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Parings-Vamp!heeseung x femactress!reader

Warning(s)-kiss!ng l neck k!ssing l nicknames (baby, sweetheart etc). l mentions of blo0d l curs!ng prais!ng l . ~lmk if more~

Genre-actress y/n, vampire heeseung, slight smut and fluff. ~lmk if other~

Word Count - 346 -

Note-Hi! this is a quick heeseung fic so enjoy!

!! Not proofread !!

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You were shocked of the the sudden movement of heeseung pulling you Into a dark room, backstage. “Fuck Baby, you look stunning” he speaks, scoffing. You felt butterflies in your stomach as the first thing he did was kiss your neck, digging into your skin with power.

“Hee love- we c-can’t do this now” you manage to get out, squeezing his biceps for support while your head hits the nearest wall.

“But sweetheart, I need you. I’m so thirsty” he replies back with the most neediest breathe hitting your collarbone. He kisses you, moving down to your chest as he maintains eye contact. The loose strap of your silk dress falls, leaving heeseung with the opportunity to give you the slightest hickies on your smooth shoulder.

“I-I have to get back to the ceremony” you moan, mouth open as he trails up to your lips, kissing them the softest ever. You think about it for a while, as lust fills your mind and thoughts. Maybe you were gonna let him do this. “fine. Do whatever you want, but quickly” you say, breaking the kiss.

Heeseung smirks as he places a few more gentle kisses on your nape, showing you love and affection. Eventually, he bites down, familiar sharpe pain hitting your neck in seconds. He drains you more than usual as your fingers linger through his hair, giving him a cue to stop.

Yes it was risky but, what could you do? Your boyfriend was addicted to you, even at a stupid film party.

He pulls away, looking at you as the redest blood drips down his chin. “Mm thank you darling” he says, kissing your neck once again to clean up the access blood.

He suddenly takes off his blazer, handing it to you. Confused you take it “whats this for?” you ask, a curious look on your face. “Use it to cover the mark” he winks taking the blazer back from you as he places it on your shoulders, pulling the collar to you cover your neck.

God, he looked so hot like this.

new beginnings...

( angst/fluff) jay, jake x f!reader oneshot

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warnings! - { heartbreak, crying, swearing, reader struggling to move on, slight crack, kissing, hugging, fluffy ending ! } !! not proofread !!

!!! let me know if I missed anything

!!! english is NOT my first language so please be nice ♡

( a/n ! : this story is inspired by a german song called scheine zählen ! )

♡ 2.5 k words ! ♡

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You wanted him to be happy. 

No... you needed him to be happy. That's the only Reason why you left him. 

You wanted to be in his arms so bad. You wanted to kiss him so bad. But thinking about it made you feel selfish. You knew you were no good for each other, and breaking up was probably the best option for you two. But now you were all alone in your cold room, staring at the dried roses Jay once gifted you when you started dating. Your gaze was empty, and your heart felt heavy. It felt weird not having him around. Jay was your first love. And even though you hurt each other a lot, you knew that you would always love him. And he would always love you. Jay felt the exact same way in that moment. He had no idea how he was supposed to love someone else one day. He was sitting on the floor of his bedroom, softly choking on his tears as he thought about all the things he wanted to say to you. He didn't even think twice before taking his phone to send you a text. Texting you probably wasn't the best idea in that moment, but he needed you to know how much he loved and appreciated you before you both go back to strangers. He knew it would happen someday. 

Jay :  Y/N ... I never wanted to lose you. And I'll miss everything about you, but we both know we're better off without each other. I need you to know how sorry I am for everything that happened between us. I know you're sorry as well, and i forgive you. I really want you to be happy. I want to see you smile. And i hope you end up finding someone who loves you as much as I do. I'll miss you, but I'll be okay as long as you're happy. You deserve to be happy. And I need you to know, that the very last kiss we shared earlier means everything to me. I know we weren't perfect, but i loved you with all my heart. And I'm sorry I wasn't able to show you that. I promise you  mean so much to me, and you always will ! I love you so much, Y/N. We'll be alright ... 

You were silently reading the text with tears in your eyes. You and Jay were over. And you had no idea if you're ever gonna see him again. ,,Goodbye Jay...'' You whispered to yourself, holding your phone close to your chest. You knew you needed to move on. You needed to heal. And you knew, that it would take a lot of time. Because you did love him. And you did miss him. A lot. 

6 months later...

Things were going alright. You haven't talked to Jay since your breakup ... he was gone.

You met someone new. His name was Felix. But he didn't laugh like Jay. He didn't kiss like Jay. His skin wasn't as soft as Jay's. He held you in his arms, but his hugs weren't as warm and comforting as Jay's.

He made you miss him. And that's when you realized, you weren't over your Ex Boyfriend yet. You felt incredibly guilty for feeling this way .. but you couldn't help it. You missed Jay so much. You missed the way you would cuddle on the backseat of his car and just talk for hours. You missed the way he touched you. You even missed the arguments you had with him, and the way you would make up after.

Felix couldn't make you feel the way Jay made you feel. So when Felix asked you to be his Girlfriend, you rejected him. You felt like an asshole. But your heart and soul was longing for Jay, and you couldn't do anything about it. You needed more time to heal. And you had no intention of hurting Felix. You didn't want him to feel useless or weird. So you decided to be honest to him. He deserved better ... he was a good guy after all. Jay still felt the same Way about you. But things were easier for him. He had a big group of friends who would cheer him up whenever he felt down. It didn't always help, but he still appreciated them. Because he caught himself missing you as well. It was hard staying away from you, but he knew he needed to stay strong. 

another 4 months later...

You were slowly healing. You got back in touch with an old friend you met in kindergarten a long time ago. He was also a good friend of Jay. Jake.  It was nice having him around. He was good at cheering you up whenever you cried, and his hugs were the absolute best. Plus, he was an amazing friend to you. ,,I'm bored. Wanna do something ?...'' Jake asked, watching you stare at the ceiling tiredly. ,,I kinda wanna stay in bed ...I'm feeling kind of depressed today '' Jake furrowed his eyebrows. ,,Why's that ?'' He asked , sounding worried. You only shrugged your shoulders. Jake immediately knew what was wrong. ,,You should get over him, Y/N .. It's been a year. '' You bit your bottom lip, trying to hold back your tears. He knew you so well.  ,,Let me cry one last time before moving on alright ?'' Jake softly smiled as he nodded his head lightly. He sat down next to you and pulled you close to his chest, letting you cry as much as you needed. He comforted you by gently caressing your back, and kissing the crown of your head carefully. He didn't want you to feel uncomfortable. ,,You'll be alright... I promise.'' He whispered into your ear, as you sobbed into his chest. And as you promised, it actually was the last time you cried over your ex boyfriend. 

approximately 1 year later...

You and Jake got invited to a small party by some old friends. You were nervous, but you felt happy at the same time. You haven't seen them in a while. ,,Soo .. who's coming ?'' You asked Jake, nervously fiddling with your hands. ,,Heeseung will be there for sure. Jungwon, Sunoo, Riki and Sunghoon will be there as well. And i'm sure Sunghoon invited some of his friends as well. I don't really know them tho..'' Jake responded, focusing on the street as he drove. ,,Alright...'' You said, looking at Jake with a warm smile on your face. Your heartbeat got faster when Jake parked in front of Sunghoon's house. ,,Are you nervous ?'' Jake asked, clearly worried about the way you were shaking. ,,Yeah. I haven't seen them since you know .. the breakup. It's been a while.'' Jake smiled softly. He gently put his arm around your shoulder, before slowly guiding you into Sunghoon's house.

Once you greeted everyone, you immediately felt less nervous. ,,What have you guys been up to ?'' Jake curiously asked, as he sat down next to you. ,,I recently moved out of town because my girlfriend broke up with me. And that child over there has a girlfriend now ! Can you believe it ?'' Heeseung said, pointing at Riki making everyone laugh. And as you all were busy teasing Riki, you heard the door open behind you.

,,He's here !'' Jungwon shouted excitedly, making everyone look at the person who just entered the house. Everyone but you. Without even looking at him, you immediately recognized his voice. You recognized his scent, and even his footsteps.

,,Jay...''  You silently whispered to yourself.

Your heart shattered into a million pieces when you turned around to look at him. He wasn't alone.

He brought a girl ... his girlfriend.

Your breath hitched when your eyes locked. He looked happy. He was smiling. Seeing him like this made you feel happy as well, but seeing him with someone else in his arms hurt like hell. ,,Hey.. are you okay?'' Jake whispered into your ear, caressing your back softly. You nodded your head silently, chewing on your lip. ,,Why don't you sit down ?'' Jungwon said, signalling Jay and his Girlfriend to sit down on an empty couch. You could tell Jay felt kind of bad. The way he looked at you in pity explained a lot. He didn't know you were gonna be there.

,,I feel like i should introduce myself... my name is Sabrina. It's so nice to meet you guys.'' The girl next to Jay spoke up, making everyone smile. Even you tried to force a smile, which didn't really work.

You watched her cuddle up against Jay before quickly pecking his Lips.

,,Excuse me...'' You quietly said, before getting up from the couch. Jake worriedly watched you run away to the bathroom before silently following you, waiting for you to come out. He gently knocked on the door, listening to the quiet sobs coming from the other side. But you didn't even hear him.

You were concentrating on keeping your breath steady, crying uncontrollably. And when Jake finally knocked loud enough for you to hear, you immediately opened the door.

Jake quickly stepped in before closing the door behind him, immediately pulling you into his arms after. ,,Shhh.. Everything will be fine. We'll get through this together. I know you're in a lot of pain right now but I promise you'll get through this.'' Jake assured you, gently kissing your temple. You whimpered at his soft touch. He held you in his arms for a few more minutes, before making you look at him. ,,No more crying, remember ?'' He said, softly wiping your tears away. ,,Jake ?'' You whispered, looking directly at him. ,,What ?'' You sighed deeply. 

,,Thank you'' 

,,For what ?'' 

,,For being there for me...I really appreciate you.''

Jake smiled softly as he pulled you into another tight hug. ,,Should we leave ?'' Jake quietly asked. ,,Yes, please'' You mumbled. Jake giggled softly. ,,My House or your House ?'' He asked. ,,My House'' You quickly answered before taking his hand to pull him out of the Bathroom.

As you were both saying your goodbyes, you decided to look at Jay one last time. And to your surprise, he immediately locked eyes with you.

You weakly smiled at him. The smile was barely visible since you were still hurting, but it was there. And you knew Jay appreciated it. He couldn't help but softly smile back. The love in his eyes was gone, but you had already accepted that. You weren't meant for each other. And that's okay. You were sure you would find your soulmate one day. You were sure you would find that one person you're meant to be with. 

5 months later...

Another week, another sleepover with your best friend Jake. You've gotten pretty close in the last few weeks, which was great. He gave you lots of strength. ,,Don't move !'' You commanded, before gently applying some more eyeshadow on Jake's eyelid. He chuckled quietly. ,,Can you at least make me look pretty ?'' You silently put the eyeshadow brush aside , before gently applying some blush on his cheeks. ,,Oh you look amazing. Trust me.'' You mumbled, giggling after.

Jake looked at you with sparkly eyes. He secretly really enjoyed this.

,,Should we add some glitter ?'' You asked, looking at the boy in front of you patiently. Jake sighed deeply, knowing he had no other choice. ,,Sure.'' He said, making you laugh in excitement. Your touch was so gentle and careful. Jake softly smiled to himself, hoping you wouldn't notice. But you did. ,,One more step and I'm done ! Go choose a lipstick color, Jake '' Jake quickly walked over to your makeup drawer, and picked the the most bright red lipstick he could find. You looked at him with your eyebrows raised, slightly judging his decision. But you decided to just go for it.

,,I want this one'' He insisted, sitting down in front of you again. You playfully rolled your eyes before taking a new brush so you could apply the lipstick more precisely. Jake felt himself getting nervous about the way you were staring at his lips.

But so were you.

You knew you were slowly catching feelings for Jake. It was obvious. And you knew you were finally ready for someone new.

You've moved on. You weren't hurting anymore.

But you were scared of getting hurt. ,,Y- Y/N ?'' Jake spoke up, making you realize you zoned out. Your face reddened in embarrassment. ,,Sorry..'' You mumbled under your breath, before eventually finishing his makeup. ,,All done'' Jake smiled softly, before finally looking at a mirror. He immediately broke into a fit of laughter. You smiled widely, finding his reaction cute. ,,I look like Trisha Paytas '' He said completely out of breath, making you laugh along almost immediately. ,,C'mere, I'm gonna help you remove it'' You said, pulling him towards you.

Jake giggled when you started wiping the heavy makeup off his face with a makeup wipe. When you were halfway done, he caught himself staring at you. He caught himself staring at your lips, and especially at the way your eyes sparkled whenever you looked at him. You looked at him with so much ... love. And all of a sudden, he couldn't control his body anymore. He gently cupped your cheeks and placed a quick kiss on your lips. You looked at each other in shock.

What the hell just happened.

,,I'm so sorry. I don't know what has gotten into me...'' Jake blurted out, trying not to freak out. He thought he ruined your friendship. He thought you would never talk to him again. But you weren't shocked because he kissed you. You were shocked because it felt so goddamn right. You were shocked by the tingly feeling in your belly when his lips touched yours. You were shocked because you were actually able to heal and fall for someone new.

,,Y/N ? Please say something...'' Your mouth slowly curved into a smile, leaving a confused expression on Jake's face.

You slowly pulled him closer, before softly closing the small gap between your lips. Jake gently pulled you onto his lap, immediately deepening the kiss. His hand travelled down to your waist, pushing your body to his as close as possible. You gently bit his bottom lip during the kiss, making him groan quietly. The way he caressed the small of your back, and smiled against your lips here and there made you want this moment to last forever. ,,I'm in love with you'' You whispered against Jake's lips, out of breath. Jake rested his forehead against yours with his eyes closed, breathing heavily. He had a soft smile on his pink, swollen lips. ,,I love you'' He whispered. You gently brushed your lips over his again, not kissing him this time. ,,You make me so happy'' You confessed shyly. ,,I know. And I'll never stop making you happy. I promise I won't disappoint you.'' 

 Loving Jake was easy. You were more than sure he was the one you were meant to be with. You knew he could make you happy.

,,Be mine, Y/N ''

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GIRLNEXTDOOR 태산 ・ 박성훈 p.sunghoon h.taesan

SYNOPSIS. Having to move to a new area was already tough enough but being in a relationship with the biggest player known in your new school after being warned was even worse. Once you finally seperated from Sunghoon, you try to move on with no other than his twin brother, Taesan. The thing was that it was accidental, which led to things getting complicated between you and your two neighbors. You became the notorious Girl Next Door that they both desired.

IN WHICH. You and Sunghoon develop deep feelings until you caught him cheating on you, this led you to go boy crazy. You end up getting closer to Taesan until you develop a relationship with him. Who do you end up with?

PART TWO. HERE

GENRE. love triangle, teenage love, highschool au, angst, fluff, STRANGERS to LOVERS,  ACQUAINTANCES to LOVERS

PARING(s). Park Sunghoon x f!reader, Han Taesan x f!reader

WARNINGS. heartbreaks, mentions of cheating, alcohol, fighting, violence

WORD COUNT. 3k ( 3,949 )

i. REALIZED I DIDN’T READ BETWEEN THE LINES

Oh, how the sounds of cheering rang throughout your ears. You stood in front of hundreds of students as a group of your boyfriends' teammates each held up a sign with letters spelling out ‘HOCO?’

You were exhausted, minutes before— you were thrown into the air, cheering as loudly as you possibly could, while also trying to support number two on the field. That didn’t stop you from jumping into your boyfriend’s arms though. You were slowly starting to catch your breath as you let go of the skintight hug you shared with your boyfriend. He had just won the first home game of the season and oh boy, was he happy. You felt his breath hovering as he panted in and out above your messily tied-up hair while the tips of his fingers caressed your waist.

Many people knew Sunghoon as a complete douchebag. So, maybe it was the delusions or maybe it was the attachment you developed for him, but you never saw him as a ‘douchebag.’ Although you would be lying if you’ve never heard people say he tends to lead girls on, you’d also be lying if your friends didn’t tell you so. You knew what you were getting yourself into the moment you stepped into your new apartment and locked eyes with him.

But Park Sunghoon arose something inside of you that you just couldn’t understand. He was so different from the guys back in your old hometown. He caused you to go boy crazy over him. He would drive you to and from school every day, he would walk you to class, and on top of that, he introduced you to his whole family, but that was a given since you two were new neighbors.

“So?” His raspy worn-out voice silently echoed in your ears as his grip tightened around your waist. “Will you go to homecoming with me, my sweet girlfriend?”

Did you say yes? Of course, you did. However, things didn’t go as planned.

Your friends were right about everything. You felt humiliated and that very feeling was eating you up inside. You were played by the notorious pretty looking douchebag everyone warned you about. Thinking back, you wondered why you were so set on him— sure, he was a sweetheart to you but, overall he wasn’t the best person. Yet, you helplessly ignored it for him. You were addicted to him and it wasn’t a good feeling knowing that.

“(Name), Stop stalking his social media.” Danielle’s soft tone snaps you back into your wandering head, she was sitting close to you, smoothly taking your phone out of your grip.

“I know, sorry— I can’t help it.” You attempt to grab your phone back but miserably fail. “Danielle, you know fast he moved on? We dated for five months for fucks sake.”

Danielle sympathizes with you, she knows how hard a heartbreak can affect a person, so she just hums in response as she returns your phone. “You know, checking his socials isn’t going to make you feel any better.”

You pressed your lips together, she was right. Why couldn’t you get over him? You've never been so stuck on a boy especially one you only dated for five months. It was draining you.

“Still crying over Sunghoon?” You instantly recognize who spoke those words and your head naturally turns towards the voice. Your eyes met with Jaehyun as he squeezed his way in between you and Danielle like he normally does. “Actually yes, you should tell your bestie I was crying over his brother again.” You say.

“I am so not telling Taesan that, but you could. You’re still neighbors with the both of them anyway.” Jaehyun teased as he stuffed his sandwich into his mouth. You shove him with your shoulder as you take in what he says while Danielle silently chuckles with Jaehyun.

ii. I’VE NEVER KNOWN SOMEONE LIKE YOU, I’M STUCK FOREVER

To say that you were beginning to dread going to football events was an understatement. You despised going to them, it was just a reminder of your past relationship that didn’t end that long ago. You couldn’t skip these stupid events anyway, you were a cheerleader and a very good one at that. They needed you and you needed them if you didn’t want to fall apart due to your heartbreak. Cheerleading was your only escape but now that it was tied with memories of you and Sunghoon, you didn’t know how to feel. You couldn’t even process your thoughts.

“Keep it together (Name), what’s going on with you?” You were starting to feel your body heat up as your coach lectures you in front of everyone. God, this day couldn’t get any worse.

“Sorry, Mrs. Lee.” You reply. You start to feel sweat dripping down your face as you quickly bow. “Sorry isn’t going to cut it. Get it together.”

You straightened your back as you continuously nodded at Mrs. Lee. She kept complaining until she finally ended practice early because she was disappointed in the team, but everyone knew it was because of you. Nonetheless, you begin to pack up, it was starting to get chilly outside so you quickly wrap yourself in the hoodie you received from Sunghoon.

Everything reminded you of him, sometimes you brought it upon yourself but right now, this was just the god's way of punishing you for whatever reason. You notice Sunghoon and his friends walking up to where your team usually practices.

He looked so good, he was drenched in sweat, which led to his long black hair sticking to his forehead, while he held onto his helmet on the side of his hip. You couldn’t help but stare and it was a bad habit, and the thing was that he always noticed your stares but this time it was different, he was distracted. He was walking up to Ning Yizhou, the captain of your team. You could feel your heart crack for the millionth time.

Upon their arrival, Ning gave him a warm hug that you once used to give him when practice ended. You used to always wonder if he even missed you at all— but he didn’t, not even a little.

“Hey (Name), long time no see.”

Huh? You were so stuck in your thoughts you didn’t realize Jungwon had walked up to you. “Oh Jungwon, what's up.”

Jungwon raised his thick brows, noticing how down your tone had sounded. To be honest, everyone knew why you were always so down and sometimes they would feel bad, including Jungwon himself but at the same time, Jungwon had no say, Sunghoon was his best friend after all.

“Just wanted to check up on you.” You chuckle at his words, how kind of him even though his best friend threw your heart on the ground and stomped on it. Okay, dramatic, but still, you were hurt.

“I gotta go Jungwon.” You say as you grab your bag and make your way back into the school building to change.

Making your way into the building alone wasn't a big deal, it felt normal, almost like a routine that was injected into your blood system. You would quickly change and leave and that's what you did. As you walked out of the school building, you began to scroll through Instagram unknowingly searching up ‘hoon_.2.’

“(Name)?” You quickly shut off your phone and glanced up, it was Taesan. You could tell he just changed from his basketball clothes back into his uniform, his hair was still stuck to his forehead and his lips were a pretty pink shade that you’d only see while he played on the court. It was kind of weird.

Even though Taesan was Sunghoon’s twin brother, they were so distinguishable from one another. They would think differently, dress differently, have different hobbies, and even talk differently. Taesan was such a soft-toned, shy boy while Sunghoon was loud and strongly opinionated, it had always appalled you because of how they were so different.

“Taesan.” You chirped, hoping he didn’t catch a glimpse of you stalking his twin brother. Taesan gazed at you, it was obvious that he was observing you. The thing was that you were hoping he hadn’t seen what you were doing on your phone, but you couldn’t even read his face, he was staring pretty intensely so you had an unknown sensation of how to feel.

But Taesan was just admiring you, he always found you appealing.

“Do you need a ride home? We’re going the same place anyway.” He silently asks without breaking his eye contact with you.

“Sure.” You smile as you begin to make jokes with him. It was the least you could do since he was driving you home.

Sunghoon had seen you walk out with his brother, it was funny. He couldn’t wrap his head around the fact that seeing you laughing with his twin brother rubbed him the wrong way. To be fair, this feeling was foreign to Sunghoon.

“You can’t be mad,” Jungwon says as he watches Sunghoon’s eyes follow you out the door. “Who said I was mad.” Sunghoon sternly says, as his grip tightens around his bag.

“It’s so obvious.” Jay barges in, walking next to the angered boy. “But yeah you can’t be mad.” The dimpled boy continued as he twirled his car keys around his finger.

Sunghoon scoffs, “Not saying I'm mad but why can’t I be?” The audacity Sunghoon had pushed Jay to stop in his tracks while Jungwon’s eyes widened so big that he thought his own eyes would dry out. “Are you really asking that?” Jay genuinely asks.

“Yes?”

“Look, all I'm saying is that you can’t be upset when you cheated and left her during homecoming.” Jungwon raises both his hands up as he nonchalantly walks away.

“Okay? That was like last month.” Sunghoon defends as he catches up to Jungwon, walking side by side with him while Jay follows behind. “Still. Plus, I wouldn’t worry too much, I doubt Taesan would date her.” Jungwon shrugs leaving Sunghoon to think to himself.

Taesan would never go for someone like you. Right?

iii. DREAMING OF YOU

Sunghoon had called you late that night, you took a few seconds to process the contact that was appearing on your phone. ‘Hoonie <3’ it read. Oh boy, the flashbacks with this contact that showed up every night for five months.

You let the call ring for a few more seconds before picking up. “Hello?” You quietly say as your cold phone lays against your ear. “(Name),” You could hear in his voice that he hadn’t slept.

“What do you want Hoon.” You look out the window, staring at the beautifully lit moon that fits perfectly in the night sky.

“I saw you with Taesan.” He sternly says, you can hear him shifting in his bed. “So what?” you question. It was strange, that you’ve spoken to Taesan before, why is it a problem now? If anything, it shouldn’t even concern him.

“What's your relationship with my brother?” Sunghoon let out a silent chuckle after asking that, he felt stupid, why was he asking you what your relationship status if he willingly left you?

You found this absurd. It was around three o'clock in the morning and he was asking you a dumb question that he shouldn’t care about. “Good night hoon,” you say before ending the call.

It had been a while since someone had called him Hoon with so much emotion. No one called him Hoon with that much feeling until you.

Sunghoon just brushes off this foreign feeling once again and ends the night with that before he starts to think too hard.

On the other hand, you were staring at your white popcorn ceiling, it was blurry and dark, and it almost reminded you of the day of homecoming. Closing your eyes, you start to recall that day; you found Sunghoon kissing Ning in his car. You remember how intoxicated you were that night and how desperately you were searching for him after you guys argued over something so small and dumb. It was so dumb you wish you never started that argument, because maybe, just maybe he wouldn’t have cheated on you, and maybe you guys would’ve been happier than ever still in a relationship. He was your home, he was everything to you.

If only you didn’t start that argument. But that’s just the manipulation getting to you, and you know it.

It might’ve been the nosy side of Taesan but he couldn’t help but listen to everything you guys were talking about over the phone. It was short, yes, but It had Taesan thinking. Taesan’s room was right next to Sunghoons and the walls were fairly thin, anyone could hear anything by just staying silent. But he always knew you were too good for his brother and the thing was that he still loved Sunghoon no matter what, but Taesan couldn't wrap his head around his brother's actions. It doesn’t make sense and taesans confident a lot of people would agree with him.

This kind of sucks though, Sunghoon wanting to know what's going on between you two— drove Taesan to yearn to talk to you even more.

Even if it were wrong for him to.

And here you were, gradually massaging your eyes as you gaped blankly at your buzzing, bright screen, ‘taesan’ it read. Why was everyone summoning you tonight? You peek over at your alarm clock, it was four in the morning. You’ve got to be kidding. You still picked up though, you had no reason not to. “Taesan?”

“(Name), did I wake you?” His voice was low and sweet, you shift in bed as you hum silently. “No,” you lie, sitting up against your bed frame, “did you need something?”

You could hear him silently chuckling, an extremly attractive chuckle, it kind of put you in a daze, but then again, you were beyond tired at this point and you had school in a couple hours. “I just wanted to talk to you, but it's late.” He pauses. “Goodnight (Name).” He hung up.

Oh? That was shorter than you thought, but you felt his words in your bones, he was so quick and brief with his words. You shake off this feeling, sliding right back into your blankets before knocking out again. This was not how you planned your night to go.

iv. BACK FOR MORE

“It was so strange,” you exclaimed as you sipped your Starbucks chai, elbows resting on the table as your back straightened, your thoughts were all over the place. “Like, both of them called me last night and they were meaningless calls.”

Jaehyun’s eyes shifted to your confounded expression, he found this entertaining to hear from you. “So, you’re telling me Taesan called you,” he pauses to let out a giggle, “at four in the morning to say goodnight?”

You nod, taking in every word Jaehyun says as he continues laughing at his best friend's actions toward you. It was shocking to say the very least, taesan has never been that bold and he always knew he found you attractive, it was no surprise— you were all the students spoke about when you first transferred anyway.

Across the room were eyes watching you ranting to Jaehyun. Honestly, he didn't make it that obvious that he was goggling at you, but his friends noticed. “Why are you staring at her so intensely?” Jungwon waved his hand in front of his face, quickly catching Sunghoon's attention.

“I’m not,” Sunghoon defends, orbs still attached to the movements of your body. “Oh yeah because it sure doesn’t look like you're about to eat up (Name) with your eyes.” Jungwon hummed, sinking back into the couch.

“I called her last night,” Sunghoon says, “And what did you say?” Jungwon’s attention was fully on his best friend. “I asked what her relationship with my brother was.” He replies, also sinking into the couch, shifting his eyes to Jaehyun who kept making you laugh.

“Now that's low, even for you Sunghoon.”

“It’s not, I'm just curious,” Sunghoon lied, he knew it was low, it was incredibly low. He hadn’t thought about you in a while though, sure, he’d stalk your Instagram a couple of times but that's only because you would post pictures of yourself going out and you’d always look good. You weren’t called the pretty new transfer for no reason.

And that’s why Sunghoon got with you right away, there were already rumors of a pretty girl coming into your school but finding out that you were neighbors the next day by locking eyes the first moment you’d meet was just another thing. To you, it felt like destiny, clearly it didn’t work out but still, you’d always talk about it when you cuddled in bed with Sunghoon; he heard it a lot.

“He’s staring at you by the way,” Danielle says as she arrives at your table, “He’s been staring since I got here and that was ten minutes ago.” She continued, as she settled in next to you.

“He’s so weird, you saw my texts right?” You say, receiving a nod from Danielle.

v. JUST WANTED TO HEAR YOUR VOICE SO CLEAR

Taesan sat at his desk, debating whether or not to text you. He’d be lying if he said he hadn’t been thinking about you all night and day and he felt guilty, he didn’t want to betray his brother but to be fair, things didn’t go well due to Sunghoon so, it's not too bad, right?

He groaned silently to himself as his eyes gazed upon the texts he sent you, ‘Want to grab ice cream after school?’ How cheesy, but honestly, Taesan couldn't care less about that. He wanted your response.

You received this text and it brought a smile to your face, you quickly replied with a yes! You needed an ice cream break.

“Thanks for the ice cream,” you smile while taking in the flavors of the vanilla bar he’d bought you. “No problem, I wanted to see you anyway,” He replies as his arm slightly brushed against yours, you were living for these moments and he was too.

“Taesan,” you stop in your tracks, and so did he once he felt air instead of your presents beside him, he glanced back at you and hummed. “Why did you call me last night?”

“Because I like you, kinda, maybe. It’s complicated.” He answers, before turning and proceeding with his walk back to your apartments.

“What?” You catch up to Taesan and tug on his uniform sleeve, resulting in him looking down at you before veering around his eyes back to the sidewalk. “You heard me.”

You remained silent for the rest of the walk, the sounds of you and Taesan dragging your feet filled your eyes, and you knew Taesan was too deep in his head to realize how loud he was dragging his feet.

“We’re here,” you say, pressing the numbers that led you into your home, “(Name), you don't have to think about what I said earlier, I just kind of blurted it out.” Taesan walked into his house without glancing back, leaving you alone in the halls of your apartment.

“(Name), why are you frozen outside your house,” you hear a familiar voice speak as you shift your orbs to no other than your ex-boyfriend. “Why can’t I stand outside my house?” You argue back.

“Just asking,” Sunghoon cheeses at your defensiveness, he finds it cute, “But you’re also in my house area so.”

“Fuck off, I’m literally not.” You protest, quickly walking into your house, leaving Sunghoon alone in the halls. Why were you so angry? Sunghoon just shrugged and stepped into his house as well.

vi. MORE THAN FRIENDS?

Days had gone by and all you’d done was hang out with Taesan since the day he confessed to you. You found him very comforting, you’d meet up with him before and after class and would walk together everywhere. This didn’t go unnoticed of course, everyone figured out how close you two had gotten, but Sunghoon had noticed the most and he was the one who spoke about it the most.

“Why are they suddenly so close, they look like a couple.” Sunghoon rants, gazing into the locker room mirror as he paints his cheeks in black for the football game. “Who knows, maybe they naturally became close.” Jungwon shrugs as he taps his legs, preparing for the game.

Sunghoon felt his whole body heat up when he saw you on your tippy toes leaning over the fence to kiss his brother, you two were official. This didn’t hold Sunghoon back, he’d get into a fight during the game over something minor and had to be benched for the rest of the game.

“What the fuck Sunghoon? We lost because of you!” Gyuvin provoked, jabbing his fingers into Sunghoon's chest. “The fuck is wrong with you?” He continued.

Kim Gyuvin was the captain of the football team, he was always harsh with his words, and usually, Sunghoon could handle them since he barely got a lecture, but something just snapped in him, he threw a punch at Gyuvin in front of everyone, earning gasps from the student section.

You watched this whole interaction happened, you were also on the field cheering like crazy to hype up the student section, but seeing your ex-boyfriend in a fight made you feel different emotions. You ran up to them, trying to stop them, you held onto Sunghoon's waist trying to hold him back, but you miserably failed as expected.

“Stop Sunghoon! You’re going to get suspended!” You yell out as your grip around his waist tightens. Sunghoon listened to your voice, abruptly stopping while Gyuvin was dragged away by Matthew and Jungwon. Sunghoon pulled you off him.

“Get the fuck off me (Name),”

You step back as you stare Sunghoon in the eyes, he is beyond angry, he’s never spoken to you like that and you were caught off guard. “What?”

Sunghoon ignores you and walks into the school with eyes scanning his every move as others glance back at you standing in the field alone. You felt humiliated but you also were curious about why he was angry because no one had ever seen Sunghoon so upset to the point where he gets physical with someone he called a friend. It was all confusing even for Sunghoon himself, why was he so worked up?

“Are you okay?” you hear Taesan approaching you with Jaehyun beside him, his face showing full concern and this warms you up. You pull him into a hug as you two walk back to the school.

“That was kind of crazy, the way you ran and tugged onto Sunghoon felt like it was straight out of a movie,” Jaehyun exclaimed as his expressions varied between each word he spoke. “It was,” Taesan added, holding onto your waist.

It was true you and Taesan shared deep feelings for one another but you guys weren’t officially together yet, you would sneak around with him here and there but you guys had made it clear that you were just close friends that kiss sometimes. Inside this wrecked Taesan, he wanted to be more than friends but he knew you weren’t ready and this whole situation just confirms it.

Was it Taesan or Sunghoon who you truly had feelings for?

✶ LATRII | 2O23. PART TWO. HERE

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