My Nights Are Summed Up Right Here

My nights are summed up right here

Me: *so tired my eyes hurt and I’m struggling to keep them open*

Brain: hoe don’t do it

Me: *clicks*

Brain: oh my god 

HE LISTENED TO IT AND SAID SUPER NICE THINGS ;-; This man has made my month, guys

Man i need to clean out my account it has COLLECTED SOME DUST.

Woah-

"Never forget that walking away from something unhealthy is brave, even if you stumble a little on your way out the door."

—Mandy Hale

wOaH

Hdkonrkfjcjnrkfjdhksjf so I just noticed this

So I was rewatching camp camp, right, and this was probably obviouse but I didn’t get it until now

In  dial M for jasper there was the

Which is sweet and all, but he’s talking about parent day, in which he had to decide over the camp or max and he  chose max

It even zoomed in on Max’s face when David said that

Which I might be the only one who didn’t realize this- but still it’s fun thing to point out

Can I just note how when Tony falls, Steve offers him the arc reactor?

Subconsciously or not, he thinks that the arc reactor is still what's keeping Tony functioning. Tony giving it to him must have been what made him collapse; if Steve gives it back, Tony will be alright again.

As we all know by now, the arc reactor is representative of Tony's heart. That scene was him demonstrating to Steve that Steve's actions had figuratively and literally ripped his heart out. Old news.

The interesting part is that Steve tries to give it back. He sees how Tony is affected, and tries to offer back to him what was taken--but Tony collapses anyway, without accepting it.

Now here's my hot take: Steve is and has always been under the impression that things can just "become right again", that nothing he does has lasting negative consequences, but Tony collapsing is a very prominent demonstration of the repercussions of Steve's actions. The fact that Tony does not accept the proffered arc reactor is basically his way of saying, "You think that will fix this? Too late."

Just like in Steve's "apology" in Civil War, Steve functions under the assumption that no matter how much pain he causes, forgiveness and "the way things used to be" are always right around the corner. He's always been a man stuck in the past--he doesn't realize that getting things back to how they were is not that simple.

This is potentially the first time that Steve truly realizes how deeply he hurt Tony, and the actions in this scene speak even louder than Tony's agonizing words.

Because when Tony actually passes out, Steve doesn't know what to do.

His attempt at fixing things didn't work this time, and now he's lost, shocked at how deeply the ramifications of his impulsive and selfish actions run.

"I needed you. Past tense." And despite the fact that Steve lives in the past, there's now nothing he can do.