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(Dionysus): In this business I was playing with him— he thought he was tying me up, the fool!

He did not even touch or handle me, he was so busy feeding his desires. In that stable where he went to tie me up, he found a bull. He threw the iron fetters around its knees and hooves.

As he did so, he kept panting in his rage, dripping sweat from his whole body—his teeth gnawed his lip. I watched him, sitting quietly nearby.

-Euripides,the Bacchae

Sensual Baking for the Unusual

By: Antonio Morales

Day: 2

The lights inside the bakery were like dim white light, kind of like something you would find in a low hospital or at the old part of your high school. The smell of fresh bread still lingers in the building from that morning's batch. Light from the moon glows luminous on the street with its extraterrestrial power of light. A man is standing in the lobby of the business waiting for service. As he is waiting, he can’t tell, but a young man is standing behind the doorway behind the counter. This young man is smitten with the older man, who is becoming very annoyed that no one has helped him yet with his order. The young man tries to walk past the doorway to get a better look at the older man, but he was too clumsy with his steps, and the customer heard him. “Excuse me!’ said the older man, “I have been waiting a long time for some service, and I have places to be!” The young man jumps in embarrassment and slowly walks over to the counter. The customer storms to the counter in frustration because of the lack of customer service there. “Finally can I get a loaf of rye and wheat bread, NOW!!!” yelled the older man at the employee, “Sorry, and yes, how many would you like of each?” said the very nervous and stuttering employee. The older man rolls his eyes in frustration and looks into the boy’s eyes, and says, “I would like two of each, TODAY!!!” the boy looks away in embarrassment that he has made this attractive older man furious. The young man gets the two loaves of each bread for the customer, and their hands slightly graze each other. The young men feel hot and soft and are shaking while the older man's hands feel like they are the concrete sidewalk that the young man gets to work on that day. The young man pulls his hand away with the cash that the older man has given him. The older man looks a little sorry for this young, defenseless, and terrified boy but is still filled with rage at how long he waited. The older man starts to walk out but stops before exiting the establishment, and as he turns around, he sees the young man staring right at him. The young man behind the counter looks away shyly and starts to blush, the young man looks back up at the customer, and the older man winks at the boy. The boy melts away into nothing behind the counter.

December Prompts 🌟

Word prompts to use for doodling or writing

starry night

baking

hot chocolate

scarf

music

snowflakes

joy

sweets

fuzzy socks

sleigh ride

stars

mulled wine

candles

books

ornaments

snowball fight

miracle

christmas market

apron

coming home

wrapping paper

christmas tree

fairy lights

secrets

family

cookies

reunions

snowman

wishes

silence

fireworks

My Curse Part 2

Why is it that I'm one of the only gay kids at my high school. I feel outed every time anything is mentioned about a boyfriend or girlfriend. It kills me, now there are other gay kids at my school but none of us have any sort of attraction to the other. One of the most closeted gays in school has dated three guys already in one school year. I have never dated before and how it's so easy for other people to find a relatenship so easliy. I guess I could blame it on my face, my personality, or even how I interact with other people. I have always seen myself as a very social person but I don't know how to talk to people one on one or even online. I can only talk online or one on one with someone if I have meet them before and I will know how they will act. It pisses me off so much cause I missed so many times of having a boyfriend. Sometimes I just try to be there friend but then it comes off as lazy and they ghost me. Other times they will ghost me and message me when their bored and I will respond but they would never responded back. I wonder when that happens if they ever wanted to talk in the first place. Those times reminder me of those love songs about their ex boyfriend/girlfriend left them but then came back and then left them again. Oh and speaking of music, all of my music I have downloaded on my phone is about finding love, wanting love, and getting love. I know I need to get new genres of music that doesn't make me sad about my lonely life. - Schwanky

A Wilting Flower

My love is like a flower it first starts as a seed and over time it grows and grows. Until one day it blooms, it's huge beautiful petals outstrechted for the world to see. It sits there waiting for someone to notice his beauty, but instead the notice the flowers around him. The flower true to stay confident in it but at some point he just couldn't hold out any longer. The lonely flower starts to wilt away. It's petals fading to a darker lifeless shade of its once bright gourgeos color. It becomes limp and lifeless, it's dead body lying on the ground. People continue to walk by, a few people take pity on the flower, but they do nothing. They all watch as the sad lonely flower dies a slow and painful death. The flower had some much to give, but no one was willing to take the time and help it. That flower will never bloom again no matter what it or anybody else tries. - Schwanky

The Game of Luck

Why do people who have everything in the world have such good luck but people who have nothing and are scraping by have zero luck. It makes no sense, I try to stay on karma good side but she always through some bad luck shit on me. I see all my rich friends have so much luck with the girls, with money, and with life. For me I have to try to work hard and I have to try to succeed when others have to just slightly lift a pinky. But I shouldn't be that salty, I should be happy. That just means that all my luck is being saved in this big bank of luck and for the people who have everything there is starting to run dry. Maybe in the future my luck will be better and I will use my luck and maybe others will dry up and shrivel away. I shouldn't be as salty as I'm, there are people out there that have it worse than me. I guess I should be greatful for the things that I do have instead for things that I don't. - Schwanky

ENEMIES

At this very moment I'm at prom and was having a fun night before I was taken aside. My nosy and drama loving friend just told me that a kid in my grade just spilled the beans on my brother. No before I go any further I should explain a bit. A few months ago my brother a very bad video that got him in alot of trouble with the school. Now this video was about a very serious topic and it pissed me off. Well it also made other people mad but it made others laugh. Some other people thought it would be funny to call the police on my little brother and so they did. He was taken the station and was kept there with people who actual did stuff like assault and theft. A few weeks after the video he was put on an ankle bracelt and he was like that for a good few months. Well through those month I missed out on alot of family events and family is very important to me. I took all my anger out on my brother and it ruined him. Now after finding out that it was someone in my grade that reported him it pissed me off even more. I'm filled anger, confusion, and alot of sadness for what I did to my brother. I wish she never told me who did it. - Schwanky

Heart Aches

Have you ever had a great pain shot through your body after you step on a million legs, that were sent from the deepest parts of hell. Well thats what its like to have an emptiness in your heart, that can only be filled by love. I was watching StormxRyan and him and his boyfriend are the cutest. I can't stop crying when they do something romantic. When i seem them kiss, hug or cuddle, I can feel my heart physically heart and start to drop. It hurts to watch them but I can't stop because they are the only thing that gets me through my day. It may seem contradictory (and it is) but I know that if they can find love so can I. Sometimes I will sit in my room and cry while watching StormxRyan or any gay couple YouTubers. My heart screams out for companionship but my body just sits and mops around waiting them to come to me. I wish I could go out side and talk to the first guy I see but I cant. For many reasons of course. Every guy in my town is one straight, old, homophobic and racist. I can't do anything with any of that. It just hurts to much to be alone. And people all the time tell me it's not what it seems. But to me it seems like your with someone who gets you and can stand you. Which for me is a real turn on lol. I wish I could just call a number and to 3-5 business days I would have a boyfriend. I just don't know how long I can keep going on with a huge crack in my heart. - Schwanky

My Curse

All my life people told me being gay was a bad, evil, and it was a sin. They all told me if I was gay I would go to help, and that terrified me. I started to believe that being gay was the worst sin imaginable. Through the years as I got older I realised that I was gay, and that scared me. I was scared that people would find out that I was gay. I thought that if anyone found out that I would be outed and I would have to fear for my life. Since I lived in a very country town. But when I came out people said they already me, but a few were surprised. I felt safe but then the crushes kicked in. I started to like all the cute boys and I wanted to be something more than friends or acquaintances, but I couldn't. It would never work that way since almost every boy in my school was straight and all the cute boys were straight. My heart ached for a relatenship or a gay best friend. I wanted something more like all the gay celebrities and YouTubers. I wanted what they had, love and partner. I realized that being gay is a curse. A curse that will starve you of a relationship and a true connection with another guy until you die. - Schwanky