To Be Entirely Honest I Was Specifically Made For The Kind Of Ego Death Where Im The Secondborn Son Of

to be entirely honest i was specifically made for the kind of ego death where im the secondborn son of some egotistical cutthroat noble & im a failure to him for having refused to take the cloth cause i yearn for more. not whatever this is...

Writing is always worthwhile.

Just because writing something is fun doesn't mean it's good. And just because it's a struggle doesn't mean it's bad. It's all relative.

Don't be afraid to write for the joy of it. But also remember that just because something is hard, doesn't mean it's not worth it in the end.

What makes you a writer?

If you write, that makes you a writer.

Haven’t written in a while but want to get back to it?

You’re a writer.

Haven’t published yet or don’t plan to?

You’re a writer.

Only write fanfiction?

You’re a writer.

Don’t have any readers?

STILL A WRITER!

it's always so fascinating and heartbreaking when a character in a story is simultaneously idolized and abused. a chosen prophet destined for martyrdom. a child prodigy forced to grow up too fast. a powerful warrior raised as nothing but a weapon. there's just something so uniquely messed up about singing someone's praises whilst destroying them.

I only operate in extremes

I can’t just be a bit sad, instead I’m soul crushingly miserable

I can’t just be happy, instead I’m completely elated

I can’t eat normally, instead I’m either binging or restricting

I can’t love normally, instead I’m either obsessed or want nothing to do with the person

I can’t just be bored, instead I have to fill the void with any method of self destruction available to me so that I don’t have to feel the boredom

I have joined the journaling cult! Hopefully I stay consistent with this alongside my current budget planner. Also the quote is by @orpheuslament