#1618147951612. NO MORE DOOMSDAY! | HAN JISUNG.

#1618147951612. NO MORE DOOMSDAY! | HAN JISUNG.

genre | fluff, angst, friends to lovers au, smut

tags | female reader, oral (male receiving), creampie, virgin!jisung, riding, unprotected sex, light d/s dynamics (m!sub and f!dom), porn with some plot [feel free to tell me if i need to add more]

word count | 7995

warning | mentions of insecurity, mentions of depression, minor mentions of workplace bullying

note | first post on this blog, please treat her well :) feedback is always appreciated!

The empty seats at the booked table made Jisung feel like doomsday was near.

Dragging his feet along the roads of life with nothing but a degree in music, and creativity that the corporate society does not value, to show for, Jisung walked the path to his eventual demise with such great woes—regret, depression, self-loathe, so on—that his more cheerful, much brighter younger self would likely be severely confused and disappointed in him.

That was if he—or his younger self—could ever bring enough hostility in himself to ever be disappointed in anybody. Jisung had always been too kind for such emotions.

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♡ drunk with changbin

⇢ pairing: changbin x fem!reader ⇢ word count: 2.3k ⇢ genre: smut, friends to lovers ⇢ summary: you think changbin is pretty and you really want to kiss him but you don’t mean to say it out loud ⇢ warnings: 18+, minors dni!; both characters have been drinking; smut [dry humping, unprotected sex, mentions of oral sex, mouth fucking, cum in mouth] ⇢ masterlist ♡ series masterpost ♡ updates ♡ read on AO3 ⇢ reblogs and feedback are always motivating and appreciated! ♡

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You’re lying on Changbin’s lap, resting your head on his thigh while he plays with your hair and watches the show. You’re both tipsy—you more than him, which is why he can still focus on the show, and all you can focus on is your pretty friend’s pretty face and full lips and kind eyes and squishy cheeks and somewhat curly hair because he let it air dry and all you want to do is kiss hi—

“You want to kiss me?” Changbin looks down at you with confusion written all over his face. Did you say that out loud? You couldn’t have, right?

You stare right back at him, probably looking just as confused. “Uh, I, what?”

“You just said I’m pretty and you want to kiss me,” Changbin reminds you. Then, he pinches your cheek and smiles at you sweetly. “You really are drunk.”

“You are pretty,” you shrug, “and your ex did say you’re a great kisser.” Somehow, it isn’t as big of an embarrassment as you thought it would be.

“Did she now?” Changbin asks, even though he doesn’t sound that interested in hearing her opinion on it. The look on his face tells you he’s in a teasing mood though, but what else is new? “What else did you ask her about, nosy?”

“I’m not nosy,” you grunt, crossing your arms over your chest and huffing. It wasn’t like that, it really wasn’t. She offered this information to you without you having to say a word. “She said it.”

“What did she say?”

“That you’re, uh… Great at everything.”

You’re downplaying it a bit. Changbin’s ex told you a lot when she took you out for drinks, and you had a feeling she only did that to mark her territory, to show you he’s off limits to you, that he’s hers.

Women sense these things, and you’re sure she realized you had feelings for him, even though you’d never act on them. So, she asked you out for a drink or two just to explain how happy Changbin made her in all the possible ways. Little did she know that her confession did little to affect your feelings for her then-boyfriend.

“Just that?” Your friend sighs and looks at the screen. “Doesn’t sound too appealing.”

“She said… You’re great with your mouth,” you admit, biting down on your lip. “Kissing and, uh, other things.”

Changbin’s lips quiver into a smile, and he sneaks a glance your way. “And that’s what you like?”

“I… I didn’t say that.” 

You meant it, though. You want Changbin’s mouth everywhere. In fact, you want your mouth on him too—you want to lick and suck until he comes all over himself. If you could, you’d ride his firm thigh, rub your pussy all over it while your hands glide all over his body, and tease him further. You want your mouth on his cock, too, want to hear how pretty he sounds when someone chokes on his di—

“Did you hear me?” he repeats himself, snapping you out of your dirty thoughts. What in the world has gotten into you? “What did you mean then? Didn’t you say you want to kiss me?”

“I did,” you admit once you’re backed into a corner.

“Because she said I’m good with my mouth?” Changbin raises an eyebrow.

“Yes,” you respond, nodding and looking away from his face.

“Hm… So you just want to test if it’s true through a kiss? Not… other things?”

“Other things?”

“Other things I can do with my mouth?”

You feel yourself dripping when Changbin says that and looks right at you, tonguing his cheek provocatively. Does he not get how hot he looks when he does it? “I…”

“Think about it,” he shrugs, “I’m more than down if that’s what you’re saying.”

He focuses on the screen again, and you let yourself look up at him. Did he just suggest you two… Fuck? Or does he just want to go down on you? Either way, it’s… A lot. For a while, you don’t say a word, wondering if it’s stupid to pass up on this opportunity. “Yes.”

Changbin instantly looks at you. “Yes, what?”

You take a deep breath, look into his eyes, and don’t even blink when you admit how you feel. “I want it.”

“Want what?”

He’s expecting you to say you want his mouth on you, which you definitely do. But, you go a step further, letting the alcohol cloud your judgment even more. “You.”

“Oh.” Changbin clears his throat and sits up straight. “Come here then.”

It all happens so fast—you sitting up, Changbin pulling you onto his lap, making you straddle him, placing your hands on his chest. Though clothed, you can feel how firm his pecs are, how nice they feel under your palms. “You want to ride it bad, huh?” he asks and looks down, which makes you realize you’re dry humping him, pushing your crotch against his erection like you’re an animal in heat, like you have no sense of self-control.

You bite your lip and chuckle. “Maybe.”

“You’re not getting all shy on me now, are you?” he asks, cupping your face and pulling you in for a kiss, a real one. It feels nothing like the joking pecks you’ve given each other before—this one is much deeper, needier, much more real. Changbin doesn’t even push his tongue into your mouth—even though it grazes your bottom lip and you moan at the touch—but he still manages to get you even wetter.

In fact, embarrassingly enough, you’re so wet by the time he starts groping your ass that you’ve already left a wet trail over his sweatpants, which he points out. “Oh God, you like me a lot lot.”

“Changbin…” You hit his chest playfully, not wanting to admit it, not wanting to give everything away. You’ve already said goodbye to your dignity at this point.

“What?” He grabs both your wrists and presses them against his chest, jutting his head out like he’s challenging you. “You don’t?”

“I like you,” you say, wanting to make things right again. “I shouldn’t, but I do.”

“Why shouldn’t you?” your friend asks, pushing his hips into you from below, creating even more friction between you two. “We’re friends. Of course you like me.”

Is he fishing for it now? Does he want you to say it out loud? “I like you as a guy too. Romantically,” you admit with a gulp. Changbin smiles at you, so you continue. “Sexually.”

He nods, a warm look on his face, a smile spreading across it. “Then nothing’s stopping us from fucking each other’s brains out because I like you that same way too. You’re a great friend, don’t get me wrong,” he says as he hooks a finger under the gusset of your underwear and pulls it to the side, revealing your wet crotch. It makes you hiss because you suddenly feel so open, wet and ready, vulnerable. “But you’re an attractive woman and it’s really easy to fall for you.”

You’re at a loss for words, but you make up for it by grabbing the hem of his boxers and pants and pulling them away from his body just enough for your other hand to sneak in and grab his cock, giving it a slow tug. Changbin lifts his hips, letting you pull his clothes a bit down, enough for his cock to spring free from his boxers. The way he moans when you tug at his erection makes you press your thighs together, but you can’t—not with him between them.

“Sure you want to do this with me?” Changbin asks like it’s not painfully obvious you’re completely smitten by him. You haven’t stopped staring at his thick cock ever since he let you get it out of his pants.

You hum slowly, placing your hands on his shoulders. “Yes. With you.”

“Even if we’ve both had a bit to drink?” Changbin repeats, clearly wanting to be 100% sure before you two take a step you just can’t take back.

“I wanted it before today,” you respond instantly, gulping. It’s a big thing to admit, yet it doesn’t feel that difficult to say. “I’ll want it tomorrow too.”

“Good,” Changbin grins, his hand moving the tip of his dick towards your sopping entrance, “we can keep doing this then.”

With that, he inserts his cockhead inside you and places both hands on your hips, pushing you down until you take his cock fully, both of you grunting when you do. Fuck, he feels good. You’re so wet you feel no stinging, even though he’s going in without any prep. “I want to fuck you so bad,” Changbin admits before he grunts loudly—all because you’ve started to move your hips. “Want it so much.”

“Me too,” you agree and lean in for another wet kiss that takes your breath away.

It all feels good—him inside of you, his hands groping your ass while you move your hips up and down, enjoying the way his cock stretches you, how much wetter it gets you. You also like having his mouth on yours, your hands on his face, keeping Changbin close. You’ve never been this close to a guy while riding him—it feels like you’re connected in every possible way, especially when he wraps his arms around you and presses you flush against his chest. “Feel so good,” you finally whisper into the kiss. “I knew you would.”

“Thought about it a lot?” he suggests before kissing his way to your ear. The trail of butterfly kisses makes you clench around his cock and you start moving your hips back and forth so he keeps kissing you.

“Yeah, yes,” you’re quick to admit, moving one of your hands to the back of his head, tangling your fingers into his hair, tugging at it when his mouth attaches to the sweet spot on your neck—tongue pushing against it before he sucks, which makes you clench around his shaft even harder. “God, Changbin!”

He chuckles into your skin. “What? You said you wanted to know how good I am with my mouth.”

“I’ll die if you go on,” you say, feeling like your heart is about to stop. It’s all too good, being on top of him, having him in you, his mouth on you… Too good.

“Always so dramatic!” He tsks at you and pushes you down onto the sofa, getting you into a lying position before you can even react.

You protest, whining at the loss of his cock, but Changbin quickly shuts you up by getting on top of you and shoving his dick in you again. “Better?”

You hum and spread your legs wider, hooking one over the back of the sofa, the other one resting on the floor. “Fuck,” he grunts and looks at the sight of you fully spread for him. “You must really want this.”

“Don’t you?”

“Let me show you how much,” Changbin suggests. And then, he starts fucking you, let's you feel all of him as he smacks his hips into yours, shoving his entire cock inside of you. Every movement makes you whine and cry out—it’s so intense you feel like he’ll break you into two. At the same time, you need more. So, you ask him for more by moaning the word over and over again.

“Sh, shh, that’s right,” Changbin lowers his voice when he realizes you’re out of it, just repeating the same word with tears in your eyes, brimming with pleasure. “Relax, let me take care of you… You’re being so good to me.”

You’re not sure what exactly about those words does it for you, but something does, and you come around his cock, screaming his name and completely relaxing, letting your body just lay there while you recover. It’s like every nerve in your body is screaming, and you’re sure the look on Changbin’s face isn’t helping at all—he’s smirking at you, but he’s all sweaty and worked up, which makes you think he’s down bad too, and that’s comforting.

“Come here,” you say as you grab his thighs. So, seeing as he has no other choice, Changbin pulls out and crawls over your body—you’re pulling him towards you, stopping only when he’s straddling your chest.

And then, you open your mouth, stick your tongue out, and look at him, hoping that's an invitation enough for him to let you taste him. “Now you’re trying to kill me,” he mumbles but places his cock onto your tongue regardless, humming when you start sucking.

He tastes like you and precum, and for some reason, you can’t get enough of it. It could be because you’ve been wanting to taste him for years now, it could be because you have feelings for him, it could be because Changbin makes the sweetest moans when you suck on his cock, and you get to see it all since you’re between his legs. Your hands grab his ass, which gets him to groan.

“Ah, fuck!” he mutters, starting to fuck your mouth slowly, and there’s something really attractive about the faces he’s making, the way he scrunches his face in pleasure when you run your tongue along his dick or suck on its sensitive head. “I’ll come in that pretty mouth of yours.”

You nod and keep going, enjoying the effect you have on him—Changbin’s hand is holding your chin in place, fingers digging into your cheeks while he stuffs your mouth full of cock. Not long after, he blows his load down your throat, careful not to make you choke. When the last drop spills out of him and onto your tongue, he rests his cock there. “Suck, please.”

You do as asked and he shivers, grunting loudly before he moves away and sits down. You stay like that for a while, both half-naked and spent, just looking at each other and smiling stupidly. Then, Changbin starts caressing your thigh and rubbing it all the way up to your waist. “You know, I still haven’t shown you how good I am with my mouth. Let me taste. Please.”

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hot chocolate

❥ bang chan x fem!reader

❥ genre: fluff, friends-to-lovers

❥ warnings: mention of food, slight mention of feeling like you’re too heavy

❥ word count: 4.4K

❥ A/N: hehe sorry for being inactive. i’m on vacation. but i thought id drop a lil teenie weenie fic for y’all 🥰 it’s like… kinda simple but hopefully you’ll like it? as usual, please reblog and leave feedback. it means so much to me.

this little idea was inspired by this lovely fic by @cieluvity ITS SO GOOD. all the little reactions for each member were so so entertaining and i really really hope you check their fic and their blog out!!

it all started with a little game or truth or dare at one of felix’s famous house parties, with all of your friends were sitting around the coffee table on sofas and bean bags, a spinning bottle deciding your fates.

after a pretty intense round of making jisung do 100 pushups while the others balanced random heavy objects on his back, things had gotten quiet for a moment until the bottle spun and landed in your direction, a devilish smirk spreading across several of your friends’ faces. two of them—felix and lalani—whispered among each other, the freckled boy giggling as she silently egged him on to execute his apparently “brilliant idea”.

‘alright y/n. truth or dare?’ asked felix, hands locked together as he leaned forward in his seat, staring at you with mischievous intensity, his lips pursed in an attempt to keep his expression neutral.

feeling a little concerned, you eyed your friends suspiciously. ‘why are you looking at me like that?’

‘just answer the question,’ lalani insisted. ‘truth…? or dare?’

your head tilted a little, the furrow in your brow deepening. why did she say “truth” like that? what was she going to get you to admit? was she– no… she wouldn’t.

would she?

you knew your friends were menaces but they wouldn’t force you to confess your crush over a game. but then again… they were menaces…

yep. she would.

you took a look at chris, who looked rather clueless, fingers drumming against the arm rest of the sofa as he glanced between you and felix. catching your eyes, he sent you a warm smile, making your heart race a little as you smiled back, and you wondered how he’d react if your friends were to suddenly tease you and expose your crush on him. just the mere thought made your stomach drop a little—nervous butterflies fluttering around. you two had been friends for ages and as much as you wanted him to know… you were too afraid to ruin a good thing going on. so, against your better judgement, you made a choice to protect yourself from embarrassment.

‘dare.’

wrong decision.

immediately your friends’ grins widened and a few of them huddled up, whispering something before snickering. pressing his lips together to appear serious, felix cleared his throat and turned to you.

‘alright y/n,’ he pursed his lips to stop himself from smiling too hard. ‘i dare you… to sit in chris’s lap for the rest of the night. until you have to go home.’

and there it was. the final blow to your fraying nerves, making them snap under the pressure, like power lines snapping and flailing about, sending sparks flying everywhere. your insides set alight, heat crept up your neck and settled in your cheeks.

oh… felix lee was a dead man.

‘wh– i am not doing that.’

‘if you don’t do that… you’ll have to do the forfeit.’

‘which is?’

‘text your crush,’ he shrugged.

‘that’s not fair!’

‘yes it is. i texted my crush,’ changbin chimed in innocently. he wasn’t in on the evil plan but he did have a knack for unknowingly playing devil’s advocate. shooting him a quick glare, you pouted.

‘that’s different.’

‘how so?’ asked felix as he sipped his coke, trying to hide a cheeky smile. you glared at the boy and he raised his eyebrows, challenging you. ‘well?’

well for starters, changbin’s crush wasn’t in the game and didn’t know what was happening. she wasn’t even that close to him. if you texted your crush (who was sitting literally on the sofa adjacent to yours) he would know immediately and that would be the end of your life (and your friendship with him) as you knew it! but of course… you could say that.

‘this is stupid,’ you crossed your arms. ‘you didn’t even ask chris for his consent. what if he’s uncomfortable?’

‘are you?’ felix turned to chris, catching the man off guard.

‘huh? o-oh um, n-no. but–’

‘he said no!’ the freckled menace cut in loudly, raising his glass.

‘wait hold on a second–’ chris attempted to salvage the situation, but you immediately cut in.

‘what if i’m uncomfortable?’ alright, maybe you weren’t that uncomfortable. maybe… it wasn’t such a bad dare. but you would die before telling any of your friends that. and regardless, it was still embarrassing and you were still a shy ball of nerves, and chris was still just a friend, nothing more. you didn’t want to put yourself through that.

‘it’s your dare~’ felix sang. ‘you gotta do it. or do the forfeit. them’s they rules.’

‘felix…’ you sighed with a whine and he stuck his tongue out, prompting you to throw a cushion at him, an annoyed frown on your face. instead of being upset though, he hugged the pillow and laughed.

‘alright, fine, y/n. if you’re too chicken, we can just move on…’ he drawled before taking another sip of his drink, and you glared at him.

biting your bottom lip, you stood up and walked towards the loveseat chris was sat on, the rest of your friends hollering and snickering in the background. your heart pounded against your ribcage as you approached him, eyeing his slightly flustered expression as he tried to keep a straight face, eyes struggling to hold your gaze.

‘are you sure this is okay?’ you asked as you stood in front of him, and he nodded softly.

‘i’m okay. but if you don’t want to… i can get them to stop.’

giggling a little, you shook your head. ‘it’s okay. i gave him a worse dare earlier. it’s only fair.’

you took a deep breath, and with an awkward smile, gingerly sat on the edge his thighs, a little closer towards his knees.

‘she did it!’ the little menace of the day cheered with a triumphant smile while the others clapped and whistled and shouted. ‘see, it wasn’t so hard,’ he teased, prompting you to flip him off.

felix lee was still a dead man. you were just waiting for the party to end.

while you sat there and plotted your revenge, two hands made their way to your waist, making you jump a little at the sudden sensation, eyes immediately snapping to glance behind you.

‘sorry, it’s just me,’ chris whispered, pulling his hands back.

‘no no, it’s okay. you just startled me,’ you smiled and adjusted your body a little, head turning to look at his face. ‘what happened? am i hurting you?’

‘no i was just going to ask if you were okay.’

you chuckled. ‘i should be asking you that. i’m not exactly light.’

he clicked his tongue. ‘not that heavy either. you sure you’re comfortable?’

you chewed on the inside of your lip. truthfully, you weren’t. with the way you were sitting, the beautiful man’s kneecaps were kind of digging into you, and you were sure it would leave a bruise if you sat like that for the rest of the night. besides, it was surely getting a little uncomfortable for him too.

so, swallowing your doubts and nerves, you asked: ‘can i move back a little?’

chris offered you a reassuring smile and nodded. he moved a little in his seat, finding a more comfortable position for himself and helped you sit properly on his thighs with your back flush against his chest. his arms moved to circle around your waist and he rested his chin against your shoulder. turning to look at him, he peered forward and flashed you a bright grin, calming your nerves as you rested your arms on top of his.

.

as the game went on, you found yourself feeling a little self conscious. the living room was full of laughter and chatter but all you could really think about was how tiring it must be for chris to have you in his lap. it had been almost 15 minutes, after all. and while he didn’t seem to mind, squeezing your waist every now and then to reassure you that everything was okay, you were sure he was just being polite. it had to be exhausting. it just had to.

so, without any further deliberation, you broke away from his hold and stood up, his attention immediately diverting to you while the others barely noticed a thing. chris raised his eyebrows in concern, a little worried look on his face, and you shook your head with a soft smile, trying to ease his mind.

‘move a little to the right,’ you whispered and gestured with your hand, the man complying immediately, leaving some space between himself and the arm rest of the sofa.

without another word, you climbed back into his lap, this time sitting on the sofa, with your legs across his thighs instead. feeling a small wave of relief wash over you as you felt your weight shift to push down on the cushion of the sofa instead, you let out a content sigh, not noticing the curious way chris was eyeing you. well, not until you glanced in his direction and immediately felt nervous at how close he was, now having a clear view of his face (and how it was inches away from yours).

he raised an eyebrow, an amused look on his face, and you shrugged. ‘it’s just more comfortable this way.’ one of his arms went to circle around your waist, while the other rested on your legs, fingers tapping at your calf every now and then.

.

the game went on and suddenly, the bottle spun towards you two.

‘hmmm… they’re kinda both sitting in one place, i can’t tell who’s turn it is,’ jisung quipped, making the rest of the group laugh while you rolled your eyes, a playful smile ghosting on your lips. glancing a little to your left, you noticed chris trying to maintain a neutral expression, a small tint of pink brushed on his cheeks, probably from all the eyes boring into his skull. ‘who’s it going to be?’

‘y/n,’ felix called, his cheeky smile widening. ‘truth or dare?’

you glared. ‘truth.’

‘are you… enjoying sitting so close to mr. heartthrob over there? hm? hm?’ his eyebrows quirked up and down and you sighed internally.

‘felix i’m this close to killing you.’

‘hey, it’s an innocent question. do you like it or no?’

you kept an annoyed gaze fixed on the boy, his own eyes narrowing as he stared you down. a beat passed and his eyes narrowed, brows furrowed and raised, while heat slowly crept up your neck—you cleared your throat.

‘yes,’ you murmured, looking away.

‘i’m sorry, what?’

‘felix stop bothering her,’ chris finally spoke up in an attempt to get your friends to stop, but you immediately cut him off.

‘i said yes! now shut up and continue the game.’

felix’s threw his head back in a roaring laugh and raised his arms up in surrender before mouthing “you’re welcome”, sending a wink your way. you made a face at him and looked down at your lap, fiddling with your fingers.

dealing with an overly excited felix who’d gotten tired of you whining about your crush was pure torture. he’d warned you that he’d force you to confess, and force you he had. and now you kind of wished you never taunted him, nor challenged him to give you his best shot. because really, how were you going to look chris in the eyes after admitting to enjoying being perched up on his lap?

lost in your thoughts, you jumped slightly when heard a slight whisper by your ear, warm breath slightly fanning the side of your face.

‘just fyi… i like it very much too.’

‘huh?’ you blurted out, turning to look at his amused expression. he simpered, brushing a lock of your hair behind your ear.

‘seriously,’ he nodded, snapping you out of your daze, and you giggled while biting your bottom lip, smacking his chest lightly.

‘shut up,’ you mumbled, curling into his body a little more, your head moving to rest on his shoulder. his chest vibrated a little with silent laughs as he pulled you closer, cheek slightly nuzzling against you.

.

you weren’t sure when you fell asleep, but when your eyes fluttered open, the entire living room was empty, only the soft whirring of the air conditioning, and someone’s soft breathing left to fill the silence. blinking your eyes a couple of times, you tried to sit up, and that’s when you realised:

you were still curled up against chris.

glancing at him with a surprised look, your heartbeat picked up a little as you noticed his head tipped against the back of the sofa, his hand resting limply against across your lower stomach. he looked so peaceful, all the lines on his face softened as soft breaths left his slightly parted lips. smiling, you moved a stray curl away from his forehead, making his eyes twitch as he stirred awake.

chris let out a small groan as his eyes fluttered open, focusing on your face under the dim light.

‘you’re awake,’ he breathed out, sniffing as his blurred vision finally cleared.

‘i’m sorry, i didn’t realise i fell asleep.’

‘it’s okay. we just watched a movie after the game. then everyone left. you didn’t miss much.’

that wasn’t why you felt sorry. ‘what time is it?’

‘hm? i don’t know…’ he murmured, reaching over to the side table to grab his phone. ‘3.35.’

‘a.m.?!’

‘no, p.m. of course a.m., y/n—what else would it be?’

‘ohmygod it’s that late?!’ you pushed up from his shoulder, finally registering how long it had been since you dozed off. though the man a few inches away from you didn’t seem bothered one bit—simply nodding with a drowsy smile.

‘it’s okay.’

‘okay for you. you live here.’

‘want me to drive you home?’

‘no… it’s okay. it’s pretty late. i’ll just go in the morning.’

chris hummed in acknowledgment. ‘wanna go back to sleep then?’

‘like this?’ you joked, giggling a little as you gestured at your position on his lap.

‘i don’t mind,’ he shrugged, and you laughed out loud, making his dimples pop out as he sleepily giggled along.

‘please, that would be too much. i’m sure your legs are tired. besides, don’t think i’ll be able to go back to sleep. i feel wide awake now.’

‘honestly? same. i can make hot chocolate and we can go sit outside?’

‘sounds like a plan.’

.

sitting on the balcony on a bamboo chair resting in the corner, you stared up at the starry sky overhead. it was a clear night, the moonlight lighting dousing your skin in silver light, the soft wind kissing your face, sending a small shiver down your spine.

you heard a tap on the glass door and stood to slide it open, meeting with a smiley chris and two mugs of steaming hot chocolate.

‘your drink, madame,’ he said in the fanciest voice he could manage, placing the mug on the glass table between the two outdoor chairs.

‘oh why thank you, kind sir,’ you played along, sitting down to take a sip. ‘ah… man, you really make the best hot chocolate.’

chris let out a high pitched laugh, like he always did when he got complimented. ‘it’s an instant packet.’

‘yeah, but whenever i make it, it never tastes this good.’

‘what can i say?’ he shrugged cockily, ‘i have a gift.’

‘you really do,’ you mirrored his grin, holding his gaze for a little too long than you should, admiring how pretty he looked under the moonlight. ‘mmm!’ you tried to snap out of your thoughts. ‘look at how clear the sky is!’

‘hm?’ his eyes suddenly widened, head stuttering a little as he turned to look at the sky. ‘oh yeah. you can see all the stars. oh look! the northern cross.’

you hummed in question and leaned forward to look. ‘oh yeah… wait, you can actually see the whole constellation!’

‘the whole constellation?’

‘yeah. it’s an asterism—part of cygnus, the swan. look! you can see the wings.’

chris furrowed his brows and then gasped as his eyes finally noticed the stars forming a skeletal shape of a bird mid-flight. ‘wow. that’s so cool!’

‘right? and that’s another constellation called lyra beside it!’

.

time went by with the two of you stargazing and chatting until a comfortable stretch of silence bloomed, both of you sighing in peace and sipping your drinks. chris tapped his feet to rather fast beat, before moving in his chair a little and clearing his throat, catching your attention.

‘by the way… i wanted to ask you something.’

‘oh yeah? shoot.’

‘would you,’ he cleared throat once more, readjusting in his seat. ‘would you like to go out tomorrow– i-i mean today. since it’s already past midnight.’

‘yeah sure. where?’

‘no i mean–’ his voice faltered, and he fiddled with his thumbs. ‘like… a date…?’

your heart dropped, and then its beating quickened. pressing your lips in a lip to hide your smile, you leaned forward, resting your chin on your palm. ‘a date? like… a date date?’

he nodded, meekly meeting your eyes with a nervous, but hopeful glint, and you smiled.

‘mr christopher… are you implying that you… like me?’

chris sputtered a little, mouth opening and closer before he took a calm exhale and bit the side of his bottom lip, a smirk ghosting on his features. ‘i’ve always liked you.’

‘always?’ you faked a gasp. ‘that’s a biggg claim. and probably a false one.’

he let out a hearty laugh, turning his head to the side, eyes briefly scanning the skyline before returning to yours. ‘i’m serious!’ he exclaimed between laughs.

‘even when i spilled juice all over you?’

he pressed his lips together and chuckled. ‘yeah.’

‘and when i accidentally elbowed you in the nose?’

he winced a little. ‘yeah that kinda hurt. but yes. even then.’

your smile faded just as quickly as it widened. ‘even when i told you about my crush on that guy i met?’ his smile dropped a little too, an earnest look in his as he peered into yours.

‘yeah,’ he nodded softly. ‘even then.’

you felt guilt bubble up in the pit of your stomach, and you chewed the inside of your lips anxiously. ‘i’m sorry,’ you whispered, looking away.

‘what for?’

‘it was… a stupid way to get a reaction out of you—but you didn’t really act like you cared. and i know that it’s not an excuse but i’m sorry if it uh– upset you,’ you rambled, immediately regretting jumping to conclusions as you quieted down. just because he liked you, didn’t mean he cared enough to be hurt about you possibly liking someone else. but you did feel bad about rubbing it in his face. nobody would have enjoyed that.

a short silence loomed over you two, and you glanced over to see him already looking at you, lips pressed together in an obvious attempt to hide an amused grin.

‘so… what you’re saying is that… you did all that to make me… jealous…?’

‘n-no! i mean– okay maybe a little,’ you pinched your thumb and index finger together, closing one eye. ‘i just– i thought that maybe i was being too transparent about my feelings a-and you never really reciprocated and i didn’t want you to think i was obsessed with you or anything so i just–’ your babbling got cut off by a loud roar of laughter.

‘oh yeah, totally not obsessive to purposely wanna make someone jealous but constantly calling some random guy perfect, amazing, super hot and your favourite person,’ he said the last two words in a mocking tone, a look of disgust on his face, and you smiled a little.

‘well it’s not like it affected you.’

‘who said that?’ he knit his brows, looking a little offended.

‘so it did affect you.’

‘huh?’ he blurted out suddenly, noticing the mischievous sparkle in your eyes. he sunk a little in his seat, his ears changing colour. ‘m-maybe a little bit… didn’t like you calling him your favourite person,’ he pouted, small lines of discontentment between his brows, and you nodded in understanding.

‘what if i told you that whenever i was saying all those things about him… i was actually talking about you?’

chris quirked his brow. ‘i’d say it’s a little unfair that you used some other guy’s name instead of mine.’

‘aww i’m sorryyy…’ you pouted and stood up, immediately moving over to sit on his thighs once more, surprising him. he let out a disbelieving laugh, and you flashed him a cheeky smile.

‘hot chocolate,’ he warned, quickly placing the mug on the table before moving his hands to hold your waist and thighs.

‘no but, i really am sorry. i just didn’t know how to… deal with my feelings. and you’re really good at hiding yours.’

‘am i?’ he raised his brows. ‘i always thought i was a little too obvious.’

‘since when?’

‘since forever. how many people do i treat the same way i treat you?’

‘ummm… everyone?’

he raised his brows even higher, grip tightening around your body. ‘yeah? i stay up all night listening to everyone’s little stories about their day?’

you giggled. ‘yes. you don’t sleep.’

‘yeah but i’m usually doing something. not glued to my phone.’

‘how am i supposed to know? you’re always on your phone.’

chris clicked his tongue and shook his head. ‘not around you,’ he whispered with a gentle knock of his forehead against yours.

‘i– okay good point. but that’s just the polite thing to do.’

he shook his head again. ‘i leave my work just to talk to you because i need a break. you’re like… my energiser.’

you giggled. ‘okay i knew that. but i’m everyone’s energiser’ you leaned back and shrugged. ‘you’re not the only one to say that.’

‘who else is calling you their energiser?’ he asked, brows furrowed in playful suspicion, and you threw your head back in laughter, arms holding his shoulders for support.

‘why? you jealous?’ you teased.

‘um… yes? i think we’ve established that already.’

‘all of my friends say i bring them comfort,’ you simpered, knocking your foreheads, then simply resting your head against his.

‘hmm but that’s not the same,’ his hand squeezed around your waist. ‘for me… you’re like… a warm cup of hot chocolate,’ he said, and you little out a small noise of confusion. ‘i so much as think about you, and my whole body fills up with warmth—and i can’t help but smile. you remind me of every comforting thing in my life. you remind me of home.’

getting a little emotional, you pushed against his shoulders. ‘alright, stop. you’re gonna make me cry,’ you half joked.

chris looked at you with a fond smile. he wanted to say more—wanted to confess all his love. but it would be too much for one night. so, biting his tongue, he settled for simply bringing a hand up to your cheek, softly brushing his thumb across it.

‘you’re very pretty, you know that?’ he whispered, prompting you to look away shyly.

‘you know…’ you started, eyes trained on the swaying leaves of the houseplant at the opposite corner of the balcony. ‘you remind me of home too.’

plucking up the courage to look at him again, you held his lovestruck gaze, his pupils dilated, a shy smile spread across his lips.

‘yeah?’ he whispered, and you nodded.

time stopped for a moment and chris switched his gaze between your eyes and your lips. and soon enough, he was pulling you towards him, his lips brushing against yours, tentatively testing the waters. his fingers made their way to your jaw, stroking the soft skin with his thumb, eliciting a small sigh from your lips.

not able to wait any longer, you moved to press your lips against his. he leaned up, tilting your head a little as he deepened the kiss, hand grasping at your waist, pulling you just a tad bit closer. lips moving in synchrony, your hand travelled from his shoulder to settle at the nape of his neck, pulling him impossibly closer, unable to get enough.

after… however long it was (not like you were paying attention) you broke away to take a breath, forehead pressing against his. he took a deep breath and hummed, a satisfied smile on his face. ‘you taste like hot chocolate too.’

your head fell on his shoulder, body shaking as loud laughs racked through your chest. ‘shut up,’ you managed to slip out, hitting his body lightly as you felt your cheeks and ears heat up. chris giggled along with you, arms closing to hold you close in a hug until both you caught your breaths.

for a moment the two of you just sat there, basking in the warmth of each other’s embrace—eyes closed, breaths even, heart steady.

a comfortable silence stretched and bloomed before either of you decided to say anything, and even then, it was the sound of an oncoming car zooming by down on the road that really cued one of you to speak.

‘so,’ chris spoke up, rubbing circles on your frame. ‘you never answered.’

‘what?’ you mumbled against the soft skin on his neck.

‘will you go out with me?’

‘don’t we always go out? why do you need an answer?’

‘you know what i meannn,’ he dragged on, fingers moving to tickle you slightly, making you jump with a small yelp.

‘okay, okay. yes!’ you said with a small giggle, head moving back to face his. ‘but i’m expecting something special.’

‘you got it,’ he smiled, pecking your lips, and you gasped loudly when he pulled away, shocking him a little.

‘should we go ice skating?’

‘y/n, you don’t even know how to ice skate.’

‘exactly. you can hold my hand and teach me,’ you beamed.

‘you just want an excuse to hold my hand, huh?’ chris mumbled, leaning in to press a soft kiss against your lips, while lacing your hand with his.

‘i mean… you’re not wrong…’ your fingers tightened around his. ‘but i also just want to skate,’ you said with a little grin, making him giggle.

‘second date? i kind of had this whole dinner thing planned out in my head.’

this time it was your turn to quirk up your eyebrows. ‘so sure there’ll be a second date? we haven’t even gone on the first one.’

‘you’re the one who always tells me to be optimistic, yeah?’

you nodded with a giggle. ‘second date it is. i’m going to hold you to it,’ you pointed at him sternly before tapping his nose.

‘aye aye captain.’ you smiled and pinched his cheek, moving to get off his lap. ‘wait, where are you goingggg,’ he whined, holding your waist, pulling you closer.

‘spent hours sitting on your legs already. they’re going to get tired. i’m not exactly feather-light.’

‘they won’t.’

‘and what if they do? i’m not taking you out with sore legs.’ you kissed the tip of his nose and stood up with a small chuckle. ‘come on, finish your drink.’

chris flashed you a childish frown as he picked up his mug to take a sip, head snapping to the side to show his discontentment.

‘aw come on… don’t sulk.’

his pout only got exaggerated, and he shook his head like an angry toddler, making you laugh. you reached over to pinch his cheek, his expression remaining the same.

‘you’re so cuteeee.’

‘you’re not,’ he turned to look at you, frown deepening, lips pressed into a thin line.

‘later. i promise. i’ll give you all the cuddles you want.’

‘really?’ his eyes suddenly lit up, all the displeasure leaving his body, a smile creeping its way to his lips. you giggled and nodded, thumb stroking his cheek a little.

‘okay!’ he grinned, doing a little playful dance, sipping his hot chocolate. you shook your head, bringing your own cup to your lips, eyes trained on the pretty man before you.

he was like a warm cup of hot chocolate to you too—sweet, warm, irresistible.

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