My Emotions Are Churning Like A Storm With No Lightning,

My emotions are churning like a storm with no lightning,

I keep breaking i just want to feel something. 

Does this life have any meaning the time just keeps ticking. 

I’m a senior who’s only just begun existing. 

You tear me apart just to teach me a lesson. 

You speak and think that I don’t listen but i can’t because I’m chocking back my confession. 

I’m a living breathing plague leaving only destruction in my wake but for once I want to create. 

While I keep debating who I am in this state of being, 

like a being who’s only meaning is to keep on consuming.

Yet somehow you saw right through me and coursed my heart back to beating.   

not to be rude but i wanna be special to someone

“Our love is God” J.D. x Veronica

Film: Heathers

American Beauty/American Psycho - Fall Out Boy Psycho Killer - Talking Heads Young Gods - Halsey Smells Like Teen Spirit - Nirvana Born To Die - Lana Del Rey Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People Haunting - Halsey Creep - Radiohead Hypnotic - Zella Day A Little Death - The Neighbourhood Super Psycho Love - Simon Curtis Off To The Races - Lana Del Rey Robbers - The 1975 Until It Hurts - Francisca Hall Strange Love - Halsey Devil’s Backbone - The Civil Wars Style - Taylor Swift Judas - Lady Gaga Every Breath You Take - The Police Animals - Maroon 5 Going To Hell - The Pretty Reckless Bad Romance - Lady Gaga

I want a boyfriend who will take me to concerts,

or just a boyfriend,

or just concert tickets

I still waiting for the day my life stops being it gets better and actually gets better