Aching In Ireland, While My Broken Heart Is Held Hostage With My Family In Gaza

Aching in Ireland, while my Broken Heart is Held Hostage with my Family in Gaza

Before the ongoing horrific genocide in Gaza, I happened to be a PhD student at an Irish university collecting data for my research from universities in Gaza. Little did I know that being a student at an Irish university would be my only way to be saved from the horrible war. I was lucky and privileged, unlike my helpless family trapped in Gaza. Four months and a half into the war, my Irish supervisors and my family insisted that I should seize the opportunity to evacuate to Ireland while I still could.

Setting foot outside Gaza felt like leaving hell and entering a whole new world. People walk carefree in the streets not fearing being killed by an airstrike! They go for a run in the morning and walk their dogs! They go to school and work and live a normal life I had been deprived of for so long! I see people talking and laughing and cannot help but have the daunting thoughts that the next airstrike could kill all of my family members in Gaza.

A horrible mixture of fear, depression, survival guilt, and agony engulfs me and paralyzes my entire life as I watch the news while being far away. Just a couple of days ago, 100 innocent people were killed in a school in Gaza where people sought shelter. I saw pictures and videos of people carrying the burned meat of their family members instead of whole corpses. Could our world be more evil, insensitive, desensitized, and cruel?

My heart skips a beat every time I hear that the neighborhood where my family has been displaced was bombed! What if they are running out of luck as I write these words and the next indiscriminate bombing will end their lives?! Therefore, evacuation is a dire need and a matter of life and death at this point as the genocide and massacres continue unabated.

I am desperately trying to protect my family from this genocide just as you would do if you were in my place. I plan to evacuate them to Egypt as a first step in the hope of reuniting with them in Ireland where we can have a dignified safe life together away from the missiles, bombs, corpses, diseases, polluted water, and pain of loss. We love Gaza more than anything in the world, but I can not accept carrying them as burned meat in plastic bags like I see all the time in the news and social media.

Please find it in your heart to help me save my family by donating, reblogging, and sharing.

Note: Vetted by:

1. @el-shab-hussein and @nabulsi # 151 on the spreadsheet of Vetted Gaza Fundraisers List]

2. @riding-with-the-wild-hunt Here .

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Donate to Death chases my family in Gaza; help me save them, organized by Mahmoud Khalaf

People say: "Family always comes First," and to that, I say: "Amen!".… Mahmoud Khalaf needs your support for Death chases my family in Gaza;

🇵🇸 🛑pleas don't scroll ‼️Hi, I hope you are well. My name is Mohammed Atallah, I live with my parents, six sisters, a little girl named Malak and a little boy named Ameer in North Gaza. I created this link to fund a bone graft in my left hand which was shot by an explosive bullet, to rebuild our destroyed home and to evacuate my family from Gaza to a safe place.And donate any amount to safe life .. I will appreciate your help❤️ Can you please help as much as you can . Press all buttons on my wall , I beg you to visit my page, view it, and donate via the link in the bio💔Donate and share widely 🆘🆘 Every euros will make a difference 🙏I urge you to donate. Even the smallest amount can make the biggest difference. Not only he needs to evacuate with his family, but he is in dire need for surgery! The IDF has shot his arm with an explosive bullet. Not a regular one. AN EXPLOSIVE ONE. So he needs to get it treated right away! Otherwise, he will get an infection and it may lead to amputation. WE DO NOT WANT THAT TO HAPPEN, DO WE DO?So contribute! Make sure to reblog and share his story if you are unable to do so.Help my family. War is devastating. There is nothing left to live. No schools, no universities, no home, and no dreams. All dreams have been shattered. I hope for help before it is too late Please share on Twitter and tumbler and Instagram The campaign has been documented @90-ghost 🍉

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Donate to Bone Grafting Operation for Muhammad & House Reconstruction, organized by Haruka Aoki

Hello kind friends and dear community, My name is Haruka A… Haruka Aoki needs your support for Bone Grafting Operation for Muhammad & Ho

€10,983/€82,000

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Messages from Gaza😔

In Gaza where blood is more abundant than water💔💔

The earth speaks and the sky cries out, recording stories humanity has never known before. Each day brings with it new pain and renewed patience. But amid this suffering, hope remains deeply rooted in our hearts, a light that never fadesl🤕🤕

Despite everything we are here enduring sharing our stories and looking forward to a day when peace is more abundant than anything else✌🍉

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Donate to Assist in evacuating my family from the war in Gaza., organized by Mohammed Alhabil

My name is Muhammad Al-Habil, a 30-year-old father of three fro… Mohammed Alhabil needs your support for Assist in evacuating my family from

But I am not alone🙏🙏

With your support I can endure and move forward Your donation can make a significant difference in my life in healing my children and in rebuilding what the war has destroyed Let’s come together for a better future for me and my children❤🍉

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VETTED URGENT PALESTINIAN EVACUATION CAMPAIGNS

Aug 13-20.

These campaigns are for evacuation and involve at least one person who needs to be evacuated for medical care as soon as possible. The health of other members deteriorate due to poor living conditions.

Mohiy-Resh: @mohiy-gaza (vet)

There are other members in this family but please focus on this campaign for now. Donation match USD 5. gfm (Venmo, PayPal, Google Pay, credit/debit): USD 12,395 / 31,000.

Falastin Iwais: @falesten-iw (vet). Far from goal.

10USD = 105SEK. gfm (Google Pay, credit/debit): SEK 3,344 / 2,000,000

Muhammad Al-Habil: @aya2mohammed (#166 on @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi's spreadsheet)

gfm (PayPal, Google Pay, credit/debit): € 23,480 / 50,000

Mohammed Hijazi: @savemohammedfamily (vet, #475 in the ButterflyEffect Project spreadsheet)

gfm (PayPal, Google Pay, credit/debit): € 8,673 / 20,000

Ahmed Halas: @ahmeadhilles (vet). Far from goal. They are registered and are likely to be called to leave soon.

gfm (PayPal, Google Pay, credit/debit): € 5,004 / 80,000

Walaa (child): @burningnightgiver (Walaa's mother, vet)

gfm (credit/debit): CAD 10,126 / 50,000

Pinned campaigns

Mohammed Haboub's twin sister was shot at the Khan Younis Massacre and underwent an expensive surgery. @mohammedhaboubsblog (vet, more details)

10USD = 105SEK. Donation match: 100 SEK, 526 SEK. gfm (Google Pay, credit/debit): SEK 76,973 / 94,375 (short-term goal)

The Alanqar Family is close to their goal of evacuating their 6 members. @abuadamfamily, @mohammedalanqer, @enasmajedfamily (campaign vetted, #174 on @/el-shab-hussein and @/nabulsi's spreadsheet)

gfm (PayPal, Google Pay, credit/debit): € 55,342 / 58,000

Please check out my other current promotion for urgent campaigns and my promotion masterlist.

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