Author When Is My Perfect Mannequin Comming Out ??

Author when is my perfect mannequin comming out ??😢😢

Hey love 🤍

I already make the masterlist for the series and I might post it by today after the final check. Chapter 1 will be up by this Saturday once I settle up at my dorm. This past few days I working on my final year project report as my final degree semester is coming up.

But don't worry, I already have a few drafts of the chap including the Temptation - somehow this might have a few parts (while making the story) eventho I plan to make it as oneshort only. So I will finish up both of them and will drop both tomorrow! 😊

Hii Can i be in the tag list for the mannequin story!

Hii and sure! Added you ❤️

MDNI NSFW 18+

warnings: smut, kidnapping, dirty/degrading talk, unprotected sex, mentions of punishments, pet names, (probably forgot some warnings, apologies in advance)

note: first ever post, i hope you guys like! this is based off a dream i had so i’d thought i’d share it. not proofread and i’m half asleep so i hope this makes sense and don’t mind any errors/typos. request are also open if anyone wants to send anything or even if it’s just to chat!!

imagine you get lost and heeseung decides to kidnapped you and keep you all to his self so he can use you. at first you spent a lot of time trying to fight and escape but it never worked out and you kept getting punished so you give up for the time being and decide to be good and gain his trust then try again. eventually you become completely dependent on him and you start liking being used by him to the point where you become extremely needy for him while slowly become obsessed

“oh does my little girl like being used? what happened to the one that would always try to escape and fight me, hm? now you can’t even make it through the day without begging me to fill that pretty cunt of yours. i don’t think you could ever leave me nor live without me huh, sweetie?”

Bestie I think you should make separate accounts for writing and reblogging 😭😭

OHO 😭😭😭😭

Imagine that I didn't expect to start writing the story here. I might create my main masterlist and put the link for story recommendations. Or I can even create a new #, so it's easy for anyone to check other authors work 🫶🏻 (plus, I'm afraid I forgot the password/existence of another acc since I have many things to remember lol)

I try to minimise the reblog and consider listing out my all time fav oneshot/drabble/series just for you guys 🥹

new beginnings...

( angst/fluff) jay, jake x f!reader oneshot

masterlist ✿⁠ 

warnings! - { heartbreak, crying, swearing, reader struggling to move on, slight crack, kissing, hugging, fluffy ending ! } !! not proofread !!

!!! let me know if I missed anything

!!! english is NOT my first language so please be nice ♡

( a/n ! : this story is inspired by a german song called scheine zählen ! )

♡ 2.5 k words ! ♡

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You wanted him to be happy. 

No... you needed him to be happy. That's the only Reason why you left him. 

You wanted to be in his arms so bad. You wanted to kiss him so bad. But thinking about it made you feel selfish. You knew you were no good for each other, and breaking up was probably the best option for you two. But now you were all alone in your cold room, staring at the dried roses Jay once gifted you when you started dating. Your gaze was empty, and your heart felt heavy. It felt weird not having him around. Jay was your first love. And even though you hurt each other a lot, you knew that you would always love him. And he would always love you. Jay felt the exact same way in that moment. He had no idea how he was supposed to love someone else one day. He was sitting on the floor of his bedroom, softly choking on his tears as he thought about all the things he wanted to say to you. He didn't even think twice before taking his phone to send you a text. Texting you probably wasn't the best idea in that moment, but he needed you to know how much he loved and appreciated you before you both go back to strangers. He knew it would happen someday. 

Jay :  Y/N ... I never wanted to lose you. And I'll miss everything about you, but we both know we're better off without each other. I need you to know how sorry I am for everything that happened between us. I know you're sorry as well, and i forgive you. I really want you to be happy. I want to see you smile. And i hope you end up finding someone who loves you as much as I do. I'll miss you, but I'll be okay as long as you're happy. You deserve to be happy. And I need you to know, that the very last kiss we shared earlier means everything to me. I know we weren't perfect, but i loved you with all my heart. And I'm sorry I wasn't able to show you that. I promise you  mean so much to me, and you always will ! I love you so much, Y/N. We'll be alright ... 

You were silently reading the text with tears in your eyes. You and Jay were over. And you had no idea if you're ever gonna see him again. ,,Goodbye Jay...'' You whispered to yourself, holding your phone close to your chest. You knew you needed to move on. You needed to heal. And you knew, that it would take a lot of time. Because you did love him. And you did miss him. A lot. 

6 months later...

Things were going alright. You haven't talked to Jay since your breakup ... he was gone.

You met someone new. His name was Felix. But he didn't laugh like Jay. He didn't kiss like Jay. His skin wasn't as soft as Jay's. He held you in his arms, but his hugs weren't as warm and comforting as Jay's.

He made you miss him. And that's when you realized, you weren't over your Ex Boyfriend yet. You felt incredibly guilty for feeling this way .. but you couldn't help it. You missed Jay so much. You missed the way you would cuddle on the backseat of his car and just talk for hours. You missed the way he touched you. You even missed the arguments you had with him, and the way you would make up after.

Felix couldn't make you feel the way Jay made you feel. So when Felix asked you to be his Girlfriend, you rejected him. You felt like an asshole. But your heart and soul was longing for Jay, and you couldn't do anything about it. You needed more time to heal. And you had no intention of hurting Felix. You didn't want him to feel useless or weird. So you decided to be honest to him. He deserved better ... he was a good guy after all. Jay still felt the same Way about you. But things were easier for him. He had a big group of friends who would cheer him up whenever he felt down. It didn't always help, but he still appreciated them. Because he caught himself missing you as well. It was hard staying away from you, but he knew he needed to stay strong. 

another 4 months later...

You were slowly healing. You got back in touch with an old friend you met in kindergarten a long time ago. He was also a good friend of Jay. Jake.  It was nice having him around. He was good at cheering you up whenever you cried, and his hugs were the absolute best. Plus, he was an amazing friend to you. ,,I'm bored. Wanna do something ?...'' Jake asked, watching you stare at the ceiling tiredly. ,,I kinda wanna stay in bed ...I'm feeling kind of depressed today '' Jake furrowed his eyebrows. ,,Why's that ?'' He asked , sounding worried. You only shrugged your shoulders. Jake immediately knew what was wrong. ,,You should get over him, Y/N .. It's been a year. '' You bit your bottom lip, trying to hold back your tears. He knew you so well.  ,,Let me cry one last time before moving on alright ?'' Jake softly smiled as he nodded his head lightly. He sat down next to you and pulled you close to his chest, letting you cry as much as you needed. He comforted you by gently caressing your back, and kissing the crown of your head carefully. He didn't want you to feel uncomfortable. ,,You'll be alright... I promise.'' He whispered into your ear, as you sobbed into his chest. And as you promised, it actually was the last time you cried over your ex boyfriend. 

approximately 1 year later...

You and Jake got invited to a small party by some old friends. You were nervous, but you felt happy at the same time. You haven't seen them in a while. ,,Soo .. who's coming ?'' You asked Jake, nervously fiddling with your hands. ,,Heeseung will be there for sure. Jungwon, Sunoo, Riki and Sunghoon will be there as well. And i'm sure Sunghoon invited some of his friends as well. I don't really know them tho..'' Jake responded, focusing on the street as he drove. ,,Alright...'' You said, looking at Jake with a warm smile on your face. Your heartbeat got faster when Jake parked in front of Sunghoon's house. ,,Are you nervous ?'' Jake asked, clearly worried about the way you were shaking. ,,Yeah. I haven't seen them since you know .. the breakup. It's been a while.'' Jake smiled softly. He gently put his arm around your shoulder, before slowly guiding you into Sunghoon's house.

Once you greeted everyone, you immediately felt less nervous. ,,What have you guys been up to ?'' Jake curiously asked, as he sat down next to you. ,,I recently moved out of town because my girlfriend broke up with me. And that child over there has a girlfriend now ! Can you believe it ?'' Heeseung said, pointing at Riki making everyone laugh. And as you all were busy teasing Riki, you heard the door open behind you.

,,He's here !'' Jungwon shouted excitedly, making everyone look at the person who just entered the house. Everyone but you. Without even looking at him, you immediately recognized his voice. You recognized his scent, and even his footsteps.

,,Jay...''  You silently whispered to yourself.

Your heart shattered into a million pieces when you turned around to look at him. He wasn't alone.

He brought a girl ... his girlfriend.

Your breath hitched when your eyes locked. He looked happy. He was smiling. Seeing him like this made you feel happy as well, but seeing him with someone else in his arms hurt like hell. ,,Hey.. are you okay?'' Jake whispered into your ear, caressing your back softly. You nodded your head silently, chewing on your lip. ,,Why don't you sit down ?'' Jungwon said, signalling Jay and his Girlfriend to sit down on an empty couch. You could tell Jay felt kind of bad. The way he looked at you in pity explained a lot. He didn't know you were gonna be there.

,,I feel like i should introduce myself... my name is Sabrina. It's so nice to meet you guys.'' The girl next to Jay spoke up, making everyone smile. Even you tried to force a smile, which didn't really work.

You watched her cuddle up against Jay before quickly pecking his Lips.

,,Excuse me...'' You quietly said, before getting up from the couch. Jake worriedly watched you run away to the bathroom before silently following you, waiting for you to come out. He gently knocked on the door, listening to the quiet sobs coming from the other side. But you didn't even hear him.

You were concentrating on keeping your breath steady, crying uncontrollably. And when Jake finally knocked loud enough for you to hear, you immediately opened the door.

Jake quickly stepped in before closing the door behind him, immediately pulling you into his arms after. ,,Shhh.. Everything will be fine. We'll get through this together. I know you're in a lot of pain right now but I promise you'll get through this.'' Jake assured you, gently kissing your temple. You whimpered at his soft touch. He held you in his arms for a few more minutes, before making you look at him. ,,No more crying, remember ?'' He said, softly wiping your tears away. ,,Jake ?'' You whispered, looking directly at him. ,,What ?'' You sighed deeply. 

,,Thank you'' 

,,For what ?'' 

,,For being there for me...I really appreciate you.''

Jake smiled softly as he pulled you into another tight hug. ,,Should we leave ?'' Jake quietly asked. ,,Yes, please'' You mumbled. Jake giggled softly. ,,My House or your House ?'' He asked. ,,My House'' You quickly answered before taking his hand to pull him out of the Bathroom.

As you were both saying your goodbyes, you decided to look at Jay one last time. And to your surprise, he immediately locked eyes with you.

You weakly smiled at him. The smile was barely visible since you were still hurting, but it was there. And you knew Jay appreciated it. He couldn't help but softly smile back. The love in his eyes was gone, but you had already accepted that. You weren't meant for each other. And that's okay. You were sure you would find your soulmate one day. You were sure you would find that one person you're meant to be with. 

5 months later...

Another week, another sleepover with your best friend Jake. You've gotten pretty close in the last few weeks, which was great. He gave you lots of strength. ,,Don't move !'' You commanded, before gently applying some more eyeshadow on Jake's eyelid. He chuckled quietly. ,,Can you at least make me look pretty ?'' You silently put the eyeshadow brush aside , before gently applying some blush on his cheeks. ,,Oh you look amazing. Trust me.'' You mumbled, giggling after.

Jake looked at you with sparkly eyes. He secretly really enjoyed this.

,,Should we add some glitter ?'' You asked, looking at the boy in front of you patiently. Jake sighed deeply, knowing he had no other choice. ,,Sure.'' He said, making you laugh in excitement. Your touch was so gentle and careful. Jake softly smiled to himself, hoping you wouldn't notice. But you did. ,,One more step and I'm done ! Go choose a lipstick color, Jake '' Jake quickly walked over to your makeup drawer, and picked the the most bright red lipstick he could find. You looked at him with your eyebrows raised, slightly judging his decision. But you decided to just go for it.

,,I want this one'' He insisted, sitting down in front of you again. You playfully rolled your eyes before taking a new brush so you could apply the lipstick more precisely. Jake felt himself getting nervous about the way you were staring at his lips.

But so were you.

You knew you were slowly catching feelings for Jake. It was obvious. And you knew you were finally ready for someone new.

You've moved on. You weren't hurting anymore.

But you were scared of getting hurt. ,,Y- Y/N ?'' Jake spoke up, making you realize you zoned out. Your face reddened in embarrassment. ,,Sorry..'' You mumbled under your breath, before eventually finishing his makeup. ,,All done'' Jake smiled softly, before finally looking at a mirror. He immediately broke into a fit of laughter. You smiled widely, finding his reaction cute. ,,I look like Trisha Paytas '' He said completely out of breath, making you laugh along almost immediately. ,,C'mere, I'm gonna help you remove it'' You said, pulling him towards you.

Jake giggled when you started wiping the heavy makeup off his face with a makeup wipe. When you were halfway done, he caught himself staring at you. He caught himself staring at your lips, and especially at the way your eyes sparkled whenever you looked at him. You looked at him with so much ... love. And all of a sudden, he couldn't control his body anymore. He gently cupped your cheeks and placed a quick kiss on your lips. You looked at each other in shock.

What the hell just happened.

,,I'm so sorry. I don't know what has gotten into me...'' Jake blurted out, trying not to freak out. He thought he ruined your friendship. He thought you would never talk to him again. But you weren't shocked because he kissed you. You were shocked because it felt so goddamn right. You were shocked by the tingly feeling in your belly when his lips touched yours. You were shocked because you were actually able to heal and fall for someone new.

,,Y/N ? Please say something...'' Your mouth slowly curved into a smile, leaving a confused expression on Jake's face.

You slowly pulled him closer, before softly closing the small gap between your lips. Jake gently pulled you onto his lap, immediately deepening the kiss. His hand travelled down to your waist, pushing your body to his as close as possible. You gently bit his bottom lip during the kiss, making him groan quietly. The way he caressed the small of your back, and smiled against your lips here and there made you want this moment to last forever. ,,I'm in love with you'' You whispered against Jake's lips, out of breath. Jake rested his forehead against yours with his eyes closed, breathing heavily. He had a soft smile on his pink, swollen lips. ,,I love you'' He whispered. You gently brushed your lips over his again, not kissing him this time. ,,You make me so happy'' You confessed shyly. ,,I know. And I'll never stop making you happy. I promise I won't disappoint you.'' 

 Loving Jake was easy. You were more than sure he was the one you were meant to be with. You knew he could make you happy.

,,Be mine, Y/N ''

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