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If You Guys Are Up For It Can You Reblog With Your Star Sign, Hogwarts House, And What Element You Would
if you guys are up for it can you reblog with your star sign, hogwarts house, and what element you would bend? im tryna see something
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BAEKHYUN, so sweet like CANDY đc(âă âđŹc)
a sneak peak into the concept of the next series... đ€«đ€«đ€«
coterie: the pen (2/2)
gang!x1 x fem!reader
synopsis: youâre an ordinary girl, with an ordinary life. but what happens when you catch the gang that is famous for keeping their deeds under the table, in action?
coterieâs masterlist can be found here
pairing: cho seungyoun and y/n
a/n: mild cursing, so proceed with caution. stay safe and healthy, everyone~
the next morning comes bright and early, and you must admit, you had trouble waking up due to the fact that you almost finished one of the books you picked up the day before. you started reading it and somehow it was 3 in the morning, and you had to force yourself to close the book. miraculously you managed to make it out of bed on time, and you sauntered over to the library, your laptop tucked safely into one arm as you swung open the door. you made your way to your desk, and set down your things. I could go for some coffee right about now, you thought and rang soonja for your coffee. âmr. cho asked for your coffee a few minutes ago, he wanted both to be dropped off at the library. would you still like for me to send one in for you?â you raised your eyebrows and truth be told, felt your heart beat a little faster. âoh? then in that case, please just bring both of them up, donât worry about the second one. thank you.â it seemed minutes later, seungyoun walked in, followed by soonja with your coffees, the smell now permeating throughout the room. âgood morning, y/n! I hope you donât mind, but I asked soonja to bring in both of our coffees together,â seungyoun sheepishly grinned, to which you shook your head, smiling. âitâs no big deal, sir. thank you, soonja, for the coffee!â she set down the respective beverages before giving you a small bow and retreating from the library. âyou donât have to be so formal with me, y/n. you can call me seungyoun,â he said, before taking a swig from his mug. âokay, si-seungyoun. thank you for the coffee, I really needed it.â and he chuckled a little as you proceeded to start your work-filled day with a cup of coffee, face turning a light shade of pink.
generally, your day-to-day routine remained the same. you would go to work, where seungyoun had your and his coffee, and you would begin looking through cases and making case briefs which you would later file so that theyâd be easy for him to find, in case he needed to reference them. sometimes, seungyoun would have you stop what youâre doing and review something for him while heâd step out momentarily. youâd work through the day, then get back to your room in the evening, before repeating the cycle the next day. every once in a while as the both of you work away, seungyoun will start conversation, and itâs just about random topics. one minute, you guys will talk about what flavors of ice cream are superior, to why you think youâre a slytherin and heâs a ravenclaw. one day while you were having one of said conversations, and the topic of music comes up. âI listen to a range of music,â you tell him as you staple papers. âI guess it really just depends on my mood... I could be listening to classical music one minute, then rock music that goes hard the next, so itâs unconventional, but I enjoy it.â seungyoun nods, and proceeds to ask you who your favorite artist is. âactually, this one guy appeared on my grid a few weeks ago, and Iâve started to listen to his music a little more. his name is woodz, and wow, Iâve never heard a voice like his before in my entire life. and his lyrics are so heartfelt, you can tell heâs genuinely modeled his lyrics from his own experiences and stories. strange thing is now one has ever seen him or anything like that, and as far as I know people are dying to get a glimpse of him .â you look up from your busy hands, to find seungyoun studying the open air, eyes narrowed in focus. as you fell quiet, seungyoun was snapped out of his trance, blinking rapidly, before turning towards you. âIâm sorry, I zoned out there for a second.â and part of you wanted to ignore it, but your curiosity got the best of you. âis something the matter, seungyoun?â you noticed the hesitation looming in his eyes, as if he was contemplating something and finally, with a sigh he looked towards you, âactually, thereâs something I wanna show you.â he stood up from his seat, and motioned for you to follow him. he leads you out of the library, and you follow him, going down a set of stairs, before eventually making your way to an eerily dark corner of the mansion. he reaches a room, placing his hand on the doorknob, and turns to look at you, who still has no clue about whatâs going on. âwhat I am about to show you is private, and only the other members of the gang know about this.â you nod, his serious gaze making shivers run down your spine. he opens the door.
inside the room looks like a recording studio. and youâve only ever seen them in movies and tv shows, never in real life, but itâs how you would think it looks. a dim room separated by a door and a glass window, displaying a stool and a microphone, lit only by the singular bulb sitting right above the apparatus. on your side is the computer, keyboard and a bunch of other sound machines more recognizable to anyone more familiar with these instruments than you. âitâs a recording studio,â seungyoun tells you. âwhenever I have time, or when Iâm feeling inspired is when I come down here. I write lyrics, or I make a beat. sometimes, Iâll even get to record it.â he looks over to you, who is still admiring the room, taking in all the details, your mouth slightly ajar. he chuckles softly, which catches your attention. your eyes move to his smiling figure and you feel embarrassed. âIâm sorry, Iâm just a little taken aback. Itâs my first time seeing anything like this in person.â seungyounâs got a look in his eye you canât quite understand, but that thought fades away fast, as he moves forward to sit on the chair, pulling you along with him. seungyounâs hand is slightly calloused, albeit warm and his hold feels secure. that notion leaves you as quick as it came, leaving the back of your neck feeling warm. he sits, before pulling a stool over, for you. âof course, the others know about the studio, but Iâve never let any of them listen to anything before,â he tells you. âwhy not?â you ask and his gaze suddenly falls to the floor in utter bashfulness. âwell, I have uploaded a lot of my music, and it has gotten attention, but I donât know, I guess Iâm just shy...â he lets out a small sigh and smiles at you, sadness looming in his grin. your heart ached at his immediate change in demeanor. âsorry, I didnât mean to throw that weight onto you,â but you interrupt, shaking your head. âdonât be. sometimes you need to let things out, so donât apologize. and I appreciate that you want to share your music with me, but if you still feel uncomfortable, you donât have to-â and he cut you off, âbut I want to. I donât know why, y/n, but I feel like I can trust you with this. Iâm not doing this out of obligation, I genuinely want your opinions.â and with that he exhaled and muttered, âhere it goes.â
within the first millisecond of the song, a pang of familiarity hit you. one second, two seconds, three. youâre amazed because youâve heard this song before. realization dawns over you, and you turn to look at seungyoun, whoâs got a small smile on his face. âyou.. youâre... woodz?â there was definitely a lot going through your head, but the first thing that managed to escape your mouth as he slowly nodded was, âholy shit, you rock, dude.â seungyoun, shocked by your reaction, laughed loudly, covering his mouth as the corners of his eyes crinkled up, shaping them into crescents. you, who were still starstruck, leaned back, your hands in your hair, until you forgot that you were sitting on a stool, which didnât have anything to support you. âwhoa,â slipped from your mouth, and before you hit the ground, that same warm hand protected you from the hit, strongly gripping your waist, before gracefully seating you back up. âyou okay?â seungyounâs voice rang, but all you could hear was how loud your heart was beating. âyou have caused quite the commotion in the music industry, and Iâve read the comments everywhere. they all love your music, and youâve got tons of supporters, including me. I instantly felt like I could relate to your lyrics, and youâve made some sick beats, and just everything, wow.â you started to ramble, and seungyoun felt embarrassed but strangely, hearing your feedback was all that mattered in that moment. and you guys sat in there for god knows how long, just talking about his music, to his musical journey. you learned that since college, seungyounâs had a knack for mixing tracks and creating music, to the point where professionals had reached out to him, to ask if he wanted to make a career out of it. but, he ended up choosing law over music which is a decision heâs glad he made, but sometimes, when a piece of him regrets turning down those offers, he comes down here, and creates masterpieces (which is what you would call them) instead. from that day forward, the friendship between the both of you grew a lot stronger. you and seungyoun were almost constantly hanging out, even out of the library. you guys ate together, worked together, and heâd often take you to the recording room, where heâd have you listen to demos and ask for your advice about what needed some tweaking and what you liked. slowly, you started breaking out of your shell more with him, and although he wasnât aware of it, seungyoun was too and he was glad to have you in his life.
you continued to your daily routine, as always, and one day, you walked into the library and were surprised to see seungyoun sitting at his desk with someone sitting across from him; an older man, with a head of gray and blonde hair, and they were speaking in a language you couldnât quite understand. you greeted the two men and as soon as he noticed you, a grin formed on his face, contorting in a way that made you tense up. you turned around to sit on your desk, not failing to notice the gaze of the man, which seemed to ravish at the sight of you. you felt extremely uncomfortable, tucking your legs under your desk; you thought you dressed appropriately for this job, nothing too short or too tight, but the way the manâs eyes traced down your body and the way his tongue poked out to wet his bottom lip caused you to nearly fall grabbing a nearby sweater to wrap around you. seungyoun noticed your actions almost immediately. why were you wearing a sweater in the middle of summer? he followed your fearful eyes to the man in front of him and his jaw clenched at the sight. he cleared his throat, which caught both yours and the manâs attention. âIâll have you know, mr. santos, that if you are here to work with me, then you will keep your fucking perverted gaze off of my assistant. she should feel safe in her workplace and if you canât let that happen, then Iâm not afraid to take the matter into my own hands. got it?â seungyounâs voice dropped a few octaves as he spoke, the man grunting and muttering under his breath. seungyoun looked at you, and said, âsorry for not telling you about this, y/n, he was supposed to come in next week. you can leave if youâre not feeling comfortable, and Iâll call you back once heâs gone.â your shaky gaze went to seungyoun and you nodded, letting a breathy, âthank youâ escape your mouth before you briskly exited the room, and headed back. your heart was thumping, and the image of seungyoun speaking to the man in such a harsh manner wasnât leaving your head. the scene was replaying over and over and before you knew it, you were startled as your phone rang. âthe guy left, I made sure of it. you can come back now, if youâd like.â and so you did. the atmosphere in the library was an odd one; you and seungyoun both typed away, tension heavy in the air. âsorry about that,â seungyoun broke the silence. âmr. santos wanted us to hold some money for him here, and I wanted to deal with any legal matters, should he rat us out. he said he was coming in next week, but he happened to be in the city yesterday, and decided to extend his visit. heâs a jackass on his own, but he shouldnât have made you feel that way. Iâm sorry again.â you bit your lip, exhaling before turning to look at seungyoun, and you said, âthank you. I donât know what you told him, but I had a feeling it was reprimanding him for how he made me feel, so I just wanna thank you for that.â seungyoun looked up at you, and studied your features for what felt like an eternity. finally, as if he came to some conclusion, before getting up from his desk. he approached you and offered you a hand, which you timidly took. he gently pulled you out of your seat and held a strong grip on your hand, leading the way. âwhere are we going?â you passed your room, and his, and were far from the recording studio. seungyoun reached a door, and when he went past it and turned the lights on, you realized you were in a garage. cars were lined up neatly in two uniform lines. keys hang on a holder by the door, and seungyoun picks one and unlocks a car: itâs a black Maserati, and turns to you and says, âplease get into the car. Iâll explain everything to you.â and so you do. you donât question it because in the weeks youâve grown to know seungyoun, youâve also grown to trust him.Â
you sit in the passenger seat, watching as seungyoun drives you from the house down a road, for a while. you donât ask him where you are going, rather you take in the grey, bright sky. âlooks like itâs gonna rain,â you hear seungyoun say. you turn to him briefly, your eyes skimming over his features and you reply, âthey say that rain is a sign of good luck.â and before he can further the conversation, one drop of water hits the windshield. before another. following another. and then it starts raining, but itâs not the thunderstorm kind of rain, rather itâs the kind that makes you want to turn off the lights, and get into your most comfortable clothes, and take a nap. the urge to fall asleep takes over you faster than you thought, and it seems as though itâs only been a few minutes, but you feel a gentle shake and you hear your name being called. you groggily open your eyes and rub them, adjusting yourself in the seat. âweâre here.â the rain has stopped, although the sky looks about the same as before. you turn your attention to seungyoun, who opens his door. just as your hand reaches out to copy his action, he says, âlet me,â then steps out of the car, and walks around to open the door for you. you swing your legs out of the car, and he offers a hand that you take. you walk when seungyoun walks and stop when seungyoun stops. you find that you are standing on a deck, that overlooks a body of water. itâs the kind of deck that the older people will walk on in the early hours of the day, or where grieving people may come, with bags of a couple green bottles. âI come here to clear my head sometimes. Iâve actually been coming here for a few years now; whenever thereâs something bothering me, or if thereâs any ounce of regret in me, or even just when I need to be alone, I come here,â seungyounâs voice interrupts your thoughts. he turns just enough to point out the warm grey, wooden bench. âI sit here, and close my eyes, taking it the sounds of the water and feel the breeze against my skin.â and with that, he rotates completely to sit on said bench. he pats a spot next to him for you. you situated yourself next to him, and looked at him, only to find his gaze on you.
âso, whatâs on your mind?â you ask, perching your elbow against the bench and leaning your head against your palm. seungyoun hunched his shoulders a little, his head falling in thought before he took a deep breath. âfirst, promise that you wonât react till the end.â this is the first time youâve heard seungyoun speak with any nervousness. you nodded, âokay, youâre making me nervous. is everything okay?â a seriousness grows in seungyounâs gaze, and he breathes out, âI didnât like the way santos made you feel today. I saw it all. after you left, I taught him a lesson. what I did to him doesnât matter, but I told him we wouldnât hold his money and he would need to find someone else. and thereâs no way heâll try to sabotage the gang, because heâs in a very tight place right now. the point is I wonât do business with anyone that I donât respect, and he lost all my respect the minute he looked at you like a piece of fucking meat.â you tentatively placed your hand on his knee. âI told you earlier, itâs okay,â but seungyoun huffed angrily. âitâs not okay! I wouldâve killed him, really. I know youâre strong because you handled the situation well, but me? when it comes to you, y/n, youâre...â and he looked into your eyes, searching for something. âIâm what, seungyoun?â you softly said, moving closer to his face subconsciously. his eyes flickered between holding your gaze and running over your mouth, before he said, âyouâre my weakness.â and thatâs all it took for him to close the distance between the two of you, pulling you close as he kissed you. you let out a quiet gasp, before your hands went to cup his face. seungyoun pulled you closer by the waist, the bench only making the both of you contort in a weird way, and yeah it was uncomfortable but you both wouldnât wanna be anywhere else. when the burn started to grow in your lungs, only then did you pull away, breathing hard. your eyes found seungyounâs and you wrapped your arms around him, pulling him in for a hug, which he gladly reciprocated. âI like you, y/n,â he says into your hair. âyou are one of the few people I can truly be myself around, and we had this connection, you know? I know you felt it too, and I have been proven right,â he chuckled as you nudged his hip. âwhat Iâm trying to say is along the line, youâve made me a happier person, and all I know is that I want you to be around for a long time.â you pulled back to peck his cheek, âI know, seungyoun, because youâve made me feel the same way. I found myself slowly being more and more gravitated towards you, and I couldnât have had it another way.â seungyoun smiled genuinely, and brushed the hair away from your forehead, before smirking, âwhat do you say I take you out tonight, as an official first date?â you grinned widely, âIâd like that a lot.â
a/n: aaand thatâs a wrap on seungyounâs storyline! I have to say, it took me a while to figure out where to go, so I really hope you all like it! since there are only four more left, I will just go in the order that I had originally. unfortunately, iâve started losing motivation to continue the series quite rapidly, so I donât know how often updates will be for coterie. and as always, thank you guys for all the love and support you have given this series, and thanks so much for waiting patiently! stay safe!
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i just wanted to let you know that you're a really talented writer and i never get tired of reading your work. thank you so much for putting so much time into writing fics that many people can enjoy! i hope you have a great day today
thank you so much for this, dear anon! I have had an unfairly stressful day and this made up for it all! Iâm really glad you enjoy reading my works, theyâre all for you guys! Â
overall, I cannot express how much it means not only to myself but to other writers when people send messages like this. this was so kind of you, so thanks again <3Â