Me And My 10 Self Inserts With Minor Differences

me and my 10 self inserts with minor differences

a lot of you probably knows Belphie's story, but I'll summarize just in case.

Devon Rex cats are better for people with allergies (less shed fur + less Fel d1 protein in their saliva), so on February 16, 2024, I went the breeder route and put down a deposit. before Belphie even opened his eyes, he was mine!

every Friday, the breeder sent me a new photo. I had a broken leg, and was basically rotting in bed at that point, so it was the best part of my week. then, at 12 weeks old, I BROUGHT HIM HOME!

at first, he was so alive! like a wind-up monkey that never shut off. he dangled from the wall-hangings, savaged my feet as I walked, and used my elderly cats as jumping poles to do cool acrobatics over. but all this gradually faded.

first, he stopped playing. then he stopped climbing. then he stopped moving much at all. my vet ran tests on him and found multiple pathogens (calcivrius + mycoplasma), but the medication didn't help - he kept declining.

on September 17th, I woke up to find him swollen like a balloon. we finally had an answer: he had Feline infectious Peritonitis, aka FIP. before 2017, this would've been a death sentence. he would've kept bloating until he drowned in his own fluids. and before 2024, I would've been forced to inject him with black market drugs. but thankfully, South Tower Animal Hospital in Fergus, Ontario was doing a study on the oral medication! we drove two hours, enrolled him, and left with the GS-441524 pills.

and he went from those photos above.....to this:

I thought Belphie would die as a kitten. I'd accepted that he would never grow up. but now he gets to LIVE!

and all for the low cost of $7,553.....ahhhahaha........god.

that + a recent home disaster has wiped out my savings, but I still need to pay for Belphie's medication. to remain in this study, I need to do bloodwork monthly until Feb 2025, and he'll need daily pills until March 2025.

I've put a risograph print + enamel pin set up at greerstothers.shop. I hate asking for help, but if you'd like to support Belphie's continued treatment, please consider checking them out!

I really should start posting about cult of the lamb, i am going insane if i am unable to post one akhshichsjd

Thinking of a reverse AU where Narinder is freed with Lamb’s sacrifice but resurrects them and does what we do with him. Instant marriage. As “A reward for serving your God.” (Lamb is his treasure and doesn’t let anyone try to flirt with them ever)

He doesn’t resurrect them immediately… he builds up his temple and following to something grand to fit his image and to let the Lamb live comfortably…. Haha…

I have more thoughts on this but… brained melted and thoughts are rotted. Can’t words.

I can imagine The Characters to any song

this one's for the pinoys (my condolences)

did you know i had to run this image through a jpeg artifact generator for the complete effect 😬🫰

also if you're a filo cotl fan can you please sound off in the tags / comments i'm tryna see something WAHAHAHA

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