Indigo Is For The Lonely Bitches, The Burnt Out Overachievers, The People Who Worked So Hard For Something

indigo is for the lonely bitches, the burnt out overachievers, the people who worked so hard for something only to realize they didn't want it anymore, the heartbroken, the restless, the self-critical, the bitches who turn their phones off just to be alone sometimes, the ones who are reparenting themselves, the ones who get overwhelmingly consumed by all their worries and regrets, the ones who feel homesick for a place that doesn't exist anymore and maybe never did, the ones who don't recognize who they used to be and aren't sure who they might become next, the exhausted creatives who make art because they don't know what they'd be without it, and the people who can't believe they're about to be fucking 30.... 💙

Oh my gawd I am trying this again... Let's see how far I get with this. I have the outline and everything -

YES IT IS ANOTHER INSPIRED BY SEVEN DARN IT.

But it is also based off a conversation I had with my friends. 7 BTS Members, 7 Days a Week. I mean - It was a a pretty clean conversation about which member we would like to hang out on which day, and a lot of it was based on our own personal energy flows and what we desire on certain days. What days do we have social batteries and what days do we just need to chill... and who we would chill with.

ANYWAY - I have a few snippets to share I SUPPOSE. I am still working on Monday. XD It starts with an intro and then goes into the different days, and ONE day with that 'friend' - and yes that friend is a BTS member darn it. xD But this is a non-idol AU.

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And you chuckled as you sat back and tried to reflect on how your life is now. “You know… I have absolutely NO idea how I do either.” This sent all three of you laughing - and then the tingle of the door opening a little harshly brought your attention to the entrance to see your fourth friend there, breathing a little harder as if she had just ran there to make sure to arrive. The three of you perked up and waved her over. 

And boy did she look relieved to see the three of you. “So sorry! I really thought I wouldn’t make it but then something opened up so I fucking RAN and just-” she explained as she plopped into a fourth chair that Sonia brought over. 

“We are stoked that you are able to make it,” Vida exclaimed, you and Sonia nodding in agreeance. “Though we didn’t order you a drink-”

Kara (AKA: Kay) shook her head and held up her phone, showing she placed an order somehow. “Apps, make the world WORK I swear to you.”

You couldn’t help but pull out your phone. “I… had no idea they had an app for here,” which led to Kara having a HUGE grin. “Oh yeah. They do-” And as soon as she stated that, you all looked at the worker who brought the drink over, and you all offer your thanks as Kara sipped it happily, making a sound of absolute joy.

Once she got the first sip done, she looked around, and grinned. “So, what did I miss?”

You opened your mouth but Sonia beat you to it.

“We are discussing how our friend here has a guy friend for each day of the week,” she stated with a grin. 

Kara leaned forward happily, hand on palm as she looked at you, a look in her eye. “Oh yeah. I have to admit, your friend Namjoon is a … very good looking fella.” Your other two friends nodded in agreement. “And so smart, I wish he could hang out with me on Mondays to help me prep and prepare my week, I feel like he would be amazing at that. Plus just spending time with him would help me,” Vida stated, as they smiled at the thought.

“I always thought your friend Seokjin would be a great Monday starter,” Sonia stated, as she leaned in to take another sip of her drink. 

You blinked. “Have you guys thought of this before?” The three of them looked at each other and laughed.

“Actually, no. I don’t think so, but now I definitely have ideas,” Vida stated, Sonia nodding. “It is actually a very thoughtful process,” they finished their thought, which led to you snorting into your drink. 

“Oh, do enlighten me,”  you started, as your brain started to whirl through the possibilities. Vida nodded as they set their matcha drink down, their eyes focusing on you, surprising you as they smirked. 

“Well, I actually want to hear about this from you. You know them the best, so… I need some insider insight,” they stated. This had everyone’s eyes on you, similar smiles on each and every one of them.

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(There are whole sections and then-)

To the point you hurried to the dance studio. Hoseok had been here for years and it honestly suited him. He was able to teach kids and younger students for the most part - to help encourage their excitement and get them really into dance, but he also had one advanced class with adults. It was amazing to see their performances when they do it. You also knew how hard he worked and what he did. You were pretty sure he wanted to schedule this not just for you but to remind him to take breaks too. And if the only way to get him to do so was to do it for you, so be it!

When you got to the desk, you were breathing a little heavier-

(“You mean like how Kay was when she entered today,” Sonia interjected. 

It brought you out of the scenario but yeah, sure. That would be exactly it. You blinked, forgetting that you were talking about possibles and intertwined your own experiences into it to make it more plausible and why you would chose which friend for which day - and then focused on the memory/scenario.)

When you got to the desk, you were breathing a little heavier because you had sprinted the last part. Your apartment was close enough to Hoseok’s studio that you could just leave your car at home but you were scared that Traffic might have messed up your timing - 

Only to find you were early. You almost did a celebration when you heard someone else jog up to the desk once you had caught your breath and seemed like a normal being instead of a possibly out of shape one.

“Sorry Y/N! You weren’t waiting long were you,” Hoseok asked, his hair wet, a towel around his neck, smelling really fresh for someone who appears to have been sweating… yet his clothes weren’t covered in sweat?

(“A shower. He had to have just finished a shower,” Kara whispered to Vida, fully invested and didn’t want to interrupt.

“Does Hoseok’s studio have showers in them,” Vida asked.

Sonia answered, “Yeah. They have a couple for the instructors because they have a lot of classes. Otherwise they might stink heavily or something.” They were all trying to be decently quiet to not interrupt you, but you couldn’t stop the smile that happened hearing their mini-conversation.)

You shook your head, your confusion written on your face. He chuckled and patted your head while giving the guy at the receptionist desk the chin nod thing guys do. 

“Sorry, I thought I had more time so I took a quick shower even though my class went a little over.”

(“Told you!”)

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This isn't all of it. And there are obviously large pieces missing. But honestly, I am kinda excited that I did some writing! It may not see the light of day, but at least I put SOME of it out there.

Holy mother of pearl!!!! Next week I might actually write! Let's see if I do anything, finish anything, etcetc.

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Is anyone else ever genuinely shocked when you find out you have an impact on someone’s life? A coworker can be like “I’ve missed seeing you” and I’m just like “???? you?? missed me????? My presence has an effect on your daily experience???? I affect things??? W h a t ? ? ?”

Official First Day of Winter -

Yesterday. So, I randomly felt like putting this down. Even though it is late....

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You lifted your head, your face turned to the sky, eyes closed as you smiled and lifted your arms. It had been so long - so long since you got to experience snow like this. Where you were from, it didn't snow much. You almost felt like it was a fairytale or something mythical from the past.

It didn't help that the only time you heard about snow in real life was the extreme examples and everything. It always seemed like an all or nothing with heavy consequences. But a soft snow like this - where you are in a white wonderland and the snow is gracefully falling all around...

"It's almost like soft white petals gracing us from above. Giving us a view that we never expect but surrounds us in gentle reminder of the possibilities in this world," a warm, soft voice stated, saying your exact thoughts.

You loved hearing his thoughts, they could be so poetic. He is able to word what you felt into comprehensive words when you originally thought there was no way to describe it. It was one of his many talents and something you never grew tired of. Plus his voice, his tone, the warmth, the richness, it all added to the real meaning.

"Yeah," you softly replied, not being able to add to it properly. You didn't want to ruin the perfection that was his prose.

Your smile grew as you turned to him, opening your eyes as you felt the familiar warm spreading in the hand that he reached up to hold and then brought it to his side. His smile was soft and loving, saying more than he could.

Yeah, it was moments like these that you live for. What a wonderful way to start Winter.