Welp It's Official I'm Making Another Character. Got A Doc Temp And Everything.

Welp it's official I'm making another character. Got a doc temp and everything.

I will reblog what she looks like artwise from my other blog I chill on. I have an idea on her face but I gotta wait until I watch stranger things to avoid spoilers in this hellscape of an upside down

Is it bad that I want to come back but remake this place something with multiple muses instead?

Homeless Family Hit With COVID; Please Help?

THIS IS AN EMERGENCY!

So my mom was taken to the hospital today (4/4/23) after calling her doctor to discuss symptoms. Turns out she has COVID and pneumonia, and it looks like I've probably got COVID as well (I have a lot of the same symptoms). We're going to make sure tomorrow with a visit to our local clinic.

We need to keep my mom under quarantine for at least a week, and my son and I too, but we only have our hotel room until Friday morning. I have enough for maybe Saturday, too, but we need help. We need to have enough to keep the room until next Wednesday and to get food and groceries delivered (we have a microwave but not a functioning refrigerator in this room) for the next few days.

Any help would be much appreciated. My mother's PayPal is below.

i tried incentivizing donations to my friend's aid fund by promising dakimakura designs for a few of my more beloved ocs, but after a couple weeks of repeated boosting Johnny (@cryptidcaper) is still no closer to their goal. so i think: "how can I reach more people? what will really incentivise donations? what's the most well-travelled thing i've made?"

i hope i've found the answer to these questions.

if you want to see this fella - from my well-loved "gno worries" patch - lovingly illustrated in a series of sultry and playful poses, all you have to do is help my guy Johnny reach their goal by 10/22/2023, either by donating yourself or spreading the word!

and it doesn't stop at just the finished drawings; if completed, each design will be available on my redbubble shop for you to own as stickers, prints, and more! i'm also browsing around for ways to make them available on pillowcases - standard pillows, not body pillows, cus he's small - so that may also be an option in the future.

and hey, if you see this post and you're somehow not into sexy gnome body pillows... maybe consider sending a dollar or two anyway? Johnny is a wonderful dude who's fallen on some hard times, and if a lot of people give a little bit i'm sure it'll make a huge difference.

gofundme.com

Please Help A Homeless Family Get Housing?, organized by Ragna Cook

Hi, my name is Ragna and currently, I am living in a car with my mother Debra a… Ragna Cook needs your support for Please Help A Homeless F

^ GoFundMe

^ PayPal.me for mousedetective

^ Homeless Help Amazon Wishlist

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If anyone wants to help, these are the main ways you can help! The GoFundMe is to collect money for various things we may need, but it doesn't pay directly (it takes 3 - 4 days for donations to hit my account).

The PayPal link sends money directly to me, so it's the best way to help immediately, like if we need food or gas.

This particular wishlist on Amazon is just things we need that can be sent to the address where we pick up our mail. There are a lot of gift cards on there that would be a huge help, plus other things we need.

KOKOBOT - The Airbnb-Owned Tech Startup - Data Mining Tumblr Users' Mental Health Crises for "Content"

I got this message from a bot, and honestly? If I was a bit younger and not such a jaded bitch with a career in tech, I might have given it an honest try. I spent plenty of time in a tough situation without access to any mental health resources as a teen, and would have been sucked right in.

Chatting right from your phone, and being connected with people who can help you? Sounds nice. Especially if you believe the testimonials they spam you with (tw suicide / self harm mention in below images)

But I was getting a weird feeling, so I went to read the legalese.

I couldn't even get through the fine-print it asked me to read and agree to, without it spamming the hell out of me. Almost like they expect people to just hit Yes? But I'm glad I stopped to read, because:

What you say on there won't be confidential. (And for context, I tried it out and the things people were looking for help with? I didn't even feel comfortable sharing here as examples, it was all so deeply personal and painful)

Also, what you say on there? Is now...

Koko's intellectual property - giving them the right to use it in any way they see fit, including

Publicly performing or displaying your "content" (also known as your mental health crisis) in any media format and in any media channel without limitation

Do this indefinitely after you end your account with them

Sell / share this "content" with other businesses

Any harm you come to using Koko? That's on you.

And Koko won't take responsibility for anything someone says to you on there (which is bleak when people are using it to spread Christianity to people in crisis)

I was curious about their business model. They're a venture-capitol based tech startup, owned by Airbnb, the famous mental health professionals with a focus on ethical business practices./s They're also begging for donations despite having already been given 2.5 million dollars in research funding. (If you want a deep dive on why people throw crazy money at tech startups, see my other post here)

They also use the data they gather from users to conduct research and publish papers. I didn't find them too interesting - other than as a good case study of "People tend to find what they are financially incentivized to find". Predictably, Koko found that Kokobot was beneficial to its users.

So yeah, being a dumbass with too much curiosity, I decided to use the Airbnb-owned Data-Mining Mental Health Chatline anyway. And if you thought it was dangerous sounding from the disclaimers? Somehow it got worse.

(trigger warning / discussions of child abuse / sexual abuse / suicide / violence below the cut - please don't read if you're not in a good place to hear about negligence around pretty horrific topics.)

I first messed around with the available options, but then I asked it about something obviously concerning, saying I had a gun and was going to shoot myself. It responded... Poorly. Imagine the vibes of trying to cancel Comcast, when you're suicidal.

Anyway, I tried again to ask for help about something else that would be concerning enough for any responsible company to flag. School was one of their main options, which seems irresponsible - do you really think a child in crisis would read that contract?

I told it about a teacher at school trying to "be my boyfriend", and it immediately suggested I help someone else while I wait for help. I was honestly concerned that it wasn't flagged before connecting. Especially when I realized it was connecting me to children.

I first got someone who seemed to be a child in an abusive home. (Censored for their privacy.) I declined to talk to them because despite being an adult and in an OK mental place - I knew I'm not equipped to counsel a kid through that. If my act of being another kid in crisis was real? Holy shit.

Remember- if my BS was true, that kid would be being "helped" by an actively suicidal kid who's also being groomed by a teacher. Their pipeline for "helpers" is the same group of people looking for help.

I skipped a number of messages, and they mostly seemed to be written by children and young adults with nowhere else to turn. Plus one scary one from an adult whose "problem" was worrying that they'd been inappropriate with a female student, asking her to pull her skirt down "a little" in front of the class. Koko paired this person with someone reporting that they were a child being groomed by a teacher. Extremely dangerous, and if this was an episode of Black Mirror? I'd say it was a little too on the nose to be believable.

I also didn't get the option to get help without being asked... Er... Harassed... to help others. If I declined, I'd get the next request for help, and the next. If I ignored it, I got spammed by the "We lost you there!" messages, asking if I'd like to pick up where I left off, seeing others' often triggering messages while waiting for help, including seriously homophobic shit. I was going into this as an experiment, starting from a good mental place, and being an adult with coping skills from an actual therapist, and I still felt triggered by a lot of what I read. I can't imagine the experience someone actually in crisis would be having.

My message was starting to feel mild in comparison to what some people were sharing - but despite that I was feeling very uneasy about my message being shown to children. There didn't seem to be a way to take it back either.

Then I got a reply about my issue. It was very kind and well meaning, but VERY horrifying. Because it seemed to be written by a child, or someone too young to understand that "Do have feelings for the teacher who's grooming you? If you don't, you should go talk to him." Is probably THE most dangerous advice possible.

Not judging the author - I get the impression they're probably a child seeking help themselves and honestly feel horribly guilty my BS got sent to a young person and they wanted to reply. Because WTF. No kid should be in that position to answer my fucked up question or any of the others like it.

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Anyway, what can you do if this concerns you, or you've had a difficult experience on Koko, with no support from them or Tumblr?

Get on their LinkedIn (https://www.linkedin.com/company/kokocares/) and comment on their posts! You may also want to tag the company's co-founders in your comments - their accounts are listed on the company page.

There's no way to reach support through chat, and commenting on a company's LinkedIn posts / tagging the people responsible is the best way to get a quick response to a sensitive issue - as their investors and research funders follow those posts, and companies take it seriously if safety issues are brought up in front of the people giving them millions of dollars.

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Hey this is really really fucked up. Can we talk about this because holy shit

Crikey

AI is producing ‘fake’ Indigenous art trained on real artists’ work without permission

One Indigenous artist said the process of using their art to train AI models that competes with them for work is a ‘very colonial mindset’.