This Fic Is Soooo Good So Far! Every Week I Cant Wait For More!

This fic is soooo good so far! Every week I can’t wait for more!

Patient Love [WIP]

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Fic summary: Castiel Novak is 27 when he suddenly loses his twin brother Jimmy, and his whole world turns to ashes. How do you deal with losing half of yourself when your whole life always revolved around the two of you, like yin and yang and black and white? How do you deal with a broken soul and old demons looming over you with no one to hold you back anymore?

After 10 years as a Navy Special Warfare Operator and more than a dozen of deployments in both Afghanistan and Iraq, a battlefield injury forces 28-year-old Chief Petty Officer Dean Winchester to chose between being stuck behind a desk for the rest of his career or going back to civil life. When he learns about his friend Jimmy’s death, Dean makes his way back to Kansas with his heart in his throat and broken pieces at his feet.

Things are already complicated and painful enough as it is, but when former lovers Dean Winchester and Castiel Novak meet again after 10 years of radio silence and a galaxy of wounds and scars solidly standing between them, it feels like both a curse and a blessing has been placed on them both. Is there any hope in putting back their broken pieces together after a decade, and how do you deal with grief and broken dreams?

update every Sunday/Monday

TRIGGER WARNINGS – PLEASE MAKE SURE YOU TAKE NOTE BEFORE DIVING INTO THE STORY

referenced past and present drug abuse

war talk, war injury

panic and anxiety attacks

depression

five stages of grief

Post Traumatic Stress Disorders — PTSD