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⋆ ｡⋆୨୧˚— ANGRY !
ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 boxer bf! ʝake sim x 𝑓! reader 𝒢enre. angst & fluff. 𝓢ynopsis. in which your boyfriend comes home injured after a brawl & lashes out at you. 𝑤ord count 𐙚ㅤㅤ1175. 𝑤arnings ⸝⸝ not edited, anger issues, cursing, injuries, kissing. ୭ৎ — 𝓵𝗂𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗋𝔂 ᥫ᭡
୭ৎ 𝑙una note⋆.˚ all credits to @taeghi for boxer! jake idea ! <3 also i’d like to note that i’m not romanticizing anger issues in any way, this is something i’ve struggled with for a while and i wanted to incorporate my own struggles in my writing !
THE APARTMENT WAS EERILY SILENT AND FILLED WITH ANTICIPATION AS YOU WAITED FOR YOUR BOYFRIEND JAKE TO RETURN.
it wasn’t unusual for him to come home late, especially after a long night of training at the underground boxing gym.
you had always admired his dedication, the way he poured his heart into his passion, but lately, his anger issues had been getting worse. — more under cut !
you knew he had struggled with this issue his whole life, but you hadn’t ever seen it this bad.
you see the rage in his eyes, the way his fists would clench and unclench as he tried to keep himself in check. it broke your heart to see him struggle like this.
a normal person would be petrified, but you didn’t care because at the end of the day, it’s your jake. you weren’t going to abandon him.
you glanced at the clock for what felt like the hundredth time that night, biting your lip anxiously.
it was well past midnight, and jake still hadn’t returned. you tried to keep yourself busy with chores around the house, but your mind couldn’t help but drift back to him.
what if something had happened? what if he had gotten into a fight and was lying injured somewhere alone?
just as you were about to call his phone for the fifth time, you heard the familiar sound of the front door creaking open.
you rushed to the hallway, your heart pounding in your chest. there he was, standing in the doorway, looking like he had been through hell and back.
jake was covered in bruises, his lip split open and bloodied, one eye swollen shut.
his clothes were torn, and his knuckles were raw and bloody.
you felt a lump form in your throat at the sight of him.
he looked so different from the strong, confident boyfriend you knew.
“jake!” you gasped, rushing to his side.
“oh my god, what happened to you?”
he didn’t say a word, he simply pushed past you in silence and headed straight for the bathroom.
you followed him, your heart aching at the sight of his battered and bruised body.
he turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on his face, wincing as the water stung his wounds.
“jakey, please let me help you,” you pleaded, reaching out to touch his arm.
he flinched away from your touch, his eyes dark with anger.
“i don’t want your fucking help,”
he growled, his voice rough and strained.
you recoiled at his tone, knowing that his tolerance was quite low at the moment, tears welling up in your eyes.
“but jake… you’re hurt,” you whispered, your voice trembling.
“i just wanna take care of you.”
“do i have to spell it out for you to understand?just leave me alone!”
he snapped, his anger unleashing at once.
“i don’t need you fussing over me like i’m some kind of child!”
you took a step back, your heart breaking at his harsh words.
you knew he didn’t mean it, that his anger was just a mask for the pain he was feeling, but it still hurt you deeply.
you felt the tears start to spill over, unable to hold them back any longer.
jake’s eyes widened as he saw you fall apart, the realization of what he had just done hitting him like a ton of bricks.
his anger dissolved in an instant, replaced by a look of pure horror and disappointment in himself.
“oh god, i’m so sorry,” he choked out, his voice breaking.
“i didn’t mean to yell at you, baby. i would never... i would never intentionally speak to you that way. please, believe me.”
you could see the tears welling up in his eyes, his shoulders shaking with silent sobs with the frustration of himself.
your heart ached at the sight of him, so broken and vulnerable.
it wasn’t jake’s fault, you knew it.
it wasn’t like he could control his mental issues, so the best thing you could do was be there for him as he worked on himself.
without thinking, you stepped forward and wrapped your arms around him, holding him close as he sobbed into your shoulder.
“i know, jakey,” you whispered, your own tears contrasting with his.
“i know you would never wanna hurt me. it’s okay. it’s gonna be okay.”
he clung to you desperately, his body trembling with the force of his sobs.
you held him tightly, your fingers running through his hair in a soothing gesture.
you could feel the tension slowly leaving his body, replaced by a sense of relief and pure exhaustion.
“i’m so sorry,” he repeated, his voice muffled against your shoulder.
“i didn’t mean to snap at you. i’m just... i’m just so tired of myself.”
“i know,”
you murmured, pressing a gentle kiss to his forehead.
“it’s okay, jake. i’m here for you.”
you gently guided him to the couch, helping him sit down as you went to get the first aid kit.
he watched you with tear-filled eyes, his expression mixed with guilt and gratitude.
you could see how much he hated himself for losing control, for letting his anger get the better of him.
you sat down beside him, carefully cleaning his wounds and applying bandages where they were needed.
he winced occasionally, but didn’t utter a word of complaint.
the silence between you was heavy with unspoken emotions, but you knew that words weren’t necessary right now.
once you were done, you gently cupped his face in your hands, looking into his eyes as you caressed his cheeks softly.
“you’re not alone, jake,” you said softly.
“i’m here for you, no matter what. we’ll get through this together, you’re it for me.”
he nodded, his eyes glistening with tears.
“i don’t deserve you, baby” he whispered, his voice cracking.
“yes, you do,” you replied firmly with reassurance.
“you’re a good person, jake. you just need to let go of your anger and let yourself be vulnerable. it’s okay to ask for help.”
he closed his eyes, a single tear sliding down his cheek.
“i’ll try,” he murmured.
“for you, i’ll try.”
you smiled, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to his lips.
“that’s all i’ll ever need.”
he pulled you into his arms, holding you close as if he was afraid you’d leave.
you could feel the steady beat of his heart against your chest, a comforting reminder that he was here, with you, in your arms.
the weight of the world seemed to lift off his shoulders as he held you, his breathing slowly evening out.
“i love you,” he whispered, his voice barely audible.
“i love you too, jake,” you replied, your heart swelling with adoration and love.
“i always will.”
you stayed wrapped in each other’s arms for the rest of the night, finding comfort in the warmth of your love.
the world outside may have been harsh and unforgiving, but in this moment, you knew that as long as you had each other, you could overcome anything.
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