Daily Conversations With Myself

Daily conversations with myself

the autism: I need a plan structure for learning a new skill, something that tells me each step I must go to learn that Thing completely!

the ADHD: what is "schedule"? what is structure? how should i know the steps of the Thing you want to learn??? get someone to do it for you if you want structure 🙄

the autism: ok, cool, since you can't plan and make our own structured schedule, lets find a class and learn from a teacher!

the ADHD: WHAT? No. Classes are boring, we're gonna melt of boredom, also I'll give you anxiety because it'll definitely not progress fast enough for you. A class, WITH A TEACHER (!) ha! You're kinda dumb huh.

the autism: BUT I REALLY NEED TO LEARN EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT THING!!! Hmmm maybe we could try to structure our own personal classes anyway! It's hard, but it can't be impossible, right?!

the ADHD: nobody ever thought us how to structure and organize things dumb dumb, it is in fact IMPOSSIBLE. I CAN'T DO IT. Ugh. Just let it go. Here look at this new hyperfixation, distract yourself.

pierre from stardew valley is unfuckable!

uuaghh some random sketches while thinking about how may plot for mod look like

Thank you @neurodivergent_lou

sketchy sketches

theyre figuring it out