Like Thissss, Do Your Research Before You Call Someone Out
like thissss, do your research before you call someone out đ
I'm so confused cause your blog says 18+ but you're writing about and reblogging stuff about a 14 year old? Like Luke is a whole ass child.
aht hes actually 19 nice try tho!
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campfire games
luke castellan x reader - percy jackson and the olympians

[established relationship, fem!daughter of ares reader]
summary: bets are fun, until they arenât. youâre fine though. luke knows youâre an absolute badass.
warning: pushy male behaviour, suggestive comments, swearing, bets, threats, assault (physical), sexual harassment.
word count: 1.6k
(help iâm writing too many of these but this is the only other good one also feel free to leave requests yall iâm on summer break i have so much time and need something to do đ€©đ€©)
(also i am still in love with luke castellan thank you very much I CAN FIX HIM PLSSSS)
(also very sorry to anyone named andrew it was the first name i thought of)
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there wasnât much that your siblings in the ares cabin liked more than winning capture the flag, but watching you tear down another boysâ ego was definitely one of those few things.
campfires were great for many reasons. singing, marshmallows, gamesâand bets. when chiron and mr d. turned in for the night early, something that rarely happened, the bets would come out. guys would try and talk to you, your siblings would intercept them, find out what they wanted, then place bets among themselves and with other campers as to how long it would take you to tear them down a few notches, or, on occasion, tear them a new one.
clarisse patted your shoulder as two of your brothers talked to another camper. âincoming.â
âdetails?â you picked at the chipped red polish of your fingernails.
âson of apollo. been here for about two months. andrew. something about wanting to go on a date with you and thinking youâre prettier than the aphrodite girls.â she rolled her eyes. âhe tried it on with me before and doesnât like taking no for an answer, so break his spirit completely. or, you know, his bones.â
you saluted her teasingly. âyes, maâam. you can count on me, sergeant.â
she patted your shoulder again with a joking grin. âgood on you, private. godspeed.â
with that, she left you sitting alone.
well, not really alone.
luke castellan had somehow ended up as your bodyguard in all of these cases. probably something to do with the fact that youâd been dating in secret for the last three months. you werenât a huge fan of keeping your relationship a secret, but when youâd told clarisse, she told you that her and your other siblings wanted to keep making easy money, and betting on me was the best way to do that. since everyone thought you and luke hated each other anyway, it was easy enough to keep it up, but as your mocking remarks turned to teasing, then to flirting, it was getting more and more difficult. and as he was getting more attractive each day, it was getting harder not to kiss him in front of everyone at camp.
you swivelled in your seat to look up at him. he was sitting three rows back, almost hidden in the darkness, a distinctly put out look on his face.
âyou hear that?â you asked with raised eyebrows and a grin on your face. âhe thinks iâm prettier than the aphrodite girls. when have you ever said that?â
âi told you youâre prettier than a model one time and you punched me,â he said dryly. âand then i said you look like a goddess while fighting and you punched me again.â
âin my defence, i did hate you at the time.â you shrugged. âgot my back?â
âalways.â he said seriously.
you grinned and winked at him as you turned around, waiting for the newest idiot to come annoy you.
luke had, once upon a time, been one of those idiots in your mind. he irritated you to no end. he was better than you at sword fighting, so you bested him at everything else. he was more popular than you, so you became one of the most well-liked people at camp. all of your attempts to break him down, however, only made him fall in love with you. now, there you were, wishing you could be sitting beside him instead of waiting for some loser to come annoy you to death.
ây/n, hey.â andrew said, sitting next to you, probably a little too close.
you looked over at him. âandrew, right?â
he nodded, his smile widening as you knew his name.
you sat up straighter and scrutinised him, looking him up and down. âyeah, you look like an andrew.â
you heard luke hide a laugh in his cup behind you.
andrewâs face fell a little, but he regained it quickly. âheard you were one of the best fighters in camp.â
âi am.â
âthatâs pretty cool. i mean, i can help you become the best if you want.â
âno, i think iâm okay.â
âcome on, i mean, everyone needs to improve. even the self-proclaimed best. bet iâm better at archery than you at least.â
you looked over at his smirk and had to stop yourself from smirking too. this would be too easy. âno. thanks, though. iâm good on my own. one of the best, remember.â
âyou could be better. we should have a little challenge. a game.â
âi only play games with people i like.â
âyou could like me.â he leaned a little closer. you leaned away slightly. âi bet i could make you like me.â
you had to stop yourself from laughing. âyeah, i donât think so, buddy.â
âbuddyâ was usually all it took to break a manâs ego. youâd used it on luke many times during unusually flirtatious sparring, back when you still pretended to hate his guts. it didnât work on him anymore, but it usually worked perfectly on everyone else.
andrew didnât falter. âi bet i could. give me a chance. let me take on a date. show you a good time.â
âno, thanks,â you said calmly. your siblings were watching intently. clarisse looked ready to step in if you needed it. you wondered what heâd said or done to her to put her on edge. then you realised it wasnât what heâd done to her. it was what he was about to do to you.
his hand was on your thigh, gripping onto the bare skin by the hem of your shorts.
his hand was on your thigh.
gross.
you looked up at him, eyes sharp. you could hear luke shifting slightly behind you. âwhat are you doing?â you voice was deathly calm.
âshowing you that i can show you a good time, princess.â his voice oozed honeyâsickly sweet and sticky, like a fly trap. good thing you hated honey.
âhow about i show you how many bones there are in the hand? by breaking every single one.â your voice was equally as saccharine sweet, but your eyes were glaring daggers into his and your jaw was set tight.
he just shifted his hand higher. you tried to push him off but he was strong. annoyingly strong.
he tutted. âcome on, sweetheart. youâre gonna make a scene.â
you finally managed to peel his hand off your skin. âiâll make a scene, alright. get off me and leave me alone. and while youâre at it, leave my sister alone too.â
he raised his hands, a sickening, sleazy smirk on his face. âi was just being nice, princess. you and your sister need to relax. you especially. i can help you relax.â
âoh, iâd love that. you know how i relax?â you tilted your head mockingly, eyes hard. âi punch my enemies in the face.â
he laughed. âyouâre cute. now, come on. itâs not like youâve got anything going for yourself. i mean, youâre hot, sure, but no guys ever gonna look at you when they realise how much of a bitch you are. not like i will.â
you rolled your eyes and stood up. it was time to go and sit by luke. it grated at you, but if he wouldnât listen to you, maybe heâd listen to another guy.
he didnât let you leave. his hand gripped your wrist and pulled you back to him as he stood up too. you were chest to chest with him. he towered over you, at least six inches taller. you stepped back, but he pulled you in by your waist and laughed.
âlook at how good we look together,â he smirked. âi could show youââ
you punched him in the stomach. he doubled over, finally letting you go, so you kneed his diaphragm. he gasped for air as you stepped back. your friend chris rodriguez whistled appreciatively.
âtouch me, or anyone here, ever again and i wonât just hurt you.â you hissed at him. âiâll beat your ass, then iâll drag you past the boundary and leave you for the monsters. got it?â
he nodded, still hunched over.
âgood boy,â you grit out.
âfucking bitch,â he grunted.
your eyes darkened, but you didnât do anything. your siblings were right behind him, all ready to drag him away. âgood luck walking tomorrow, andrew.â
âgood luck finding a guy stupid enough to fuck you,â he scorned.
you laughed. âhey, luke?â
âyeah, babe?â he stepped down beside you, his hand settling on your hip and pulling you gently into his side. andrew faltered at the sight. he probably hadnât even realised luke was up there.
âare you stupid enough to fuck me?â you asked with raised eyebrows.
he looked like he was trying not to laugh. âoh, iâm way past stupid.â
you didnât care about any of your siblingâs bets anymore. you didnât care that people thought you hated each other. you especially didnât care that everyone was watching. you kissed him. and in front of the whole camp, he kissed you back.
your siblings groaned in disappointment, knowing their betting days were over, but you didnât care. you smiled the stupidest smile ever as you pulled away, feeling like youâd just had your first kiss all over again.
âwhat?â he asked quietly.
ânothing.â you shook your head. âjust glad we donât have to hide anymore.â
after months of kissing behind buildings, pretending to fight in public and avoiding each other so people wouldnât find out, it felt honestly freeing to kiss him in the open.
he kissed you again as your siblings dragged andrew away. âand all it took was an asshole.â
âthanks for not stepping in,â you said. âi had it handled.â
âoh, i know you did. i was more than happy to watch you destroy his ego.â
âgood, because if you had stepped inââ
âiâd be going home in an ambulance?â he smiled.
âno, youâd be going home in a hearse.â
âah, my bad.â
as the campfire kept burning, you sat down with luke. your legs were pressed against his and his arm was around your waist. there wasnât much that you liked more than tearing boyâs egos down, but being with luke castellan was definitely one of those few things.
STFU because the going down on you in the water brother bsf finnick shittt eatttts. Like what if he wakes up and finnick literally hides underwater BUT KEEPS GOING DOWN ON YOU LIKE HELLLOOOOO
OH YOU ARE EVIL TOO
@necromelli
AM I RIGHT?? TALKING TO HIM WHILST HES STILL IN BETWEEN YOUR THIGHS?
âmum was wondering what we wanted to eat tonight.â your brother was impatient, as well as lazy, so he stood by the entrance to the waterfall, only your head seemed to be in view.
âi wantâŠâ finnick thrusted two fingers into you, no warning at all, âgod!â your brother cocked his head to side, âdidnât know you were religious.â
STFU because the going down on you in the water brother bsf finnick shittt eatttts. Like what if he wakes up and finnick literally hides underwater BUT KEEPS GOING DOWN ON YOU LIKE HELLLOOOOO
OH YOU ARE EVIL TOO
@necromelli
thank you so much bee â€ïž ily too
â A WHOLE NEW WORLD



pairing: percy jackson x fem!reader
summary: in which you and percy navigate a whole other world, and encounter trials in the way.
warnings: angst, bullying mentions, teasing, physical violence courtesy of clarisse my bae, drowning, confessions, fluff, hugs, smooches, percy n you are a comedic duo i swear, basically a self insert, not proof read
wordcount: 5.7k
a/n: iâm insane, this is the longest thing ive ever written. so please reblog and interact <3
youâd grown up with the same stories percy had. the greek gods and goddesses, their lives and tales, their failures and secrets. what you didnât expect was to be the child of one.
you, percy and grover were currently on a field trip, and you couldnât have been happier. all around you was history, and you were fascinated by it all. breaking away from them, you viewed the tallest of statues and the intricate, taking your phone out secretly and snapping a photo to show your mother later.
you were dragged out of your fairytale by laughter, and percyâs scowl evident on his face as you made your way over. âi donât know if you have a miserable home life or just enjoy being a bitch but this trip would be much more enjoyable without your annoying voice.â you sneered before shining a fake smile her way. percyâs laugh in your ear made you join in, but the reprimand afterwards dulled your mood.
you werenât a big fan of bullies, especially when they targeted your friends. for some reason you obtained a boost of confidence and a need to protect your own friends from such people yet you couldnât defend yourself on your best day.
the trio of you sat, eating your lunches, you were inhaling your favourite food much to the amusement of grover and percy. âi donât think your food is running off y/n.â grover teased as you shoved his arm, âi know, but iâve been waiting for so long, i didnât eat anything this morning, i was too excited.â percy turned his head towards you, âyou were excited?â you nodded, âfor a museum?â you waved him off, returning to your food.
but not before nancy launched a sandwich percyâs way, youâd had enough, and so had he. the two of you got up despite groverâs protests, and somehow she ended up in the fountain, even though percy hadnât touched her. youâd been lost in the crowd around the fountain and once youâd broken out you found percy on the ground.
âperce! percy are you okay?â you tried to shake him awake to no avail, so you did the next best thing, slapping him awake. twice should do it. his eyes opened, focusing in on you, âiâm here, iâm fine, i know you care about me.â relieved, yet annoyed you hit his shoulder before you and grover helped him up.
and when he did wake up he spoke about what he saw. on the walk to your hearing percy went into detail. and you couldnât help but feel scared, what the hell was going on?
and the two of you stuck with the story of nancy throughout, feeling betrayed when grover went against you. your own parents were out of town and you were freshly kicked out of school, percyâs home was also your own. you prepared yourself before the two of you entered the apartment, gabe wasnât exactly a sight for sore eyes.
and soon enough yourself, percy and his mother were headed for montauk. youâd left over twenty four messages for your parents but it seemed none of them had made their way through.
âso all the stories, theyâre all true?â percy was fast asleep in the front seat, and the book in your hands wasnât all that interesting. sally nodded, âi know itâs all a lot for the two of you to take in,â if percy was a demigod, then were you too? âwhat am i? whoâs my parent then? are my parents my parents? am i adopted?â sally stopped at the intersection abruptly, turning towards you with a sad smile, âsweetheart, it doesnât matter. your parents love you no matter what, i know it. youâll learn everything with time, iâll tell you more when weâre all inside okay?â
the water droplets on the window were plentiful, some big, some small, some new and others falling. the storm outside was looming, loud and dark, but it seemed to bring you comfort in all honesty, you loved the rain. and as you sat and drove all you could think of was your future, and what it had in store for you.
youâd been in the kitchen whilst listening into sally explain to percy about his parentage, the gods and goddesses. you were sure if you heard anymore youâd pass out. percyâs outburst led you back to them.
âwell iâm not a baby! i know thereâs no such thing as monsters, i know thereâs no such thing as gods and i know for certain that thereâs no such thing as demigods.â the hand on percyâs shoulder brought him back down, âpercy, why would your mother lie to you? no one on this earth loves you more than her, i think we should listen.â his face was riddled with confusion, âyouâre telling me you believe this crap?â
before the conversation could get heated, groverâs appearance interrupted. âwhat the hell are you doing here? how did you get here?â grover sighed, as much as he wanted to explain he needed you all to get moving, âi promise iâll explain everything but somethings coming,â percy and yourself took a step back, âgrover.â
âand i know that sounds really bad,â
âgrover?â he brushed the two of you off, continuing to ramble at sally.
âbut the important thing is not to panicââ
âiâm not panicking.â sally rested her hands on her hip, âgreat! iâm also definitely not panicking. i feel very good about how weâre doing so farââ you closed your eyes, maybe when you opened them itâd go away. âgrover!â you and percy shouted out at the same time, âwhat?â
you pointed towards his legs as percy spoke up, âwhy is there half a goat in your pants?â his legs were bare, mist not around.
as if the day couldnât have gotten any crazier or exhausting for you and percy grover all of a sudden showed up and you were all on the move. sally was punching the accelerator, whilst grover continued to explain, âwhat are you?â grover turned to face you, âiâm a satyr. and iâm your protector. i was assigned to you but we didnât know that y/n was special like you, so i guess iâm sort of protecting you both.â
âyouâre my protector? and what y/n doesnât get one?â you laughed, âno offence but i think iâm alright perce. if youâre our protector than shouldnt you have protected us at school? against nancy?â
âi protect you against actual evil,â you snorted, âthe only evil is nancyâs personality, that should count.â percy managed a smile at your words. âif i hadnât gotten you kicked out of school, youâd have never survived the night. and whatâs chasing us now would have found you there easily.â it was like a truckload of information all at once, you felt like you were in a movie.
âthe mist. itâs the veil that hides the magical world from the human world. my legs. doddsâ wings. even doddsâ absence, but it isnât supposed to hide things from me. that never happens. something powerful is at work here. the sooner we get you two to camp, the better off youâre⊠you told them about camp, right?â grover looked towards sally for an answer as you moved his hand away from your face. grover tended to move them around when talking about something he was passionate about.
ânot yet, no.â sally shook her head as you smiled, âyouâre early remember?â
âcamp is a sanctuary for half-bloods.â great now you were going to a summer camp. the more he divulged the more you began to understand. youâd always been told you were special, percy especially. you shouldâve known you were meant for more. demi gods were never safe, that was obvious by the huge monster behind the car.
âis that the minotaur?â
âonce the attacks start, they never let up. okay? dodds was just the beginning.â you twisted your body to get another look at it, âokay well if weâre being chased than maybe less talking and more runnin, driving, whatever just go!â you shouted out, your heart was ramming against your chest, your hands felt warm and jittery. you needed to move, to do something, you hated just sitting and relying on a car. you zoned out in time for percyâs regular jokes.
âhe is still wearing underpants.â you giggled at him, âi wonder what size.â
âthe mythomagic cards were training. everything has been training for whatâs still ahead of you, and i know wherever percy goes, you go.â you rolled your eyes, âi always hated those stupid cards, guess i shouldâve played huh?â percy cocked his head, âwhatâs ahead of me? of us?â
âkids,â you all turned to sally, her knuckles were turning pale white, an unrelenting grip on the wheel, âhold on, please.â you clutched on to the seatbelt and seats as you all were jolted around, dodging a car and attempting to evade the minotaur, which wasnât exactly all that easy as he rammed into the car, horns penetrating sallys window.
she fought for control, her foot pressing down on the accelerator before you all ended up crashing.
the ground was wet and mushy, you felt dirt gather underneath your fingertips as you crawled out of the car. you could see sally helping percy out as grover made his way out. your leg was aching, a shard of glass caused a gash in your thigh and dragging it along the floor hurt like a bitch, âah, shit!â you rolled over onto your back.
percyâs eyes darted towards you the second you cried out, ây/n!â he dashed towards you, sally and grover in tow. âare you okay? what happened? where does it hurt?â his eyes were frantic and his hands unsure, the sight of you hurt was more than enough to worry him. âiâm fine, i just, if we take the shard out and tie something around then itâll stop the bleeding right?â
percy shrugged his shoulders, shaking his head, hoping it would clear it out, the whole situation was already stressful but his best friend injured? an absolute nightmare. âiâ i donât know! mom! what do we do?â he shouted as sally grabbed your jumper from inside, âmove aside percy, let me help.â he didnât want to, percy wanted to stay right by your side, but he knew she could help you where he couldnât.
the make shift tourniquet did the job thankfully, but you were in and out from the loss of blood, the last thing you recall was sally jackson in the hands of the minotaur, and suddenly, gone.
your voice was stuck, trapped in your throat. your eyes stung immensely, waterline flooded. she was family to you, one of the sweetest people, supportive. and just like that, erased, just dust. your eyes searched your surroundings for percy, to see him, to help him, but all you could view was darkness as it took you far away.
the last thing youâd heard was grover yelling out for the two of you, âstay awake! please!â his pleads were unmet, as you were whisked away to a world of sleep.
the light was harsh on your eyes having just woken up, at least your bed was comfortable. but you still had no clue where you were. your body was stiff, needing to move around. as you shuffled to sit a voice called out for you.
ây/n!â you turned to see percy peering through the window, a large smile on his face as he promptly ran inside to you. âpercy.â his arms wrapped tightly around you, squeezing hardly. âyouâre killing me here.â you croaked out as he let go, taking a step back.
âiâm sorry. do you need something? are you hungry?â
âthat i am, where are we?â
âcamp half-blood, welcome y/n l/n.â an older boy spoke up from the doorway with his arms crossed, leaning on the frame. âluke.â percy recognised the boy, which made you feel at ease, âhi luke.â he smiled, âhey, how are you feeling?â you sighed lifting the blanket up and resting your feet on the floor, attempting to rise from the bed. âlike i need to walk a bunch, is there food around?â
luke nodded his head before signalling you to follow, âis your leg okay?â the pain had lessened since the initial hit but it was still sore, âi think iâll be okay, might have a limp. i can be a zombie for halloween maybe.â percy was glad you were making jokes, seemingly back to normal.
the camp was everything you could have dreamed of. straight out of the pages of a book or out of a movie, amazing scenery, nice enough people, and insane skills amongst them. you had no clue how youâd fit in. youâd settled into hermesâ cabin, your bag and bed next to percyâs.
âso, how long have you been awake?â you were pushing down on your mattress with your hands, testing the springs. the bed wasnât as soft as youâd have liked it to be but you couldnât exactly buy a new one.
âletâs go outside and talk.â percy muttered, leading the way. you were sat down behind the cabin now, percy slowly sliding down the wall to be next to you.
âi only woke up a few minutes before you, i saw chiron heâs aâsomething. and i met the camp director mr d, dionysus by the way. they wouldnât let me go back into the infirmary until we finished talking.â
âwhyâd you want to come back so quickly?â
âyour bracelet was missing, i didnât know where it was so i was freaking out. anyways i saw the camp a little, and i came back for it and you were awake. i got, i got scared before.â percy couldnât bring himself to look you in the eye, he felt nervous admitting it, his worry for you. your smile was wide as you recalled his own worry for the bracelet youâd made him.
âwhat? why?â he exhaled, his hands playing with his shirt, âiâ i thought you wouldnât wake up maybe.â you grabbed his hand, âiâm right here, thereâs nothing to worry about perce. how are you feeling?â your voice was barely above a whisper, filled with sympathy and sorrow, you still hadnât spoken about his mother.
âdonât.â he shook his head whilst averting his gaze, staring down at his hands. âdonât what? iâm not going to force you to talk about i promise, i just want to make sure youâre okay.â percy closed his eyes, âi canât just,â percy breathed in, working up the courage to meet your eye, he hated the pity on your face, âjust forget it, her.â you rested your hand on his neck, bringing him in, âno oneâs asking you to percy, if thereâs anything you need from me, or if you just want to sit and die of diabetes with every blue food in the world, iâll be right there.â
âthank you.â his voice came out muffled against your shoulder. you tried your best to comfort him with a hand in his hair, you pulled him back to take a look at him. his eyes were glossy, a few tears had fallen free. using your sleeve you wiped them away, ânow what demigod has the time for tears, percy jackson?â
you loved percy best like this, with a grin plastered on his face.
âyknow what we could use?â percy pulled you up from the ground, before you walked back to the cabin. âand what exactly is that mâlady?â you rolled your eyes, âfirst of all i despise your british accent and second, a nap!â
percy was sweating profusely, his nightmare having jolted him up from his bed. his jittery movements concerned you, book in your hands forgotten as you surged forwards, âperce? you okay?â his eyes were blown and chest heaving, but at the sight of you he relaxed, âyeah, yeah iâm fine.â
âyou okay?â luke stood infront of the two of you, arms crossed, âsuper.â percy snipped back as you swatted his arm, âbe nice.â your voice was firm, and you knew how percy was, youâd say sarcasm was probably his middle name if you hadnât already known it.
âwe all have them, you know.â luke clicked his tongue, taking a step closer. âintense, recurring nightmares. thatâs normal here.â his words were surprising to you, knowing that yourself and percy rarely fit in.
âand the daydreams, and the ADHD, and dyslexia. demigods just process reality differently, than humans do. for the first time in your life, youâre just like everyone else.â you let out a sigh, whether of relief or sadness you didnât know. did you want to fit in? be the same as everyone else? nothing special?
âso are you also⊠do you not know who yourââ lukes lips pressed into a thin line, knowing what percy insinuated, âam i⊠unclaimed?â the two of you nodded in unison, âno, hermes is my father. that doesnât matter, weâre all on the same team here.â
percyâs agitation was obvious, as well as reasonable and it was exactly how you felt. âeach kid is brought here and made to wait around until their parent decides to pick up the phone? pick upâ whatever. how is that fair?â percy nodded along, âsheâs right, why is that okay? why do they get to bring us here to just ignore some of us?â you did feel bad for luke, you felt as if the two of you were bombarding him with questions and expecting him to hold all of lifeâs answers.
âspend too much time trying to figure out why the gods do whatever it is they do, youâll drive yourself crazy. sooner you stop worrying about that, the sooner you can enjoy what this place actually does offer.â
percyâs interest piqued, âand whatâs that?â
âglory.â
youâd spent hours trying different things. percy almost hit a bunch of campers with an arrow, whilst youâd hit the bullseye, much to your elation. the both of you were absolutely horrendous at welding, which you figured. the only thing that had stuck with you through out the day was the idea of offerings. and you knew percy was thinking the same thing.
the smell of fire invaded your senses as percy threw in the thing that meant most, whilst you sat by him and wondered if it would actually work, would she be able to hear you? youâd zoned out for a bit, feeling as if you were intruding whilst he talked.
âi hope youâre sitting down, but⊠i think⊠iâve made some friends here. like, real friends. y/n and i, we might actually fit in for once.â you beamed at the thought, yet not wanting to interrupt so you settled for nudging his shoulder to which he smiled at you, âi think they might really like me. imagine that. he isnât here. my father, he just⊠didnât show. i mean, ignoring me is one thing, but he doesnât get to ignore you. iâm gonna make him come down here. iâm gonna make him see me, iâm gonna make him see us both.â and with that he blew out the fire, a small flicker of hope ignited inside.
âweâre going to get her back percy, i swear.â
and that was the end of your pleasant night, the reign of terror, clarisse and others were infront of your cabin. and thatâs where your night went haywire.
you and percy were thrown to the floor roughly, landing on your bad thigh caused you to shout in pain. âaw, does someone have a scratch? whereâd you get it from? the minotaur?â the girl was blonde, and you had no clue who she was but her mocking tone made you want to punch her in the face.
âdo you think youâre special? better than everyone else?â
âno.â
âtell me you made it all up about the minotaur, and Iâll let you go. maybe to impress your friend here? you practically have heart eyes when you look at her.â clarisse approached you, âdonât touch her!â percy shouted as clarisse chuckled, âwhy not? you gonna stop me?â
âhe didnât make anything up.â you responded to her question since percy hadnât, with her harsh glare you prayed for the earth to swallow you whole. âsheâs right, i didnât make anything up.â clarisse was hoping for truthfulness from percy, she couldnât tell if she was disappointed or happy, she could teach him a lesson.
âsome kids gotta learn the hard way.â the two other girls charged towards percy before abruptly walking around him, dragging you up by the elbows. âhey! if youâre mad at me then hurt me! donât touch her! let her go!â clarisse held percy back as the girls forced you to your knees, âguys i appreciate the sentiment but iâm not all that thirsty.â please tell me this wasnât used recently.
percy thrashed around in her grip, desperate to save you, âyou really like her donât you? not a single ounce of fight in you when itâs your ass on the line but for her,â his chest heaved, and his hands clenched, he wasnât commonly violent, but a beat down on clarisse seemed amazing right about now.
âget off her! y/n!â your eyes were clenched shut in an attempt to prepare yourself, holding your breath, yet nothing happened. when you peeled your eyes open you were met with an empty toilet bowl.
âplease tell me you guys didnât drink it yourselves.â if it wasnât already an indication of her irritation based on the scowl on her face the second-grade âyou stole my swingâ type of pull at your hair dragged you back to younger self. but what really awakened you were the three tentacle like forms of water, âwhat the hell?â the harsh collision of your back on the wall saved you from the attack. the girls all staggered around, careful of the water before scurrying out.
percy rushed over to you, hands cradling your face, âare you okay? did they hurt you? you didnât touch the water did you?â you raised your hand to cut off percyâs rambling, âiâm fine, but what the hell was that?â he shook his head, ânot a single idea in my head.â percy slumped opposite of you, âthereâs not much in your head either way.â percy placed his hand on his heart, feigning shock and hurt, âhow dare you!â your giggles rejuvenated percy, your smile was all he needed to be happy again.
the figure of someone at the door caused you to shoot up, careful of the water, you saw annabeth come into view. crap.
âwe can explain.â you both held up your hands, caught at the scene of the crime and afraid of the consequences. âno, you canât.â percy nodded in agreement, âokay,â the girls face resonated with percy, eyebrows knitting together in confusion as he tried to recall how, âwait, I know you.â
annabeth shrugged her shoulders, âno, you donât.â percy stepped forwards infront of you, directly inline with her, âyeah, but you were there. that night in the infirmary.â you couldnât recall seeing her there when you woke up, âi donât think she was, i donât remember seeing you.â anabeth peered down at her shoes before returning to the conversation.
âyes. iâm annabeth.â she introduced herself, youâd heard of her a bit from other campers, daughter of athena.
âare you stalking us, annabeth?â
âyes.â her bluntness was something you didnât expect. âokay. why?â you inquired further, âwell, iâve been waiting to see if something like this would happen. âso iâd know if you can help me.â
âyouâve been waiting for me to get my head in a toilet and for percy to be manhandled? well, girlhandled.â percy was confused, âhelp you do what?â
âwin capture the flag.â
the helmets werenât exactly the most comfortable but you figured keeping your brain in your skull was more crucial.
you walked next to luke with percy on the left of him, âyouâre gonna love this. campwide mock warfare, all glory to the victors. annabethâs the head counselor of the athena cabin. sheâs led our team to three straight wins. been a long time since anyoneâs won a fourth.â
âshe was there in the bathroom, she said sheâd been waiting for it to happen.â
âannabeth sees the world differently. always six steps ahead of everyone else. you should cut her a break.â you scoffed, âcut her a break for what? her life seems perfectly fine.â luke shook his head, ânot everythingâs as it seems y/n.â
âwhose side are you on, anyway?â
luke stopped and turned towards percy, âoh, hers, always. sheâs my little sister. maybe I should back up.â you nodded, âi think we should sit down if weâre going to be getting an origin story here.â
lukeâs entire story of how he and annabeth got to camp made you regret your earlier comments of an easy life. sheâd been fighting since she was a child, itâs all sheâs known. âsheâs been watching us since we got here. why?â
âannabeth is the strongest warrior in camp, the only way left to prove herself is to go on a quest.â
âand what does this have to do with us?â
âchironâs been promising her for years. one day, a demigod would arrive who was fated to go on a quest that even chiron couldnât prevent. and when that happened, she could join it. every new arrival, or, arrivals in your case, annabeth watches, looking for a sign theyâre the one. usually, she gives up after a day or two, but sheâs still watching you two.â
âcan you ask her to knock it off?â as much as you hated to admit it, she did kind of freak you out, âi agree, weâre not going on some magical quest any time soon.â
âyeah, sure. but you never know, what if sheâs right?â the conch shell blowing in the distance alerted you all.
it was battle time.
as you walked behind luke you couldnât help your nervousness, which percy always noticed. âhey,â his voice was soft and reassuring, a hand on your shoulder, âweâre gonna be fine, itâs just a friendly game. weâve won three times and weâre going to get a fourth since they have us brilliant additions of course.â percy literally bowed in front of you as if being applauded for a performance as you chuckled, âoh please, you cant win with idiocy percy.â
âthat is extremely offensive! how many times have i beaten you in monopoly?â
âohh, you want to talk about monopoly mr bank robber? do you honestly think no one noticed when you randomly turn in broken change and grab even more bigger notes? or the fact that three houses does not make a hotel!â clarisse watched the two of you fool around from afar, she was going to make you pay.
the pebble youâd thrown clattered against percyâs armour, âhey! what was that for?â you groaned out loud, your head lolling back, meeting the log. âif you keep flossing iâm going to push you myself perce. you need to take this more seriousââ the girls surrounded you from every angle, swords in hand as you rose from the floor, your own sword clutched tightly.
âflags that way, itâs not here.â clarisse smirked, âwe know. yeah, gloryâs fine. revenge is more fun.â her spear crackled as they all surged forwards, time to fight, itâs now or never.
clarisseâs scream was deafening. âso much for friendly huh?â percy shook his head, ânot now! you can tell me how wrong i was when weâre out of here.â for some reason once theyâd begun their attack, youâd never felt more alive. as if you were born for this, to fight. every sword and hit that came your way was met with double the force, hurling people backwards as you tried to make your way to percyâs side. one of the girls was sly, managing to corner you on the boardwalk near by.
her knee, sheâs weak in the knees.
the voice echoed through your head, as if compelled you followed up on it as the girl went down almost immediately. thank you very much random voice! the sound of cheers floated through the air as you saw luke plant the flag in the ground.
4 â 0.
perhaps youâd been distracted by the people, or maybe it was percy being held by his armour courtesy of clarisse. either way you didnât notice the girl lunging your way, not until the cold water engulfed your body.
youâd never learnt to properly swim.
percyâs footsteps drummed through the air, each step heavy and weighed down with purpose. he had to get to you, now. the second youâd hit the water he was on the ground running. it had only been about five seconds at most yet percy was already at your previous spot, diving in head first.
act now, think later.
your eyesight was blurry as the two of you resurfaced, the first thing you spotted the crowd on the shoreline, they waited with bated breath, your team cheering once the two of you were back up. âiâm so sorry, i said i would protect you but clarisseâ i was so scared when i saw you get pushed, i think i froze up. i shouldâve listened to you, i shouldâve taken it more seriously. this is all my fault.â he was holding onto your face for dear life, afraid to let go.
percy had dived head first into the water for you, no hesitation. he put himself at risk for you. he always knew what to say and what to do. percy was your person. youâd been an idiot, whyâd it take so long for you to realise what you knew deep down?
you love percy jackson. and not in a friend way, in a love way. in the best way.
your lips were pressed on his in seconds, you werenât in a hurry, not desperate, not messy. just passionate and deep, as if you were trying to convey your feelings through it. you were simultaneously trying your hardest to remember this moment. percyâs cold hands on your cheeks, both of you sopping wet, nothing else mattered to you, until he kissed back. percy on the other hand was desperate, heâd been waiting for so long, settling for the title of best friend. he had you in his arms, heâd already lost his own mother, he wasnât going to lose his other half.
his hair tousled, curls sticking to his face, yours dripping wet, hands on your neck as you clutched his. âwhat are we percy?â he grinned, âwhatever we want to be.â the pair of you may have forgotten the fact that you were currently surrounded by campers, but the deafening cheers and shouts of support warmed your heart. surely a kiss didnât elicit such a reaction? yes it did, but also the fact that a trident loomed over percyâs head.
percy jackson, son of poseidon.
the two of you walked with a literal army of people, friends, even. for once you both felt as if you belonged.
luke was unbearable, taking any chance he could to tease the two of you, âmy little campers, all grown up.â he fake-cried, wiping false tears from his eyes as you poked him, ânow if we can find someone then whereâs your partner pal?â percy laughed, âplease never say pal again.â you turned his way, scrunching your nose, âdoesnât work does it?â he shook his head as the three of you chuckled.
âbut seriously, you two are made for each other, iâm happy for you.â as you reached the cabin you couldnât help yourself as you hugged luke by surprise, âthank you. weâll be in soon, we just have a bit to talk about.â luke made his way inside as the two of you turned to walk away but not before hearing him call out, âkeep your hands to yourself percy!â percy rolled his eyes as you smiled.
the two of you sat at the boardwalk again, feet dangling off. youâd been discussing the quest, as well as the fact that it was only undertaken by three.
âso, you, me, anabeth and grover. percy i know school sucks but if you could count those names on your fingers for me please.â percy groaned as you laughed at your own joke, âi know, i know. but i figure four heads are better than three.â your legs swung back and forth as you shrugged your shoulders, âwe could fold grover into a box and take him with us secretly.â percy suggested.
âyeah, maybe.â your voice was quieter than before, eliciting concern from percy, âhey? you okay?â you were fidgeting again, this time with the black bracelet youâd made for him. he met your eyes with a smile as he lifted your head by the chin.
âi promise, iâll do whatever it takes to keep you safe.â and for once you could feel how serious he was, âthank you perce, youâ have been apart of my life since i was little. i donât think thereâs a single person i trust more on this planet than you. iâm sorry, for everything youâve gone through. i swear, weâre going to make it out of this. weâre going to find your mother, weâre going to find the lighting bolt, and everything can return to normal. well, besides the fact that weâre all demigods and all.â the laughter was bittersweet, a moment of peace before you embarked on the quest.
âyouâre beautiful you know that?â he whispered to you, as if he was afraid for others to hear. you grinned at his words, leaning in towards him as he followed, âi know, you make it a point to tell me at least once a day. but you, percy, are as gorgeous as the calm seas.â
you wiggled your finger in his face as he swatted it away, âif i had known my girlfriend was a poet i wouldâve had every word of yours written down.â you felt fuzzy, warm. with percy you felt a million ways, all of them good.
as cheesy as he was you loved him.
âlook at us, exploring a whole new world.â
âdid you just aladdin me?â
âyup, do you think they have a flying carpet here?â
âwhy so zeus can strike it down when heâs angry? i feel like the gods are all little kids throwing temper tantrums.â percy shushed you, âthey might be listening.â he joked as you punched him.
âi hope they are. so they know, weâre coming for them.â
âholy shit that was a badass line.â
âperce?â
âyeah?â
âyouâre ruining it.â
HELLO? yes hi, coffin for one please!
rotten to the touch; luke castellan

wc: 3.2k
pairing: pre-tlt luke castellan x f! reader
synopsis: youâre pretty sure youâre an awful person. youâre pretty sure luke castellan is too. and youâre pretty sure you want to make out with him.
warnings: reader is flawed & not the greatest, luke is ... a little darkđ«Ł, small mention of blood, swearing, lots of making out but no explicit nsfw, a bit toxic, & no more more âi can fix himâ or âi can make him worseâ itâs âhe can make ME worseâ
notes: this is⊠sluttier than my usual stuff so itâs not as good as good but iâm trying, feedback is appreciated! also i wonder what cabin we think this reader would be in, let me know where youâd place her im curious :) maybe iâll write more of her in the future sheâs interesting!! and thank you for 100 followers i am so grateful<3 designated song for this fic is crush by ethel cain




You are a miserable, wicked, asshole of a person, and everybody knows it. Including you.
Itâs unclear to you why you turned out this wayâevery reason to blame never satiates the fury searing your insides. All the campers hate you. The counsellors, too. Even Chiron looks down on the viciousness inside you. You are Camp Half-Bloodâs black sheep; a mean, bitter person with no love for the people around you. And itâs not just for show. You know youâre rotten. You know the anger will never go away.
Itâs evident in the things you think about other peopleâthe way you pick them apart in your head, toss them aside, because they just donât see it. This miserable, unforgiving world, with children sleeping on wooden floors because the people who created you think you disposable. Because they can just make more of you. More, more, more, until one of you comes out rotten, born of all the ugliness they have inside them. You are the worst parts of Godly blood. The wrathful parts.
Everyone hates you. Everyone hates a person with an unquenchable anger.
But everyone loves Luke Castellan.
Heâs a saint at Camp Half-Blood if there ever was one. Handsome, generous, kind. Goes out of his way to help out the new kids and gives them homes in his cabin. Heâs the best swordsman in camp by a mile. Shit, youâd even love Luke Castellan if you didnât know any better.
But you do, and you donât, and itâs complicated, okay?
Because thereâs something you know about Luke Castellan that nobody else does: heâs miserable and wicked, too.
You see it in his eyes sometimes. The way they look at you at dinner, when youâre picking at your food away from anyone else at your table. Something familiar rises in them, and your stomach twists. His body tenses whenever someone mentions his father, but the smiles he flashes are so charismatic nobody notices. But you do. Itâs exciting.
During sword practice, he quips back and forth with the kids and laughs whenever they take a jab at him. Heâs light, easy, carefree. But you see how he holds back, the tension in his shoulder, the way the arc of his sword never fully finishes. So you wait until everybody leaves and heâs alone, with the training dummies and the setting sun. And you. Hiding.
He slashes through them and spears through their heads. You see it, the gnashing of his teeth, the sweat curling down his cheeks. Thereâs something there. A chasm heâs hopeless to fill.
Before you know it, youâre going out of your way to catch him training alone. Itâs creepy, you know, and awful, you know, but the more you watch him the more you see a sort of violence scabbed under his skin.
Whenever you see him now, the feeling you get is entirely foreign to you. Itâs almost . . . longing.
Wherever she is, youâre pretty sure Aphroditeâs having a cosmic fucking laugh. And youâre sure sheâs laughing double tonight.
The Aphrodite cabin is hosting some secret party for the older counsellors. Youâre definitely of age to be a counsellor, but youâve never been made one because that would probably make half the campers drop out. Chiron and Mr. D donât know what to do with you. Youâre sure youâll be kicked out of camp soon for good.
But youâre here anyways, for a reason you donât want to admit, and you stay tucked in a corner as the world around you mingles. Luke is on the other side of the room, lovely as always, laughing with a few other counsellors. He brings a drink up to his lips, and you have a startling thought of what it would be like to kiss him. And youâre fucked. Youâre so fucked. Because for the first time in your life you want something tangible, something real. You want to hear him and feel him and pry him apart, and a part of you wants him to actually see you, see all the awful things that might make you the same. You feel like a teenage girl with a crush, and it is infuriating.
An Aphrodite girl comes up to you with a foolish smile. âHey, sorry, you want a drink?â
âFuck off, you idiot,â you snarl.
You wait for her to leave. She doesnât. âYou know, you donât have to be so mean all the time,â she says evenly. âIf youâre here, you might as well enjoy it. So yes, I want to give you a drink.â
âHave you ever thought that Iâm not being mean? Maybe I just am.â
You glare at her. She looks you up and down. âSure,â she shrugs, walking away. Thereâs a vivid picture in your mind of her falling through a hole in the cabin floor. It doesnât soothe you, but at least the fantasy is there.
The night drones on. Youâre sick of the smells and the laughs and the heat. And youâre sick of yourself. You canât believe, underneath all your sourness, you came here to stare at a boy you barely know, and you donât even know why. Heâs fascinating, and you resent him, and heâs also beautiful. But heâs looked back at you all of three times tonight and youâre sick of the way your skin crawls when he does.
Leaving the cabin brings the relief of the cool night air, and the singularity of your body. You are the only one who feels this rage. You are the only one who hates.
To stave off your discomfort you walk around to the back of the cabin, to the crest of the hill facing the water. The stars above twinkle at you in spite. Thereâs a bitterness in your throat you want to wash down with something worse (maybe you should have taken that drink), but you know it wonât matter. Nothing matters. Those stars and whatever they hide are apparently the only important things in the universe, so why should anyone care about anything?
They stars only get brighter. Itâs probably their goal to piss you off. You grunt, âOh, fuck you,â to them. Itâs not enough, never nearly enough to expel the rotten part of you. âFuck you. Fuck off!â You groan at the sky. Nothing happens. Until:
âIâm guessing youâre not having a fun night.â
You whirl around. Itâs hard to see in the dark, but whatever light is left catches a long scar on a cheek. Your stomach knots.
âYeah, me neither,â Luke Castellan says, hands in his pockets as he meanders towards you.
Even when heâs close enough, you donât say anything. If you do, youâre afraid itâll be something ugly. Like I kind of want to make out with you. Are you awful too? I need a lobotomy.
The thoughts almost make you laugh. Been a long time since youâve been funny.
He nods at the sky. âThose things donât talk. You do know that, right?â Heâs still so captivating, so self-assured, even when thereâs no one around but you.
âGods, youâre the worst,â you scoff. You really mean it, so you canât look him in the eye.
âThen why have you been staring at me all night?â
It catches you so off-guard that you whip back to face him. He has an eyebrow raised and the itch of a smile that makes you burn with shame. âWhat the fuck are you talking about?â
He shrugs, leaning against the cabin wall. âIâm not stupid. Youâve been brooding in the corner watching me the second you came in.â He cocks his head to the side, adding, âActually, you stare at me all the time. At meals and stuff. I really hope you donât think youâre being subtle.â
You huff. âOkay, if weâre really being honest here, you started that! You do it too! All the time!â
His hands shot up like he was being arrested. âHey, I never said I minded it. A guyâs . . . just gotta wonder. Whatâs up with you spying on me when Iâm training alone, anyways?â
âYou have no idea what youâre talking about.â
âYou watch me when thereâs nobody else around. Iâm not blind. Itâs weird. If you want tips you can just ask me. Or if you like what youâre looking at, at least be upfront about it.â
You speak before you can take in that last sentence, or the way his smile took pride in itself when he said it, or how embarrassed you should probably feel. âYou didnât answer my question about why you started staring at me first.â
The anger (shame) blinding you made you forget how close you are to him right now. Close enough to touch, but not enough to see. But almost there. Almost.
âPeople think youâre mean,â Luke says after a moment, his dark eyes probing you. The words curl out of his mouth slowly, like heâs choosing them all with care. âYouâre rude. You never listen to anyone. You judge everything. They all think youâre awful.â Again, he looks you over. âIâm not so sure.â
âIf Iâm awful, then youâre awful,â you spit before he can say anything else.
He just shrugs. âWell, I guess thatâs why Iâm not sure.â
Itâs irritating, his calmness. He has the same anger you do. How come he can just . . . shove it down? You try to unearth any fury in his eyes, but itâs too far back. Simmering. âJesus,â you mutter, âYouâre worse than me.â
He looks genuinely taken aback by this. His scar deepens when his brows wrinkle. âWhat?â
âYouâre a pretenderâthatâs what you are.â Itâs your turn now, to step closer, to make his skin crawl. âLook at you. Everyone loves you. Youâre this perfect golden boy and youâre sweet and attentive and whatever the fuck but you know itâs one giant lie. At least Iâm honest, but you just sit pretty and act like you donât have that . . . thing that I have. Resentment. Insanity. Whatever you want to call it. Weâre the same, but Iâm the only one getting shit for it.â
Now, you are close enough to really see him. The patterns on the wood behind him frame the vision of his ever-shifting face. You realize that this, like most things are to Luke Castellan, is a challenge. You also canât remember the last time you saw him lose one.
But when you play, you play to win.
âYou donât know that,â he dares.
âOh, I do. Youâre rotten, Castellan,â you sneer, index finger jabbed into his chest. You can feel his heartbeat if you concentrate. âAnd youâre not owning up to it, so youâre also a coward.â
However scathing you look, it isnât enough. If anything it only makes Lukeâs manner more playful. Nothing feels playful anymore. Everything, inside and outside of your mind, feels like constant, exhausting war. Maybe thatâs why you donât slap his hand off you when it wraps around your wrist, keeping it pressed to the middle of his chest. His heartbeat thrums through you.
He tilts his face towards you, grinning, âThen why do you want to kiss me?â
All right. What the fuck. It feels like youâve been electrocuted.
âWhat theâwhat are you talking about?â You blunder, but he knows, of course he knows, because thereâs something between the two of you that has been formed and understood by eye contact alone. He can probably read your mind. As much as you donât want to admit it, youâd like to read his just as much.
He cocks his head. âI mean, you did call me pretty,â he teases, and itâs almost endearing. âYouâre pretty like this too.â His other hand comes up to your face, and youâre surprised you donât flinch when his thumb gently smooths the crease in your eyebrows. âDonât call me a coward, heathen. Then weâll both be embarrassed.â
The nickname makes you want to fight, but the touch makes you dizzy. âYou donât want to kiss me, Luke,â you say with all the control you have, which, right now, is increasingly sparse.
âYouâve gotta stop telling people what they want,â he muses. The hand on your wrist traces further down your forearm. The one on your face snakes around your hips. âOne of your more disagreeable qualities.â
His words fan over you. That fire simmering in his eyes has finally come to the surface.
âOne of?â You challenge.
âYou let me make out with you and Iâll give you a whole list.â
You snort, hoping it hides the shortness in your breath. âWhat a charmer you are.â
His lips brush yours. âWell, thatâs what makes me so rotten, isnât it?â
Thereâs hardly time to unravel if thatâs a question or a statement because you grab a fistful of his shirt and he kisses you. Your heart detonates. It is not rotten in the slightest.
His body is warm and firm. You smell the cabin wood and the drink on his breath. It all matters, and none of it does. Youâre warm everywhere as he wraps both arms around your back, and the way he kisses is, unfortunately, exactly how you thought he would. Your hands are tentative in his hair. So is your mouth on his. But Luke is so deliberate in the way he kisses that you know heâs thought about this, too. It makes you all the warmer.
His hand takes your jaw and tilts it up. You know your neck is shaky with breath, and youâre pretty sure heâs admiring it. You donât complain when he presses a kiss to your jaw, then another one, like heâs testing the waters. âYouâre so nice like this,â he mutters almost to himself, thumb running across your neck. âIf only people could see you.â
âThen theyâd see how mean you are too, no?â You huff. âYou donât want that.â
Another kiss to your jaw. âNot yet, sweetheart.â
Whatever feeling is harbouring in your body right now, itâs so fulfilling it almost makes you uncomfortable. You want to reject it. Youâre not supposed to want things. Worse, youâre not supposed to get things. Luke starts marking a path down your neck and you are so determined to enjoy this that youâd kiss a fucking baby if someone asked you to. You might as well be a saint.
He bites the pulse point on your neck, sure to leave a mark, and a shudder rips through you. Youâre pretty sure the bastard starts laughing. You hit his shoulder in retaliation.
âEasy, heathen,â he reprimands in your ear, and you know heâs still smiling.
âDonâtâdonât call me that.â You hate that you start to smile, too, and that your stomach burgeons with butterflies when he pulls back to look at you.
He touches the corner of your upturned mouth, kiss-bitten and red. His expression is boyish. âHard to when it makes your face do that,â he goads. âI thought it was impossible for you to smile.â
âBe quiet.â You thread a hand through his camp necklace and bring him closer. You can almost taste his mouth on yours, but he sweeps past you at the last minute.
He gently tugs your earlobe with his teeth and whispers, âYes maâam.â
Fuck him. Seriously. You might have to.
Itâs a tangle of teeth and hands and smiles kept hidden, as you slip your fingertips beneath his shirt and he does the same, and youâre both angry and greedy and incredibly destructive, but it doesnât matter yet. Now youâre just teenagers fooling around at the back of a party, and itâs the first good thing either of you have had in a long time. Luke leaves you gasping whenever his mouth hits certain places, maybe too many places, and he teases you accordingly. âSo sensitive,â he taunts, pressing his knee between your legs so he can see you squirm. You rake your nails through his scalp and he tilts his head back to groan. It shuts him up for a while.
He bites your neck until you say his name. You trace lines on his stomach till he takes your hand in his own. Youâve been hungry for something your whole life, and you finally have something to sink your teeth into. For better or for worse.
After Hades knows how long, laughter floats out from the front of the cabin. Sounds of feet tripping over each other and muffled goodbyes. You pull away from Luke, chests heaving together. His hair is wild, his shirt crumpled, and he looks entirely satisfied with it. Smug little shit. âPartyâs letting out,â you mutter.
âWhat a damn shame.â His hand rubs your jaw, and itâs too tender a gesture so you angle your head away to peek over the side of the cabin. You barely pay attention to the kids straggling back to their bunks.
âIs now the time you tell me all my horrible qualities?â You ask once youâre ready to look at him again.
He clicks his tongue against the roof of his mouth. âActually, I came up with more since I said that so Iâm pretty sure itâll take more than one night.â He fakes a wince, âMight have to spread it out for a few days.â
You roll your eyes, âOh, you ass.â
âIâll give you one for starters.â You feel like a tornado when he kisses the juncture between your jaw and your neck. âYour hands are too cold.â Theyâre tucked underneath his shirt right now, pressed against his back. You donât move them. âAnd,â he adds, âyouâre incredibly crass.â
âThanks, dipshit.â
âThank you for proving my point, heathen.â
The commotion at the front gets louder, and you know your time to go undiscovered runs short. âYou meet me again tomorrow, and I start telling you the rest?â He raises his brows.
The prospect both repulses and excites you, although perhaps theyâre hand-in-hand. You tentatively reach up to trace the scar on his face. A faint, jagged line that holds scripture within it. His eyes flutter shut for a moment. âEven though Iâm rotten?â You ask, and thereâs an echo of mischief in your voice, too.
Heâs got a strange expression when he looks at you. âThatâs not true.â
He leans down, angles his head to kiss you. Itâs slow, but bitter, and he bites down on your lip until youâre pretty sure thereâs blood. âLuke,â you murmur, and he kisses you softer. You lean into him like a hapless, lovesick fool.
After you part, he loosens his grip on you. The bumbling campers have gotten louder. He stares at you, and you see the chasm in his eyes again, brimming with fire. Same as yours. You know youâll see him tomorrow.
He says, âYouâre not rotten. Youâre right.â
And damn it, you really do believe him.