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Get yourself a girl who blushes when you ask what her kinks are, but will try and suck your soul out of your cock when she gets you all alone

I look at your face

I see my days

That I wasted on caring about you,

And you never look at me

You’re too far away from me

You never wanted me

You just wanted the attention I gave you

Imagine trying your best everyday

Trying to satisfy everyone

But still be the second choice

Always be the other one

The invisible one

This hurts

This hurts a lot

I knew it all along

That you belong to somebody else

But I loved you anyways

All the trouble you put me through

And I still love you the same

I say “goodbye” as you leave

I can’t make you stay

Your heart now belongs to someone else

I’m no longer what you want or what you need

“I can be there for you

when you are sad and alone and desperate.

I can hold your hand and hold you together

through your darkest times.

I can come to you when no one else would

and care for you like no one else could.

But I cannot make you love me.”

“She shook her head. “Don’t say it. Please, don’t say it,” she begged him. Her heart was breaking and she knew what was coming. “I love you, okay?” he exclaimed. “Somewhere along the way, I fell so deeply in love with you that I cannot find fresh air. I can’t breathe when I’m around you. You smile at me and, for just one second, I think you feel it, too. You laugh and my heart feels like it could burst at the sound. You hug me and I feel like you’re the perfect puzzle piece I’ve been missing all along. You got under my skin. How could you expect me to keep it to myself?” Tears streamed down her cheeks. She loved him, she did. She wanted him to have the fairytale ending that he deserved, she just couldn’t be the one to give it to him. It broke her heart to hear him say all these words he could never take back, because she knew that once they were spoken, things could never be the same. He was her best friend. She was going to lose her best friend. “I’m sorry,” she said quietly. “I’m so sorry, but I can’t.””

— It shouldn’t be called friend-zoning when you end up losing your friend // excerpt #153 (via wherewritersblockcomestodie)

I know I won’t have a chance with you,

But I just hope you won’t go away,

Because I fear that if you leave,

Something this great might never happen again

The next Einstein

The super human eye

The negligible existance of earth… the pale blue dot

salute to that woman….

I find it offensive that no one’s cock is currently ramming down my throat

i want you to be my last love, the one where our love withstands all storms and boulders of obstacles. let’s love each other for lifetimes to come

There's someone that really loves me, but I'm not interested. Im into another person and idk how to make that clear without breaking that someone's heart. I know that we can't be friends anymore cause he looks at me with other eyes. Thank you for your time.

But maybe this person that is interested in you has something greater to offer you that you just don’t know you need yet. I don’t necessarily believe that it means you won’t be friends anymore but 9/10 times it means you won’t be friends anymore if the other person can’t feel the same way the other one does. You just gotta think what’s really worth losing to you.

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Its obvious tweaker nation is no longer is as strong as it once was. Even the founder won’t respond , and the tag is dead. So I’m creating this post in hopes we can find ACTIVE BLOGS and help one another once again. The one thing we all struggle with is disconnection whether it be from friends, family, life or even ourselves at times… We need each other . So lets find each other

Tweaker nation

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I miss methamphetamines.

I miss the way my whole being - soul, mind, body, - forgot that sometimes I still needed you, wanted you.

That I still loved you.

Because for awhile I only loved two things and you weren’t one of them.

But crystal was. And crystal would get me through everyday and everything.

I didn’t dream of you because I didn’t sleep. And I didn’t miss you when I was cooking breakfast or dinner, because I would forget to eat.

I stopped stressing because for once there was enough time in the day.

I miss the weeks that I would go without thinking of you.

I miss methamphetamines.

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