I Have Been A Little Absent But I'm Here To Say I Am Participating In The Lovely Olive's ( @carmenberzattosgf

i have been a little absent but i'm here to say i am participating in the lovely olive's ( @carmenberzattosgf ) bearblr promptober! i'm using her prompts with a couple - 'the bear' characters and then lip and fiona Gallagher (my beloveds) from shameless!

i've got only a couple written but i'm hoping to get more written! but depending on how well this month goes, we shall see! but get excited hehe :)

schedule

day 1 scary movie / carmy berzatto - here

day 2 choking / lip gallagher

day 3 apple picking

day 4 temperature play

day 5 vampire / vampire lip gallagher au

day 6 carving pumpkins / sydney adamu

day 7 orgasm control / carmy berzatto

day 8 autumn leaves / dad!carmy berzatto

day 9 impact play

day 10 rain soaked / carmy berzatto

day 11 corn maze / carmy + sydney + richie

day 12 blindfolds

day 13 hot cocoa + baking / carmy berzatto

day 14 somnophilia / lip gallagher

day 15 free space !

day 16 bonfire / fiona gallagher

day 17 dumbification / carmy berzatto

day 18 candelight / sydney adamu

day 19 only one bed / nyc!carmy berzatto

day 20 slow morning / carmy berzatto

day 21 spiked cider (drunk confession) / carmy berzatto

day 22 costumes / fiona gallagher

day 23 dacryphilia

day 24 haunted house

day 25 size kink / lip gallagher

day 26 coffee shop / carmy berzatto coffee shop au

day 27 nightmares / lip gallagher

day 28 sick day / carmy berzatto

day 29 corruption / lip gallagher

day 30 sweaters (sharing clothes) / lip gallagher

day 31 trick n treat / dad!carmy berzatto

I'm at work and the colleague I had (PAST TENSE) a crush on has blown this whole situation with him way out of proportion and is making working so frustrating. He's not on shift tonight but will be tomorrow but I am 80% sure he's gonna call off sick again (like he did on Saturday) to avoid me since he refused to help with cover tonight despite the fact we have been SEVERLY understaffed. I have no real basis for these assumptions but I'm 99% sure he didnt help out bc I was on shift. And I know for a goddamn fact that part of the reason he didn't come in on Saturday was bc of me because HE WAS ON SHIFT ON SUNDAY AND DIDNT CALL IN despite being "really ill" on Saturday.

Men are such bullshitters.

But this whole situation means more carmy thoughts incoming when I'm free from this hell. I will also be uploading the one shot for todays promptober when I get home (actually need to finish it first tho 😭). But I really wanna get it uploaded because the horny thots are never ending and I need carmy to make me feel better 😭

Happy spöök

250 posts!

i am nothing if not a yapper, whoops

bearblrpromptober day two: choking warnings: unprotected sex, choking (m receiving)

A/n: I had this up by October 2nd my time but accidentally clicked private post </3

The sight of Carmy’s neck captivates you while you ride him. He throws his head back in pleasure, curls falling over the pillow. Your position on top of him gives you the perfect view of his neck. His adam’s apple bobs in his throat with every groan from his mouth. The veins along the sides of his neck bulge out, much like they do when he gets heated in the kitchen. 

It’s almost as if your hand moves on its own. Your fingertips move from resting on his abs, to trailing up his sternum. With your other hand, you press into his lower stomach, giving you leverage to continue rocking against his hips. You watch his face while you lay your palm on his throat. You haven’t applied any pressure yet, not wanting to spook him.

Instead, Carmy’s shoot right open at the feeling of your hand on his neck. He has choked you in bed plenty of times before, but it has never been the other way around. His mouth falls open. You’ve rendered him speechless from one simple movement.

You apply the slightest amount of pressure to his throat. A small gasp escapes his lips, and his cock twitches inside of you. 

“This okay, Carm? You don’t have to say yes—j’st wanna see if you like it,” you ask. You haven’t stopped grinding into him, chasing your own pleasure. 

“Y-yeah—yeah. Please—want you to.” Carmen’s eye’s are completely blown with lust. The vibrant blue of his eyes is only a thin ring around his pupil. He has both of his hands resting on your thighs, fingers digging into the skin in anticipation. You’ll have fingertip shaped bruises to look at in the morning. 

You lean down to give Carmy a soft kiss, which he sighs needily into. “Tap three times on my thigh if you wanna stop, okay?”

“Mhm—tap three times.” His voice is completely shot, coming out as a whimper. 

With Carmy’s permission, you squeeze his throat with a constant, stable pressure. His reaction is instantaneous. A broken groan leaves his lips, and his hips buck up into you. You pick up the pace of your grinding to keep up with the thrusting of his hips. 

“Good?” you ask through a moan. You’re already nearing your peak. The sight of Carmy underneath you like this makes a heat swell in your stomach. Carmen doesn’t respond, not with real words, anyway. All that’s coming from his mouth are broken whimpers, but his head nods eagerly in your grasp. 

A couple of minutes pass, and Carmy is practically losing his mind. His short fingernails dig into your thigh. He’s planted his feet on the mattress to give him leverage to thrust up into you.

“G-gonna cum—c-can I?” Carmen begs. His pulse is heavy in his throat; you can feel it from your palm. You press even harder around his throat at his request, and his eyes roll back into his skull. 

“Me, too—cum for me, Bear. Fill me up—” The mere second you finish speaking, Carmy’s cock pulses inside of you, spilling hot cum into you. The feeling inside of you brings you into your own orgasm. 

Finally, after you’ve both come down from the high, you remove your hand from Carmy’s neck, letting him get a full deep breath again. 

“Holy shit—I see why you like that so much.” He looks up at you in awe, like he can’t wait for this to happen again.

Lip is so cute 😭 Debbie asked him for advice on what to wear and he instantly knew. No taking the piss. No joking. Just being a genuine cutie and wanting to help her :(

I love him