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Occasionally write oneshots/drabbles
Heat/rut concepts
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Non con/rape
incest (possibly step-siblings)
age-play
Tf is a piss kink?
Kinks and fetishes scare me
Bimbo/dumb reader
Not a huge fan of human!reader but will do it if asked..

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I tried lol but yea I plan on making another part soon..maybe in like a day or two..
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Pairing: Neteyam x fem!Omatikaya reader
Warnings: slight cussing, angst, childhood friends, unrequited love, miscommunication trope, friends to lovers, one sided pining, she fell first he fell harder, jealous neteyamđ€(uses of y/n)
Synopsis: neteyam doesnât know how to feel when he finds out his close friend/eye candy is slowly moving on from him and leading to him confessing.
A/N: donât know how to feel about this one I was kinda high when I finished it lol so weâll see if that did us justice.. sex education s2 reference.. also not proofread

For the past few weeks Neteyam has been noticing you havenât been coming around as much as you used to which was rare since you are consantly around.
Whether itâs too join kiri with the daily tasks you both shared, hunting with neteyam, or just tagging along with loak to whatever mischief he can find. You were always right there.
Your almost convinced that the sullyâs are tired of your constant presence so you always remind yourself to not be so nosy and give them their space.
After all, years after trying to get a certain someoneâs attention was clearly going nowhere and you were tired of giving signals just for them to always go unnoticed.
Neteyam is a very oblivious Navi but he also has many good qualities to him that is what attracts him the most to you.
His nobility and determination to prove himself worthy amongst the clan, his natural desire to excel at things so he can be reliable clan leader.
His attractive personality was undeniably alluring which kept all young girls in the clan enticed in a trance.
You didnât know exactly what would catch his attention.
You tried just about everything, to offering him cut up fruits during training, to crafting him armbands with emerald green beads woven in. You felt so foolishly in love with him.
You even tried to outdo all the other girls so that he would surely pick you but he never did.
You were so desperate.
You tried to involve yourself with what he enjoys doing. Hunting, fishing, ikran riding, you name it. Not to mention shamefully embarrassing yourself in the process.
No matter what you do though you feel as though he will always see you as a friend nothing more.
Whereas where neteyam stood was with you completely although he was to nervous to admit it his true feelings.
He was too afraid of you rejecting any idea of a future with him; so he decided to keep his mouth shut for now.
Unbeknownst to your internal frustration.
You eventually gave up trying to give anymore signals, fully convinced that your efforts of interest were depressing at this point. He had many women pining after him anyways you figured he wouldnât notice.
~time skip~
It was a blissful day as every other and you were waiting for your mother to finish your hair so you can go harvest fruits with kiri and tuk.
When she said something that caught your attention.
âSo Iâve been meaning to tell you something maâiteâ
Your look up at her as she continues with her rant.
âRaiâukâs parents have been asking your father and I if you would want to go on a hunt with him, maybe get to know him a little better?â
It came out more as a question which made you want to immediately say no but you knew that you could only avoid this for so long given that the whole time you were showing interest in neteyam, she was waiting for an opportunity to bring up you finding a mate.
Since neteyam wasnât taking an interest, you had no choice but to start looking for other suitable mates within the clan.
And in this case you had to oblige this offer.
After another day you suddenly found yourself in Raiâukâs company.
He was nice to say the least certainly not neteyam but he was tolerable and could hold a conversation for the most part. He is a exceptional warrior in the clan and has great hunting skills.
You did it for you mother really, she wanted you to be more social in a sense to be more willing to find a mate at a early age just like she did with your father.
You donât know how to feel but you obviously didnât want to disappoint your family so you just go with the flow.
Mother says, â youâll learn to love him.â
During communal dinner you usually sat next to neteyam usually talking to him about his day and trying to scooch yourself close enough to where both of your knees were touching.
But, today he noticed after a few minutes that your usual spot stayed empty and instead kiri came and filled the gap.
His brows furrowed in curiosity as his ears perked up and his eyes wandered to all nearby surroundings trying to spot you.
Until he spotted you with him.
He didnât know why but the minute he saw you with him his heart began to race.
Why werenât you sitting with him? Was he why you havenât been coming around as often? When did you start talking to him? More importantly why didnât you tell him?
So many questions filled Neteyamâs head to the point he felt it might explode.
His ears twitched and his tail flicked annoyingly behind him to which kiri noticed and followed his gaze.
âOh yea y/n parents made a new arrangementâ
His eyes now darted over to his sister, why wasnât he made aware of this? When did this happen? If y/nâs parents made this arrangement and she was unhappy with it, why didnât she show it? Did she like him?
So many thoughts ran circles in his mind before his eyes caught a glimpse of you scooting a bit closer to Raiâuk to where your knees were touching, just like you did with him.
He felt an uneasy feeling at the pit of his stomach seeing you show the same simple acts with another that was your usual with neteyam.
He always had felt your presence next to him during meals so when he saw you so close to another made him jealous.
The tuft of his tail gently rising, he stared in your direction until loak came to sit down next to him making him snap back into reality.
âWhat are you looking at bro?â
He pinched his eyes together as if it would help him not see the situation and directs his head towards his little brother.
âNothingâ He exclaims letting out a sigh.
Loak was one to witness how you acted around his brother ever since you all were little. He also took notice of how neteyam was when you were around.
You always coming over for to play with him and his sister but always had lingering eyes for his older brother.
You were the only girl that really hung out with the sully children since childhood, so with that neteyam never ever minded your presence and found himself craving more of your attention the more you guys grew up.
It was obvious that you had such as huge crush on neteyam. So you didnât know why he just ignored all of your signals unless he only saw you as a friend.
Even loak didnât know why neteyam wouldnât want to court you now that you two were older while it was still obvious that you still had feelings for him.
Until loak saw you with Raiâuk, he knew that it was likely that it was not your choice and more of your parents.
But he also couldnât help himself from rubbing it in because his brother was too much of a skwang to admit his feelings.
âLooks like sheâs found someoneâ he exclaims hands squeezing his shoulders and slowly jolting him forward.
Neteyam lets out a frustrated hiss and harshly swats his hands aways, getting up quickly and walking away leaving both of his siblings dumbfounded.

Moons past of you spending more time with Raiâuk, and to say neteyam having been jealous would be an understatement.
The way that even when you briefly came to stop by for kiri or loak you didnât even bother to greet him anymore.
The sudden change in the way you didnât even bother with him anymore. Like he never even once mattered to you.
It was driving him crazy knowing your attention wasnât on him anymore. But instead another man.
What did Raiâuk have that he didnât? He was an exceptional warrior and the youngest to complete his iknimaya at that.
He didnât know why you were suddenly drawn to him.
But all he knew was he was willing to at least talk about with you, maybe then you will understand that he reciprocated your feelings all along and to forget all about this skwang.
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After all day of waiting for training to be done and for his father to give him a opportunity to bail he eventually did with intentions to immediately find you and talk to you.
You had finished all your tasks patiently waiting for your sister to do the same, so you can hand her over to your parents and take off with kiri and loak to go fly.
You hadnât even noticed neteyam approaching if it werenât for your sister.
âWatch out the mighty warrior looks like heâs walking with purpose.â She says humorously.
You had stepped aside so you can get out of his way. When you felt his hand pull you back a bit and kept itâs hold on your wrist. âY/n I have to talk to youâ.
He gave a brief description and didnât really give you enough time to respond before you felt his tug your hand as a sign to follow him.
After a few minutes of just continuous walking you were growing curious and impatient as to why he was taking you so far and for what, he made it seem like it was the most serious thing in the world.
âJust tell me neteyam, is this about kiri?â
âNoâ he said shortly, if he was being honest he couldâve stopped anytime he wanted but he still trying to figure out how he was gonna spit this out.
He didnât know how you would react to this now that you obviously now started something with Raiâuk but he just couldnât keep this from you anymore.
He led you to a secluded spot in the forest, eyes gazing all around the treeline to make sure you were alone before speaking.
His eyes meet the ground as silence fills the air surrounding you and all can be heard is screeching ikrans in the far distance.
âI messed up with youâ He looks up at you with his desperate amber eyes.
âWhatâ you innocently say scrunching your eyebrows.
âThereâs a time where I thought maybe you liked meâŠ.and I liked you back..and I got scared so I didnât tell you how I feltâŠ. and then you met Raiâuk.â
He felt a familiar tightness in his throat similar to when he gets reprimanded by his father and feels himself wanting to cry. He hated hearing himself say how hurt he was.
âItâs really hard seeing you with him everyday.â
Your donât even know how to process his words, you find yourself breaking his gaze and looking at the forest floor as if it was suddenly so interesting.
âW-Why are you telling me this now. âyou manage to stutter out not wanting to bare anymore silence. Confusion plastered on your face.
He lets out a deep sigh knowing that his confession was probably soon going to be lead to rejection but he didnât care. His hand finds a place on your arm gently pushing it back to make you face him.
He scanned your face noticing the sudden change of mood as expected but he was overcome with nervousness.
âBecause itâs true.â his hand comes up to the edge of your shoulder.
Your eyes constantly dart all over the ground as your face turns a bit angry and your ears pin back. An evident frown on your face appearing.
You let a few moments of silence pass before he speaks again, âwhy do you look angry?â His hand leaving your shoulder and going back to wrist.
He frigidly says not aware of the effect of his words on you. You had worked so hard to look past him to forget all about the advances you once had the effort to make.
Why now would he say this? If he would have said this a month prior you wouldâve been thrilled that he would have finally noticed you.
But now.
Now that you had taken an interest in someone else for a change and he now says all of this. had you not given him countless chances?
âBecause neteyam that- that not fair, I liked you I really liked you I fucking turned myself inside out liking you.â You look everywhere else but at him out of irritation.
âYou did like me.â He says softly, eyes widening at confession you made yourself.
You gaze up at him swiftly, âyes of course I didâŠand now your telling me you felt the same.â
He tripped over his words but managed to find them.
Uh- yea I..was confused.â His heart felt like it was going to break this was worse than what he imagined, in all aspects, he figured you would forget all about Raiâuk and his unimportant advances.
He expected you to fall at his feet like all the other women did in the clan.
But you were very different, very stubborn.
âI made myself get over you neteyam, this would be unfair to Raiâuk.â You shake your head and back up from him.
Neteyam feels utterly crushed that in the time you spend with Raiâuk, you were acting like youâve known him as long as you did neteyam and it made him jealous beyond belief.
âI donât know what you want me to say, were you expecting me to forget all about Raiâuk because you finally noticed whatâs been obvious for years.â
He doesnât know how he should answer, he doesnât have an answer. He just shamefully looks at the ground blinking profusely as to not let the tears fall.
âI should head backâ you say wanting to create as much distance as possible. You start to turn around and walk back in the direction you came. His grip on your wrist was still there and lightly tightened keeping you in place.
âY/N Iâm really sorry I made things like this, I just didnât know how to tell you, and I waited too long.â
You nod your head already wanting to be done with this conversation, âI need to thinkâ was all you managed to quietly say one of your hands coming up to your neck, and rubbing it out of nervousness.
You were conflicted this was the man you wanted all your life, but this was such a inconvenience now another was involved and you had to worry about his feelings as well now.
His grip on you loosened as you walked past him, and into the greenery of the forest. Your mind still freshly thinking of his burden of a confession.
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the struggle is real
Itâs Oct 10âŠ. âïž
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Pairing: Neteyam x fem!Omatikaya reader
Warnings: angst, childhood friends, miscommunication trope, friends to lovers, one sided pining, she fell first he fell harder, depressed neteyam, heated kissing, fluff, (uses of y/n)
Synopsis: After Neteyamâs confession doesnât go as planned, it is clear you need space to think, before you make your decision.
A/n: sorry for the wait.. I got writers block and school stuff got in the way so yeah.. also didnât know how I was gonna do this part but I think I got it down now..

It had been weeks since you had spoken to neteyam that day in the forest.
It was eating away at you, his confession was too much for you to handle.
You didnât even know how you would gather the courage to talk to him, you loved him, yes.
But this was such bad timing.
Even when you had left with loak and kiri to fly they had noticed your change of mood, one that wasnât displayed on your face earlier that day.
âWhatâs wrong y/n?â Kiri exclaims her concern and itâs written all over her face how worried she was.
âNothing..Iâm okay.â you try to say calmly as to not show any suspicion, as they both looked at each other with a look, you tried to act normal after that but it was hard not to show any emotion about the fact that their brother was the cause of your mood.
Two weeks passed of avoiding him everywhere you went, you would avoid certain parts of kelutral so even you wouldnât visit the sullyâs hut anymore to specifically avoid seeing neteyam.
He felt like he was losing his mind, maybe he shouldnât have told you anything. But at least you knew how he felt.
His parents have even noticed his change of mood as of lately. âMa Jake have you noticed something off with neteyam?â
âNoâŠwhy?â He turns his head towards her with furrowed brows.
âIâve been noticing heâs staying out longer than usual, and his ears are always down.. I feel like somethingâs up with him.â
âHeâs probably just going through a phase of something.â Jake brushes it off. âNo itâs not a phase jake you need to talk to him.â She states.
âAlright, Iâll talk to him.â He replies, with a simple nod to his wife, giving her a kiss on the cheek before making his way out of the mauri.
Later that day he had pulled neteyam aside from training when he noticed exactly what neytiri was talking about.
He was hurting, emotionally and mentally he felt lost without you. This was the most distance that has ever been between you both in your years of friendship.
You had always been on speaking terms, so when you werenât it wasnât the same. He felt so empty and it was beginning to show.
He was overworking himself constantly to get his mind off of you, not eating or talking as much.
Jake walks to the edge of the treeline past some shrubs and foliage and instructs his son to sit on a round boulder.
âWhat is it boy, whatâs on your mind?â Jake says as he leans his back on the rock.
Neteyam hated crying but his feelings were too bottled up inside him, he just had to let it out.
âItâs Y/N I waited too long to ask her to be my mate.â He chokes out holding back tears.
Jake was taken aback at his burst of emotion. He must have been kept this bottled up for some time to have a reaction like this.
He kept such a facade on all the time, taking himself too seriously because he was held up to a very high standard as to being the firstborn and the next to become oloâeyktan.
His only weakness was you.
âWhat happened son?â I didnât know you had a thing for y/n thatâs great.â
Neteyam shuts his words down, âIt doesnât matter now. I missed my chance, Raiâuk wants to court her and Iâm not sure what sheâs gonna say.â Neteyam says doubting that you would give him a chance now.
âOkay, well you said he âwantsâ to meaning hasnât yet, you still have a chance son, you just need to let her know how you feel.â
Neteyam takes in a hitched breath from the excessive crying,âI did but itâs complicated dad she was waiting for me to choose her..and I never did.. Iâm such a skxwang for waiting too long.â
Jake quietly chuckles to himself hearing his first son go on about his teenage feelings about a girl, reminding of him and how he was younger and first met neytiri.
He knew you since you were a child, as a young girl you were always welcome to their home. Neytiri took a liking to you immediately since you were such a gentle girl with a kind heart.
He didnât know about his sonâs feelings for you though, and in order to be of any help he needed to know the details.
âWhen did you say this to her, what did she say back?â putting a hand on his shoulder in attempt to comfort him.
âLike two weeks ago, and she said she needed to think about what I had said to her.â He says sniffing and wiping a tear from his face.
âOkay, well think about it this way neteyam, she said she needs to think about it, that doesnât necessarily mean you lost your chance.â
Neteyam turns his gaze to meet his fatherâs in response to his words.
âSheâll come to you on her own when she wants to talk, if she really wants to work things out with youâŠyou just need to be patient and give it time.â
âOverthinking wonât solve anything.â
Neteyam heard his fatherâs words and nodded at his words as to take them in almost to get a better understanding.
âHead home son you did enough work today.â
It was quite rare for Jake to let him go home early, but he figured to cut his son some slack. Regardless neteyam was thankful, and had now had a change of mood to come at his situation a different way.
You on the other hand, had wanted space from Raiâuk as well mainly because as he was handsome and all he is also very dull and doesnât really have much personality to him as neteyam does. You told Raiâuk that you needed space as well.
You were questioning if Raiâuk was the person you wanted to spend your life with. You were much more comfortable with neteyam having known him since you were both children.
It was obvious who you were going to choose.
Later that day you had made up your mind that you were just going to talk to neteyam and say how you really feel, not what you want to feel.
But what you actually feel.
You let a few hours pass and it was already going to be time for communal dinner.
The last few days you were sitting with kiri and loak. Neteyam sitting not to far from his siblings stole a few glances at you, how you were so naturally yourself with his siblings that you never wouldâve guessed that all these things that were said just between you and him.
You too stole glances and wanted nothing more to speak to him but your own stubbornness didnât allow you too.
Until today, you couldnât let yourself get in the way this time.
After mostly everyone had finished most of their meals, everyone hangs around just talking.
Loak and kiri were bantering about whatever sibling antics they were occupied and thatâs when you got up before you could have the chance to overthink.
You had made your way to where he was hunched over talking to one of his friends.
His friend saw you coming before he did. Instantly pointing your presence out which caught neteyamâs attention. You clear your throat briefly, âIs it okay if I speak with you neteyam?â He looks up and for two weeks your eyes were finally on him.
He was a bit caught off guard cheeks heating up at the sound of your voice, nonetheless he nervously took your hand as you led him the forest.
You had already played out in your mind how you were going to tell him, that you chose him.
That he was always the one you have been undeniably in love with.
You strided the forest with confidence, neteyam behind you admiring the way your hips moved when you walked. You stopped a bit further in the green foliage.
âNeteyam I have thought about what you said to me, and how insensitive I was about your feelings.â
âI was only frustrated with my feelings I didnât take consideration of your own.â
â itâs okay y/n, you donât ever have to apologize, I dropped all of my feelings on to you, it was reasonable to be upset.â He looks down for a brief moment.
You take in his words but donât get the chance to respond because he follows after with, ây/n I need you to know that I love you, that I will always love you.â He looks up as to show how serious he was. You heart swells with emotion at his words.
Choosing neteyam was always easy for you, he never wanted to hurt you in any way, and youâd be lying if you said you didnât love him back, so you tell the truth.
âI love you too neteyam, more than anything.â A smile creeps on his lips as you said the words he thought he never would hear. He steps closer to you and grabs your hands in his.
â I donât know how I managed to keep my feelings for you hidden for so long, I was so stupid before, but please let me show you that I will be better for you now.â
âPlease give this a chance.â
You felt heat in your cheeks rise up in your face as you rub the back of his hand with your fingers.
âPlease be my mate y/n.â
You dreamt of the day he would ask you this, the day he would take your hand into his and ask you to spend the rest of your life with him.
You place your hand on his cheek and smile at him, you answer his question by crashing your lips on to his, his eyes widen at the sudden kiss, but flutter close as he loses himself in your taste.
He moves his hands to your waist pulling you closer into him, deepening the kiss you felt his tongue slip between your lips until eventually they went farther the more eager he was getting.
You break the kiss briefly to breathe, the silence in the air filled by you two catching your breath.
âI would love to be your mate, neteyam.â You say in between pants.
He looks at you with lustful eyes admiring every freckle on your face, he couldnât believe this was happening that you loved him unconditionally.
he cups your cheek in his hand and smiles eyes darting down at your lips, before he leans down and gives you the most slow intimate kiss ever.
You have the familiar feeling of butterflies in your stomach mad you feel like folding again.
A/N: kinda want to make a part 3 to this possibly where they are further in their relationship but weâll see.. hope you enjoyed and thx for reading.đ€