Awestruck Over The Family Curses Shared Between Elektra/Orestes And Hamlet. The House Of Atreus Is Falling.

awestruck over the family curses shared between elektra/Orestes and Hamlet. the house of atreus is falling. there is something rotten in the state of Denmark. I hate my mother. (I remember the way she looked when she held me as a child) I remember loving her (somehow I still do) I want her dead (I am afraid to do it) I am divinely appointed (the gods have deserted me) my father is gone (this house is full of ghosts) he would want me to avenge him (he would hate the path I’ve chosen) I’m the game (I’m the pawn) I’m an prophecy (I’m destruction) I’ll change the world (I don’t want to be in it) I am the bringer of light (I am drowning in darkness) let me out (the trap is of my own making).

imagine being a tree. and there’s a hollow part inside you. and something lives there. an owl. a squirrel. a lizard. but the emptiness that has carved out your innards over decades of life. suddenly comes to life again. in a new and foreign way. would that frighten you? would it bring you peace? would even notice at all?

no one will ever understand me the way he does (writer who died fifty years ago)

i feel like no one really wants to hear that sleep/exercise/nutrition/hydration are major factors in treating mental health issues bc we’ve all talked to that person who thinks your depression would be cured by one good session of goat yoga or whatever but unfortunately they do help and i’m chronically annoyed about it

has anyone been feeling feverish and delirious lately or is it just me and that twink from crime and punishment?

give me a world you have taken the world i was tuesday