waterfall, but a black waterfall. You shivered as you remembered the painful scene you had just experienced. The street lights sparkled and glimmered in the moonlight. Your brain was lost in the past events that had just happened…. What would you do, now that you were broken..

You tapped your fingers on the table, people casting sympathetic glances your way. You grunted in frustration, glancing at your phone screen that read 10 pm. Your husband had forgotten your dinner date again. As usual. You sighed, picking up your keys and headed out. You opened your car door, sliding into the driver’s seat. You inserted the keys into the ignition and drove the way home. You parked into your house’s garage. You pulled out your keys and headed to the garage door. You opened the door, and sighed, pulling off your coat and laying it across the sofa. You kicked off your shoes, placing them on the shoe rack and froze when you saw another pair of shoes that you definitely did not own. Your stomach dropped as you peeked into your husband’s room, hearing moans and grunts.

Your heart leaped into your throat and you slapped your hand to your mouth to keep your sharp inhale. You couldn’t believe what you were seeing, you pinched yourself to make sure that this wasn’t a dream.

The sight of your husband of four years… bent over a naked woman, thrusting sharply into her, met your teary eyes. The woman moaned and wailed as your husband fucked her hard.

"Fuck, you're so tight," your husband moaned. "You take my cock so well."

You immediately thought, where did it all go wrong…? You accidentally stepped back on the boards, and it creaked. Oh shit.

Your husband looked up at the sound, and his eyes widened at the sight of you. You gasped, and your stomach churned as you recognized the woman he was fucking. It was your fucking coworker, Amelia. You gritted your teeth. You had a hunch that she was sleeping with your husband, but you weren’t sure. Now you knew.

“Y/n?” Jin whispered, his eyes wide with fear and shock. “Wait, it’s not what it looks like-”

You grasped the door frame for support, your legs going weak. You turned away, heading for the door.

“Wati, y/n, please-”Jin tried to grab your arm as you tried to walk away. You jerked your arm away from his grip and swung around to face him.

“You know what, Jin?” you spoke calmly and looked him in the eye. “I don’t care anymore. You haven’t been coming to our planned regular dinner dates, you never say the l word anymore, you come home late, and it’s clear that you don’t love me anymore. I think we’re done here. And you," you narrowed your eyes at Amelia. "I knew I shouldn't have trusted you in the first place. I was a fool to think you were an honest and upright person. The same goes for you, Kim Seokjin."

You grabbed your phone and your wallet and walked out the door, ignoring Jin's calls and cries of "come back".

Time skip (two years later)

You reached up to open your garage door, pressing the button on the top of your car’s ceiling. You parked your car, and went into the house. Ever since you ended things with Jin and cut off all communication with him, you had risen to a high position in your boss’s company and had been just given a proposal to be the co-manager of the company. You had told your manager that you would think about it.

You froze when you saw a shadow at your doorstep. “Who are you?” you squinted your eyes at the figure, and your heart dropped as you realized who it was.

It was him.

sneak peek of the moodboard for the jk drabble i'm working on!

i swear, i'm going to smile like a fucking idiot who's madly in love when the second chapter comes out. and guess what? BECAUSE I'M MADLY IN LOVE WITH THIS FIC ALREADY OH MY LORD

baby (you complete us)

P R E V I E W: C H A P T E R  2  

summary: Soulmates were a common occurrence, so common, in fact, that the world sought an easier way to find your other half: A bracelet that would scan your mark and match you with those who shared your mark. Within recent years, soul groups were becoming normal, and your own bracelet said you have seven matches.

Or where you wear your bracelet for ten years, and finally give up the hope you would find your soul group, only for BTS to put theirs on and see what they were missing.

genre: soulmate au, idol au, angst, fluff, eventual smut,

pairing: Idol BTS x Disabled MC

warnings: angst, mentions of depression, disabled mc (Ehlers Danlos syndrome), eventual smut, fluff, lots of fluff, mentions of disability, simp bangtan

Some warnings may be added to the beginning of individual chapters.

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It had your thoughts whirling. It all seemed too coincidental in your mind. The night you take yours off, BTS supposedly finds their missing soulmate through the bracelet. You kept telling yourself that there was no way, that you were just delusional.

But there was a very small part of you that thought, maybe it is me.

And unfortunately for you, that thought beat out your other ones in a competitive battle.

You made your way to your room, to the junk drawer in your dresser that held the bracelet. Once you put it on, you knew your app would update, and you would be able to access your soul profile. 

If you were their soulmate, on the very miniscule percentage that you were, you would see a notification in your messages.

You held the bracelet in your hands, just observing it, wondering if you were getting your hopes up once again, not sure if you could pick up the pieces this time. After several minutes, you finally plucked up the courage and strapped the bracelet on your left wrist, just over your mark.

Your mark was a single moon phase, the full moon in particular. You were under the impression that your seven mates held the other phases on their own wrists, creating the full cycle. 

Once you had the bracelet on correctly, you turned to your phone, pulling it out and almost immediately getting the notification that the Soul Connection app had been updated.

You opened it, waited for it to load, and paused when you saw the number 654, the little red bubble sitting at the corner of your messages tab. You couldn’t believe it. 

You had over thirty notifications, six hundred plus messages in your inbox, and seven matches to your profile.

It had to be a coincidence.

My Little Fairy (KSJ x Female Reader) Preview

Your hand hesitated as it reached out to the door, then opened it slowly. 

   The empty room seems to mockingly remind you that your family and friends are gone. Having no wings meant having no mate, no grandchildren. For that, your family and friends shunned you. The rest of your generation had already taken flight and chosen their mates, while you were left on the ground, with no one to share your heart.

You were just.

Alone.

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1. Birthday? 22nd oct

2. Favorite color? green or purple, depends on the shade

3. How tall are you? about 5’3

4. How many pairs of shoes do you own? id say about 12 but i only wear like 3 pairs lol

5. Favorite song? currently it's regular by nct 127 buuuut don't ask me my all time fave coz like... i couldn't choose. it would probably be an mcr or green day song lol (or treasure by ateez)

6. Favorite movie? um well i love edward scissorhands and the lotr trilogy. oh and the harry potter movies too! school of rock... horror would probably be the descent part 1 only... ahh don't make me choose seriously i could list so many 😩

7. Who would be your ideal partner? idk... just someone who loves me for me and is kind, loyal... accepts the fact that i have many kpop boyfriends who will always own my heart 🙄

8. Do you want children? not really but i'd definitely compromise if i met the right guy and he wanted one

9. Have you gotten in trouble with the law? nope

10. What color socks are you wearing? none

11. Favorite type of music? pop punk/post hardcore/"emo", and kpop lol

12. How many pillows do you sleep with? ok so 2 for my head, 2 on the other side of the bed, my boomerang pillow and a big square/european one as well... so 6 lol

13. What position do you sleep in? i fall asleep on my side but when im just chilling in bed i can lay on back too for a bit

14. What don’t you like when you’re sleeping not having the fan on, i don't care what temperature it is. my fan stays on. (im keeping this answer cause same 100%)

15. Have you tried archery? nope

16. Favorite fruit? watermelon, blueberries and mango

17. Are you a good liar? no unless it's at work and i have to come up with an excuse to get out of going to another store or to not send one of my staff to another store... then im a brilliant liar. oh im also really good at lying about why i can't hang out or go somewhere if im not feeling up to it (which is most of the time lol)

18. What’s your personality type? istp. im very shy and the biggest introvert unless im comfortable around you, and awkward as fuck lol

19. Innie or outie? innie

20. Left or right handed? left

21. Favorite food? sushi. japanese good in general is just 🤌 delish

22. Favorite foreign food? oh well i just answered that in the question above? japanese. chinese, thai, korean and vetnamese are amazing too!

23. Are you clean or messy? both but trying to fix bad habits and keep my room clean and organised but it's hard when your mental health sucks sometimes

24. Most used phrase?

probably what the fuck and the word cunt in general. oh if you ask sandra my 2ic it would also be i don't care 😅

25. How long does it take you to get ready depends but if its for work about 30/40ish mins

26. Do you talk to yourself? of course

27. Do you sing to yourself? yes lol

28. Are you a good singer? hell no

29. Biggest fear? this is stupid and lame but spiders/insects/bugs/creepy crawlies... just all of that 😬

30. Are you a gossip? not really, maybe a little at work but it's more just complaining and bitching about our shitty area managers lol

31. Long or short hair? for me? long hair. but i like both on other people

32. Favorite school subject? um... none? lol like i didn't have any one subject i was really good at compared to others i was just kinda average in everything but really really bad at maths and science

33. Extrovert or introvert? introvert

34. What makes you nervous? yeah people, public speaking... there's more but ill leave it at that

35. Who was your first crush? his name was matthew it was in year 3. i found out he passed away a few years ago and he had a wife and kid so that was sad

36. How many piercings do you have? just my ears (which have kinda closed up lol) i used to have my lip done too many years ago

37. How many tattoos do you have? one but wanting more!

38. How fast can you run? no ❤️ (lol same)

39. What color is your hair? purple atm but it's faded so i need to redo it

40. What color are your eyes? hazel

41. What makes you angry? so many fucking things. work makes me angry (not my team in store but mostly everyone else) i could rant about my workplace for a whole fucking month i swear. when i see people talking shit about people/artists i love. people who play games and toy with other people's emotions and use them... im gonna stop but i could list a lot

42. Do you like your name? yeah

43. Do you want a boy or girl as a child? none but if i were to have one... i guess a boy... idk

44. What are your strengths? um im friendly and welcoming, kind. i think overall im a good person and that's a good thing... lol

45. What are your weaknesses? shy, ignore red flags and forgive people too easily. scared of confrontation due to being shy so i don't speak up as much as i should especially when it comes to my beliefs and i guess in that sense i can be a bit of a pushover... but only in certain scenarios. i definitely need more confidence

46. What’s the color of your bedspread? black and white atm

47. What’s the color of your room? black, grey and white wall paper on one wall then just a neutral, off white colour the rest

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My Little Fairy (KSJ x Female Reader)

genre: angst, tiny bit of crack ig, fluff, smut, fairy au

warnings: explicit smut, mentions of family abuse and shunning, mc's mom is a bitch, toot-rotting fluff, jin calls reader "slut" one time, general swearing, fluffy nicknames like "sweetheart, dear, darling, etc" BASICALLY JIN IS WHIPPED

word count: 2.5k (Might be my longest fic yet!)

author's note: i hope you all like this! i havent written a long long fic like this in a long long long LONG time so i hope i haven't lost my touch :D asks are open! i will be opening requests real soon, but i will see. i have COVID right now, so i took this time to finish writing this fic that i started over christmas break. Enjoy!

Chirp, chirp! The sound of your friendly spirit bird filled the room, and you fluttered your eyes open sleepily. You glanced down at your wings- well, where they would have been. Now only bare skin greeted your eyes. You see, you were a fairy. When your people reached puberty, they would grow magnificent wings and fly away to find their future mate, their fated one. However, fate seemed to have different plans for you. Yours never grew. You sighed sadly, folding your blankets and placing them at the foot of your bed. Your hand hesitated as it reached out to the door, then opened it slowly. 

   The empty room seems to mockingly remind you that your family and friends are gone. Having no wings meant having no mate, no grandchildren. For that, your family and friends shunned you. The rest of your generation had already taken flight and chosen their mates, while you were left on the ground, with no one to share your heart. Nevertheless, you went about your day, preparing breakfast and whatnot. Around noon, you decided to go explore the woods, to see if there were any mushrooms you could find to bring back for the stew you were planning to make for dinner. Skipping down the steps of your little cottage, you headed out to the woods, humming happily. Sure, it was hard living alone, but you had your spirit bird and the woods all to yourself. 

   “Ooh, these oyster mushrooms look ready to pick!” you chirped excitedly, plucking the fungi off the base of the tree. Suddenly, you heard a rustle in the bushes near you. Frightened, you grabbed a stick near you and pointed it at the bush with shaky hands. “Come out, whatever you are!” you shouted, your voice wavering. 

   The bushes rustled even more, your senses heightening. A very handsome, tall man stepped out and grinned at you. “Hi!” 

  You shuddered out a shaky breath. “Who are you? Are you following me? What’s your name, and why are you here?” you demanded, poking the stick in his chest as you stalked towards him. 

     “Whoa, calm down, little one,” he chuckled, pushing the stick away and putting his hands up. “My name is Kim Seokjin, and no, I was not following you. I was out here collecting mushrooms just like you, actually.” At this, your eyes lit up and he laughed, eyes crinkling at the corners. “Would you like to see, little dove?” 

    You faltered, glancing down at your wingless back. “I don’t think you should be talking to me,” you turned away. 

Seokjin cocked his head. “Why?” 

“Why? WHY?! Because I don’t have wings!” you blurted out, your face red. “I’m alone here in these woods because my family and friends shunned me. Why are you talking to me, anyways? Are you talking to me out of pity or…” You sniffled, tears trailing down your cheeks. You closed your eyes, wishing for this stranger to go away. Why couldn’t he just leave you alone, for fucks sake?! 

   You felt a thumb wipe away your tears gently and you opened your eyes to see Jin still there. He had a gentle, soft look in his eyes and he turned his back to you. 

  You gasped, eyes widening as you took his back. One wing dangled from his back, and next to it, a scar ran down his back, dark and red. “What happened?” you whispered, looking up at him in sadness and wonder. 

   “I was in battle,” Jin confessed. “I was injured when an arrow hit my back,” he looked at you with sadness, yet there seems to be some understanding behind them. “I have been living alone too. So I understand you, little dove. I have not yet found myself a fated one, my mate. But as soon as I saw you, I felt as if the Moon Luna had made us for each other.” His hand cupped your cheek tenderly, his amber eyes looking into yours with adoration and love. “Will you accept me, y/n, as your fated one?” 

  Your lip trembled. “Is this true?” Your fated one smiled lovingly at you and you burst into tears again. “Yes! A thousand times yes!”

  As you spent more and more time with Seokjin, you learned that he is more than just a mushroom lover. He loved to cook, (which didn’t come as a surprise to you) sing, and build cute little things! He built you a little bed stand, insisting that he had seen how little furniture you had and wanted to provide you with some, seeing that you two were together now. You developed your own daily routine, preparing coffee for the both of you while Seokjin continued on a project he had started on the day before. 

    “Good morning, my love,” Seokjin sang, coming up behind you to plant a kiss on your shoulder. “I’m almost done with the porch swing,” he pondered, grabbing his cup of coffee. “After I’m done with that, I’ll make a few more pieces of furniture and once that’s done, I will continue making wood pieces to sell at the market.” 

  You hummed in response, grabbing the frying pan off the shelf. “Do you want to go to the market today? We need some more flour, salt, and coffee, since we have two of us now,” you chuckled, leaning into his embrace as he tucked his face into the crook of your shoulder. 

   “Yeah,” his voice was muffled as he snuggled into you. “But first, I want cuddles.” 

Chuckling, you set your mug of coffee down and turned around. “All right, let’s head to the couch, hm?” 

   You two flopped down onto the couch. Running his fingers through your hair as you lay on his chest, Jin lulled you to sleep. 

   “My love, it’s time to go to the market,” a raspy voice cooed in your ear. “We’ve slept for almost six hours, and it’s going to be dark soon.”

Groaning, you gazed sleepily into the eyes of your lover. “M’okay. Let me get ready,” you grunted, pulling yourself off of the couch and stumbling into your room. You picked out a simple outfit that consists of jeans and a comfy white off-the-shoulder sweatshirt. You and Jin walked hand in hand to the market, chattering happily along the way. 

   “Okay, so let’s get some flour,” you murmured, grabbing your basket and heading off to the stand where you usually got your flour. Jin followed, looking around in wonder at the small market. Dusk was approaching, so the market was filled with fairy lights and Jin sniffed the air. His stomach grumbled, and you laughed softly, turning at the sound. His face grew red as you tugged him towards a food stand. 

  “You should try the deep fried mushrooms here!” you said excitedly, paying the vendor and passing him a plate of the delicacies. “The long stringy white ones taste like potato chips!” 

   As you both chatted and ate, your stomach dropped all of a sudden. It must’ve shown on your face, because Jin immediately noticed. 

  “Little fairest of them all, what’s wrong?” he questioned, looking over to where you were glancing, but all he could see were people laughing and vendors preparing their goods. 

“My family is here,” you whispered, fear reflecting in your eyes. “What are they doing here, I can’t let them see me-” 

“Well, well, look who we have here,” your mother sang, strolling up to you. “Fancy seeing you here, HA!” 

   “Hello, mother,” you mumbled, picking at your food. “What do you want?” 

“Is it too much to just say hi to my daughter?” she pouted, looking at you endearingly, lower lip jutting out. “My, my, you’ve been feeding yourself well!” She laughed, looking you up and down, but you could clearly see right through her façade. It was all fake. 

  An arm wrapped around your waist, and you looked up to see Seokjin towering over you and your mother, who raised an eyebrow at this new stranger. “Who is this, love?” he questioned even though he already knows the answer.  

  “This is my mom,” you mumbled, looking down. “Mom, this is Seokjin.” 

“Hm,” your mother hummed, scanning him up and down. “Do you have wings?” 

“I do,” he replied, then paused. “Only one though.” 

Your mother recoiled as if something had burned her. “Why only one? Did fate hate you like it did y/n?” She laughed cruelly as the rest of your family laughed at you. Your heart burned with indignation and shame, but Jin squeezed your hand in reassurance. 

Jin looked straight at her and spoke. “No. I was in battle, and an arrow pierced one of my wings. It dropped off not long after, so I have been living with one wing. I must say, your daughter is very lovely.” 

  “Yes, well,” your mother sighed as she dropped into a chair next to you. “It would be better if she had wings. Pity that she is still alone. Then again, I can understand ” 

   “I think I’ve had quite enough of your rudeness with my mate,” Jin snapped. “I love her no matter what, it doesn’t matter to me if she has wings or not. In fact, I’d rather have a mate that has no wings at all, if all fairies who have wings are just like you.” With that, he pulled you away from your mom, who was left gaping and sputtering like a fish out of water. 

    The two of you walked back to the house, shopping long forgotten. Silence reigned in the air, until you felt the need to break it. 

“You didn’t really have to do that,” you softly spoke, making Jin stop and look at you. “I’m… used to it.” 

 “Well, you shouldn’t be,” he huffed, frowning. “I hate society sometimes.” 

“Me too,” you agreed quietly, scuffing your sandal into the ground. “I love you,” you admitted, Jin taken aback by your sudden confession. “Nobody has ever shown me love before, I was always looked down upon because of my lack of wings. I was constantly bullied by both friends and family, and I guess being insecure of how I looked definitely did not help either. When you came into my life, you made me feel loved. You made me realize that love is alive.” 

   “I love you too, little dove,” he smiled. “I can’t wait to spend my life with you.” 

“Can I kiss you?” you asked shyly. “I-it’s okay if you don’t want to, I was just-” 

You were cut off as he pressed his lips against yours. He pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around your waist. You melted into the kiss, a soft moan leaving your lips as you both kissed passionately. Stumbling along the path to your cottage, you groped for the keys as you and Jin continued to kiss fervidly. You whimpered, your hands gripping his shirt. “Jin, mhh-” 

   “I got you, princess,” he whispered, picking you up in his arms. “Which way is your room?” 

“That way,” you pointed, cheeks aflame when you realized the close proximity you were to Jin. 

He gently placed you on your bed, then crawled on top of you, planting his arms on either side of your body, caging you in. You softly whimpered as he nibbled on your lower lip, a tiny growl escaping from his throat. 

“You look so pretty, my love,” he praised, kissing you softly on your neck and lightly sucking on it. “May I make love to you?” 

   “Yes,” you gasped, your core throbbing. “Please, please…” 

“So pretty, so good for me,” Jin hummed, helping you remove your bra and planting soft kisses along the swell of your breast. “My good girl,” he whispered. “So beautiful for me.” 

   You whined, your pussy starting to leak arousal. “Jin,” you moaned, reaching out for him. 

“I’m here, my love, what is it?” Jin whispered, tenderly tucking away the hair behind your ear. 

“I love you, and I appreciate that you love me, but will you please just fuck me already?” you whined in desperation, making Jin chuckle. 

    “Needy, now, are we?” he teased, nipping at your neck playfully. “Don’t worry, my love, I’ll take care of you,” he smirked, lowering himself down to your already soaked panties. Slowly and almost teasingly, he moved your panties aside, taking care to adore every inch of your pretty pink pussy. “Fuck, baby, you’re so pretty,” he breathed, planting a kiss on your clit, making you jolt. 

   “Fuck, Jin, that felt good, please do it again,” you pleaded, chest heaving up and down. 

“You sound so pretty for me, baby,” he chuckled lowly. “Does my needy little slut like that so much?” 

   At a loss for words, you whimpered and nodded. “F-feels good-fuck, JIN!” Your moans reached a higher pitch as he slipped a finger into you. 

  “Relax, sweetheart, I’ve got you,” Jin hummed as he pumped his finger in and out of you at an astonishing pace that had you gripping the sheets. 

   “More,” you pleaded, thrusting your hips to meet his fingers. “Feels so good.” 

“My princess likes that, hm?” Jin hummed, adding another finger. “Gosh, you’re so tight, baby.” 

   “I want you,” you managed to say, his fingers sliding in and out of you pausing. “I want you to fuck me.” 

   “Of course, how would you like to do it?” Jin asked, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. 

“Um, missionary?” you asked shyly. “I wanna see you..” 

“My baby wanna sees me when I fuck her, hm?” Jin smirked, seeing your face heat up from embarrassment. “Don’t worry, sweets, I wanna see your face when you cum on my cock,” Jin whispered. 

   Moans and sounds of skin slapping filled the room as Jin began to fuck you at an inhumane pace, hitting all your g-spots. 

  “Jin, I-i’m gonna cum soon!” you warned him, your chest falling and rising very heavily. 

“Cum for me, then, darling,” Jin murmured, speeding up. “I want to see you cum for me.” 

That was enough to tip you over the edge, tightening around him and your body shaking. 

When you finally came to, Jin was wiping you clean with a towel and smiling endearingly at you. 

“Ready to take a bath, my love?” he asked, picking you up bridal-style and running a bath for you. 

“Jin?” you spoke up once you two were in the tub with one of your favorite bath bombs. 

“Yes, my love?” he responded, resting his chin on your shoulder and holding your hand. 

“Thank you for showing me what love looks like,” you said softly. 

“Oh, my little fairy,” he breathed, turning you around so he could kiss you. “Thank you for showing me what heaven looks like.”