First Off, I'm Very Happy. My Supervisor Has Put Me Backstage For Both Shows Tonight. Yay!

First off, I'm very happy. My supervisor has put me backstage for both shows tonight. Yay!

I was told they were only gonna let guys be back here. Naturally I was upset, but not much I could do about it.

I'm ecstatic to be back here again. It's quiet and I don't have to deal with hundreds of people, I get to watch (not hear) the show and meet the cast and crew!

In other news, Tumblr has terrible timing. The notifs of completely silent as I walk through the lobby and backstage, it's even silent as I sit down and get comfortable! But the second two officers walk through this room, Tumblr decides to send three consecutive notifications in a row with my sound in full volume.

Thanks, guys, really doing me a solid, embarrassing me like that

I applied for a second job yesterday at the place my dad and older sister work. They reached out to me earlier today and I have an interview set up for the 30th.

I'm excited

People can just...... exist? What??

Who was gonna tell me that people don't have to work all day, every day?!! That shit's hard!

There’s no such thing as work-life balance for neurodivergent & chronically ill people.

This is because everything in my life requires work:

maintaining friendships

keeping up with my hygiene

managing bills

making money

remembering my basic needs

sleeping regularly

outputting creatively

All requires some aspect of work for me.

And when everything in your life requires work, your balance goes out the window.

If you're neurodivergent and overwhelmed — I see you.

If you're chronically ill and overwhelmed — I see you.

You're not dysfunctional.

You're not incapable.

You're doing your best.

Please bother me with questions and statements. It's not really a bother, I promise

bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

I managed to get my tabs down to three

I managed to keep my tabs down at three

I made the mistake of not reading as they were updating, so my tabs went up to ten

I asked my friend for some sad fic recs so I could have a good cry and now my tabs are up to fourteen

An older lady at work (I'm in the lower lobby, waiting for my next shift to start) called me a vibe. I'm very happy