Opened Tumblr, Saw This, Currently Trying Not Cry.

Opened Tumblr, saw this, currently trying not cry.

after a suicide attempt in 2016

Fellas, is it gay to intently watch a woman shower to protect her from the creature hiding in her bathroom? Fellas, is it gay to take your clothes off, step in the shower with her and help her clean her hair?

This idea came to me and now I can't stop thinking about them.

It's about the fear of living alone for the first time, coupled with how mentally ill people with poor hygiene are treated, if that makes sense??

I keep wanting to check out tags and posts for my original stories and characters but then I remember they haven't graced the real world yet :(

Maybe I'm wrong, but I the more people say "X show is queerbait!" or "X actor is queerbaiting!", the more I feel like screaming.

1.- INDIVIDUALS DON'T QUEERBAIT. COMPANIES QUEERBAIT. AN ACTOR, OF ANY SEXUALITY, PLAYING A QUEER CHARACTER IS NOT QUEERBAITING.

2.- Queer doesn't just mean gay men and women. Aro and ace people, who are very often left out of queer discussions and conversations, can have queer(platonic) relationships. Just because they don't kiss or have sex doesn't make it queerbaiting.

3.- Least importantly, it makes me feel like queer relationships in shows have to develop quickly. Queer people don't get slow burns in TV. Yes, I know the joke, that lesbians move in with each other after two weeks or something, but sometimes the writers want to share a queer story throughout various episodes/seasons, and that is not queerbaiting. And if the character (who has had queer relationships with others) doesn't end up with anyone romantically, that is not queerbaiting either.

I'm not sure if the last point makes any sense, but I don't see people talk about it and I like slow burns. I want variety with queer characters and relationships. Not just cis, white, able-bodied gay relationships (unless your story is about transphobia, racism or ableism within the community) who look at each other once and then hold hands next scene, then marry the next episode. GIVE ME PINING. PINING ISN'T QUEERBAITING.

This is numis, god of coins cuz I like coins and that's it

OHOHO THE DRAWING?? AMAZING. I LOVE IT!!!

If It ain't a Christmas film I'm not watching.

(i can't think of a single Christmas film I like more than moderately)

Pretty girl next to me, complimented her shoes.

What makes a Christmas film actually?

Apparently Harry Potter, the first one is a Christmas film???

I'm so sorry I'm not sure what's wrong with me :3

Boy next to me thinks I'm a gremlin. He's right.