Me Reading Enemies To Lovers Fics In 2012

Me reading enemies to lovers fics in 2012

Me reading enemies to lovers fics in 2021

hope I am not just a mutual to you but also your parasocial best friend who you never never spoken to

Sooo good😭😭

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I think we can agree that Chan is a pleaser - if he can do something for someone, he will. So you’re close friends with the group, but particularly Chan and let’s say that isn’t always easy being best friends with someone as attractive, and lovely, as Chan himself, but you get by keeping all feelings and any desire to jump his bones to yourself. Occasionally there is a little tension - on the day’s Chan is feeling stressed or needy you sometimes wonder whether you ought to throw caution to the wind and finally make a move like Hyunjin has been telling you to for weeks. Recently the unspoken tension seems to have increased threefold - maybe it’s because he’s leaving the country soon, maybe it’s because you’re in love with him and spend an unhealthy amount of time fighting off thoughts that you definitely shouldn’t be having about your best friend. It comes to a head a couple of days before Chan is due to fly to the US and this is how it goes:

First, maybe Chan invited you to just hang out at the dorm whilst he finishes packing his suitcase. You’re just lounging on his bed, silently admiring him as he fiddles about in his wardrobe as if every single item isn’t the same shade of black. It’s quiet, as it always is before he flies halfway around the world, the atmosphere is stuck somewhere between excitement for the upcoming tour and sadness for him having to leave the city and you. After a while he stands and walks to the bed with a hoodie in hand and you assume he’s about to pull it on, but instead he offers it to you.

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song: use me by bill withers

Chan is nice- cordial, rather- to you in public but behind doors he’s all over you

He doesn’t hate you and he isn’t rude but he doesn’t speak to you much, especially with all your mutual friends around. he barely says two words to you but behind closed doors, or when enough people aren’t paying attention you let him do what he wants. including but not limited to

- sticking his hand between your thighs at a gathering

-fucking you against a wall in the back of a club

-making you suck his cock in his studio when you're waiting for your other friend or you wont be touched for 2 weeks

-his hand around your throat while he edges you for hours

all of this while degrading you and leaving after you're cleaned up, putting on his indifference towards you in front of others.

One day he brings it up, asking if it hurts you or if he needs to pull back

you smirk and crawl slowly toward where he’s leaning against the headboard. you take his hand and bring it up to your throat. “if it feels this good getting used just keep on usin’ me until you use me up”