So I Dont Know How To Start This Thing Or Whatever.

so… I don’t know how to start this thing or whatever.

5 notes: I’ll drink some water

15 notes: I’ll remember to eat breakfast tomorrow

25 notes: I’ll work on sleeping better

50 notes: I’ll clean my room

100 notes: I’ll do some animating

250 notes: I’ll tell my mom about my health concerns

500: I’ll ask my mom to let me have glasses

1000 notes: I’ll come out to my mom as bigender

the reason my dad isn’t mentioned is because he’s an asshole

Got his ass

You know what?

I love you, fics that take months to update. I click on the newest chapter and have no memory of this place and get to go back some chapters and rediscover how much i love everything about this story.

I love you, fics that take years to update. I think of you fondly, and know your names, go search for you and see an update from this year and scream, diving in uncaring of any missed details (i will finish the update and read you in reverse because this is a treat you have bestowed)

I love you, fics that probably will never update again. Thank you for being a roman empire for my mind, thank you for teaching me about the ephemeral fandom experience, for inspiring a thousand million what if-s, for being a comfort read and a nostalgia read and a reread.

I love you fic writers, who jump into projects and stories with enthusiasm. I love you when you succeed in pumping out those chapters and that love doesn't go away when you stop.

I love you fic writers who post and then get in your own head and never feel confident enough to update, whether it's at all or whether it's just that one story.

I love you fic writers, who have a fandom or media hurt you to the point of abandoning or having a hard time with their WIPs.

I love you fic writers, who lose interest or have life changes or illness or bad memory. Thank you for being part of the fandom, a core part of the fandom. Thank you for the time spent in the fandom.

I love you, fic writers who try out something new and then stop. You're so valid.

I love you, WIP fics that may or may not ever get finished. Thank you for brightening my day in the way only you could have.

It's painful when your presence is merely tolerated, not cherished.

Shout out to all the Black ppl that can no longer participate directly in the fandom they love because of the stresses of racism 👍🏾 you contain multitudes of value and I'm sorry that the color of your skin and the power of your voice makes people not want to acknowledge that.

I’m a student too lol (also I’m incredibly honored to be asked? Like, you guys are some of my favorite authors/artist?)

babys first tag game cuz im curious but what do yall do for a living?

personally im just a student lol

@starryeyeddreamer21 @starlit-rainfall @thegreatpapaya666 @manicali @the-gloink

@lifea16 @achtungmandatory @oneofwaytoomanyfandoms @the-comments @snackypie

@artsyannierose @blitzosicedcoffee @mybirdis-theradiodemon @0-cloud-puff-0 @charbored

@cali-and-chaos @justawasteoftime1122 @chaoticace2005 @sassy-radio-hazbin-queen @helluvaandhazbinarelife

@jujuflakes @hazbinv33 @hordeofangrybees @mothswritingeye @hydrogenuranium

@livelaughloveluci @lordhavemercyyyyy

no pressure tags cuz im not sure how inappropriate it is to ask this lol (tho i hope at least one person rbs or im gonna look like an absolute FOOL [not like i dont do that on the daily])