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giving your dash a little clean

This is just a draft, an outburst if you dare say it, if you want to read it, of course. I had a writer's block recently. So... there you go! (PSA.: sorry for not formatting the text I just didn't want to leave you guys without something to read ♡ )

In the realm of words, there's an emptiness, a hollowness that speaks volumes. All I wish for is one thing – an apology. For those years when I wove beliefs into threads, tending to emotions in a friendship that never truly existed. You faded right before my eyes, making me believe it was my undoing. The punishment feels like a heavy load, the weight of past actions bearing down. It's funny how Taylor nailed it – turning 21 is meant to be electrifying. But here I am, harboring a growing distaste for the letter G, my self-assuredness shrinking with every stride towards forging connections. It's like everything is destined to end up like us.

I resent you for the scars that linger. Yet, words elude me, courage faltering, the knot in my stomach tightening at the thought of confronting you. I'm scarred, and your retribution? It's an eternity spent with your own reflection.

I'd never enact what you did, never don that icy indifference. My fabric is different, woven with compassion and care. I navigate friendships with eyes wide open now, the aftermath of your words lingering like a storm that nearly rewired my thoughts.

But let's get something straight – I'm not recreating your script. I won't be that person, not after witnessing the pain you dished out. Lessons learned, I approach interactions draped in empathy and understanding, not the dismissive chill you carried. Your maze of words altered me, but not to mimic your indifference.

My soul in crushing under the weight of the unrequited love I feel for hope.

Helen Oyeyemi, from White is for Witching

My 4ever ♡

She's my sister, and there's nothing you can say about her. Argue with your mom.

I would do everything in my power to see you happy, but I can't give you everything. So seeing you happy with what you conquer is a gift for me.

a lovely conversation between me and belle

like or reblog. enjoy babies.

I'm doing good I'm on some new shit...

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I'm having terrible headaches, but I hope to get better soon, don't worry (said the person who has an audience of 2 ghosts) I'll leave prepared posts. lyasm xx. see you soon !

𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘰’𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘴 𝘨𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘰𝘰𝘯𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴

1989 Taylor's Version out on October 27th!

Sabrina Carpenter performs onstage during the "Taylor Swift | The Eras Tour" at Foro Sol on August 26, 2023 in Mexico City, Mexico.

A Golden Era. For sure. STUNNING!

Selena Gomez promoting her new "Single Soon" merchandise

I'm pretty excited about Selena's dropping new music, I don't have strong opinions about "Single Soon", but back to the point, it's like something shifted in how I see her. Back in 2013 and 2014, she was all pop singer vibes, right? Good for You, Same Old Love and Hands to Myself.

Now, though, it's a whole different story. It hit me during the Revival Tour and her career break – she's way more than just that pop label. Not that it's a bad thing – it's just different. I've always seen Selena as a complete artist and I've always seen her more genuine side, but after the documentary I think it clicked for me.

Especially when she started prioritizing her mental health. She's not just performing; she's really into her well-being and growth. It's like she's stepping off that cookie-cutter music path and doing her own thing, which is pretty cool. And the acting? It's been part of her since she was a kid – think about "Ramona and Beezus" back in the day. It's like she's unlocking this new side, that was always there, and I'm here for it.

In a recent interview, she even mentioned that acting might be where she truly identifies. That's a big deal, you know? As much as I'm curious about how her sound's evolved, and i would love a new full album, with a more mature style, 10 years after Revival. I'm also loving how she's diving into what she's passionate about. She's not that teen sensation anymore – she's a full-grown woman chasing her bliss. And her dedication to "Rare Beauty" and the "Rare Impact Fund"? That's seriously inspiring.

So yeah, while I'm stoked for her new music, I'm equally excited to see her rock the acting scene and keep making waves with Rare Beauty and the impact she's making. It's like watching an old friend spread their wings and totally owning it. I'm loving the 3rd season of OMITB but I think I'll make a post about specifically about the show later.

the eras tour + polaroids pt.4 (x)

Sukkiri (2012)

Hey there,

So, here's the scoop: I've been pulling some serious late-night sessions, pondering conversations I wish I'd had, puzzles I wish I'd cracked. And guess what? I've turned all those thoughts into poetry, and I'm ready to share it all with you. The inspiration? Well, Taylor Swift's "Midnights" album hit me like a lightning bolt, and I bet I'm not alone in that feeling.

Introducing "Tales at Midnight: Echoes of Friendship and Redemption." Yup, that's what I'm calling this rollercoaster of emotions. These sporadic drops of heart-to-heart chats and introspection will be hitting my blog. Get ready whoever you are, to dive deep into the words that kept me up all night, the thoughts that danced under the moon's glow.

Why? Because I believe these verses might just resonate with you the way "Midnights" resonated with me. So, buckle up, friends. We're in for a ride that's all about exploring feelings, chasing redemption, and finding the hidden stories that make us who we are. Pack your bags, fasten your seatbelts, and let's see if my words can touch you half as much as that album touched me.

Meet me at Midnights.