I'm So Mad. I'm So Beyond Frustrated. I Want To Start Hitting These People Back. I Want To Spew My Own

I'm so mad. I'm so beyond frustrated. I want to start hitting these people back. I want to spew my own vile words. I want to point my finger and throw wild accusations. I want, I want...

Everything I want will not do anything for Tae. It will only continue this endless cycle of hate and nastiness within our fandom spaces. I really want to be that bitch, hiding behind my keyboard of anonymity throwing stones at anyone saying anything mean and vile, and straight up lying in the name of just pure black hearted-ness. But I won't. I think my love for Tae and, by extension, those he loves is far greater than that pearl of darkness that wants to grow.

I love his happy, shy smile when a member comments during his live. I love the way he makes grown men (and women) melt when he's around them. I love his absolute desire to throw himself into his present hobby, be it house decor, dog training, or language skills. I love his relationship with music and how he has always shared that with us. I love that he would bring the moon to his Jungkookie if only to help him achieve his dreams of performing there. I love the way he always becomes so small in his Jiminah's arms. I love his utter look of contentment and love when he is with his members, and they are all joyful. I love that he can bring me to my knees with just one smoldering look from his hypnotic eyes. And that he can drop yet again with a goofy face. I love the way he loves. I love, I love...

I'm not a writer or a poet, and I find myself wishing I was so much better with words to describe all the things I love about him. The list is endless. So maybe if I have the time, I'll make some regular/daily posts trying to express that.

Friday feels like I'm missing him.

Seeing these two versions of Tae today is wild! I love them both 🥹 I haven't had the chance to watch the new episode of AYS yet, but it's on the agenda for the weekend.

Taehyung is a fashion icon, but my favorite thing to see him wear is a grey hoodie. 🫦

Bread and How To Enjoy It

The bread:

How to enjoy it:

In this house we love carbs! 🥰

Type 1 has been a dream 🩶 I'll never tire of seeing him happy and joyful. I'm forever grateful that he shared these moments with us, especially at a time when I'm missing him bad. The world keeps turning, but my love for him is constant.