@s-unfleur Asked: "What I Love, I Want To Control It." / Holly + Not-batistafrom Here
@s-unfleur asked: "What I love, I want to control it." / holly + not-batista from here
Fear is the first emotion she feels. Likely it will be the only emotion she feels for now- it has been since he's taken control of the spice production on Arrakis. He has proven to be a very ruthless man, and from the moment he saw her, it seems as if he has made it his personal mission to make her life hell.
She swallows down the lump in her throat, heart beating so fast it felt like she might have a fucking heart attack. Those words wouldn't be the first lie he's told her, and surely not the last either. Were Holly not so frightened, maybe she'd laugh at them.
" But you don't love me, my Lord. "
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🐝 * ― 𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐌𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒. ( these are taken from all across their albums and were translated by me. no guarantee there aren't any mistakes, it was just a fun thing i wanted to do after i saw them live recently. feel free to adjust to better fit your muses. )
❛ there’s no god in my heaven. ❜ ❛ i’m coming back in ten days. ❜ ❛ where do you want to go ? ❜ ❛ who’s gonna hold oyur hand when it’s pulling you down ? ❜ ❛ stop screaming and don’t fight back. ❜ ❛ god knows i don’t wanna be an angel. ❜ ❛ what are you ? ❜ ❛ you say yes and i think no. ❜ ❛ you’re gonna be my punishment. ❜ ❛ give me your hand and play a game with me. ❜ ❛ you’re gonna cry for mercy. ❜ ❛ i want you to trust me. ❜ ❛ i want you to believe in me. ❜ ❛ i’m lonely but i’m not alone. ❜ ❛ your luck’s not my luck, it’s my misfortune. ❜ ❛ we have to live til we die. ❜ ❛ i don’t not want to hate me. ❜ ❛ i’m gonna show you how it’s really done. ❜ ❛ i’ll stay with you forever. ❜ ❛ i can’t be without you. ❜ ❛ i take fate into my own hands. ❜ ❛ don’t disappoint me. ❜ ❛ i don’t love you more or less than you loved me back when you were still in love with me. ❜ ❛ where are you ? i don’t want to be so alone. ❜ ❛ i know that sometime, someone is gonna love me. ❜ ❛ don’t die before i do. ❜ ❛ i’m waiting only for you. ❜ ❛ you love me because i don’t love you. ❜ ❛ don’t be afraid, i’m here. ❜ ❛ i didn’t regret it. ❜ ❛ i just want fun, i don’t want to fall in love. ❜ ❛ so what’s the problem ? ❜ ❛ he says i stole you. he doesn’t know you love me. ❜ ❛ i never want to leave you. ❜ ❛ you’re as beautiful as a diamond. ❜ ❛ but please let me go. ❜ ❛ show me yours, i’ll show you mine. ❜ ❛ if only this could be forever. ❜ ❛ no one believes me, no one trusts me. ❜ ❛ i don’t even trust myself anymore. ❜
@profecier asked: we never talk about that night. + holly from here
The blue in her eyes disappear. Calculating, thinking, searching the databanks of her mind for any memory she had left of that night. It's not like she had forgotten them, though, she had wanted to. Every second of every moment of those hours were ingrained into memory. It was a blessing and a curse to have formal training of the mentat kind. In this case it proved a curse.
Though her eyes return to normal, she still does not look at Paul. Bad manners in the presence of a Duke ?? Perhaps. Though quite honestly at the moment she could not care any less. Its unlike her.
" Perhaps, my Lord- " She says, hands idly shoving objects into the Fremen made pack that Stilgar had offered her. No, she wasn't leaving... Holly had just needed a distraction from the things she had wished to forget. " There is a reason for that. "
@s-unfleur asked: being admired and being loved aren't the same thing. / holly + leto from here
Eyes flicker white, expression turning into that of a quizzical look. Translucent pupils fixate on the vase sitting out of place on the small table pressed up against the wall. Truly it did not belong there, but that's not why she had singled it out. Eye contact had been too painful the moment she realized that what her father felt for her had not been love. It had been exactly that, admiration of an object to be shown off. She can't imagine why.
Eyes return to normal as she finds her gaze falling upon the Duke. Head tilts to the side a moment, hands clasped in front of her waist. No, they're not here to talk about the mentat girl.
" I suppose you're right, my Lord. Do you find that happening often, with the people surrounding you ?? "
@profecier asked: is this safe? are you safe? + karcis from here
Chest rises, hands rake across the giants face with a loud inhale. A sniff, as if he's smelling the air... but it's an exaggeration. What is safe anymore ?? Maybe he had felt it once long ago, before the young Lord was born, but he doesn't remember much of what it felt like. Had Paul ever felt safe ?? He's sure he had, at some point in time. Up until recently, there was no cause for concern for him...
" Yes, this is safe, we're fine. " A blatant lie. In all honesty, Karcis had no fucking clue. What is safe anymore ?? It wasn't Arrakis, that's for certain.
" I'd suggest we move away from here, my Lord. " Just a precaution.