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Soo I Was Watching The 12 Ep Of Trigun Stampede And OMG ITS SONIC FROM B.B.B.!! (Blood Blockade Battlefront)

Soo I was watching the 12 ep of trigun stampede and OMG ITS SONIC FROM B.B.B.!! (Blood blockade battlefront)

And I'm shaking rn omg omg

Soo I Was Watching The 12 Ep Of Trigun Stampede And OMG ITS SONIC FROM B.B.B.!! (Blood Blockade Battlefront)

#and them announcing Meryl Thompson!?!?!? I cant see her character!!!!

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2 years ago

If u can ...mmm can u do like ... Basycally they are in a fight (Vash,Wolfwood and you) there are many gunshots but in the end wolfwood and Vash beat the criminals thinking that it was ok and fine but then they hear gasp and "g...guys..." as they turn they saw y/n shaking looking at them with one hand holding the bullet wound in the chest,the other full of blood, then they fall on their knees and they panic,crying saying that it hurts, saying that they don't want to die,so they clench on him, then Vash trying to stop the bleeding?

U can put like some reassuring Vash and wolfwood saying that help his coming,crying and all that,also the bullet was out and leaved a huge gap?

U can be as detailed as possible or put so much pain yada yada,blood and all

I'm gonna read the writing u did now

I absolutely love this idea. I think I'll need some fluff or something other than angst after this though lol. I love angst but too much and I'm burnt out for sure.

PLEASE STAY --- Vash & wolfwood

If U Can ...mmm Can U Do Like ... Basycally They Are In A Fight (Vash,Wolfwood And You) There Are Many

SUMMARY: Everyone was in check right? They got all the bad guys. Everyone was okay, right? Seems they've sadly struck an unlucky mine.

Warning: Blood, hella angst

NOTES: I'm leaving this written as is, sorry but I just can't find it in myself to write the ending at the moment. I would have written it later then posted it but I figured I'd get this out the way first.

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"Was that the last one?" Nick turns to Vash with his cross ready to fire again. Taking a simple glance around, Vash nods his head with a small smile.

"Yeah, that-" Vash is cut off by a loud gasp. Turning to look behind him, his skin grows ice cold. Both men swear they can feel their hearts stop when they look. On your knees you shake and shudder in fear, blood spills over your hand from where it clutches your chest tightly. You can't feel it but the blood is so warm against your skin and the bullet in your body feels so cold.

"G... Guys?"

Nick's cross falls to the ground with a loud thud as he rushes to your side, his hands clutching your shoulders as he looks you over. "Oh god." He stammers. The cigarette delicately placed between his lips falls between his knees, he can feel you shaking in his hands. A spike of panic rises in his chest and his throat squeezes. Behind him, Vash watches the scene unfold in horror. Frozen in place, his heart pounds in his ears. Was this happening?

"Fuck! Make it stop, make it stop! It hurts, fuck it hurts!" You clench your eyes shut in pain. The initial shock has worn off leaving you stripped bare to the pain settling in your bones. If you could dig yourself a hole and never come back, God you would. Fisting Nick's shirt with a scream, you slip against him, your forehead resting on his shoulder.

"I'm going to die. I don't want to die. Nick, I don't wanna die." If there's anything 'The Punisher' should be well versed with, it's death. This, he knows better than anyone. Watching the light fade from someone's eyes as they shudder their last breath and slump limply into the ground. He always watches nonchalantly, not a single emotion stirring inside his chest. But now, it's burning alive with fear and anxiety.

"Vash! Do something!" The death of another has always been inconsequential to him but as you shake and sputter in his arms, blood gushing from your chest while you scream in pain, he feels a switch inside of him flip on like a light. After all these years, it's finally coming back to bite him in the ass.

Vash appears beside him with a torn flap of fabric from his cross cover. Pulling you away from his body he tenses, watching you limply flob around like a discarded rag doll. Vash leans forward, his arms wrapping around you to tie the cloth around your chest. The hand covering the wound falls limply at your side as he tightens the cloth down. Vash extends his arms to take you.

"c'mon, c'mon..." He urges Nick to pass you to him. As gently as he can, Nick places you in Vash's arms bridal style. "It's going to be okay. Don't worry. I've got you now." Vash takes off running, leaving Nick to hurriedly gather his cross and join the chase.

"Just how do you think we're getting help?" Nick asks as he finally catches up to the blonde. He's pointedly staring ahead, his eyes fixated on the closest running truck.

Coming to a stop at the door Nick pulls it open and raises a gun to the driver. "Get out or your next."

Eyes wide with fear, the driver dies out of his seat and onto the dusty ground. Taking his cross he throws it into the bed of the truck and rushes to the other side, where he climbs into the driver's seat and waits for Vash to settle in. The moment that door closes, the tires are kicking up dirt.

"There's a doctor at the far end of town. Hurry." Vash tells him as he looks down at you in his arms. Your shaking profusely, your hands reaching to tug at his jacket. The world around you feels like it's frozen over and it's hard to keep your eyes on anything. "Vash... I'm cold. Please..." You whine. He hushes you. "Don't worry." Carefully his arms slip from underneath you to slide his coat off.

"Just relax." The coat drapes over your entire body and surrounds you with a shield of warmth but it's not enough. It feels like Ice is still building in your veins. Everything going on at once is running your body thin, making your eyes grow heavy and sleep weight in the back of your mind. No matter how hard you peel them open, blinking holds them shut while you struggle to wake back up.

"I can't keep my eyes open." The truck slows to a stop and both the doors fly open.

"Don't fall asleep!" Nick yells as he reaches your side. Still in Vash's arms you struggle to open your eyes again, something calls to you in your head. It begs for you to succumb to the darkness but you refuse.

"Keep your eyes open. Look at me." Vash begs.

Running into the building, Nick rushes to the front desk. "We need medical attention right now. There's been a bullet wound to the shoulder and they're losing conscience." He stammers.

The woman behind the desk stands and runs to Vash's side. "Come with me baby." She places a hand on his back and hurriedly pushes forward towards the operating room. Behind them follows Nick who struggles to keep up. The woman is talking to you, lightly slapping your face to keep you awake. It works for the most part but you can't bring yourself to move. You've lost too much blood.

"Emergency. Coming in!" She yells holding the door open to usher them in. The doctor perks up at the four of you entering. Upon seeing you he frowns and gestures for you to be laid on the table. Gingerly, Vash places you against the cold bed, his coat still covering your shivering body. He watches in horror while the lady starts to guide him away from you, pushing back against her he watches you turn to look at him.

"Please stay."

The door shuts in his face and for the first time, Nick watches him crumble to the floor; his head held in his hands while sobs wrack his body. The ever joyful, Vash, was crying.

Nick couldn't find it in himself to keep watching, just hearing Vash cry was enough to make his own eyes water. Turning away to leave, he pulls a cigarette from its pack and brings it to his lips. As he walks away, he starts to hope that you'll recover quickly, that way he won't ever have to see you like that again. Looking down to slide his cigarettes in his pocket he finds his suit covered in your blood. You lost so much... A blood transplant was surely needed. Between him and Vash he wasn't entirely sure if either of them would be of use in that matter but it darkens the sliver of hope in his heart.

Stopping him from straying any further away is Vash's hand around his wrist. Just as Nick turns to face him Vash hugs him tightly. Sobs still fall from his lips and blood covers his entire torso. He doesn't bother to offer any comfort to the blond and instead allows him to cry to his heart's content against him. There's just not enough energy for him to care for another person besides himself.

2 years ago

To all the wolfwood simp,kin ...

Listen to me

To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...

Your my friend now

To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...

If you're like this when u see wolfwood:

YOU'RE LIKE ME!

To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
To All The Wolfwood Simp,kin ...
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2 years ago

THANK U !!!! ๐Ÿ’•๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’“๐Ÿ’ž

THANK U !!!!
THANK U !!!!
THANK U !!!!
THANK U !!!!
THANK U !!!!

Can I request gojo satoru and kaito with a depressed reader?

And they have an argument an the boys accidentally says something mean at their s/o

So the reader thinks that they are a burden for them so they write a goodbye letter ,u know what I mean, and the boys finds it when they want to apologise, u can decide if it can end bad or happy with fluff

a/n: hii! thank you for the request! I don't know like anything about kaito so I'm not going to write for them, I hope that's okayโ™ก I hope you like this! and my rule for hurt fics is to always finish hurt w comfort :D (I can't handle angst)

cw/tw: hurt/comfort (angst to fluff), sensitive topics kind of, crying, gn!reader, making up after an argument,

english isn't my first language so I apologise for bad writing

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arguments with gojo satoru were heated, the constant bickering went on for hours and hours and he could be a real asshole when he wanted to.

the current argument had already been going on for a few hours and you could see no end to it. it all started when gojo got home, he had a hard day and was looking forward to spend the evening with you.

but when he got home, he couldn't see you anywhere. he walked around the house a bit before finding you laying on your couch, sleeping. he was upset, he thought you'd make him dinner.

so when he woke you up, you could smell an argument incoming.

-

"it's not my fault you're so goddamn lazy, (name)! you never do anything for me, god, it seems like I'm the only one who actually cares." he spits out.

"I care! and I do a lot for you, you just don't-"

"it's all my fault? you know, if you didn't want to be with me you could've just said that. you don't even try! you're so hard to deal with."

"satoru you don't get it! I'm trying, I really am, I'm doing my best!"

"well you're not doing enough!" he yells before storming off. you can hear him taking his keys and jacket, then the door opening and closing.

you process it for a while before you feel tears threatening to get out of your eyes. and you let them.

this was not your loving boyfriend. the man who you just argued with was so different from your gojo satoru. your gojo satoru understood you, he helped you. your gojo satoru would never yell at you nor blame you for not being able to do the same things other people do.

were you really that hard to deal with? so hard to deal with that he forgot all about your struggles? you didn't like the fact that you struggled, even less when it was with daily situations. your boyfriend had been understanding of you so what changed now?

you walk to your room, taking a piece of paper and a pen and begin writing a letter. if he thought you were hard to deal with, you would make it easier for him and leave.

you set your letter on the kitchen and go back to your room. you take a bag out of the closet, messily putting some of your stuff in it.

gojo comes back home exactly 7 minutes after you left. he calls out your name, hoping you'd answer and maybe come greet him even though you two had argued.

but you don't answer him. he's frustrated but he wants to find you and talk it out.

he walks into your shared bedroom and he feels his chest tighten as he sees the messy state of the room, seeing most of your things gone. he shakes the uneasy feeling off. maybe you were just renovating the room.

but as he searches more of the house, he sees more of your stuff gone. he walks to your bathroom and he sees your towel gone. he rushes to the living room and notices your books being nowhere to be seen. panic is taking over him now. you could have not, you wouldn't leave him, he thinks.

he runs to the kitchen. it looks awfully clean and untouched compared to the other parts of the house. the bouquet of roses he got you a few days ago had a piece of paper next to it.

he quickly takes the paper in his hands, scanning through the writing. he recognizes your handwriting. the ink is mixed on some parts of the paper and he's not stupid, he knows you cried while writing it. he starts reading it.

"dear satoru, I'm sorry for our argument. I should've noticed how much of a burden I was for you. I'm sorry to have forced you to stay with me."

he panics more. he didn't mean what he said but he knows you're not like him. and god, you never forced him to stay with you. he stayed because he loves you.

the letter continues:

"I never wanted to make you feel like this and I'm sorry to have done it. I've decided to end your suffering of dealing with me. thank you for everything, with love: (name)"

he doesn't believe himself. how could he have made you feel like this? he doesn't see you as a burden, hell, he thinks he is the burden. you've never actually made him feel that way.

he feels guilt sting his chest. he needs to find you and apologize to you. so he runs back to the door and puts his shoes on.

-

he's been looking for you for hours. anyone else would've stopped already, it's getting late and dark and it's raining a bit.

but he doesn't care about any of that, he needs to find you.

he gets close to a familiar park and decides to run through. it was the park where he confessed his feelings towards you. he doesn't know how, but suddenly he is in front of you. you are sitting on the park bench; the bench where he confessed to you on.

it's raining but he could see your tear stained face. and you aren't wearing the warmest clothes there is either; just a t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants.

he takes his jacket off and wraps it around you before he kneels down and looks into your teary eyes. he doesn't know where to start.

"(name) I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean any of the things I said. I don't know why I said them but I shouldn't have because I don't actually think the way I said.

I know you try. you're doing so well, I'm really proud of you and I really didn't mean when I said that you're not doing enough. you are doing so much more than enough. you're not hard to deal with, you're the best that's ever happened to me." he rambles.

you look at him and sigh. "I don't know, satoru. you really hurt me. I thought you wanted me to leave-"

"absolutely not, (name), I love you. I don't want you to leave, never."

you're quiet and he extends his arms, asking you to hug him. he's looking at you with a sad smile, trying to show that he really is serious right now.

you're still mad at him but you need comfort too, so you rush into his arms. he wraps his arms tightly around you and rubs comforting circles on your back.

"there." he whispers into your hair. "I love you."

"I love you too, satoru, even though you're an idiot sometimes." you say with a soft smile.

he laughs. "you want some ice cream? my treat, of course. I'll buy you the whole store if you want, I'd do anything for you.

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I don't really like this but I hope you enjoy it anyway skjfhdsjfh

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2 years ago

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May I ask for a request for spike x reader?! Reader is quite a soft person by nature & tends to wear their heart on their sleeve but most of their life was surrounded by people who saw such traits as a weakness. They feel no one truly understands them and feels a bit out of place, so they tend to daydream a lot. But Spike, despite being a rugged bounty hunter, ends up loving those very traits about them ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฅบ

A Dreamer's Doo-Wop (Spike Spiegel x Reader)

๐—”/๐—ก: ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—ด๐—ผ! ๐—ถ ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฑ๐—ฎ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜๐˜†๐—ฝ๐—ฒ ๐—ผ๐—ณ ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฑ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐—ฎ ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ฝ๐—ฎ๐˜€๐˜ (๐—ฐ๐—ต๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐—ธ ๐—น๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐—น๐—น๐˜† ๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜† ๐˜€๐—ฝ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ณ๐—ถ๐—ฐ ๐—ถ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐˜๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜ ๐—ต๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ฎ ๐—บ๐˜‚๐˜€๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—น ๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ถ๐—ป ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐—ป๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ ๐—Ÿ๐—ข๐—Ÿ) ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ป๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜„๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฏ๐—ฒ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ถ๐—ป๐˜ƒ๐—ผ๐—น๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ!!! ๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐˜ ๐—ถ ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ฝ๐—ฒ ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—น๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€! ๐—œ'๐—บ ๐—ฎ ๐—ฏ๐—ถ๐—ด ๐—ฑ๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ฑ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—บ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ ๐˜€๐—ผ ๐˜๐—ต๐—ถ๐˜€ ๐˜„๐—ฎ๐˜€ ๐—ณ๐˜‚๐—ป ๐˜๐—ผ ๐˜„๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐˜๐—ฒ

๐™’๐™–๐™ฃ๐™ฉ ๐™ฉ๐™ค ๐™ง๐™š๐™–๐™™ ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ง๐™š? โ‡’ ๐™ˆ๐™–๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง๐™ก๐™ž๐™จ๐™ฉ

๐™Ÿ๐™ค๐™ž๐™ฃ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™™๐™ž๐™จ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ง๐™™ ๐™จ๐™š๐™ง๐™ซ๐™š๐™ง?

๐™—๐™ช๐™ฎ ๐™ข๐™š ๐™– ๐™˜๐™ค๐™›๐™›๐™š๐™š?

May I Ask For A Request For Spike X Reader?! Reader Is Quite A Soft Person By Nature & Tends To Wear

Itโ€™s not unusual to find you here.

ย  Itโ€™s a seat in a corner, by a window. The big window, as you and Ed (and now the entire crew), have taken to calling it. For the longest time when it was just him and Jet and their empty pockets, this seat went unnoticed. Forgotten about. Gathering and gathering dust and cobwebs and all sorts of lonely things like it just never existed. And then things happened, and suddenly one day after a trip to Europa- thereโ€™s you. And now, thereโ€™s you in your favorite spot. The seat by the window. No more dust. No more cobwebs. He used to think of it as lonely. But now when he sees it?ย 

ย  He calls it home.

ย  Of course, he doesnโ€™t use it as often as you do now that youโ€™ve joined the crew. Everyone who calls the Bebop home has spent a moment or two sitting in that special place of yours- but itโ€™s still yours. Itโ€™s always going to be yours. So itโ€™s not unusual to find you there. Sitting in it comfortably for hours and hours to no end. Itโ€™s not unusual to find you like this at all.ย 

ย  Starring outside the window, gazing at the stars. A blanket you took from home draped over your legs and a few pillows you bought from a market on Mars a little after you joined the crew. Youโ€™re thinking about something. Itโ€™s written all over your face, even though you have it half turned away from him. Still, he can tell. After all this time living with you, he knows. One hand on your chin, supporting your head as your distracted eyes look at all the world has to offer you. The other hand, down by your waist- absently stroking a sleeping Einโ€™s fur as the dog curls up in your lap without a care in the world. He sees it too clearly. Thereโ€™s something on your mind.ย 

And heโ€™d be lying if he said he didnโ€™t want to find out what.ย 

ย  โ€œHey,โ€ Spikes murmurs quietly, trying not to break the peaceful atmosphere you created for yourself. He stands right by the entrance to this room, leaning against the wall to give you all the space you needed before he draws closer to you. But perhaps, it was too quiet of an attempt. You make no move to show that you heard his voice. Your fingers never stop making their way through Einโ€™s fur for a moment. Nor does your mind ever seem to have stopped moving to register his words. Youโ€™re off in your own little world. Distracted, as usual. But that wonโ€™t stop him from trying to find you- where you drifted off to this time.โ€œYou there, sweetheart?โ€

ย  Sweetheart.

ย  It wasnโ€™t supposed to happen. In fact, he had been trying to keep that from happening for so, so long. And yet, the nickname slips out so easily. Almost as if it was second nature. But again, you donโ€™t seem to hear a word that had been said to you. You just donโ€™t.

ย  Still, that does little to stop Spikeโ€™s cheeks from growing warm and his overall embarrassment from that small moment of no composure. His saving grace is that youโ€™re still looking at the stars. Still stroking Einโ€™s fur. Still off in your own world. He could only imagine your reaction to something so bold coming from him. You wouldnโ€™t have been able to handle hearing something so intimate. Hell, youโ€™re hardly able to handle a compliment from anyone on the crew- especially from him. But maybe thatโ€™s why he canโ€™t help but call you sweetheart in his head whenever he looks at you.ย 

ย  Maybe thatโ€™s why he couldnโ€™t help but call you that out loud too.

ย  Out of the corner of his eye, something shifts. For once, he decides to take his eyes off of your face to follow the movement that his mind only vaguely registered. Luckily, he doesnโ€™t have to shift his gaze far. In an instant, heโ€™s able to tell that his eyes caught on Ein moving around in your lap. He was freshly woken up from slumber- his look complete with a silent yawn and a sleepy gaze that peered out at Spike and stared deep into his soul.ย 

ย  And like any normal person, he stares back at the mutt, giving it the glare he could muster. And hoping that this will be the day the stupid dog finally takes the hint. Spoiler alert: he doesnโ€™t.

ย  Instead, the dog just continues to look and look and look at him. With that stupidly annoying cute little doggy face of his- Spike doesnโ€™t blame him for staying put. Even though Ein is now fully awake, your fingers never stop running themselves through his fur in that steady, constant motion of yours. Your eyes are still looking out. Your gaze is still far away. But Ein makes no move to get off your lap. He makes no move to give you space. No move to give your hand a break. No move to stop selfishly taking up your precious time and energy when you should be spending it on-

ย  Okay, no.ย 

ย  Spike isnโ€™t jealous of a dog.

ย  ย Heโ€™s not. He canโ€™t be. But just because heโ€™sย notย jealous of the dog doesnโ€™t mean he canโ€™t acknowledge when something is unfair. For example, Ein taking all your time is unfair. It leaves you very little time for yourself, in Spikeโ€™s opinion. Or Ein always wanting to lay near or on you is completely unfair too. How are you ever supposed to be alone like that? How are you ever supposed to sit down and be comfortable with a tiny, four-legged, foul-breathed space heater that is always trying to be in your space-

ย  He pauses his thoughts for a second. For two. For three. Perhaps four. And then, he sighs.

ย  โ€œWhat the hell is wrong with me?โ€ He canโ€™t help but mutter under his breath with a shake of his head. A thought he doesnโ€™t mind sharing with the near-empty room- even if youโ€™re not even present enough in the moment to hear him. Because heโ€™s not looking for an answer or a response. Heโ€™s not even looking for acknowledgment. Because at the end of the day- heโ€™s far too busy for something of the sort. โ€œSee what you do to me,ย sweetheart?โ€

ย  Heโ€™s far too busy, looking atย you.

ย  Youโ€™ve barely moved an inch and yet youโ€™ve captured all his attention. You havenโ€™t said a word, yet his ears are tuned in to hear you and you alone. Before meeting you, he didnโ€™t he would ever fall in love again. Before meeting you, he didnโ€™t think he was evenย capableย of falling in love ever again. But things change. Things change, and now there you are- looking out that stupid window, while petting that stupid dog and sitting in that stupid seat in the corner as your mind swirls around with those big, beautiful thoughts he knows youโ€™re having at this moment and somehow heโ€™s still standing here in complete silence watching you. Somehow heโ€™s still hoping for the chance that youโ€™ll notice him competing for your attention. Waiting to meet your eyes. Waiting to hear your voice. To see your smile.

ย  Somehow, heโ€™s inย love.ย 

ย  He didnโ€™t think it was possible. Completely, wholly, fully in love. With a person so soft and so sweet he drives him insane. Because youโ€™re so different from him. The type of different that makes it hard for him to think around you. The type of different that makes it so that all he can think aboutย is you.ย Youโ€™re not like the people he meets in this world. Youโ€™re not like any of them. And he knows that people like you are the first to get hurt. The first to get their hopes dashed. Their dreams ruined. Their lives stolen.

ย  But he also knows that itโ€™s getting increasingly hard to think about living in a world without you in it. So hard, that he swears heโ€™ll do everything in his power to make sure it doesnโ€™t happen. That itย neverย happens. Never. Even if means he has to survive a universe where all you do is look out at the stars and think. Even if means he has to learn how to thrive in a world where all he can do is watch you from afar.

ย  And think about what it would be like if he just hadย you.

ย  So heโ€™ll admit it. Heโ€™s jealous of the dog. So, so jealous. He is. Heโ€™s jealous of the dog, and deep down inside of him, he knows itโ€™s stupid. He knows itโ€™s dumb. But he canโ€™t help it. He just canโ€™t help but fall victim to that feeling. Heโ€™s jealous of the dog. Heโ€™s jealous ofย Ein. Just like heโ€™s jealous of that little seat in the corner that you built up for yourself. Itโ€™s a place you find soย safe. So wrapped up and warm. Itโ€™s a place that makes youย happy- he canโ€™t help but wish it were him. Heโ€™s jealous of the stars outside the window. How they capture and keep your gaze for hours upon hours. Showing you a beauty heโ€™s not sure he could ever give you. Not while his hands are still stained in blood, at least.ย But most of all?

ย  Heโ€™s jealous of all the thoughts swirling around your head. So, so jealous.ย 

ย  So he hopes for your sake, theyโ€™re beautiful. Things that are more beautiful than the stars. Things that are softer than the clouds. Things that are somehow sweeter thanย you.ย And he hopes for his sake?

ย  That your thoughts find a way to include him too.

2 years ago
Here's Clover My Original Oc From My Original Modern!Trigun Au

Here's clover my original oc from my original Modern!Trigun au

She's 4 year old,very curious,energetic,can photosintesize in sunlight and clovers will grow around them,she can sometimes act like a cat (because she loves them so much that she want to be like them)

Livio and Vash are godfathers to her,Knives and Vash uncles figures,Roberto grandpa figure,Milly and Meryl sisters/aunts figures (they will spoil Clover so much hshshsh)

i will add Legato and the others characters too im just having so many ideas with this im srry


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