I Am Just Going To Put It Out There That I Feel So Guilty That No Words Of Mine Can Actually Make It

I am just going to put it out there that I feel so guilty that no words of mine can actually make it up to @jamaisjoons how thankful I am or convey how happy I feel right now?

THIS FIC IS THE MOST MAGICAL THING THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO ME.

I mean it. No movie, no book not even those fairy tales as a kid has had this effect on me. I have felt sort of deprived my whole life of an experience like this. My parents didn’t support buying books, no one read bed time stories for me. I just started buying these books when I was much older so that magic from early years was always missing and I think somewhere I was able to fully connect to that experience now? Like in the middle of this pandemic at the age of 23 I’m actually crying as I type this out!!!! I wish I had better words to describe how magical this moment feels right now? How surreal this is 😭😭😭

The characters, the lore, the structure the pace at which the story moves? Yoongi and Jin really really touched my heart. I am falling for them too. The dialogues are brilliant. I’ve never seen things like care, affection, TRUST, tenderness, little moments of pure joy, intimacy portrayed so well? I was really seeing colors, I am super s scared of oceans or water in general because I don’t how to swim but ooof this fic really makes me want to go out there again. I was able to feel things that I’ve never felt before and I was truly so captivated bub every word. I also like how the angst was beautiful too. Giho also was portrayed really really well and not over exaggerated or anything? Perfect!!!!!!!!!!! Namjoon obviously was so ethereal and hes from that other part of the world but I didn’t feel too overwhelmed? I could connect and just bask myself into that world. His childlike wonder matched oc’s curiosity so well. So many times it felt like he was just tiny babie human joonie. The smut made me delirious shsjsjsjsjsjs I WAS SCREAMING AT MY PHONE THO

I can’t fathom how much research or effort this work took but THANK YOU. For now please take my words, I hope my love reaches you. I hope the happiness I am feeling right now hits right back at you tenfold or millionfold DHDJDJ please ignore any mistakes and I know I’m lacking here because English isn’t my first language I TRULY FEEL SO MESMERISED

song of the sea ⤑ knj | m.

⟶ 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦:〝 captivated by the sight of you, he can’t help but watch you swim around his home. and when you turn to leave, he doesn’t know what overcomes him - but as if spellbound - he finds himself following you back to land. 〞fantasy au. little mermaid au.

❥ 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: merman!namjoon x marine conservationist!reader

❥ 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: angst ∝ fluff ∝ smut

❥ 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 53k !!! a whopper !!

⟶ 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: slight possessive!namjoon, slight possessive!reader, dom!namjoon, sub!reader, as usual namjoon’s cock do be monstrously big but we love n live for it, teasing, grinding, size kink size kink size kink, slight breast/nipple play, semi-public sex (they’re out in the open but also they’re on a deserted island so), grinding, scratching, biting, honestly this was supposed to be soft sex but who knows what happened, cunnilingus, fingering, cum eating, detailed descriptions of a giant cock, dirty talk, praise, light handjob,  unprotected sex, pussy stretching cause again it do be monstrous, slight pain kink?, cockwarming, riding, deep dicking, manhandling, namjoon is s t r o n g, slight pinning down, breeding, impregnation kink, lets call this tender feral sex, brief female masturbation, creampie, multiple orgasms, depictions of drowning, no one dies its okay, mentions of death, brief mentions of weapons/guns, brief violence - namjoon punches a dickhead, i think that’s all ?? 

➵ 𝑎/𝑛: hello 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 it’s finally here 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 the beast of a fic !! i hope you sincerely enjoy it 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

➵ find the playlist here

⏤ edited by the lovely @shadowsremedy​​ and @spicykoreantatertots​​ and beta read by my sweet bubs, @mygsii​, @luffles424​ and @yeoldontknow​ 💖

⏤ Written for ‘The Summer Bucketlist’ writing event hosted by yours truly ♡

Footsteps echo through the silent corridors, the heels of your boots clacking against the linoleum floor. Walking through the silent, glass-lined corridors of the Marine Research centre, your eyebrows furrow. It’s quiet. Way too quiet. Though, it’s not like the small facility is usually chockfull of people or anything. No, the Mokpo Marine Research Centre is a small building, with a mere staff of around fifty-odd people, and only three main scientists. You being one of them. Thus, with such a small working force occupying the building, it’s not as if you’re unused to the silence. However, it’s different today. The silence is terse, and a little uncanny, and you haven’t spotted a single other person. Not even the cleaning staff.

It’s still early in the morning - the sun only having risen an hour ago - but even then, you’d usually see at least one person on your way through the building. But you haven’t, and that has a weird niggling sense of foreboding prickling at your skin. Picking up speed, you practically begin power-walking towards the main laboratory, and as you approach the large white doors, the tension in your shoulders deflates. Low murmurs of a conversation filter through the air, the soft sounds intertwining with the thumping sounds of your footsteps and easing the eerie tranquillity that surrounds you.

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I know I never (personally) post things like this but I saw this on the news and I really wanted to share it.

astraljoon -> beefyjoon

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an author i love just tweeted about how “big joy and small joy are the same” and how she was just as content the other night eating chocolate and cuddling her dog as she was on her Big Trip to new york and honestly. i think that’s it. this morning i was listening to an audiobook while baking shortbread in my joggers and i realised i really didn’t care what Big Things happened in my future as long as i could keep baking and reading at the weekend and maybe that is the kind of bar we have to set to guard ourselves against disappointment. just appreciate and cherish the mundane stuff and see everything else as a bonus.

I would just like to take a second to thank every single fanfiction writer who’s ever published a fic. In the last 3 weeks, I’ve read over 890,000 words of fanfiction while in quarantine. I know legally, fanfiction writers are not considered “essential” but let me tell you: they are essential to me. Essential to my sanity, my wellbeing, my happiness. Fic gives me so much joy and such a love for the world and the people in it, and fic writers don’t ask for anything in return, except occasional engagement. So from the bottom of my heart: thank you fic writers. Thank you for keeping me company during this time of isolation. Thank you for writing stories that give me hope and take my mind off of my anxiety. Thank you for making me laugh even when I don’t think it’s possible. Thank you for giving me something to be excited about when it feels like the world is falling apart around me. Thank you, thank you, thank you. 

song of the sea ⤑ knj | m.

⟶ 𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑦:〝 captivated by the sight of you, he can’t help but watch you swim around his home. and when you turn to leave, he doesn’t know what overcomes him - but as if spellbound - he finds himself following you back to land. 〞fantasy au. little mermaid au.

❥ 𝑝𝑎𝑖𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔: merman!namjoon x marine conservationist!reader

❥ 𝑔𝑒𝑛𝑟𝑒: angst ∝ fluff ∝ smut

❥ 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑡: 53k !!! a whopper !!

⟶ 𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: slight possessive!namjoon, slight possessive!reader, dom!namjoon, sub!reader, as usual namjoon’s cock do be monstrously big but we love n live for it, teasing, grinding, size kink size kink size kink, slight breast/nipple play, semi-public sex (they’re out in the open but also they’re on a deserted island so), grinding, scratching, biting, honestly this was supposed to be soft sex but who knows what happened, cunnilingus, fingering, cum eating, detailed descriptions of a giant cock, dirty talk, praise, light handjob,  unprotected sex, pussy stretching cause again it do be monstrous, slight pain kink?, cockwarming, riding, deep dicking, manhandling, namjoon is s t r o n g, slight pinning down, breeding, impregnation kink, lets call this tender feral sex, brief female masturbation, creampie, multiple orgasms, depictions of drowning, no one dies its okay, mentions of death, brief mentions of weapons/guns, brief violence - namjoon punches a dickhead, i think that’s all ?? 

➵ 𝑎/𝑛: hello 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 it’s finally here 🥺👉🏼👈🏼 the beast of a fic !! i hope you sincerely enjoy it 🥺👉🏼👈🏼

➵ find the playlist here

⏤ edited by the lovely @shadowsremedy​​ and @spicykoreantatertots​​ and beta read by my sweet bubs, @mygsii​, @luffles424​ and @yeoldontknow​ 💖

⏤ Written for ‘The Summer Bucketlist’ writing event hosted by yours truly ♡

Footsteps echo through the silent corridors, the heels of your boots clacking against the linoleum floor. Walking through the silent, glass-lined corridors of the Marine Research centre, your eyebrows furrow. It’s quiet. Way too quiet. Though, it’s not like the small facility is usually chockfull of people or anything. No, the Mokpo Marine Research Centre is a small building, with a mere staff of around fifty-odd people, and only three main scientists. You being one of them. Thus, with such a small working force occupying the building, it’s not as if you’re unused to the silence. However, it’s different today. The silence is terse, and a little uncanny, and you haven’t spotted a single other person. Not even the cleaning staff.

It’s still early in the morning - the sun only having risen an hour ago - but even then, you’d usually see at least one person on your way through the building. But you haven’t, and that has a weird niggling sense of foreboding prickling at your skin. Picking up speed, you practically begin power-walking towards the main laboratory, and as you approach the large white doors, the tension in your shoulders deflates. Low murmurs of a conversation filter through the air, the soft sounds intertwining with the thumping sounds of your footsteps and easing the eerie tranquillity that surrounds you.

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