But Oh For You , A Thousand Times Over

but oh for you , a thousand times over

It is like this love might have torn me , killed me from inside , made me cry my heart out but oh for you i would do it all over again. For you i will willingly choose this pain if it meant seeing you,being with you one more time .

Oh and the urdu version really did the justice to this with

Ranjish hi sahi , dil hi dukhany k liyee aa , aa phir sy mujhy chor kar jany k liye aaa.

Boring day, an unknown future, and an irregular sleep, the days pass and nothing new.

Mahmoud Darwish

ive seen tags like “rapekink” and “rapedoll” here (while searching for a tag related to “rape protest” for my last post) perhaps there is worse. i feel sick. i want to puke my guts out. because what the fuck? there are people out here not even normalising but straight up romanticising rape???? and that isn't even the worst of it, these are minor girls who are making these types of violent inhumane crimes into something to be desired. god knows how many depraved men are out there preying on these half developed girls and their vulnerability. ive seen teenage girls reading coleen hoover books where the author herself writes about domestic violence and abusive relationships, targeted demographic being teen girls who's brains are likely half developed and market it to them as romance, normalising it all. god knows how many coleen hoovers are out there feasting on their young brains and filling it with sick and twisted ideas of love and romance. it sickens me it all sickens me. the idea of violence towards women being romantic is something as bad as gore, porn should be banned and so should the online reading platforms like wattpad which encourage violence against women, stop romanticising it. it's not romantic. it is criminal. ban these pornbots, ban these porn accounts, please for the love of god humanity is dying.

I hate the way I give my all, Only to watch them let it fall.

I pour my heart, my soul, my care, Yet in their eyes, I'm never there.

I'm weary of this endless fight, Of giving love with all my might.

So now I close this open door, No one can ask for love anymore.

*boops your nose* Send this to ten blogs you think are lovely and deserve a boop on the nose!! 🥰

Mwaahh 💗

Nothing's more beautiful than listening to someone talk about their loved ones on and on for hours😩🤌🏼

Especially men in love ✨