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one day apart from him feels like an eternity

if anybody wants to admit to the *huge* crush they have on me, today's the day. Time's ticking folks

Gorgeous girlmonster~

anyone want to be interdimensional time traveling penpal lesbian soulmates with me? 👉👈

"Thoughts on women?" Yeah pretty much constantly

Status update: filled with girlish glee

This morning a woman in a Subaru let me merge and I thought, we lesbians have to look out for each other.

I bought a Graphic Tee Shirt™

The graphic is a cat tree

a tree filled with squeeming yellow happy cats

Good day

Anyway where was I?

resumes furiously theorycrafting gorgeous sapphic TTRPG characters

I feel free from the paralyzing guilt of being a male who doesn't act manly.

That's gonna help a lot because I still present masc IRL :3

I like this as an outlet for my femme side. Kinda nice as a journal.

That said, felt like boy today. That's cool too. Thinking I was on the money with genderfluid. /shrug

Edit: ✨bigender✨

Have I never stared at myself in the mirror before? I did today for what felt like the first time ever. Dumbstruck by the natural femme qualities of my face. Luscious and full hair and eyebrows, big piercing dark eyes. I like how I look. I was always kind of indifferent.

So THAT'S why I was obsessed with Shūzō Oshimi's manga Inside Mari (like seven years ago 🥚)

elegant star lady 😍

gender

happy birthday to her ✨💙

can my gender be Titanic Rising by Weyes Blood

how dress like lesbian without disrupting general overall male presentation?

(can I say egg = cracked if it was literally just me recognizing that I feel femme? I'm not even planning anything like surgery or HRT, I'm still pretty comfortable presenting masc IRL as I always have, I'm just embracing femme feelings that have always been looming unrecognized in the shadows of my gender. And I have some masc feelings too, mixed in there. What would you call that? Genderfluid? Pangender? Well, on the one hand I don't give a shit what anyone else thinks, I'm doing things my way. But on the other hand, I'm open to some good-faith advice / discussion.)

Norm MacDonald's "deeply closeted" bit, but it's trans and it's unironic and it's me to my immediate family

Can't help but think the character's tragic and poignant end is distracting us from how unfathomably attractive Krysten Ritter is in Breaking Bad. I didn't watch until after it had ended; was this a subject of discussion when it was airing? Can she come to my house and watch TV with me? In a lesbian way

How much of my life did I waste feeling like shit for not connecting with groups of straight men? for not empathizing with their posturing? feeling useless for not wanting to compete?

*skrrt* (that is the sound of me taking a sharp turn off the Man Racetrack™)

[in a lesbian way]

Back studies

More than twenty years I spent thinking I was just a weird straight man. Just a straight cis man who liked women but didn't know how to do the dating thing. Who made all his video game avatars women because it was a more compelling story. Who never touched a romance novel until discovering the lesbian ones. Who read Sappho in college and thought "huh, neat."

Who finally put the pieces of herself together, through the power of TTRPGs and friendship <3

i'll lick ya

OwO