Actually Am Still Very Bitter And Salty About Club Penguin Shutting Down. Its A Grudge That I Still Have

actually am still very bitter and salty about club penguin shutting down. its a grudge that i still have that i would forget, but once remembered, reignites like a spiteful fire. can't believe it's gone and has been replaced by its money-grabbing counterpart "club penguin island". gosh *they're* greedy. iykyk. the game holds a special place in my heart. the nostalgia and simplicity of life is what kept its charm. although it doesnt have much of things to do, i was able to rp there and play with friends. augh... i stil remember blueberry, idk why but she's one of the closest friends i had in cp and i dont know where she is now, but i hope she is doing well xoxo wherever you are bluberry (with some numbers i think, idk i forgot KLSDFLG) hiya! hope youre doing well :D

anyway, just wanted to rant because i just remembered club penguin again since i wanted to listen to pony town music and its music kind of reminded me of club penguin (its serene, simple + nostalgic music). tbh, ponytown is the closest i'll get to clubpenguin, but oh well, at least its ran by trustworthy people xoxo [i hope i dont eat my words actually KASFLHDGLF]

Bothering the beast

beep beep sometimes when you have been in survival mode for a long time the parts of you dedicated to Wanting Things atrophy and you forget how to envision a future that feels rewarding because you are busy with the business of staying alive, and it can seem like your life must be pointless because you can’t imagine any long term goals. sometimes even when you leave survival mode you can’t remember how to Want Things. that doesn’t mean you need to give up on having a good and fulfilling life, it just means that Wanting Things is a muscle you need to gradually strengthen. the part of you that has dreams and aspirations is still there, it just fell asleep, but if you wiggle it enough it can and will regain feeling. it’s okay to start small

Dear Princess Celestia,

I learned nothing. 🤡

(hah, okay back to using non-real people as reference, temporarily at least, i think,,, hopefully,,,,)

was testing if i could turn my phone into a drawing tablet. turns out you could, but it's a learning curve to which i think i could master if i do force myself to actually learn it. BUT since im lazy, i just stuck to using a mouse as drawing (which funnily enough, i used to struggle drawing with it,,,, guess using it for so long trained me-)

if youre also wondering what app i was using, it's called virtual tablet on both pc/laptop and mobile phones. i watched a tutorial andddd they said connecting to the internet thru the app is recommeded, but am skeptical of giving away some certain infos that i just decided to use bluetooth (which works fine too, but idk if its as effective and the one affecting my performs WKAEFSLGDS)

𝐻𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 𝑉𝑎𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠! 🩵🧡

Prolly late but oh well; did a sketch of my two ocs Blue and Laqueta! They quite have an angsty lore, but i think they deserve some fluff and smittened-dances >:3 as if one of them didn't betray the other one unintentionally and caused to topple a course of dominoes to beautifully yet tragically bind them together as healed wounds revert back anew and fresh—

Yes. Much fluff. Total fluff! :> Also look! Diamonds! [ᴀʟsᴏ ɪɢɴᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀɴᴅs ǫᴡǫ]

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help,,,, idk what happened